"What are you talking about, Roger?" Ambu wanted to think it was a joke. He wanted to laugh, but his lips moved, showing a smile that was uglier than crying.
"You know what I'm talking about, Ambu, what happened the first time we were together, I don't know, have you forgotten too?" Feeling Anbu wanting to pull his hand, Roger held him down, full His mind is full, all along, why is he the only one who can't make a choice, struggles in pain, even if he goes to hell, he will take this person with him, he shows a nostalgic smile even more, and then said: "The child has been here for three years. For more than a month, you don't know how obedient he is, he is very obedient, even if he turns over, he is very gentle... "
"I don't believe it, how is it possible?" How is it possible, the Roger he knew, even if he treated people coldly, was definitely not cold enough to be emotionless.
"When I killed him, he kept refusing to come out. I drank twice the amount of medicine. It was very painful and bled a lot. It's a pity that you are not at home..."
"Don't say it, don't say it, Roger." Anbu's face was pale, the bone knife in his left hand pierced his palm, and the blood flowed into the carved lines. Those scenes became more and more vivid. He didn't want to hear Go on, that is their child, he doesn't want to hear it at all.
"He hasn't grown up yet, it's a bloody mess, and I don't know if he's a little female or a little orc..." Seeing Ambu's grief, Roger suddenly felt a sense of revenge, and Ambu could trick him into getting pregnant Having a baby, why can't I lie to him that the baby is gone? There is a voice in my heart reminding him, what the hell is he doing, and what's the use of hurting Anbu like this, but he just can't control his mouth to say these heartbreaking words.
"Where's the kid, Roger? Where do you put him? At least let me see it." It was the baby he hadn't had a chance to see the world. Know.
Those pale emerald eyes in the past were always warm and joyful when looking at him, but now there is nothing there. He turned his face away and didn't want to look any longer. As usual: "I wrapped a small animal skin and threw it by the river on the grassland."
Anbu didn't say another word, just glanced at him, and ran out stumblingly.
After Anbu left, Roger touched his lower abdomen and murmured: "Baby, dad is a bad person, isn't he? He bullies your daddy like this. He knows how much he likes the baby. Dad still lied to him, but daddy feels uncomfortable. You know, they only want to keep Dad." The choice of whether to stay or not, suddenly found that the restlessness of pregnancy drove him almost crazy, his temperament was already dull, and he couldn't do that kind of noisy thing , I can’t find a way to vent, so I can only hold back, getting heavier day by day, today when Anbu mentioned the ceremony, mentioned the child, those things that had been holding back in his chest suddenly exploded like this, and he couldn’t control it even if he wanted to live.
"Ah, why are you crying?" Xi Ya came back from playing outside, her four little paws were covered with mud, and he jumped onto Roger's knee, sticking out his little tongue to lick the tears on Roger's face.
"Xia, don't move, let Dad hug you." Roger buried his face in the fluff on Xiya's head.
"Oh." Xi Ya stayed in Ah Mo's arms obediently, only feeling that the top of her head was hot and humid.
Ambu didn't come back that night, neither the next day nor the third day, and he didn't come back until the fourth night. Roger couldn't sleep these days because he was so worried. His eyes fell on himself.
"Anbu?" Anson and Anluo seemed to have approached Anbu, and Roger didn't know what they said, but Anson and Anluo took people to hunt after that.
"Don't be afraid, it's me, Roger." Amber sat down, but did not approach Roger.
"Where have you been?" After venting, Roger's mood became much more stable. He was considering whether to tell Ambu the truth, the baby was still in his womb, and it was fine.
"I found that child." Anbu's voice was very calm in the darkness, which was a little strange.
"What? How could you find it?"
"Yeah, I can't find it. There are too many beasts on the grassland. It's been so many days. How can I find it, but I found that piece of animal skin with your blood on it." He won't admit it wrong.
Roger understood that orcs often identify things by smell. He was overly worried a few days ago, and there were some signs of miscarriage, and there was some blood underneath. He was afraid that Anson and the others would notice, so he threw it into the stream behind the house. Such a coincidence that Anbu picked it up by the river, right
"That's..." Roger wanted to explain, but for a moment he didn't know how to say it, "Roger, what's the point of us going on like this?" He thought a lot these days, and said These words were not out of anger, but I suddenly understood one thing. No one can change Roger's determination to go back. Last autumn, he saw Roger resolutely abandon Xi Ya, and let Xi Ya chase after him in a daze. Said that when his father came back, Roger would still leave without hesitation. He thought that he could hide Roger after that night. Wrong, in order to be able to go back, Roger can kill the child of more than three months with his own hands, so what is he? If you want to understand all this, sadness and pain are inevitable, but you already know what to do.
