Following the slight vibration of the mobile phone, he found the figure curled up behind the heavy curtain.
The other party hugged his knees and slowly raised his head after being called several times in a row. His eyes were red and there were no tears, but his voice was trembling.
"Lin Feng... do you know what I did wrong?"
— Lin Feng suddenly woke up from his sleep, the early morning wind blew the curtains, and the light coming in was pale and dim, as cold as water.
A dream is a real event that has been experienced long ago, and every bit of it is as clear as yesterday. Lin Feng could even recall Ji Mingyue's next words fluently: "Is it true that no matter how hard you try, there will always be only one answer to the end?"
"...the answer is written long ago, and the damned will still die."
Although he was shocked at the time, his attention was completely attracted by Ji Mingyue, and he had no time and no way to think about other things at all.
Even so, he knew that Ji Mingyue had always had a secret.
In fact, the secret has been traced from a long time ago: I have never told anyone in detail about the changes in the family except the head teacher, but Ji Mingyue seems to be clear from the beginning.
Even if Yang Chao wanted Ji Mingyue to help him, he would not have told Ji Mingyue all his privacy, and he tried to ask Yang Chao afterwards, but Yang Chao did not do so.
Then how did Ji Mingyue know
Many similar details are connected at this moment, and with yesterday's "prophecy coming true", it seems that some vague outlines can already be seen in the mist, and only one clear clue is needed to peel them off and reveal the truth.
But the problem was that he didn't have the most critical clue that he could confirm.
No matter how much he thought about it, he couldn't find it out of his imagination. Lin Feng got out of bed, took a shower, changed his clothes, ran outside the villa twice in the morning, and checked that the time was about the same, and went to the kitchen to make breakfast for Jiang Manyun.
Before there were no nurses, he was the one who took care of Jiang Manyun, so he was very proficient in doing these things. After the sick meal was ready, he cleaned up the kitchen and brought the food up.
Before pushing the door open, he glanced back. Ji Mingyue's room was separated by a corridor, just opposite Jiang Manyun's room. The door was closed at the moment, obviously he hadn't woken up yet.
He imagined Ji Mingyue hugging the quilt and sleeping soundly, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and then pushed open the door in front of him.
Jiang Manyun had already woken up.
She had been waking up very early recently, and would lean against the head of the bed with her eyes open from four or five o'clock, so Lin Feng didn't worry about disturbing her when he went upstairs.
The long illness has worn away a lot of her beauty, and her hair is thinner than before. It is loose and loose, and it slides down from her shoulders as she turns her head: "Where is Xiao Gao?"
"She probably hasn't woken up yet. I made breakfast." Lin Feng sat by the bed, filled a spoonful of porridge, cooled it down, and brought it to Jiang Manyun's lips.
Jiang Manyun drank it slowly, and suddenly said, "Lin Feng, are you blaming mom?"
She later told Lin Feng that her "reminder" to Ji Mingyue was very useful in terms of its effect. Ji Mingyue obviously didn't do anything, but Lin Feng could clearly feel that the two The distance between them suddenly returned to the past, and the intimacy and ambiguity that used to hide behind the dark curtains seemed to have never happened.
Lin Feng paused, shook his head and said, "No."
"Mom didn't want to say anything at first, but you didn't realize that you were too much? Mingyue helped you and our family too much, and he was sincere..." Jiang Manyun said softly, "Mom can't let you repay your kindness with revenge."
Lin Feng fell silent this time, and said after a while: "I can control it... I won't."
Jiang Manyun was noncommittal, and continued: "I asked Ming Yue, and he said that the reason he didn't have a girlfriend was that he wasn't tall enough, and the girl regarded him as a younger brother. I have seen his physical appearance, and he is a man who can grow tall, even if he can't More than 180, it won't be too far away."
She looked deeply at Lin Feng: "Don't lead him astray."
Lin Feng silently clenched the porcelain spoon.
Jiang Manyun smiled slightly: "My child, I know best. When my mother asked you, she already had the answer in her heart. Even if you are stubborn, I know."
