Gu Yu leaned back against the back of the driver's seat and slowly exhaled.
He was guarding at the exit of the judge's passage, where there were few insect shadows, and it was secluded and deep. The green trees on both sides are shady, and the warm sun, which is near the end of the spring and the summer solstice, cannot shine into this alley deep outside the arena.
Gu Yu leaned against the back of the chair and looked sideways at the exit outside the window. When he was too lazy to make expressions, his handsome brows and eyes were almost as cold as this gloomy alley, and the atmosphere matched.
Upstairs, there is an overpass outside the audience exit. It seems that it is too remote to get a car. Few audience members walk through this exit, and there are only faint sounds of children running by nearby.
child. Gu Yu put his hand on the steering wheel and propped up his head.
He was not afraid of Lu Chen questioning why he participated in the Qimingxing Cup, but he was afraid that Lu Chen would only ask him - it was not a real reason at all to submit a gauntlet to Heizi. He believed that Lu Chen, who knew him well, could see it.
If the Major General really came to ask, how would he answer? He didn't want to open Lu Chen's scar again, and he didn't want to touch the thorn that pierced into Lu Chen's soft flesh. It would also prick his hand, and the pain would be more than worth the loss.
"Lieutenant General, then I'll withdraw first! Walk slowly!"
Liu Zhen woke up Gu Yu with a single voice, and then raised his eyes, only Lu Chen in a wheelchair was left outside the car window. Through a pane of glass, he was staring at him quietly with those black eyes that were swept away in the shadows under the corridor.
"Major General, you're here!" Gu Yu was in a hurry to open the car door, and manipulated the passenger seat to hide in the back row, so that Lu Chen could get into the car in a wheelchair.
Lu Chen looked at him quietly from the corridor, and saw that Gu Yuzhi felt guilty, and when he could not help himself, he slowly said: "I know there is a good restaurant nearby, how about going there for dinner tonight? ?"
Gu Yu was stunned, although he didn't understand Lu Chen's attitude of neither questioning nor asking, but he nodded subconsciously and naturally: "Okay."
Lu Chen allowed Liu Zhen to push the wheelchair for him, but almost never allowed Gu Yu to help him. After Gu Yu got out of the car, he ran in parallel with the slowly moving wheelchair.
Gu Yu actually knew that his young master would not mind the gazes of other insects, even in a wheelchair dwarf, his aura showed no sign of weakness. Only in front of him, Lu Chen will always subconsciously examine his own shortcomings, and constantly magnify those shortcomings, often unable to see his own advantages.
Gu Yu understood very early about his existence in Lu Chen, and he should be a mirror, reminding Major General Lu how many advantages that other insects can't match.
Because Lu Chen has the same meaning to Gu Yu. In Gu Yu's eyes, he is just a lazy and unwilling rice worm, and every time Lu Chen stares at him quietly, as if he is the only one in his world, Gu Yu will also be surprised by this - he is in Lu Chen's eyes , seems to be very good.
It seems that no matter how lazy or depressed he is, Lu Chen will be tolerant indefinitely, and sincerely think that he is very good.
Gu Yu wanted to convey the same feeling to Lu Chen, once, twice, three times was not enough. Before the major general of his family met him, the outer shell had been ground into a piece of hard ice by the world. Gu Yu wanted Lu Chen to understand more and more clearly every day that the Lu Chen in his eyes was the same as the self in Lu Chen's eyes.
Same, great.
Gu Yu glanced sideways at Lu Chen from time to time, guessing his current mood. As if he didn't feel his sight, Lu Chen led Gu Yu through the intricate alleys with ease.
Finally, Er Woong stopped at the only small restaurant deep in the alley.
Because it is close to the National Stadium, there are not many shops, mainly gyms and sports rooms. It is rare to have such a restaurant.
They sat down by the window inside, and next to the floor-to-ceiling window was an unnatural insect-made lake. In the distance of the lake, it was dark and dark due to the falling of night, and it was gradually unclear, but there was a pair of swans close by, leaning against each other, crossing their necks and combing each other's feathers.
There are very few worms in the restaurant, most of which are worms from the nearby gym, and the food on the menu is mostly vegetarian vegetables with less fat.
Gu Yu ordered a few plain light dishes that Lu Chen likes to eat, Lu Chen took the menu, and Lin Lin scattered a variety of hot and sour dishes that Gu Yu liked to eat. In the end, the dishes were filled with a whole table.
Although he knew that his family was actually rich, Gu Yu still developed the habit of thinking that his family was too poor to eat, and subconsciously pondering the price of everything he looked at, he said with some pain: "If we order so much, will the two of us be the only one? Can't finish eating?"