Since Roger's greatest wish is to leave, and he can't stop it, the best way to like him is to help him leave and relieve him of any worries. The baby was the first to leave, and he was the second to leave. Without them, Roger should walk more comfortably.
"What do you mean?" Without a child, is there no need for them to be together? Could it be that his sole function was to bear them children? The orc tribe really paid enough attention to the reproduction of offspring. Once they didn't want to have children, they would be abandoned so quickly.
"If you want to go, just tell me if you need help." Even if you do this, I'm sorry for Brother An Sen and An Luo, but he will still do it.
"I don't need it, get out." Under the blanket, Roger curled up and clutched his stomach vigorously. The child was moving all the time, which was very uncomfortable.
"I won't sleep here tonight. Zhu Xi still has something to do. I'll go hunting tomorrow morning, so I won't come here." Seeing him shrunk into such a small ball, Anbu wanted to hug him and comfort him like before. He, but he paused for a while, and finally chose to close the door and leave. Since he chose to let him go, he shouldn't be nostalgic.
That night, Anbu didn't go to Zhu Xi's house, he went back to his own house, the house where he lived with his parents, the first house at the entrance of the alley, a cherry tree was planted in the yard, and the house was always empty Even though it is often cleaned, there is still a thin layer of dust. The house maintains the decorations that Dad and Ah Mo are still alive. Ah Mom is also a female that Dad picked up outside. There is a pair of emeralds that the leopards rarely see. He has bright eyes, is very gentle, and cooks delicious food. The family eats in the yard. When the cherries were ripe when they were young, Dad would carry him on his shoulders to pick cherries, and Ah Mo would pick them up next to him.
Last winter, he and Roger came to add a grass fence. The cherry tree can live for many years. He was looking forward to picking cherries with his baby on his shoulders one day.
Ah Ma left with Dad, and he pinned all his hopes in life on Roger. He kept looking for it, and finally found it, but Roger doesn't want him anymore.
He dug a hole, buried the recovered animal skin under the cherry tree, and said in a low voice, "Baby, even if you leave, Dad will always be with you."
Anbu sat by the cherry tree all night, saw that the sky had turned pale, and washed his face with water. Hearing that something happened to Zhu Xi's house next door, he opened the door and went to have a look. After Mallow died, Zhu Xi moved back to his original house, next to his house, separated by a wall.
"What's wrong with Zhu Xi? This is it?" Anbu happened to see Zhu Xi Amo leading Dr. Qing Qiao out of the room.
Zhu Xi looked at Anbu, shook his head and sighed, and said, "Zhu Xi is pregnant, and it has been more than two months."
"It's Mallow's child, when did you find it?" Anbu asked.
"It's just a matter of these few days." If the mallow is still there, this must be a happy event, but now that the mallow people are gone, leaving behind a child, and Zhu Xi finds a partner, the child may not be loved by others.
Doctor Qing Qiao gave some precautions, Zhu Xi wanted to make breakfast, and Anbu sent Qing Qiao out, and went to Doctor Qing Qiao to get Zhu Xi some fine milk fruit and the like.
"By the way, Roger hasn't come to my place for many days. He is pregnant now. You have to take good care of him. I will make two copies of these fine milk fruits. You give one to Zhu Xi and the other to bring To Roger." Although their relationship has not been made public, Doctor Qing Qiao knows about it.
An Bu's face froze, and he said, "No need, Doctor Qing Qiao, Roger doesn't need this."
Dr. Qing Qiao stopped what he was doing, turned to look at him, and saw that his eyes were still red, and asked, "Did you guys quarrel? Young people are very angry, but pregnant females are very hard, and their tempers will be violent. He is often ups and downs, you have to be considerate of him, he is your child in his stomach."
Ambu would rather Roger quarrel with him, at least he knows what he is thinking, at least he knows what happened. Unlike now, Roger didn't make any noise, but secretly killed the child.
"Is there any medicine to replenish the body?" After the child was aborted, Roger's body is now weak.
"Do you want to give it to Roger? He is pregnant now, don't mess around with it, just make him some delicious food." Dr. Qing Qiao thought that Anbu was thinking about it, so he didn't continue on this topic.
Anbu also didn't say that unless there are very special circumstances, no one in the tribe kills his own children, and he doesn't want to cause trouble for Roger, so let's find an excuse to get around in the future. Xi, still couldn't help but went to see Roger, Roger was still asleep, he made the last breakfast like he did on the first day.
