"—So, you want to tell me that before you were at the same table with Lin Feng and knew each other well, you already realized that you were gay?"
After reading the "rich resources" that Ji Mingyue showed him, which filled the entire hard drive, Ji Hong's face changed several times, and finally returned to calmness. He turned his head, looked at Ji Mingyue and asked.
"Well, it should be said..." Taking the mouse to close the entire page of the small yellow picture file, Ji Mingyue was embarrassed to look directly into Ji Hong's eyes, but nodded seriously, "That's it."
He added: "I had some feelings when I was in junior high school. In the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination, I checked the Internet and found out what was going on with me."
"I also hesitated and struggled," but at that time Ji Hong was busy with his career and was away from home all year round. Ji Mingyue didn't dare to confide in his confusion about his sexuality, and finally chose to bury it in his heart. "But I found that I seemed to be really Not interested in girls. Then I started scouring the internet for...um, stuff."
He coughed heavily to hide the discomfort on his face: There's no way, it's too embarrassing to show his dad what Lifan does in order to come out of the closet...
But apart from doing this, there is no other way to explain the facts more directly and quickly, and clarify the timeline by the way.
"Downloading to the computer has its own time, and some seeds also have their own time, I have shown you all of these just now." Ji Mingyue said, "When I was in high school, I noticed Lin Feng and thought he was very suitable. The type of lover I imagined, and then I fell in love with him...cough."
With a slight fever on his face, he still insisted on saying:
"I fell in love with Lin Feng, not because of the cause, but because of the effect."
From the moment Ji Hong turned to him, he kept his hands crossed on his knees. He nodded lightly after hearing what he said: "The logic is clear, the evidence is in place, the conclusion is clear, and it is quite convincing—"
He seemed to be commenting on the new employee's project report, and he sat out of the boss's chair in a daze: "Have you been preparing for a long time?"
"...not at all." Ji Mingyue rubbed his nose and looked at him carefully, "Only when I have time before going to bed, I would think about it..."
"Okay." Ji Hong held his forehead slightly, "I believe that Lin Feng has no responsibility for you in this matter, so what about him? Are you sure that he likes you too?"
"Sure!" Mentioning this aspect, Ji Mingyue's eyes lit up for a moment, and he opened his mouth and then pursed his lower lip, as if he was a little hard to say, "He, alas, anyway... he was also very, very early Like me, earlier than I took the initiative to help him!"
"How early?" Ji Hong raised his eyebrows slightly in surprise.
"It's really early... But compared to this," Ji Mingyue took another deep breath and said, "Dad, I have one more important thing to confess to you."
When Ji Hong saw him taking a deep breath, he knew that he really attached great importance to what he was going to say, so he raised his head and said, "Go ahead."
As a result, when he raised his head, he frightened Ji Mingyue back a step: "Dad, you promise me first, don't beat me up after listening!"
Looking at his precious son, Ji Hong frowned slightly, and suddenly felt an ominous premonition.
What Ji Mingyue asked Lin Feng to take before was the various schedules and precautions that Yang Chao told them before the college entrance examination, and asked them to take notes. In fact, there was only a thin piece of paper, and it took a minute or two to turn it over. Out.
Holding the piece of paper in his hand, Lin Feng raised his head and looked in the direction of the master bedroom.
Because Ji Hong said in advance that he would take them to a big meal after the college entrance examination, the original chef did not come. It was less than four o'clock when they returned home, and it was almost six o'clock now. The door of the master bedroom was still closed tightly, and the father and son could not be seen coming out.
After two hours of worry and anxiety, Lin Feng was almost unable to do other things the whole time. When the hands of the wall clock in the living room passed six o'clock, he stood up and decided to walk over and knock on the door.
His original plan was: knock on the door and ask them how they plan to eat. If they continue to "talk", then he can start cooking earlier so that no one will be hungry.
Who knew that as soon as he walked to the door of the master bedroom, he heard an "嗤" from inside, it was Ji Mingyue's cry, accompanied by the muffled sound of something hitting the flesh.
The moment Lin Feng heard it clearly, he almost didn't even think about it, and went straight to the door. Who knew that the door was locked tightly, so he patted the door several times before someone came to open it for him.
It was Ji Mingyue who was clutching his butt.
Ji Mingyue was pitiful and dejected, looking miserable and funny, Lin Feng instinctively wanted to hold him in his arms to comfort him immediately, but when he turned around and saw that Ji Hong was still there, he had to hold back.
"Uncle Ji, you can talk about anything, don't do anything." Lin Feng still stretched out his hand to protect Ji Mingyue behind his back, "If you can't get angry, you can attack me with anything."
"Aiming at you?" Ji Hong snorted lightly, and cast a glance at Ji Mingyue who was behind Lin Feng inexplicably.
"Yes." Lin Feng stepped forward and said, "I liked him first, and I confessed my love to him first. To this day, the responsibility lies with me..."
Ji Mingyue understood why Lin Feng insisted on confessing his love first, but he was moved, so he grabbed the hem of Lin Feng's clothes from behind: "What, Lin Feng, this matter has nothing to do with you..."
He lowered his voice: "I lied to my dad... It's really my fault. My dad should beat me up."
"Should?" Ji Hong snorted coldly, "Then do you want to come over and suffer a few more times?"
Ji Mingyue flinched back again.
