There was a time when youth passed by

Chapter 6: Dreams that can't be awakened (3)

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Xu Yueyue's personality is also very similar to that person. He always likes to chase good people or things. Before he had time to think about how to approach, he closed his eyes and slammed his head.

People like Ning Jinyu are like the brightest star in the sky to Xu Yue Yue. In order to catch up with this star, Xu Yue Yue cannot stop.

But how tired that was, Wen Lai had a thorough experience in Wen Rou, he couldn't bear to make Xu Yuet tired too.

"The most primitive feeling of liking someone is low self-esteem. I can’t say how good that person is, but I just feel that I’m not worthy of him. But maybe it’s your love for him that restrains you, and you will see more if you put this person down The big world."

Wen Lai's words went straight into Xu Yue's heart, and these words were too close to his own mood at this time.

"But sometimes, knowing that I can't catch up with him, I still can't help but want to get closer!"

Xu Yuelu feels that liking someone is like having a dream. No matter the dream is good or bad, you don't want to wake up again.

Seeing June's steadfast appearance, Wen Lai smiled bitterly and shook his head, but couldn't help but relax his eyes and stopped talking.

After school the next day, Wen Lai left Xu June as usual.

Xu Yueyue carried his schoolbag on his back and walked in the backyard with the composition of the class.

Wen Lai stood in the office corridor on the second floor and made a call. From a distance, he saw Xu Yuet, who was walking slowly. He hung up the phone and was about to say hello. Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Ning Jinyu appearing in the backyard.

Xu Yueyue only thought about what Wen Lai said yesterday, and when he twisted her ankle inadvertently, she was about to pounce on the floor. Ning Jinyu, who was not far from her, quickly supported her with both hands.

"Maybe the road of your life is really a bit bumpy? Otherwise, why would you fall down on the ground?"

Hearing Ning Jinyu's words, Xu Yueyue was so embarrassed that he couldn't even lift his head up, and said thank you hurriedly.

Ning Jinyu didn't speak, she smiled and looked at Xu Yuet, who was silently bowing her head. Xu Yueyue's hands holding the text were sore, she lowered her head and wanted to escape quickly.

Ning Jinyu didn't speak, the atmosphere was embarrassing for a while, she turned around and prepared to slip away.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she turned around, Ning Jinyu shouted, "Where are we going?"

Xu Yueyue didn't look back, so he walked briskly and replied: "Go and send composition to the Chinese teacher."

"I happen to be looking for an English teacher too, right?" Ning Jinyu followed, striding to catch up with Xu Yuet.

Xu Yueyue complained in his heart. Do you still have to ask? The two teachers' offices are on the second floor. If you don't want to drop in, you have to drop in! Although she thought so in her heart, Xu Yueyue nodded her head obediently, "Okay."

The two were speechless all the way, Wen Lai stood on the second floor and saw the two coming together, his face changed, and he turned and walked into the office.

Yesterday's words, although mainly to enlighten Xu Yue Yue, he is not completely without prejudice against Ning Jinyu. As for the reason, of course it is not as simple as reluctant Xu Yue Yue.

In his opinion, Ning Jinyu has a calm and calm personality. He is not honest enough and restrains himself too much. He is in the world and has too strong intentions. He will never try things that he is not sure about, and he will not let go of things that are sure that he is not perfect.

Sometimes Wen Lai would also sigh with Ning Jinyu's age-incompatible mature. He always habitually hides his true emotions, but because of his young age, the cover-up is not so perfect.

Ning Jinyu is not a bad guy, but for Xu Yue, it is tiring to like such a person.

Wen Lai thought about it. Although Xu Yueyue is timid and lacking courage, he tends to shrink and escape when things happen. He also loves to be habitually aggressive in front of others, always being hard-headed and embarrassed to show his true intentions.

But Wen Lai knows well that she is also a person who will stick to the end if she believes a path.

If Xu Yueyue really made up her mind to chase this meteor, she would not give up on her own initiative until the ashes burned out.

These two people are surprisingly alike in some respects!

Walking to the door of the Chinese teacher's office, Xu Yueyue stood and stared at Ning Jinyu blankly, not knowing what to say, Ning Jinyu still looked at her with a smile on her face.

He is so gentle to everyone, this is also a burden! Xu Yueyue thought bitterly, raised her mouth and smiled and said, "Then I will go in."

"Yeah." Ning Jinyu waved to her. Xu Yueyue turned to open the door for a while. After entering, Wen Lai asked her a few words. She put down her text and closed the door, only to find that Ning Jinyu was still standing at the door, Xu Yueyue. Open the hidden door and ask: "Is there something?"

