Ji Mingyue asked him if he knew what he did wrong.
No matter how clever he was, Lin Feng couldn't think of the logic of Ji Mingyue's words for a moment, and he asked, "What are you talking about? What did you do wrong?"
"...I don't know." Ji Mingyue shook his head and said blankly, "I don't know what I did wrong."
He looked up at Lin Feng, and said in a daze: "Is it true that no matter how many methods you use, the answer to the final destination will always be that one? No matter how hard you try, the answer has been written long ago, what should be or what will happen, damn it People still die..."
The last sentence sounded too scary, Ji Mingyue buried his face in his knees again, and stopped talking.
He absolutely can't wait until the day when the answer comes out to know what's wrong, because it will be too late.
If he can't save anyone, and can't change anything, then what's the point of his rebirth
It was too cold in the little auditorium, empty except for the two of them. Ji Ming was so cold that he couldn't help shivering in the depths of his bone marrow. He exhaled slowly, wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and tried to stand up, telling Lin Feng that he was fine, just feeling casually...
Just as his palms touched the ground, his eyes darkened, and the coldness around him was suddenly replaced by a burst of warmth.
He was half a beat late before realizing that he was being hugged.
In the limited field of vision, one could see Lin Feng kneeling in front of him on one knee.
Ji Ming wanted to lean back and look at Lin Feng's expression at the moment, wondering why Lin Feng hugged him, but Lin Feng held the back of his head and put it directly on his shoulder: "Don't move. The snot goes to one place It’s enough to rub it, and I have to do laundry when I get home.”
Ji Mingyue sniffled and whispered, "I didn't cry."
"Who said you were crying? Said you had a runny nose."
"..." Ji Mingyue couldn't help laughing, "I'm sorry."
"Although I don't know what you were talking about just now." After a while, Lin Feng whispered, "Is it related to life choices?"
Ji Mingyue gave a small "hmm".
"Life is all about doing problems, what is right and wrong?" Lin Feng patted him on the back lightly, "There is no saying that you can do something wrong, just do your best. Don't keep thinking about saving others , If he doesn't live well, that's his business, even if it can't be saved, it's not your responsibility."
"If, I mean if." Ji Mingyue asked hoarsely, "What if that person is you?"
"I don't need you to save me." Perhaps because he was afraid that such a sentence would be too strong, Lin Feng added, "I won't blame you if I can't save you. Just don't cry."
"...I really didn't cry, don't wrong me." Ji Mingyue knocked his chin on Lin Feng's shoulder, the young man's shoulder was firm and warm, the temperature of his body was transmitted through the soft fabric, he could feel that , The fresh pulse that belongs exclusively to Lin Feng's body.
He listened quietly for a while, and said, "I have a nine o'clock plane tonight, Lin Feng, can you accompany me?"
Ji Mingyue's air ticket was booked by Ji Hong's secretary Zhang. When he came out of the small auditorium, Ji Mingyue called Secretary Zhang again and booked Lin Feng's air ticket.
Ji Hong went on a business trip to City A, and driver Chen stayed behind to facilitate Ji Mingyue's travel, while he used Secretary Zhang as a temporary driver. Driver Chen sent Lin Feng to the downstairs of his residential area, waiting for him to go upstairs to collect his documents.
When Lin Feng entered the door, Jiang Manyun asked him happily why he came back so early today. After hearing Lin Feng's answer, he also became nervous: "Ji Mingyue's father fell down the stairs?! Is it serious? Will there be any danger?"
"I don't know yet." Lin Feng said, "Ji Mingyue is feeling very uncomfortable now, I want to accompany him."
"It should be, you good friends, you should be by your side at this time." Jiang Manyun thought of herself, and couldn't help sighing, "Don't be like your uncles, who never see anyone when they may ask for money when they are hospitalized and discharged. Wait until the matter is over. I came here to deliver two eggs without any pain, and even inquired about our house... If it weren't for you, my mother might not be able to survive when she was lying in the hospital... "
Lin Feng took his ID card, walked over to give her a hug, and said, "Everything will be fine, stay away from their house in the future."
Jiang Manyun was still feeling sad at first, but now he couldn't help laughing: "Oh, why does my son suddenly love others so much? He actually comforts mother?"