She raised her hand and stroked Lin Feng's hair softly: "Mom would rather be this bad person, to remind him and you. Mingyue is too young. He is only sixteen years old. Sixteen years old can What do you know..."
Lin Feng's lips moved slightly, but he didn't speak.
"You're only sixteen years old." Jiang Manyun understood his meaning almost immediately, her fingers stroking his hair trembled slightly, her expression looked like she was about to cry, but in the end she smiled, "But you are my son."
"Mom has lived too weakly all her life. When your father is here, she only wants to rely on your father; when your father is gone, she only wants to rely on you..." Jiang Manyun said, "If you find trouble, you will only cry , If you cry sadly, you will only get seriously ill... The burden on you is too heavy, I'm sorry."
"Don't say such things." Lin Feng grabbed her hand, "You are my mother."
"Yes, we can't argue between mother and child, because they are the closest people." Jiang Manyun smiled, "So, mother can't watch you hurt others."
She raised her head and sighed wearily in the morning breeze: "This is really a good place, but unfortunately I don't seem to be able to stay for long."
Jiang Manyun failed to finish her vacation at Ji's villa. Before the end of the summer vacation, her condition relapsed and she returned to the intensive care unit of the hospital.
In the last few days of the summer vacation, Ji Mingyue went back to live in his small villa in the northern city. Lin Feng came to give him supplementary lessons, and he also came to the small villa.
Yao Chen's joining after graduation has injected new vitality into Hongming Real Estate. Although Ji Hong didn't give him any great authority, he has always been very active, constantly proposing new ideas and plans, and working hard at his job. It is concluded that I want to make some achievements.
Ji Hong was also infected by his drive. Recently, he has been planning to develop new industries, preparing to set up a subsidiary in a southern city and try peripheral projects of real estate.
Therefore, recently, he has been so busy that his feet never touch the ground, he has become a "trapeze", and he has returned to the state where Ji Mingyue only sees people once every ten and a half months.
Moreover, it is impossible for him to stay at home forever to "supervise" Ji Mingyue and Lin Feng, not to mention that he has observed for half a semester, and the two people really have no ambiguous behavior; he stayed at home before, thinking of being with him Come to care about and make up for Ji Mingyue. I didn't expect that Ji Mingyue looks lazy, but in fact he is quite capable of taking care of himself. When it comes to cooking and homework tutoring, his role is actually not as good as Lin Feng. Occasionally I will also be disgusted by my own cubs...
Good steel should be used wisely, he has to admit that he is really not a "good steel" in these aspects, he should go to work and try to provide Ji Mingyue with a solid and worry-free backing =_=
Ji Mingyue returned to the "free range" state again. Except for the driver and nanny, he was almost alone in the huge villa from morning to night, which made him feel a little restless.
When Lin Feng came to make up a class one day, he tentatively said: "Ah, it seems that after school starts, you can voluntarily go to evening self-study?"
Lin Feng nodded: "Do you want to go?"
"Come on, I feel that studying at school is more efficient." Ji Mingyue said, "But if you study by yourself in the evening, after school is over after nine o'clock, you can give me tutoring and then go home... Is it too late? Already?"
Lin Feng glanced at him, with a smile in his eyes: "So?"
"Auntie is not at home now, you live alone, and you have to run so far back and forth every day, how tired you are." Ji Ming blinked, full of anticipation, "Why don't you come to live in my house!"
Although he didn't plan to do anything for the time being, it would be nice to see more of Lin Feng's handsome face!
Lin Feng raised his hand, as if he wanted to touch his hair, but after a pause, he took his hand back again, and said with a smile: "You don't need to make up lessons in the evening, during the break at noon and afternoon, and self-study. They can be used to make up lessons.”
"Oh, well..." Although he knew it would not be so easy, Ji Mingyue couldn't help being a little disappointed. Afraid that his expression would be too obvious, he quickly stood up, went to get the small envelope he had prepared before, and stuffed it into Lin Feng's hand, "One week's summer salary!"
This time the small envelope was thicker than before. Ji Mingyue explained: "You give me extra lessons during the holidays, which are usually longer than school hours. I always count by the hour, so there will be a little more..."
