Lei Jin subconsciously covered his stomach. This was the first time he had confirmed the fact that there was a child in his stomach.
In fact, if Lei Jin had no doubts before, that would be impossible. After all, what Dr. Qing Qiao said that day was still in his ears, and it was obvious that his belly was getting bigger day by day, and there were also Xi Ya and Mo Ya Recently, he has been very cautious. He is not allowed to touch cold things. The best food at home must be placed in front of him on the dinner table. Before it is really cold, the clothes on his body are thickened one by one. Afraid of being blown by the wind, and so on, even though they wanted to pretend to be indifferent, as the person involved, Lei Jin had seen so many people of all kinds, how could he not be aware of this little trick.
It's just that Chunji is gone, he is a big man and has never been pregnant before, he is not sure what pregnancy looks like, and there is no one around him to discuss it, although he is anxious, he can only pretend to let nature take its course, Wait and see the follow-up.
As for Berg and Roger, it's not bad, but I just don't believe it. After all, one of them is Xi Ya and the others, and the other is someone who once liked Mo Ya.
He already had doubts, so he believed it when Ming Ya said it, and now Mo Ya admits without hesitation, there is nothing else to fantasize about.
"How many months?" When Lei Jin asked this question, he felt ridiculous. He was the last one to know that he was pregnant with a child.
"Almost six months." Mo Ya glanced at him and said.
As for whose it belonged to, he didn't want to ask anymore, after all, counting time, six months? Only that afternoon of wanton indulgence in a cave by the sea.
Lei Jin threw off the blanket and got down from the bed. His lower body was in unbearable pain, and his footsteps were so sloppy. Mo Ya gave him a timely hug and said, "The ground is full of medicinal juices, be careful not to slip."
Lei Jin didn't accept his favor, he broke free his wrist, went to get the clothes on the cabinet and put them on. He just raised his legs to put on his trousers. feelings.
It's not late autumn yet, and he's already wearing winter clothes. Su Rui's sewing skills are really good. Although the sewing is made of thick hemp thread, the stitches are very dense, and the size of the clothes is just right for fat and thin. The material seems to be similar to modern clothes. Mink fur is almost the same, shiny black, and Su Rui lined the lining with soft cotton cloth. When Qi Luo sent the clothes, Mu Ya happened to be there too. It's too wasteful, such a good cotton cloth can make several summer clothes up.
"Let's eat first, we'll talk about anything after dinner." Mo Ya saw that Lei Jin meant to go out directly.
Lei Jin didn't seem to hear it, and walked towards the door without stopping.
Xi Ya came in from the outside, saw Lei Jin, raised her hand to touch his forehead naturally, and said with a smile: "I finally woke up, I slept for a whole day and night, I can't wake up, the whole family I'm worried. I'll check if the fever has subsided."
Lei Jin slapped his outstretched hand away, walked around him without saying a word, and continued walking towards the door.
Xi Ya gestured to Mo Ya with her eyes: What's the matter
Mo Ya didn't reply, but just took a few steps, grabbed Lei Jin's arm at the threshold, and said, "You haven't eaten all day, where do you want to go? I know you're angry that we didn't come sooner." Let me tell you, but we were not sure at the beginning. Doctor Qingqiao finally diagnosed the child after three or four months. At that time, the child was already old and you were injured again. If you aborted the child at that time, how could your body bear it? ?”
After hearing this, Xi Ya realized what happened. The child was in Lei Jin's stomach, and she didn't think how long she could hide it. Seeing that Lei Jin clearly didn't believe it, she said, "Mo What Ya said was true. Doctor Qing Qiao told me these words at the time. I knew that if I said it, you would kill this child recklessly, so I kept this matter secret. I caused it, if you want to blame it, blame me."
"Eat some food first, it will be cold later, and when it's over, I won't stop you from whatever you want to do." He vaguely knew what Lei Jin wanted to do, but up to now, he had no idea what to do. I hope that Lei Jin will forgive them easily.
"Lei Jin, the chicken is delicious today, Mingya left you your favorite chicken wings, you and Mingya can eat together." Mingya followed, tugging Lei Jin's sleeve carefully.
"It sounds like you guys are really thinking about me, but I'm making trouble for no reason and disregarding my own body." Lei Jin sneered, and continued: "Come on, I should let him lie on the bed, spread his legs, and be taken turns by you one by one." After the sex is over, I will give birth to your children, which is the right thing to do."
Lei Jin himself knew that these words were ugly, but he couldn't control himself from saying these hurtful words, his chest was suffocating, he knew that what Mo Ya said might be true, but these people lied to him again and again , Is it possible to interfere in another person's life in the name of liking? He believed in taking care of his body, but he didn't believe that these people had no selfish intentions to keep him.