"No, I'm leaving." After speaking, Ning Jinyu turned and continued to walk forward. The loss in Xu Yuet's heart gradually appeared on his face, forming an emotion. The name of this emotion was "I always thought you had something to say to me".

Wen looked at her desperate look and teased, "I can't bear to follow along!"

Xu Yueyue walked to the desk opposite to Wen Lai and sat down, lying on the desk depressed without saying a word.

Wen Lai glanced at Xu Yue Yue's listless appearance, sighed and shook his head. I saw that some people were poisoned. There is no cure for this poison.

Wen Lai turned on the computer, thought about it and turned to look at Xu Yuet.

Even if you are tired in the process of chasing each other, won't you give up and regret it

The small office has only two desks, a water dispenser and three row bookcases. Wen Lai is a new teacher and was assigned here just when this office was empty.

Xu Yueyue remembers the day he first came, and fined Xu Yueyue to come and clean up with him. The office was crowded with dust, and the two were tired and cleaned it up until dark.

The atmosphere of Wen Lai’s life can be seen everywhere in the current office. Above the water dispenser is a pot of crabapple flowers that the two of you bought together at the flower market on weekends. The pink and white flowers are blooming. There are colorful convenience notes everywhere on the bookcases. Xu June put them on them every night when they came to sort out the information.

Xu Yueyue gradually regarded this office and Wen Lai's home as a place to stay. She was reluctant to leave because of the benefits of playing the computer every night after finishing her homework.

Xu Yueyue moved her gaze, looking at Wen Lai who was working on the other side, and was shocked. Teacher Wen Lai is also a gentle person, with the same temperament as Ning Jinyu, and their looks are somewhat similar. Xu Yueyue couldn't help thinking, if Ning Jinyu is also a big brother, I guess he would be like Teacher Wen Lai. .

"Teacher..." Xu Yueyue yelled softly, Wen Lai put down the pen in his hand and took off his glasses and stared at her, "What's the matter?"

"Do I need to tell him if I like someone?"

"Do you want me to answer you from my position as a teacher, or the big brother next door?" Wen Lai sighed and continued: "If you are a teacher, you have to know that the school does not encourage students to fall in love..."

"Eh, stop, stop..." Xu Yueyue waved her hand in an unbearable manner, "I haven't shaken the horoscope yet, I'm in love with a ghost!"

Wen Lai smiled and ignored her.

Seeing Wen Lai's silence, Xu Yueyue couldn't help playing drums in her heart, but she was still not reconciled: "Then, as a big brother?"

Wen Lai was silent for a long time before he picked up the pen again and enlightened her as he wrote: "It depends on whether you want to get a response. If you want him to be with you, you must first let him know what you want. It’s up to that person to decide whether to be with you or not."

"If you just want to like him silently in your heart and fear getting a negative answer, then you don't need to speak."

Xu Yueyue continued to lie on his stomach decadently after hearing this, pouting unhappy, "Then if I want to be with him, but I am afraid he knows that he refuses me?"

"I don't know how to say that little girls like you are good. If you don't focus on studying, you know whether to love or not." Wen Lai disagrees in his heart, but knows that adolescent girls are mentally fragile, so he still patiently enlightens. Xu Yueyue, "As long as you want to be with him, then you can go and say, if it works, you can think of a solution if it doesn't work."

Xu Yueyue lay down and thought for a while, feeling that what Wen said made sense.

"Then I'm going to talk now?" Xu Yueyue asked tentatively, Wen Lai guessed in his heart that Ning Jinyu should have already left, so he said perfunctorily: "Go."

Xu Yueyue plucked up his courage and stood up. As soon as he walked to the door and opened the door, he saw Ning Jinyu standing outside, "Hey? Why are you here?"

"I just came out of the English teacher's office." Ning Jinyu didn't want to tell June that she was always here.

Wen Lai raised her head, Xu Yueyue turned to look at Wen Lai for help, but Wen Lai stretched out his hand to compare her scissors hand, Xu Yueyue's heart kept beating, and Chong Wenlai made a grimace of bitterness and hatred. He closed the door and walked to Ning Jinyu.

Ning Jinyu saw Xu June's nervousness and asked with concern: "What's the matter?"

Xu Yueyue drafted more than 10,000 words in her heart, and when the motherboard of her brain was about to explode, she gritted her teeth and said: "I like you, I don't want you to be with me, just... I just want to inform you. Scream!"

Ning Jinyu burst into laughter, Xu Yueyue stood where she was, embarrassed, and wanted to immediately disappear in front of Ning Jinyu, but she wanted to hear Ning Jinyu's answer again.