In this hunt, Anbu's bravery has been recognized by many tribesmen. No matter what ferocious birds and beasts he sees, he will rush to the front as if desperately. An Sen and An Luo are so scared that they don't want to hunt, and they are always ready to rush to him. Helping around, I encountered a large group of saber-toothed beasts. Everyone fought very hard. Thanks to Anbu who bravely hunted down their leader, the group of saber-toothed beasts dispersed. Anbu saved many lives, but he He was also injured, and everyone didn't know it at first, because Anbu flew back by himself like them, and he also carried a lot of prey, but he couldn't hold on when he got home.
An Sen and An Luo saw that Anbu insisted on going back to their home, and followed him to persuade him. Unexpectedly, they were talking, and Anbu passed out directly. They asked a pharmacist to come and see, only to find that there were so many injuries on his body. In the cool weather, the wound did not fester, and fell asleep after taking the medicine. Zhu Xi and the others brought lunch over.
"I'll stay and watch him, you go home and bring Roger over to have a look." Anson said, he knew that Anbu's anomaly must be related to Roger, even though neither of them said anything.
An Luo agreed and went out.
"Roger, you..." As soon as An Luo returned home, he saw that Roger was wearing the loose clothes specially made when he was pregnant with Xi Ya. Although the lower abdomen was not very obvious, there was no doubt that he was pregnant in this way. Before they left, I haven't seen it yet, it's been less than a month, and I'm pregnant.
"How long is the baby, Roger." An Luo was very excited, and gently pasted it to listen to the movement.
Roger lifted the corner of his lips and said, "It's been more than four months."
"More than four months?" An Luo calculated and said with a smile, "That should be Brother Anbu's child. We just went over to tell him the good news. He will definitely jump out of bed immediately when he hears it."
Roger grabbed him and said, "An Luo, don't tell him."
"Why? What a wonderful thing." An Luo didn't understand why Roger didn't look happy at all.
"No reason, if you tell Anbu, I will kill the child immediately." Roger said lightly, he didn't want to lose his dignity to that point, he had already said that he was not wanted, and he still had to rely on the child to tie down a man .
"All right, all right, I won't say anything." Although he didn't know the reason, he knew a little bit about Roger's temperament. He did what he said, and he didn't want Roger to kill the child on the spur of the moment, "Roger, Brother Ambu You are injured, go and have a look."
"No need, just have you and Ansen by my side to take care of you." I was injured and I didn't want to come back here. I've already explained everything. Let's leave today. I won't leave today. He will leave another day. I still want to leave now. I just hope that the one in my stomach is a female, so that he can take it away. After all, there is no difference in appearance between females in this world and modern men. Unlike Xi Ya, he is a beastman, and he cannot be brought to the modern age.
It took more than two months for Anbu's injury to recover gradually. An Sen and An Luo helped clean up the things that were originally at home, and he never came back by himself.
Roger's belly has been bulging for more than six months. Obviously, it can't be hidden. However, Roger has always been in-depth and reticent, and he deliberately avoided people this time, so few people know about it. .
During Anbu's illness, Zhu Xi often took care of him. Not long after Anbu recovered from his illness, the two confirmed their relationship, and a ceremony will be held soon. People in the tribe have seen Anbu help Zhu Xi out for a walk. They have experience Judging by the female, Zhu Xi's belly has been around for four months. With the previous rumors, and now that Anbu attaches great importance to it, the belly is definitely Anbu's child.
The ceremony of Anbu and Zhu Xi was held on a day in early summer, which was the season of cherry blossoms. The tree was full of red, and many children in the tribe were walking around under the tree. Anbu was under the tree. For a fence.
"They can eat as much as they want, there are plenty of them on the tree." Zhu Xi thought that An Bu would not give up.
"I picked a lot for them. I'm afraid that the children will fall on the tree." His baby is sleeping under the tree, what should he do if he steps on him.
An Luo wanted to open his mouth several times. He knew that after today, it would be too late to say anything. This is the last chance. If Brother Anbu knew that Roger was pregnant with his child, he would definitely not hold a ceremony with Zhu Xi. Knowing that Zhu Xi's stomach is Mallow's child, the one in Roger's stomach belongs to brother Ambu.
"Did you forget what Roger said before coming here?" Anson held him back.
An Luo shuddered and didn't forget, so he didn't dare to speak. Before sending them out, Roger was holding the knife that cut his wrist. He said that as long as they dared to say a word to Anbu, he would stab it immediately. One dead body and two dead, An Luo even remembered how Roger was covered in blood back then.
"You go back to accompany Roger. I'll go back as soon as the things here are over."
As soon as An Luo pushed the door, he smelled the strong smell of blood and Xi Ya's crying, his heartbeat almost stopped, "Roger, what's wrong with you? Roger?"
"My stomach hurts, An Luo, An Luo, my stomach hurts." Roger's clothes were drenched in cold sweat, icy cold, his lips were also stained with blood, and there was even more blood on his pants.
