Because I'm actually really scared of being alone.
I'm very good to Bai Wei, because I'm afraid that she will leave me if I don't do well.
Later, when I met you, you slowly moved away from some positions...
Two days before the Spring Festival, after I left your house, you know what? I didn't even think there was anything wrong with your mother and Jiang Lin. Instead, I felt that I was a little sorry for them...
You should know that when I didn't like you before, it was impossible for me to tolerate this.
Because I like you, I almost erased my bottom line. The more I do, the more afraid of myself I become.
Fortunately, when I came here, I slowly saw myself clearly, and found that I really don't need to be so humble... In fact, even if I like someone, it turns out that after a long time, I can hold back.
You see, a cowardly person like me can hold back, so you must be able to hold back, right? "
Her voice was calm and gentle, as if she was just speaking a line that had nothing to do with her.
However, the more calm and restrained she was, the more chaotic Jiang Chi's heart became.
He opened his mouth and said, "Gu Xiang... Don't be like this... Do you know what motivates me to persevere for the past two months? It's you. Because you always send me messages saying that you are thinking of me, that's why I can be so brave. Keep going. We agreed to wait for me to come back, don't even give me the last chance.
Gu Xiang, please…”
Gu Xiang listened to Jiang Chi's words and said, "I'm very happy to hear you say this, at least it proves that I have done some useful things for you. Your being able to return home safely is the happiest thing for me. In fact, if you want to meet, we will meet sooner or later. When I finish my work, I will go back...
It's just that until then, I hope we can each clean up our feelings. I hope you can also organize your emotions well, instead of being like now, as if you can't live without this woman. You have a bright future in life, and Jiang Chi will be a good doctor in the future.
And... I don't believe in such a thing as a wife, and you shouldn't take it to heart either.
As long as you are willing, there will definitely be someone by your side who will walk with you in the future. She will be the same as your sister-in-law and your elder brother. You are in the right match. You are from the same world, at least you don't have to be as tired as me...
In fact, I know that when I go to your house, your family is more tired than me. They were afraid that I would think too much, and they were very careful with me, for fear that I would run away.
Actually it's not necessary at all. When people get along with each other, equality is the most important thing, so that everyone will feel relaxed. "
"Gu Xiang." Jiang Chi listened to her words, and found that she was too good at speaking, and he was unable to speak one sentence at a time.
Gu Xiang said: "By the way, I'm going out later... I'll hang up first. Now that I'm home, I'll have a good rest."
After speaking, she quickly hung up the phone.
…
He called again and found that she never picked up again.
Jiang Chi looked through her circle of friends and found that she hadn't posted a single message in the past two months.
After chatting for a long time, she didn't even tell him where she was.
…
He sat on the sofa for a while, replaying her words over and over in his mind.
What does it mean to be able to hold back when you like someone
He can hold back a fart.
Finally, he simply walked out the door.