The first snow in this winter lasted for a long time. It has not stopped for seven or eight days. The vast grasslands are covered with thick snow. The elders of the tribe say that they have not seen such a big snow for several years. It’s snowing, and if we do this again, spring will begin tomorrow, and the snow will melt, so there must be floods.
The torn wound on Lei Jin's back had been carefully medicated, and he woke up that night. Xi Ya and Mo Ya didn't sleep, and even Ming Ya who got the news later ran back, and the three of them stayed by his side all the time. Seeing him wake up, Xi Ya helped him up and gave him some warm water.
Lei Jin's face was still pale and tired after giving birth, but his eyes were anxiously searching the room. Mo Ya knew what he was looking for, and her heart was sore and uncomfortable, so she just said softly: "The baby was very calm when he left. No pain."
Lei Jin stared at Mo Ya in a daze. He didn't hear a word he said clearly, but he asked excitedly in a hoarse voice, "Where is the child? Where is my child?"
"Lei Jin, don't be like this. We know you are sad, but the baby is breathless after birth. Doctor Qing Qiao also said that there is nothing to do. If you are sad and you cry, don't hold back..." Xiya couldn't bear it when she said this. Live red eyes.
"Then where is he now, let me take a look." When he said this, Lei Jin seemed to have accepted the reality, and his expression quickly calmed down, as if the excitement just now was an illusion...
"Son, I've already sent you away." Mo Ya held Lei Jin's hand, and when he said this, he felt that Lei Jinbing was scary, and instinctively held it tighter.
"I haven't taken a look yet, you just let me see it once." Lei Jin murmured in a low voice, as if he was just asking himself why he had slept for so long, the sky was dark, and the baby was gone.
Seeing Lei Jin like this, Mingya got up quickly and ran out. After holding back the tears for most of the night, she finally couldn't hold back the tears. Ah Mo said that the saddest thing was Lei Jin. Mingya couldn't cry, but he didn't think Lei Jin could cry. After coming out, Mingya felt pain in her heart. Seeing Lei Jin like this, Mingya felt so pained that she was about to die.
Even though Mingya covered his mouth tightly, the people in the room could still hear the sobs he tried to suppress.
For a while, the room was eerily quiet.
"Is it snowing outside? Why is it so quiet tonight?" Lei Jin asked softly, looking in the direction of the window.
"Well, the day has started, it's falling heavily, and there's a thick layer of snow on the ground outside." Mo Ya replied.
"Then will he be cold?" He had tasted that feeling countless times, it was dark and cold, and he was the only one.
Mo Ya turned her head away, stretched out her hand and wiped her face carelessly, then turned to Lei Jin and said, "Go to sleep, it's still early before dawn."
"Yeah, I should be going to bed." Lei Jin broke free from Xi Ya's arms, lay down by himself, and even pulled the blanket, wrapped tightly. It's really cold tonight, and his body couldn't be warmer. Come.
"We will have more children in the future. Go to sleep. When you wake up tomorrow, everything will be fine." Xi Ya said something that he didn't even believe himself, wiped the corners of his eyes, helped Lei Jin pull up the blanket, covered Holding his shoulder, "Mo Ya?" Lei Jin suddenly called out to him.
"En? What do you want to say?" Mo Ya lowered her head and asked closer.
"Where did you put him?" It is self-evident who this "he" refers to.
"It's on the hill where we often watch the sunrise."
"Well, you all go to sleep and call Mingya together." Lei Jin turned over and lay on his back, Mingya was still crying, but why his eyes were so empty, he couldn't cry at all.
"May I stay with you?" Mo Ya asked.
"No, I want to be alone tonight." Lei Jin refused.
"Well, you go to bed early."
"Don't think about it anymore, you know?" Xi Ya also said.
Lei Jin didn't say anything more, and the two went out with the resin lamp on the table. He vaguely heard the conversation outside.
"Why did you pick this time to tell him? You didn't hear Pharmacist Qingqiao say that he was so weak after giving birth that he couldn't be stimulated anymore." There was some complaint in Xi Ya's words.
"Do you think he likes to be comforted by our deception because of his temperament? Even if it's kind, he won't want it. Besides, he belongs to the baby. Does he not feel the baby's presence?" If it is true I didn't feel it, the first time I woke up, why was there so much panic.
Xi Ya sat down with a sigh, and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't get angry with you." He admitted that Mo Ya was right, why didn't he understand it in his heart, but his heart was blocked and he didn't do anything, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe Come.
"I understand." Why not in my heart.
When Lei Jin went out that night, the three of them didn't even hear it. It's just that Mingya couldn't sleep at night and wanted to go to see Lei Jin, only to find that the window in Lei Jin's room was open, and he was gone. I don't know where to go.