"... Cough." Lin Feng tilted his head and coughed a little uncomfortably, and said, "Ji Mingyue is still waiting for me downstairs, I'm leaving first."
"When will you come back, can I help you ask the teacher for leave?"
"Not necessarily." Lin Feng walked to the entrance to put on his shoes, "Let me see the situation, Teacher Yang trusts me very much now, if I need to ask for leave, I can call."
"Okay." Jiang Manyun sent him to the door with kind eyes, "Lin Feng... Mom knows your character, that is, you do more than talk, or even just do not talk at all. But sometimes, expressing something properly can make you feel better." Easier and happier."
"... Mmm." Lin Feng's hand paused slightly, "I know, Mom, I'm leaving."
"Okay, be careful on the road."
Ji Mingyue originally wanted Secretary Zhang to book economy class for them, but due to temporary bookings and popular routes, the low-class tickets were basically sold out, leaving only high-class seats, so Secretary Zhang booked two first-class tickets.
After the two of them went through the security check and boarded the plane through the VIP channel, they were not crowded with others, but the first-class seats were too spacious, and everyone had their own comfortable seats, which made Ji Ming want to sit next to Lin Feng Be careful not to think about it.
But now he is mainly worried about Ji Hong's injury, and he didn't let himself put his mind on it.
After taking off, Ji Mingyue kept looking out the window, probably because he had vented his emotions. He looked calmer now, with a peaceful and calm profile.
The flight of the plane gradually stabilized, and many people started to go to the ground for activities. Lin Feng also walked over and patted Ji Mingyue on the shoulder: "You haven't eaten anything tonight, do you want to eat something and sleep for a while?"
"It's okay, they will deliver it by themselves in a while, do you want to drink champagne?" Ji Mingyue turned back and smiled at him, "I can call for you. I can't eat anything yet."
"No." Lin Feng shook his head, paused, and reached out to stroke his hair for the first time, "...no matter what it is, it's not your fault, you've done a good job."
Looking back at what Ji Mingyue said now, Lin Feng actually still can't understand what he said. Now he knows that his father's accident should be related, but his father's accident occurred in City A, which is more than two hours away by flight. Why should he blame himself
...Maybe he was biased, he never thought that Ji Mingyue would do anything wrong, even though he seemed to be hiding some secret all the time, and he didn't intend to tell himself.
"Really?" Ji Mingyue's eyes flickered slightly, he looked up at Lin Feng's face, and suddenly smiled, "Is it my illusion? You are so gentle today."
"...just to comfort you casually." Lin Feng put his hands back into his pockets immediately, and said, "Then I'm going back."
Lin Feng went back to his seat, while Ji Mingyue looked out the window, and unconsciously raised his hand to touch the place that was touched just now.
In fact, since he was reborn, he has always been skeptical in his heart, but he has been forcing this hidden worry in his heart, constantly convincing himself that "everything can be changed" and "everything will gradually get better", forcing him to Forget about the other possibility.
Until the things that he thought had clearly changed and successfully avoided were presented in front of his eyes with a development that was almost exactly like the dream. The feeling that no matter how hard he tried, the nightmare would still happen again defeated him. Dike, so that he has no spare time to think and distinguish.
After calming down, he found that there are still many differences in the previous life and the present life: this time it was Ji Hong's most trusted secretary Zhang who called him, and he didn't tell him "President Ji had an accident" without any surprise, and the first time Arranged the nearest flight ticket for him.
The flight time is two hours and fifteen minutes, and if all goes well, he will be able to see Ji Hong even before the end of the day.
The stewardess brought him a cup of hot milk, and Ji Mingyue took two sips, his stomach became warmer, and he leaned back, his body quickly sank into the sofa-like seat.
Warm and gentle - just like the hug that Lin Feng had at that time.
When getting off the plane, Secretary Zhang was already waiting at the airport. Seeing Ji Mingyue and Lin Feng boarding the car one after the other, he was taken aback: "This is...?"
"My classmate Lin Feng, I asked him to accompany me." Ji Mingyue said, "My father met him before."
Secretary Zhang's name is Zhang Sa, and he is one of Ji Hong's most valued subordinates. Seeing Ji Mingyue's solemn introduction, he deliberately turned around in the driver's seat and shook hands with Lin Feng: "Hello."
