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Fu Geng closed his eyes, "Do you know what it's like to be in despair all the year round, waiting for hope."
Gu Huaiyu didn't answer, she didn't know how to answer.
She couldn't say that she knew it lightly, after all, she had never experienced this kind of despair.
For nearly two hundred years, no one came to rescue him and look for him.
Fu Geng continued to say to himself, "I waited and waited, and finally found that they should all be dead, after all, so many years have passed." When he said this, he suddenly smiled.
"Later, another thing changed me." He paused.
"You know how it feels to shatter the hope after revealing a glimmer of hope in front of a desperate person." Fu Geng seemed to be recalling everything he had experienced at that time.
Gu Huaiyu's eyes fell for half a minute, "Someone found you behind?"
Fu Geng did not answer her immediately, but after a while, he slowly said, "You are right, someone really found me behind."
At that time, he estimated that all the people he knew were already dead, and even if they were not dead, he should be surrounded by his children and grandchildren, sharing the joy of family relationships.
When I think that they can live so well, and I can only stay in this place endlessly, I feel resentment in my heart, thinking about them over and over again.
During that time, he could only recall all the things he had experienced before to live through those difficult days.
Every memory was broken by him, twisted into powder, and then a little bit of memory.
Only in this way, his life will not be too sad.
However, his only little sunshine was eventually crushed by people with a track record.
"The people who built this place found me." Fu Geng said.
His tone was extremely soft, and it sounded a little indifferent.
But if you listen carefully, you can still hear the coldness in his words.
Fu Geng manually moved it, as if he felt that his chains were imprisoned, which made him very disgusted.
"A full year after he found me, he treated me like an animal."
The person who found Fu Geng didn't know where he heard it. It is said that his flesh and blood are very supplementary.
So during that whole year, as long as the other party wanted to eat, he came over with a knife without saying a word.
One by one, piece by piece.
He wanted to resist, but his body was imprisoned by these chains, and he couldn't move.
Once he wants to resist, the man will lash him with a whip.
Fu Geng had let off cattle and sheep when he was a child, and of course he knew what the whip was used for.
When he was beaten by those whips, his heart was full of humiliation.
If he could still be called a human, after that moment, he even lost his human identity.
There is resentment and unwillingness in my heart.
He began to regret why he had to save those people, for the sake of those despicable people, he fell to this point, and finally he lost his last identity as a person.
Fu Geng licked his lips. "One year has allowed me to understand many things, so I know that if I don't be cruel, then I can only do this forever."
So he did one thing.
When that person came to fetch his flesh and blood as usual, for the first time, he rushed forward like a beast, and bit the other person's neck stubbornly.
When the other party's blood splashed on his body, the warm touch reminded him that at that time, he finally gave up his identity as a person.
Perhaps he had lost this identity a long time ago.
Gu Huaiyu's voice was a little flat, "After that, you will be here all by yourself?"
"Maybe." Fu Geng's answer was not very sure, his eyes flickered in the dark, as if something was hidden.
However, Gu Huaiyu seemed to know what happened afterwards, and said his unfinished words.
"You who liberated yourself, after that, you have never controlled yourself anymore. Whether it is people who came to this place deliberately or accidentally, you will all act on them." Gu Huaiyu paused and sighed slightly. , "Even the innocent people who are just passing by."
When Fu Geng heard what she said, his breathing became a little heavier.
After the meeting, he smiled casually, "Maybe, after all, it's so long, it's always a little fun."
At this time, Gu Huaiyu seemed to finally see through the darkness and looked at him, "Then what do you want me to do?"
It was not an accident that she came here, but the other party had been inducing Yu Man to come.
Although she doesn't know the connection between them, it is impossible for her to watch Yu Man come in here without being indifferent.
It seems that Gu Huaiyu's words were stopped.
Fu Geng didn't speak for a long time, just let out a slight breathing.
A little bit of time passed.
After a long time, Fu Geng finally spoke, but his voice seemed a little tired.
"I'm tired." He said, "I can't wait for her, I can't find her, I..." Give up the two words, but can't say it anyway.
He raised his head slightly and looked at Gu Huaiyu.
"Only you can help me."
Gu Huaiyu tightened her lips, "What can I do for you?"
"Freedom." Fu Geng's voice trembled, "I can't hold on any longer. When it wakes up, it will be too late." As he said, his breathing became heavier, and then accompanied by coughing, those entanglement His chain made a rattling sound again.
"Who?" Gu Huaiyu asked, "Who are you talking about?"
Fu Geng took a deep breath, "In my body, I haven't woke up."
The other party woke up once decades ago.
After that time, the entire hospital seemed to have been washed by blood.
When he woke up, he saw the scene and felt something soft and elastic in his mouth.
That scene can be said to be unforgettable in his life.
He spit out what was in his mouth.
The bright red color stung his eyes, it was a small piece of fresh pink internal organs.
He didn't know what happened when he fell asleep.
But when he only saw that scene and his contented stomach, he was almost on the verge of collapse.
Later, he was afraid that something like that would happen, so he found a bunch of strong chains and locked himself firmly.
Together with the chains that the man used to imprison him before.
It can be said that Fu Geng's position is basically covered with chains.
"I want you to help me, I don't want to go through it again." Fu Geng didn't say the scene he saw at the beginning, he just said lightly.