Because it was inconvenient to sit across from him, Lu Chen ordered one dish and signaled to Gu Yu to take it, then ordered another dish to signal him to take another dish, lowered his eyes, and said with a light expression: "If you can't finish eating, pack it up, it's hard to come. Once in a while, you have to have a taste.”
Gu Yu filled his bowl with various dishes in the order indicated by Lu Chen, and Lu Chen stopped to serve himself.
The major general of his family really looks like nothing happened, which makes Gu Yu even more confused, and it is tasteless to eat anything.
Gu Yu put the dishes in the bowl between his chopsticks and stuffed it into his mouth. He raised his head from time to time and began to look at Lu Chen's face again. Take a sip, take a look, take another sip, take a look.
Seeing the opposite, Lu Chen had to ask him, "Master, is there something on my face?"
"No, no," Gu met him and finally agreed to talk, and then he thought about his words, and first spoke on the topic of the side, "Major General, have you been to this restaurant before? I think you are quite familiar with the road here. of."
Lu Chen ate very calmly, not in a hurry. It was completely different from Gu Yu who poked in the east and poked in the west, because Lu Chen was pointing at him, so he had to put it in his mouth.
Hearing this, Lu Chen held up his chopsticks and said calmly, "I've only been here once, and it was the time I participated in the Qixing Cup when I was seventeen years old."
Gu Yu patted the "leader" flatteringly and said, "Major General, you have a good memory. You remember it so clearly once you came here. That's all ten years ago, right?"
Lu Chen paused and looked down at the food in the bowl: "Because the food in this place tastes very good. And I was very shy, I could only order one item on the menu, I wanted to become famous one day, and after I made money, I would Come back here and feast your eyes on it, it's a good meal."
Gu Yu was stunned.
Lu Chen's lips curved slightly with self-deprecation: "Later, it gradually became an obsession. After a few months of being without food on the battlefield, when I could only eat the roots, I often remembered the dishes of this family. But it’s hard to remember when I went back to the Capital Star. I didn’t remember such a place until I came to the National Arena today.”
Gu Yu suppressed the bitterness in his throat, raised his face, and smiled at Lu Shen: "Then why did the major general remember to come here to eat today? Are we ordering less, should we order more?"
Knowing that there was such a stubble, he should have ordered all the dishes in this restaurant that Lu Chen might like, whether he could finish it or not.
Lu Chen's shallow eyes looked at Gu Yu, watching his smile, and after a while, a gentle smile appeared in Lu Chen's eyes with the light of the lake outside the window.
"I just want to bring you to try." Lu Chen's voice was very soft in this gentle night, "I hope you like what I like. Even if you don't like it, as long as you are willing to stay by my side, I will be satisfied. ."
Gu Yu's throat tightened, and he quickly lowered his head, wiping away the surging emotions in his eyes.
Why, why is Lu Chen always like this... He tolerates himself without limit, always with an attitude of never expecting any response from him.
And Gu Yu wanted to do something for him, but it was always difficult to find a breakthrough - because Lu Chen had already thought out all the escape routes for him.
"But," Lu Chen's very soft voice suddenly fell and became heavy, "Yu Yu, I don't want you to hate what I hate too."
"Don't pay attention to what the outside world is saying, don't think about what they think, do what you want, be unscrupulous and carefree, that's what happened to me."
Gu Yu's heart was very uncomfortable, and his chest was blocked like a huge boulder. He lowered his head, and the indescribable sourness and heat in his eyes were condensed and gradually fermented.
"Major General... Is that why you hide your infertility?"
Hearing these words suddenly, Lu Chen's calm water-like eyes finally stirred up shock waves.
And Gu Yuyou lowered his head and said to himself: "That's why you want to keep me in the dark, face the male insect protection association alone, and even think of a way out for me, and plan to push me to other female insects. ,continue… "
"Go on—be a fucking unscrupulous, carefree rice bug?"
His tone suddenly increased, and Lu Chen didn't have time to be surprised when he saw him raise his head abruptly, the once lazy and indifferent pale-grey gem-like eyes, now the corners of his eyes were red and bloodshot, and the tears were rolling down in big drops, like a broken thread. bead.
Ever since he met Gu Yu, Lu Chen had never seen him cry, and even when his female father died, the tears had never flowed like today, and he cried outrageously.
Lu Chen panicked completely, forgetting for a moment that he had paralyzed his legs, he wanted to stand up and hug Gu Yu to comfort him, but finally fell back into the chair. He was stunned for a moment, then quickly reacted, maneuvering the wheelchair to Gu Yu's side, handing over a tissue, and stroking his back to comfort him.