When Ning Jinyu laughed enough, tears were already in the corner of Xu Yuet's eyes.

He straightened up and touched Xu Yuet's short hair. "Now the sophomore year of high school is getting more and more nervous. Don't think about it every day."

It's not just crazy thinking! I just like you!

It's a pity that Xu Yueyue only dared to shout to herself in her heart.

Ning Jinyu panicked when she saw Xu Yueyue lowered her head for a long while and said nothing. "June, June, are you okay?"

After Xu Yueyue lifted her face, Ning Jinyu could see the tears on her face, "June, don’t cry."

Xu Yueyue shook her head vigorously, wiping tears with both hands, and said with a thick nasal voice: "The confession was rejected. Tears are standard features of the plot. My current behavior is reasonable."

Wen Lai, who was eavesdropping against the door, almost yelled out, what nonsense Xu Yueyue is talking about!

Seeing her two eyes turned red, Ning Jinyu's tone softened, but she still persuaded her: "The most important thing in high school is to study, and love and everything can only be done when you are successful in school. .You are not studying well now, you should put more emphasis on studying..."

Ning Jinyu said a lot of things next to her, but Xu Yuelu didn't hear a word. She shouted in her heart not to cry, but the tears on her face flooded in disobedience.

Xu Yueyue, who couldn't stop her tears, really didn't want to be ashamed anymore, waved her hand at Ning Jinyu and turned around to leave.

Ning Jinyu hurriedly stopped, took out a pack of paper from his pocket, unpacked one, and gently wiped the tears and nose on Xu Yue's face.

The faint mint scent was sucked into the nose by Xu Yuet, who was sobbing and sobbing, and she gradually calmed down.

Seeing that she was not crying as much as before, Ning Jinyu said softly: "Like is for both sides. If you can't be as good as the other party, then it will be difficult for him to see you. Like it, just want to become better for that person. Good. Instead of just asking for it."

Xu Yueyue nodded, and Ning Jinyu shook her mind for a moment with her obedient behavior.

At this time, Wen Lai opened the door with Xu June's schoolbag and walked out, "June, you forgot to take it."

Wen Lai was not surprised to see the scene in front of him, with a calm expression on his face.

As soon as he finished speaking, he stretched out his hand to pull Xu Yuelu to his side without leaving a trace. Ning Jinyu grabbed an empty space and stood still feeling a little disappointed.

"You go home by yourself tonight, I still have a bit of finishing work." Ning Jinyu's words sounded strangely uncomfortable in Ning Jinyu's ears. Wen Lai put a backpack on Xu Yueyue's back, and then stretched out his hand to mess up Her short hair, "Go, it's dark."

Xu Yueyue let out an "um" and turned to look at Ning Jinyu and turned and walked downstairs.

When Xu Yueyue walked away, the two of them still stood still. The night was low, and a few dim lights were sparsely lit in the corridor.

"The teacher should know the division between the teacher and the student." Ning Jinyu blurted out the words that are not serious or serious.

Wen Lai smiled faintly when he heard the words, and looked at him provocatively in his eyes: "Student Ning pays attention to his classmates."

Ning Jinyu was not happy when she heard this, and her tone was not very good: "You will cause trouble for June."

"Is it troubled June that I know the most in my heart, and..." Wen Lai stared at Ning Jinyu's eyes deeper and deeper, "What is the problem with the teacher caring for the injured student of his first love?"

Wen Lai knows Ning Jinyu's temperament very well. He deliberately said these words to stimulate Ning Jinyu. Seeing Ning Jinyu's complexion, he was indescribably happy. "June wants to do whatever she wants. You are still young, but this heart will be wobbly."

"Is the teacher encouraging us to fall in love early?" Ning Jinyu hated Wen Lai's lack of proper appearance, and even respected the teacher, she choked.

"Haha, where did you learn this information, classmate Ning, as a teacher, I just advise you, although classmates in June are very good, but you are still small, there are so many variables in the future, don't pay too much attention to these adolescent sprouts That's it."

Old Wen Lai was at ease and stretched out his hand to stop Ning Jinyu's further provocation: "Well, classmate Ning, it's getting late, go home early and be careful on the road." After finishing speaking, he smiled and waved at him.

Ning Jinyu glared at him, feeling unhappy, but knowing that she could not take advantage of her words, she turned her head and left.

Looking at Ning Jinyu's young and stubborn back, Wen Lai's eyes were dim and unclear under the light. Although I know that what happened back then may not have anything to do with this child, I still couldn't help but bullied him a little bit. Could it be that I have been with a group of secondary 2 children for a long time and have been assimilated? Wen chuckled softly, but knew that all this was just the knot that he couldn't let go of after all.