They are happy to stay in this world, but have they ever thought about the price he will have to pay? In this completely unfamiliar and uncontrollable world, relying entirely on the protection of others to survive is never what he wanted, and even men and women are pregnant and have children here, looking at his bulging belly , he felt like a monster, and punched him hard in the stomach.
"Don't be like this, Lei Jin." Mo Ya hurriedly grabbed his second punch.
Lei Jin slapped Mo Ya hard with his backhand, his eyes were indifferent and distant, and he said, "I won't forgive you this time. You want a child, but have you ever thought about my feelings?"
Mo Ya wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth and said, "I know."
"I won't give birth to this child." Lei Jin said coldly. He said that he liked children, but he never said that he wanted to have children by himself.
"I'll go to Dr. Qing Qiao and ask for abortion pills. You're still injured, so you can't go that far."
"Second brother?"
"Mo Ya!"
"Forget it, big brother." Mo Ya only said this sentence indifferently.
A complex look flashed across Xi Ya's face. There were countless struggles, but in the end he could only choose to compromise. He understood Mo Ya's meaning, and he was already prepared in his heart to never have children in his life, and now he just endured it again. That's all, it's okay when there is no such thing, but knowing that there is, several times at night, when he lay on Lei Jin's stomach, he could even feel the child moving slightly, such a young life, now he wants to kill his own child with his own hands , he didn't want to accept such a thing, but it looked at Lei Jin's attitude that he had no room for change. After all, Lei Jin was the one who wanted to have a baby. If he didn't want to, who could force him
"Lei Jin, don't you like the little baby? Didn't he disobey you? But the disobedient baby is also our baby, we can't throw him away." Mingya scratched her hair and whispered.
"Shut up." Lei Jin shouted violently.
Ming Ya bit her lip, secretly raised her eyes to look at him, and didn't dare to make a sound.
After a long while, Xi Ya finally nodded. Lei Jin knew that the matter was completed, but he didn't feel a little relieved in his heart.
Mo Ya went to ask Dr. Qing Qiao, and Xi Ya went to reheat the rice and bring it over, a big bowl of sliced mushroom soup, a whole stewed chicken, and two big bowls of rice.
"Lei Jin, here are your chicken wings." Ming Ya consciously tore off both chicken wings and put them in the bowl in front of Lei Jin.
Lei Jin knew that before he came, all the chicken wings at home were Mingya's, because the little guy loved to eat them, but after he came, Mingya refused to eat them anymore, because he loved them too.
"Drink the soup first. Didn't you say you wanted it a few days ago? You just woke up, so you can drink more soup." Xi Ya pushed the soup bowl in front of Lei Jin.
After that, Xi Ya and Lei Jin didn't make a sound, but Lei Jin could feel Xi Ya's eyes casually falling on his stomach, full of sadness and reluctance.
He knew how much Xi Ya and Mo Ya wanted a child. Thinking about it now, these days, Xi Ya and Mo Ya have mentioned a lot about their children, but he selectively ignored these words.
Pharmacist Qing Qiao came quickly, sweating profusely, and her brown hair was a little messy. She stared at Lei Jin and asked, "I heard you want to abort the child in your stomach?"
Lei Jin wiped his mouth slowly, stood up from the table, nodded silently, as a direct admission.
"Do you know how difficult it is for other families in the tribe to want a baby? How can you be willing?" Also as a female, it was difficult for him to understand how Lei Jin was so ruthless to make this decision.
Lei Jin was just standing like this, but Doctor Qing Qiao had already seen determination in his eyes, it was hard to believe that such sharp and decisive eyes were owned by a female, and how could such a person be willing to give birth at home
"You agree too?" Pharmacist Qing Qiao glanced at the three of them.
"We are still young, we have just grown up, and we will always have children if we want to." Xi Ya spoke on behalf of the three of them.
Pharmacist Qing Qiao finally understands, what is young, who just became an adult, and who wants to have a general meeting in the future is all nonsense. In the final analysis, it is Lei Jin who does not want to have children. It seems that Luo Jie is the master of Ansen's family before, and Lei Jin will be Xiya's family in the future It's up to me, I really didn't expect it, after all, these children were all delivered by him, and I have watched them grow up these years, although Mingya's temper is softer, but fortunately Xiya Moya's temper is tough, and he can protect her. Lei Jin was so capable that he managed to convince all three of them.
"You don't need to take medicine anymore." Pharmacist Qing Qiao only said to Lei Jin.
Lei Jin frowned and asked, "Why?" Could there be other ways to kill the child in his stomach.