Before he finished speaking, Lin Feng had already pushed the small envelope back.
Looking at Ji Ming's more puzzled expression, Lin Feng said softly: "There will be no charge for making up lessons in the future, and I will give you free lessons."
"ah?"
"I promised to charge at the beginning because I knew I couldn't afford my mother's medical expenses." Lin Feng confessed, "But now that I don't need it, I can no longer charge it."
"But yourself..."
"It's okay for me to support myself." Lin Feng pushed the small envelope towards Ji Mingyue again, and said with a smile, "Don't believe me?"
"No, how could it be..." Ji Mingyue pinched the small envelope and looked down at it, feeling a little lost for some reason.
It seems that if there is less debt relationship, Lin Feng will be farther and farther away from him...
Thinking of this, he was suddenly startled: Could it be that he himself didn't realize that he has been intentionally or unintentionally trying to restrain Lin Feng by relying on money
Thinking about it this way, it might be a good thing for Lin Feng to take the initiative to terminate the transaction relationship...? And Lin Feng also continued: "However, I won't change because of the free charge. How to teach is still how to teach, and the requirements are the same as before." He tapped Ji Mingyue's paper with the end of the gel pen, and smiled. , "Don't stop studying hard just because it's free."
"No, how is it possible!" Ji Mingyue replied reflexively.
"Come on, write down the formula for linear motion with uniform velocity, and I'll watch you write it."
"..."
After the start of school, they are the second year students. The school divides arts and sciences. There were originally twelve classes in the first year of high school. Three to eighteen classes.
— Just from the ratio of the number of classes in arts and sciences, it can be seen that Experimental High School puts more emphasis on science than literature. Class 16, Senior 1 was smoothly upgraded to Class 6, Senior 2. Ji Mingyue and the others also moved from the relatively old teaching building of Senior 1 to the luxurious science building of Senior 2.
There used to be more than 60 students in Class 2 and 6 of Senior High School, but less than 20 students left for Xuewen, and now there are more than 40 students left, so many seats have been vacated. Yang Chao re-adjusted the seat, the change was not small, Ji Mingyue also sat a row forward, but fortunately, Lin Feng was still at the same table.
When the big list of the last semester of high school was released, Ji Mingyue's grades did not improve as much as last time. He only advanced by less than 80, and was in the middle of the 200.
However, the teacher still praised him, saying that it was easy to advance by leaps and bounds from the back row at the beginning, but in the later stage, it would become more and more difficult to advance even one place. He could only maintain such great progress by working day after day. It's not easy, let the whole class learn from him.
This time, Lin Feng swept away his previous depression, and rushed back from the top 300 to the top five in the grade. He was firmly ranked first in the class, and he also got the highest scores in several subjects.
Later, even the students in the next class came to complain, saying that the teacher in the department had printed out Lin Feng's papers and asked them to observe them one by one, and to analyze their ideas from them, "see how he learns".
Sometimes Yang Chao got excited in the class meeting, and would ask Lin Feng to "share the valuable learning experience".
Lin Feng stood up and thought for a while, then said: "Probably take out the knowledge points you haven't fully grasped and tell someone again, and in the endless questioning of the other party, you will find that you will suddenly understand without knowing it, I've realized it."
The students in the class knew who he was talking about, and immediately roared with laughter. Ji Mingyue was lying on the table with a calm face, but he was actually kicking the stool at the same table.
Handsome, with good grades, and being repeatedly promoted by the teachers as a positive model, Lin Feng is really a bit "popular" in school recently. The last time Ji Mingyue posted on the forum, he actually saw someone selling clear frontal photos of Lin Feng: ten yuan a piece, buy ten get one free, and fifty cents for just one look.
He couldn't help but laugh: it costs 50 cents to see it, so he has been in close contact every day for the past six months, isn't it a lot of money
—Does Lin Feng really not want to personally join this business chain? It feels like getting rich overnight is not a dream!
Being famous on campus, of course, often comes with a price. For example, all kinds of weird rumors can come to your door: when you come to study at night on weekends, the whole school is going crazy, and Xu Yingying is dating someone on the school playground. Hugging and hugging, they were caught by the principal and several directors! The principal was furious, and wanted to punish Xu Yingying and her boyfriend together, and also called and criticized at the opening ceremony on Monday!