At this moment, Lu Chen was so anxious that he was no longer the calm and rational self he used to be. His eyes were full of distress, but he opened his mouth clumsily and did not know how to comfort Gu Yu, who was crying miserably:
"Yu Yu, Yu Yu, don't cry, it's all my fault, my fault... I shouldn't lie to you, I shouldn't lie to you, I shouldn't push you to other bugs, it's all my fault... you don't cry, don't cry..."
Gu Yu's cry was silent, his eyes were red with bloodshot eyes, and he stared at Lu Chen with clenched teeth, as if he was about to stare at a hole in him, but tears were silently rolling down from his eyes. It hit the hand that Lu Chen was anxious to catch.
Smashed into Lu Chen Bingzuo's heart, splashing all over the world, stormy waves.
Lu Chen Junmei's face was tightly wrinkled, her eyes looked at him sadly, she was at a loss, and she was so anxious that she was about to cry.
He pressed Gu Yu's forehead helplessly, touched each other, and kept saying softly, "Don't cry when Yu Yu, don't cry, it's my fault, it's all my fault... What's wrong with you, please tell me? I will change, I will definitely change…”
Gu Yu's tears fell even more, he finally opened his mouth and his voice was choked: "No, don't you change it, I must change it, you can't change it, you're not wrong, it's all my fault... I'm too It's useless, it's useless..."
Seeing him cry, Lu Chen felt so painful that he could hardly breathe, and asked him as gently and gently as possible: "What do you think is useless in Yu Yu, and what needs to be changed? Tell me, please?"
Gu Yu stared at him, the tears still seemed to be unable to hold back, rolling down silently, drop by drop, and fell on Lu Chen's hand, which he carefully wanted to wipe.
Gu Yu's entire worm has never cried like this, but he has forgotten everything, and he can't remember anything to restrain and keep, crying like the whole world has lost him:
"I thought I could change it, I thought I could make Lu Chen feel like I love you like you love me... I thought I could make you trust me slowly, throw away your insecurities, and believe in me no matter what happens I will never leave you, just like you will never leave me..."
"But Lu Chen, you didn't give me a chance. You left me all the way out. What should you do, what should I do..."
"I don't want to continue to be a fucking unscrupulous, carefree rice bug, I want to protect you, I want to do something for you, and something between us... But can't I do it? I tossed this After a few months, is it still in a circle in the end?"
Lu Chen breathed hard, pressed his forehead harder and harder, touching both insects to the point of pain, but neither side gave in half.
"Lu Chen, I participated in the Morning Star Cup because I wanted to win the championship like you, inherit your glory and enter the military, and become a military bug..."
"I want to reject the forced marriage of the Empire, reject all arrangements they want to put between me and you, even if very few worms have done this since the history of the zerg, and no worm has ever managed to do it... I also want Take this step for us, not stand behind you and let you take on all the wind, rain, and gossip outside."
"Lu Chen, I don't, don't... I don't want you to give me any retreat, because you are my last retreat!"
"Do you understand? Do you understand?"
Gu Yu's tears gradually stopped, and the tears still remained on that handsome and dazzling face. With red eyes, he stared at Lu Chen, as if he would continue crying if he didn't nod his head.
Lu Chen's eyes were full of pain for him, and he was saddened by his grief. Hearing the words, he couldn't stop nodding: "I understand, I understand, I know, I understand."
"You will change, I will change, I believe in Yuyu, I will also give Yuyu the opportunity to protect this family..."
"We are each other's last retreat, okay, Yu Yu?"
However, Gu Yu's eyes were still red, staring at him, as if obsessed: "I want you to swear, I want you to promise, give me a chance, give us a chance, instead of making a choice arbitrarily and alone, no Give me a chance and think of all the escape routes for me."
"Lu Chen, I want you to remember all the time - I love you, I love you irreplaceable, I love you more than life, I love you until death, and I will cling to you in the next life, and I can't get rid of you. If you dare to wrong yourself a little, I will never let you go."
"Lu Chen, I want you to swear to remember. Now, immediately, swear!"
His tone was fierce, with a vow of a curse, but the wet tears on his face made him pitiful for no reason, like a desperate gambler holding the last bet in his hand.
Lu Chen never imagined that one day his prudent and rational, never ruthless, never extravagantly reciprocated love would be responded by his loved one in this way.
So rogue, so dumbfounded.
So… cherish it and put it all down.
After a long silence, Lu Chen nodded slowly with the most serious, serious and rational attitude in his life, and said to Gu Yu's persistent red eyes:
"I swear, I will always remember. I will never forget it forever."
Life after life can not forget, can not forget, there was a worm who loved him so much.