"Did Xiya not tell you?"
Lei Jin looked at Xi Ya suspiciously, is there anything else to hide
"Let me tell you," Dr. Qing Qiao interrupted Xi Ya's words, and continued, "Haven't you ever wondered why the child can't feel his pulse even though it's been more than two months?"
Lei Jin also wanted to know about this, why he couldn't be sure at the beginning, if he knew it earlier, maybe he could...
"I heard that you were seriously injured while hunting a while ago. You had this child on the way back to the tribe. The journey was bumpy and tiring. The child hurt the foundation at the beginning. Later, you accidentally ate the banyan fruit, and even soaked it. After going to the hot spring, the child has been silent for more than two months. Finally, the body has gotten better these days. You were injured again the day before yesterday. I have already told Xi Ya that this child is alive and well. The possibility of surviving is very small. Even if you can survive, your body will be much weaker than other children. But Xi Ya just doesn't give up. You don't need to take medicine now. The child is six months old. Even if you can survive, It will also hurt your body very badly, even if it is a female baby, it will be about three months, and it will probably be stillborn by then, so please bear with it."
Lei Jin shook his head. He couldn't wait for such a long time, so he suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and said, "No, I insist on destroying it now."
"Why are you so stubborn?" The always good-tempered pharmacist Qing Qiao couldn't help getting angry. This person was so eager to get rid of his child, he didn't even give him a chance to be born.
"Pharmacist Qingqiao, don't be angry with Lei Jin." Mingya begged pitifully.
Pharmacist Qing Qiao took a look at Ming Ya who was not up to her expectations, and she was still blindly defending her at any time.
"Pharmacist Qingqiao, give us the medicine." Mo Ya glanced at Lei Jin and said.
"That's your child."
"We will have more in the future." Xi Ya could only comfort herself in this way.
"No. When did you hear that the tribe had aborted their children again? How could there be that kind of medicine?" Pharmacist Qing Qiao flatly refused, because he made up his mind not to give it.
"Pharmacist Qingqiao, I know there is that medicine." Xi Ya glanced at Mo Ya, seeing that his expression hadn't changed, and said, "I heard from my aunt."
"You..." Pharmacist Qing Qiao was too angry to speak, and finally said: "Okay, okay, since you have made up your mind not to, I have nothing to say, just don't regret it in the future, there is a deep pool in the back mountain, Presumably you also know that there is a kind of white flower tea growing by the lake. If ten white flower tea flowers are boiled into a bowl of water, the fetus will be born within two days.
Luo Jie may have heard some news and rushed over, just in time to meet Dr. Qing Qiao who was about to leave the house.
"Pharmacist Qing Qiao..." Luo Jie just called out.
Pharmacist Qing Qiao took a look with a livid face, and left without saying a word, flicking his sleeves.
Up to now, he is the only one who is not qualified to persuade Lei Jin. He also knows Lei Jin's intention to leave no matter what. Lei Jin is indeed much more decisive than him. If he had half of Lei Jin's courage back then, he might have gone back now Yes, but the choice was made twenty years ago. Although there is resentment, there is no regret. I also hope that Lei Jin will not regret his choice.
"No matter what to do, the most important thing is to take care of your injury." Roger said to Lei Jin pointingly.
The white scented tea was picked and boiled by Mo Ya herself, during the whole process, Mo Ya never said a word of persuasion.
It was very late at night, and none of the three came back. In the evening, the bowl of medicine that Mo Ya put on the window sill was completely cold.
Lei Jin tightened his clothes, the room where he was alone was inexplicably deserted.
"Xiao Jin, sit here and be obedient. Mom will be back soon."
He was very obedient, but he was thrown away in the end, just like throwing away an old piece of clothing that is dispensable at home, without any regrets or nostalgia, maybe the woman felt that the loss was a burden and a burden.
"Baby, Dad didn't want you on purpose, but instead of leaving you alone in this world in the future, it's better if you don't come."
Lei Jin reached out to take the bowl of cold medicine.
When Mo Ya came back the next morning, she saw the empty medicine bowl on the window sill. Even though she was mentally prepared, there was still a deep pain in her eyes.
Meanwhile, on the other side of the sea.
"you sure?"
"I don't think much of me, but from your description, I really miss the person who was behind the leopard orcs. They passed by our wolf tribe and stayed at my house for a night."
"Hehehe... It's almost impossible to be wrong. Why didn't I think of it? I heard from people in their tribe that he fell in love with a leopard orc and forced him to hold a ceremony with him. It turned out that he had been missing for so long. I went to another tribe, hum, Berg, you will never escape from me in your life."