Later they found Lei Jin on the hill where the baby was kept, but he was unconscious and his fingernails were full of mud.
Mo Ya hurriedly wrapped up her people and flew back. Xi Ya looked around the small hill. It was covered with snow, but there was really no trace of the baby. There were no carnivores on the grassland in winter, so it was impossible for her to be taken away by wild animals. But Mo Ya said it was put here, so it must have been put here. It only took a long time, but there was no trace or smell at all, Xi Ya felt a flash of doubt in her heart.
It's just that Xi Ya's doubts soon faded away, because something happened to Lei Jin.
After that, Lei Jin fell into a deep sleep for more than half a month, and rarely woke up. Doctor Qing Qiao said that he was weak after giving birth, and he was exposed to the cold in the snow. She drank it, but there was no effect. She was still drowsy, but her body was getting thinner day by day. Seeing this, Mingya cried for a while every day, no one could persuade her.
Lei Jin used to be most afraid of Mingya crying, but this time he didn't react at all.
Xi Ya and Mo Ya didn't eat much of the food they were fed every day.
Chunji has already returned, came to see Lei Jin's situation, hesitated to speak a few times, finally just sighed, but did not leave any medicine, Xiya asked a few words unwillingly, Chunji finally put down An ambiguous sentence: he can wake up when he wants to.
Just when everyone was about to despair, Lei Jin woke up by himself. It was Xi Ya who discovered it first. That day, he brought Lei Jin lunch like every day for more than half a month, and found that Lei Jin was fully dressed, He was sitting on the window sill with his legs bent, looking at the snow scene. The sky had cleared up long ago, but the snow hadn't melted yet, and the cold wind poured in through the wide open window, but Lei Jin didn't notice it.
Xi Ya yelled a few times before Lei Jin came to his senses and came down from the window sill. He hadn't eaten well for many days, and his footsteps were weak, but he refused Xi Ya's support, walked to the edge of the table by himself, and calmly ate the food after the baby left. first meal.
Since then, Lei Jin's body has improved day by day, and his spirit is also good, but he never mentioned the child who died young, as if the child had never been here, and the family tacitly kept silent, and the child became the most taboo in the family topic of.
In two days, the last jungle hunt in the tribe, which was forced to be postponed due to heavy snow, will begin. As I said before, everyone in the big hunting tribe must go except for the orcs who patrol and guard, and it is the most important hunt this year. For the first time, the next forty-five days of worshiping the moon will require a lot of prey.
Needless to say, An Luo, An Sen, Xi Ya, and Mo Ya, Ming Ya was even more unavoidable. This was his first large-scale hunt as an adult, and he couldn't miss it no matter what.
Lei Jin's current life is very regular. Every morning when he wakes up, he runs twice on the grassland and punches twice. In fact, his fists and feet have not received any professional training at all, but they have been practiced through long-term actual combat experience. Yes, there is no certain number of ways, so Lei Jin is just proficient now, after all, the time is almost here.
After the morning exercise, I sweated all over, went back to the house, took a hot shower, washed my face, brushed my teeth, changed my clothes, and then I could have breakfast.
"Mo Ya, what are we having for breakfast today?" Lei Jin poked his head in from the kitchen door with a refreshed face.
"The sweet potato polenta is not ready yet, shall I serve you a bowl of hot soy milk first?" Mo Ya stood up from the stove.
The expression on Lei Jin's face paused, and then he raised a brighter smile and said: "Forget it, I still prefer to drink sweet potato porridge, and I will scoop a few more pieces of sweet potato into my bowl later. Provincial Xiyana Guys always fight me."
"Why are you two talking bad about me here?" Xi Ya came back from the street and stomped the snow on her feet.
As soon as Xi Ya's hand touched the corner of his clothes, Lei Jin dodged neatly, stared at Xi Ya with disdain and said, "Hey, don't you know that it's very rude to eavesdrop? This person is really unconscious."
"I didn't eavesdrop, I happened to overhear." Xi Ya withdrew her hand and replied without changing her expression.
"Forget it, I won't tell you about me. It's very cold in the yard. I'll go back to the house and wait for dinner." Lei Jin waved his hand casually, then turned his head and smiled and told Mo Ya: "Don't forget what I told you just now. thing."
Mo Ya agreed. Only then did Lei Jin leave contentedly.
Xi Ya couldn't pretend anymore, and looked at Mo Ya helplessly. This was a change after Lei Jin woke up, and he never let anyone get close to him, just like when he first came, no, it should be It is said that there is an invisible barrier even more than that time. It is obvious that they used to have the closest relationship, but now they can only be seen but cannot be touched, and they are close at hand but seem to be separated by the furthest distance.