And Xu Yingying's legendary boyfriend...is their school grass Lin Feng.
Ji Mingyue's first reaction was that it was ridiculous. He didn't believe it at all, but he expressed a little hesitation about the fact that Xu Yingying's name was always associated with Lin Feng.
And Lin Feng just didn't come to the evening self-study today, which also gave the soil for rumors to ferment. A group of people really said, "I saw the two of them were caught together, and that man looks like Lin Feng!"... "My friend said that Lin Feng and Xu Yingying are now together in the principal's office, waiting to find their parents! It is said that I can't come back if I don't remember a big mistake!"... "Really? But the school girl and the school grass are really a good match, but they are too brave..."
Not only the long-lost "School Flowers and School Grass Compatibility Theory" has returned, but even the fact that they participated in the school celebration together last semester has been revealed. "The two of them should have started talking long ago. I still have photos in my phone. Backstage of the school celebration, Special match!"...
The more Ji Ming listened, the more depressed he became, he plugged in his earphones and lay down on the table, texting Lin Feng: "Why didn't you come today?"
Lin Feng returned after a while: "There is something wrong, what's the matter?"
Ji Mingyue sighed: "If you don't come again, your reputation will be ruined..." He relayed the crazy rumors in the school to Lin Feng, "... I really don't know if they have brains, and I believe such outrageous rumors= _=”
Lin Feng seemed to be very busy, and it took a longer time to reply to him this time: "Some people may not believe that much themselves, just enjoy the feeling of being shocked: D"
"!! You can post kaomoji!"
Unexpectedly, Lin Feng could also use emoji, although it is the simplest and most basic one. But just a colon and a letter made Ji Mingyue so cute that he stared at it and wanted to kiss him, and those depressions also flew out of the sky.
"Use it once in a while: D" Lin Feng replied, "I still have something to do here, so let the rumors do whatever they want, anyway, it will be self-defeating by tomorrow morning. Remember to study hard."
"I know!!" Since Lin Feng said that he still has something to do, Ji Mingyue stopped bothering him. He held the slightly hot phone in his hand, buried his face between his arms, and felt a pang of soreness in his heart. Sweet and sour taste.
Although after retreating to a safe distance, it seems that there is no difference from before, but some feelings in my heart will not follow reason and go all the way step by step.
Moreover, it seems that it is getting harder and harder to suppress...
The night before, Ji Mingyue got up late unexpectedly.
He put on his clothes in a hurry, and when he was about to get milk, he found that the milk at home was gone. It happened that he was a little tired of drinking milk recently, so he went downstairs to the cheap store and bought a box of yogurt and a bag of caterpillar cream bread.
When he came out after buying breakfast, there were not many people at the school gate, and Ji Mingyue knew that the god of lateness was racing against him again.
He hurriedly grabbed the bread and rushed to the school, but saw a strange man in a military coat not far away. He shrunk his head and shrunk his face, as if he didn't know where he was going, so he just circled back and forth in the same place.
Ji Mingyue instinctively wanted to stay away from him, and deliberately took a few steps to avoid him, but the man seemed to realize that there was only Ji Mingyue left on this road, and after trying to avoid him, Instead, he grabbed his army coat and chased after him.
For a while, Ji Mingyue had all kinds of thoughts in his mind, such as robbery, anti-social, terrorists, Hong Kong movies have been staged several times in turn: I don’t know if there is something hidden under his military coat, will he suddenly pull out a handful? gun? !
—The man rushed in front of him, his face was flushed with excitement, and he tossed off his military coat: "Look!"
The eyes of the two people opened wide almost at the same time.
"Fuck!" Ji Mingyue half closed his eyes, and kicked the man forcefully, "Crazy, perverted!"
The man was lying on the ground, his military coat was unbuttoned, exposing his white body, and he was also muttering in disbelief: "...man..."
"..." Ji Ming was so angry that the top of his head was about to smoke, but he was going to be late, so he didn't have time to waste time with him, "Get out, next time I see you beat you every time!"