"Is the baby coming out soon, Roger?" With Xi Ya's experience first, it is not difficult for An Luo to judge. He was busy undressing Roger, and said to Xi Ya next to him: "Xia, be good, go Call Uncle Su Rui from the next door."
Su Rui went to invite Dr. Qing Qiao, and An Sen also came back. After a whole night of tossing, the child still couldn't get out. Roger had passed out several times.
"Difficult labor." Qing Qiao wiped the sweat off her brow, and reluctantly came to a conclusion.
"What will happen to dystocia?" Anson asked with red eyes while hugging Roger's upper body.
"If it's good, I can keep one, but if it's not good, I can't keep the last one." I have encountered this kind of thing before, and it is good to keep one.
"Amo will die." Xi Ya's tears rolled out big and big, pushing and pushing the motionless Ahmo.
"Don't make trouble, Xi Ya, go out and play by yourself, Ah is giving birth to a younger brother for you." An Luo was afraid that Xi Ya would make trouble, so he hugged him and put him in the outer room.
"ah… "
"Roger, hold on a little longer."
"Roger, the baby is coming soon, Roger, don't fall asleep."
"Ah..." Xi Ya lay on the crack of the door, watching Dr. Qing Qiao pressing Ah Mo's stomach, Ah Mo looked very uncomfortable, and he wanted to find Uncle Anbu. Before Uncle Anbu coaxed Ah Mo, Ah Mo Will definitely laugh.
Ambu was cleaning the yard after he woke up. He made a mess all day yesterday, and the yard was a mess. Zhu Xi washed the rag and prepared to wipe the table.
"Leave it alone, I'll come later, you are healthy now, don't move around." Anbu helped her sit down.
"It's only been more than five months. It's up to you to worry about it." Zhu Xi was sweet in his heart, and glanced at him with a smile. He had longed for this person for a long time. He thought there was no hope in this life. Together, as for Roger, if Ambu doesn't say, he will never ask, as long as this person is by his side, nothing else matters.
Anbu smiled, picked up the broom and continued to clean the yard. He didn't ask too much. He has always wanted to live in such a peaceful and peaceful way. He has a partner and a child. He will try his best to pamper them and let them live every day They are all happy, that’s enough. Although they are different now, Zhu Xi is his playmate when he was young, and he doesn’t hate him. Mallow’s child is about to be born. He, everything is normal, there is nothing wrong, but why is his heart so empty.
The sound of banging on the door interrupted Anbu's thoughts.
"Baby, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?" When Anbu opened the door, he found that it was Xi Ya who hit the door with his head. What happened to the tears on his face this morning
"Uncle Anbu, Ah Mo is dying, go and coax him quickly."
"Roger..." Anbu's mind went blank for a moment.
"Ama is giving birth to a younger brother, and he is about to die. Uncle Anbu, go quickly."
Anbu couldn't calm down and think about why Roger was giving birth. He only knew that something happened to Luo Jie. He hugged Xi Ya and ran out before saying hello to Zhu Xi.
"Anbu..." Zhu Xi called out from behind, but Anbu didn't look back.
"Roger..." Seeing the situation in the room clearly, Ambu rushed directly to the bed.
In a daze, Roger heard Anbu's voice, stretched out his hand to him, and said weakly, "Anbu, Anbu, it hurts..."
Ambu grabbed his hand and kept replying, "I'm here, I'm here, Roger, don't give up, I'm here."
Roger managed to regain his sanity from the severe pain, and saw the person in front of him clearly. All the memories rushed over his face, and he remembered that this person is now someone else's partner, not his black panther anymore, " You go, you go, Ambu... go..."
Anbu kissed his finger and said, "Roger, don't be angry with me, I know I was wrong, you let me accompany you, at least don't drive me away now."
Roger turned his face away, and said intermittently to Anson: "Anson, let him... go, or... I... I won't... I won't have a baby." After finishing speaking, he really refused to use any more force.
Dr. Qing Qiao didn't know what happened between them. Ever since he knew that Anbu and Zhu Xi decided to hold a ceremony, he felt strange. Judging from today's situation, the problem is not simple, but now is not the time to solve the problem. Now is the best time to solve it. The key is to get the baby out as soon as possible.
"Anbu, you go out first, you are here, Roger is in a bad state." Doctor Qing Qiao spoke first.
"Doctor Qing Qiao, please let me stay with him, this is Roger and I's child."
"Anbu, listen to Dr. Qing Qiao." An Sen rarely stopped him sternly. In fact, he felt that Roger's body was getting weaker and weaker, and his strength was slowly losing.
"Okay, Roger, I'll go out, I'll wait outside." Anbu wiped away his tears, he knew that this was the punishment Roger gave him, and he really deserved it, so why did he easily believe Roger's angry words.