"Brother Sa, how is my dad's situation now?" Ji Mingyue couldn't tell clearly on the phone, so he asked anxiously at this moment, "Why did he fall?"
While starting the car, Zhang Sa said, "Mr. Ji gave up investment in an important project before, and now he is anxious to find a new project to fill the vacancy, so he has been on business trips for a few days, and today he was drinking and socializing. That's why I accidentally stepped on the empty steps."
"is it serious?"
"Mr. Ji fell from the third floor and went into shock. He woke up in the ambulance for a while, and then went into a coma when he was sent to the hospital. He is still being rescued." Zhang Sa replied cautiously, "The four departments of the hospital consulted, diagnosed It was physical trauma plus fractures, and slight internal bleeding. I don’t know much about this, so I can’t say whether it’s serious or not.”
Ji Mingyue's fingers clenched silently: the current situation sounds better than the previous life, but he doesn't know what the result will be.
Lin Feng reached out and patted the back of his hand lightly, and the two briefly shook hands.
While waiting for the traffic lights, Zhang Sa answered a phone call, and just said "Okay, I'll be right over" a few times, and I could hear the joy rising in his tone.
Ji Mingyue watched from the back seat, straightened his back involuntarily, Zhang Sa hung up the phone, and immediately turned around to report: "Congratulations, Boss Ji, Mr. Ji is out of danger!"
When they arrived at the hospital, Ji Hong had just come out of the emergency room and was still in a coma. The doctor told them that Ji Hong's condition was not serious. When he fell, he was conscious and avoided the vital points. If he was optimistic, he would wake up in two or three hours. What are the sequelae.
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief, especially Ji Mingyue, who almost slid and sat on the ground leaning against the hospital wall, and was pulled by Lin Feng, who laughed heartily again in embarrassment.
Although it was already past midnight, Ji Mingyue didn't want to sleep at all. As a family member, he signed the first aid and followed Ji Hong into the special needs ward.
The special needs ward is a single room, almost like a small one-story apartment, with all the facilities, and the environment is very quiet, so there is no need to worry about Ji Hong being disturbed. Ji Mingyue lay beside his bed, watching without blinking, wanting his father to see him as soon as he woke up.
The doctor came in and looked at it once, and told the nurse: "The blood oxygen on the monitor is fine, let's take off the oxygen for now."
After the oxygen was removed, Ji Hong lay there, as if he had simply fallen asleep. Ji Mingyue held his hand and waited quietly for him to wake up.
Ji Mingyue didn't know how long he sat in front of the bed, but he still couldn't resist the drowsiness. He didn't know when he fell asleep until his head fell a little and he woke up from the daze.
With such a movement, he realized that the hand he was holding Ji Hong seemed to be held backwards. Looking up, Ji Hong had already opened his eyes and was looking at him softly against the orange bedside lamp.
"Dad..." He was very happy, but he was afraid of disturbing Ji Hong, so he called out softly, "Is it uncomfortable? I'll call the doctor?"
Ji Hong shook his head, patted his hand with a broad palm, and asked angrily, "What time is it?"
Ji Mingyue picked up his phone and looked at it: "Three o'clock in the morning."
Ji Hong woke up for a while on the way to the hospital, so he knew what happened to him. He nodded and said: "Father thinks he is in good health, let's talk about it at dawn."
"Okay, then you can sleep again? Do you want some water?" Ji Ming thought about it more, and then said, "Secretary Zhang is taking care of the company's affairs, so you can rest assured."
Ji Hong stared at him, with a little emotion in his eyes, he said slowly: "Dad made you worry... I thought we Mingyue would cry, I don't know what to do... You have grown up. "
Ji Mingyue held his father's big warm hand and smiled.
——Who would have thought that the extra ten years in the previous life did not allow him to grow up. Instead, he had to do it all over again, which gave him a deeper understanding and understanding of many things.
It needs a lot of refining, so it can become steel.
Ji Hong thought for a while, then slowly asked: "You came here by yourself this time? Did you ask for leave from the school?"
"Please wait until dawn." Ji Mingyue said, "This time, Lin Feng accompanied me here. Our teacher trusts him very much. If he asks for leave, he will definitely be able to ask for leave!"
"... Lin Feng?"
Hearing this name, Ji Hong just soothed the heart of his old father who was so ironed, and became entangled silently again...