He continued to run towards the school, feeling disturbed and absurd: Even if he hasn't grown up yet, the pervert won't recognize him as a woman, right? There is no difference in the styles of school uniforms for men and women, but you can’t tell by looking at your hair!
He heard the preparatory bell ringing from the teaching building, and suddenly thought that today was Monday, and the flag-raising ceremony was about to begin. He rushed directly to the class line, so it shouldn't be considered late, but then it would be too obvious that he was holding bread and yogurt, and he could only tuck it in and not eat it.
Generally, the opening ceremony would occupy one morning self-study plus one class time, so he would have to be hungry for more than an hour before he could have breakfast.
He tore open the bag of bread and ate it while running to the playground. It was too choking to eat dry bread, so he opened the yogurt again, chewed two bites of bread, and then poured a big mouthful of yogurt with his head up.
The taste of this yogurt doesn't seem right... However, it's also possible that the pervert I met just now was too disgusting, and the morning wind was blowing, which affected his sense of taste!
There was a trash can next to the playground, and Ji Mingyue stuffed the finished packaging bags into it, and finally managed to get into the team of Class 2 and 6 before the principal came to the stage.
Lin Feng stood straight and straight at the back of the stage, still wearing his little black and white suit, and still looked so handsome.
Many people in my class and the class next door saw him and whispered: "Didn't he get caught in a relationship? Why does he look more like he is going to give a speech?" "Is there any record of being so handsome?"" Where is Xu Yingying?"...
The headmaster finally cleared his throat and began his speech seriously.
The demerits are true, but the protagonists are not Lin Feng and Xu Yingying, and the reason for the demerits is not dating, but gathering people to fight. It is said that after leaving school, they even used sticks and watermelon knives. would be so outraged.
On the stage, Lin Feng was really planning to give a speech under the national flag. His grades in the last semester were so excellent that he was unanimously elected by the teacher as the student representative of the second year of high school.
The outrageous rumors were finally over, and Ji Mingyue should have breathed a sigh of relief, but he felt that his stomach began to hurt unbearably.
In fact, when he stood in line just now, he had a vague feeling, but he thought it was because he ran too fast and caught the wind, so he could just bear it, but he didn't expect it to become more and more unbearable.
He asked Yang Chao for leave to go to the toilet. Yang Chao saw that he was indeed pale, so he nodded and let him go. As a result, after the opening ceremony, Ji Mingyue ran to the toilet four or five times, vomited and defecated, feeling like he was about to collapse.
He had stuffed the bread and yogurt packages in the trash, and now there was no way of knowing which was the culprit.
It was not easy for Lin Feng and other student representatives to finish their speeches. The head teacher organized a queue and went back. The class team consciously shrunk. The people in the back came over and bumped into him casually. Ji Mingyue suddenly lost his footing.
He was drenched in cold sweat, his ears were ringing, his feet were so weak that he could hardly get up from his knees.
He vaguely heard Yang Chao's voice, as if he was cooperating with his classmates to help him up, and he needed to exert strength with his hands, so the man held his shoulders with one hand and supported his waist with the other.
As soon as the man touched his stomach, he felt a strong nausea and dizziness, turned his head reluctantly, and immediately vomited all over the floor.
Everyone took a big step back in an instant, and Ji Mingyue vomited a few mouthfuls of acid water again, as if he could vomit again at any time, and no one dared to come up to touch him for a while.
Ji Mingyue felt that his eyes were about to stare at him, and he couldn't stand still when he wanted to get up.
Suddenly, it seemed that someone pushed aside the crowd and came over. He knelt on the ground, not caring about the dirt on Ji Mingyue's body at all, wrapped his hands around his back, and put his hand through his knees, holding Ji Mingyue steady Hold it firmly.
In the chaos, Ji Mingyue heard someone say: "Fuck, hug the princess!"
The author has something to say: "Reminder" is "reminder", there is no need to over-interpret it, er, why would Mingyue feel guilty... In fact, it is a matter of perspective. A single person's perspective must be narrow. In the following text, it will be full and supplemented slowly, and there is no way to do it overnight.