The reason why she has been trying her best to give him hope and not burden him these days is that she doesn't want to drag him down.
…
But now, in her eyes, it seemed that it was time to part.
Jiang Chi couldn't hold back any longer, so he made a voice call.
For the first time, Gu Xiang didn't answer.
Jiang Chi fought again.
After calling for a second time, she finally answered the phone after calling for a long time.
He was impatient in his heart, and originally wanted to scold her, but when he got to his mouth, he just turned into a baseless sentence: "I'm sorry."
His voice was light.
Gu Xiang held the mobile phone and was stunned when he heard this sentence.
She was silent for a while before calmly saying, "Jiang Chi, you did nothing wrong."
She knew that when he returned home, he didn't see her. He should know everything about the family.
He's so smart, he's quick to ask.
Jiang Chi said, "Where are you? I'll pick you up."
"Are you stupid?" Gu Xiang said, "you've already gone back, so just isolate yourself at home and don't run around. Do you think it's interesting to isolate back and forth? Don't think about it, you've been busy for so long, just rest at home. ."
"Then let me know where you are now."
On the phone, Gu Xiang said, "I still have some things to do. I haven't finished it yet. I'll be back when I'm done. Take a good rest during this time. Don't look for me. Your family is very worried about you..."
Seeing that she had been avoiding the topic, Jiang Chi said solemnly, "Gu Xiang. Tell me, okay?"
Gu Xiang has been silent for a long time. After a long time, he sighed and said: "Jiang Chi. Actually, I have been outside for the past two months, and I have also thought about it a lot, because I was afraid that you would be burdened, so I didn't tell you. But now since You know, you should be able to understand what I'm thinking. For me, Jiang's house is a place I can never squeeze in. Seriously, I kind of don't want to go back now."
"Gu Xiang..."
Gu Xiang said: "You just found out about this matter now, so you think it's an unacceptable thing. But after a while, you'll figure it out. Actually, when I first came to Ningcheng, I really wanted to see you. , and then I saw so many people who risked their jobs and fulfilled their responsibilities, only to realize that the relationship between the two is really very small. At first, I always wanted to see you, but slowly I found out ... It turns out that after I have my own things to do, I will gradually stop thinking about you so much. Look, have I been bothering you very little recently?"
On the first day she arrived in Ningcheng, she sent him five messages.
For the first time she came to this city, she was extremely panicked and scared.
It's like having a nightmare in the middle of the night, and I really want to have him by my side.
He was very busy that day, and he replied to her a message very late, but she didn't receive it because she fell asleep.
Afterwards, one a day…
Later, she had stopped telling him, Jiang Chi, I miss you.
Because she can stand it.
Gu Xiang said: "Do you know? Being with you is the first time I like someone. I know that I have always been a stubborn person. When I like someone, I can easily make myself scarred, just like my mother hates it. Me, but because she used to be nice to me, I have also been putting up with her.
I've read psychoanalysis online and said it's actually a sign of cowardice, but I can't help it...