From childhood to adulthood, no, it should be said that this is the first time in his two lifetimes that he has been spanked by Ji Hong. Ji Hong's strike is really hard... However, after hiding for less than two seconds, he poked his head out again: "Dad, you If you are not relieved, you can fight if you want to..."
Ji Hong wanted to smile and said: "Then you are coming here?" He clapped his palms, "Stinky boy, you made up nonsense so well at the age of 16, your father, I really underestimated you..."
"Uncle Ji, I am also responsible for this matter, you can still target me." Lin Feng took the initiative to say again, "From the beginning, he lied to you because of me..."
"Yeah, from the very beginning, he was for you..."
He has already been beaten, and Ji Hong is an extremely rational person. Recalling Ji Mingyue's situation and needs at that time, and putting himself in his shoes, he thought he would make the same choice as Ji Mingyue—this kid actually knows how to make a fool of himself. , every step of the way, it really made him look different.
After figuring this out, he didn't intend to beat Ji Mingyue at first, put down the hand that deliberately threatened him, raised his head and glanced at Lin Feng lightly: "He told me everything now, what about you?"
Lin Feng was stunned for a second before realizing what Ji Hong meant, and said, "My mother saw it early on, and I admitted it to her."
Ji Hong was slightly stunned, but Ji Mingyue poked his head out again and said, "Really, Auntie Jiang found out during her freshman year of high school, she was afraid that Lin Feng would bully me, so she specially reminded me to come, but she didn't know that I also liked Lin Feng ,hey-hey… "
"Did I ask you?" Hearing his son's smirk, Ji Hong felt that the toothache he hadn't had for a long time was about to flare up again. "Both parents on both sides found out early in the morning..."
A layer of window paper has been left for more than two years, and he has made too much psychological preparation, so now he looks at Lin Feng and habitually protects Ji Mingyue behind him, and he feels that it is quite natural and pleasing to the eye...
"Uncle Ji, I have been planning to take Mingyue to the nursing home after the college entrance examination is over, and formally confirm our relationship." Lin Feng said solemnly, "Now, I want to ask for your permission—is it okay?"
Ji Hong looked at him, then looked at Ji Mingyue's shining eyes behind him, and sighed after a while: "I heard that your mother has recovered well recently, and you are busy with the college entrance examination, so you haven't seen her for a while? "
He supported his temple with one hand, and waved lightly with the other: "... go."
"Yeah~" It was Ji Mingyue who seemed happier than Lin Feng who opened his mouth to celebrate in a low voice.
Lin Feng asked him in a low voice: "Are you hungry? Do you want to go out to eat or eat at home?"
Ji Mingyue pinched his fingers, winked, and signaled him to please Ji Hong first. The two of them were standing together hooking up, green and sticky, as if no air could get in between them, not much different from the usual high school couples on the street.
Ji Hong remembered that he asked Ji Mingyue before, "Are you really sure that Lin Feng likes him", but Ji Mingyue didn't give a clear answer.
But now it seems that there is no need to ask any more.
Jiang Manyun's illness has been repeated for more than two years, and this year finally saw a major improvement.
In April of this year, the hospital tried the latest international treatment methods for her. Unexpectedly, the effect was remarkable. Recently, she has been able to get out of bed and do some exercise properly. It's just that if he wants to recover completely, he still needs to go to a foreign country with more advanced medical environment and equipment to receive treatment. He plans to leave in July.
When Ji Mingyue arrived at the appointed day, he was nervous for a whole day in advance, and changed four or five sets of bare clothes before going out. In the end, Lin Feng couldn't bear to see it, and he pressed him in front of the full-length mirror and kissed him slowly, which made Ji Ming less anxious to be nervous.
In the end, he wore a white T-shirt, a white hooded jacket, black casual trousers, and white sneakers. His hair was clean and his eyes were black and white. He was still full of student spirit, well-behaved and non-aggressive.
He called this set "seeing the elders' scheming set", which somewhat added some confidence to him. However, when he arrived at the nursing home with Lin Feng, he realized that this worry seemed unnecessary—
In my impression, Jiang Manyun was always pale and sickly lying on the hospital bed, looking weak and gentle. Unexpectedly, this time, they didn't see anyone in the ward, and followed the nurse's guidance, and then went to the open space downstairs. see her.
Downstairs is green grass, she is wearing a light blue sportswear, and is playing badminton with a woman about her age. Compared with normal people, they didn't run fast, or even slow, but they could still see her thin but graceful figure, as well as the sweat beads shining slightly in the sun.
She turned her head and saw the two, showing a gentle smile that Ji Mingyue was familiar with: "Mingyue, come and play with auntie for a while?"
It just so happened that Ji Mingyue was also wearing sportswear today. He was taken aback for a moment, then took off his coat and stepped forward, took the racket from another woman, and started fighting with Jiang Manyun.
He didn't dare to use too much force, it was a bit overkill, and the result was that the ball would flutter to the ground before it even flew in front of the person, and Jiang Manyun laughed several times.
Jiang Manyun couldn't exercise for a long time, so she stopped playing with Ji Mingyue for a few minutes. She asked Lin Feng to stay where she was, and walked to a gazebo in the lawn next to him, holding Ji Mingyue's arm.
Another woman followed and gave her the two pieces of clothing that had been placed beside her, and told her not to catch a cold before going upstairs alone.
"Is that Auntie's friend?" Ji Mingyue asked.
"Yes." Jiang Manyun had just finished exercising, her cheeks were rosy, and her lips were smiling, which made her look even better. "I didn't expect to make such a good friend here... Auntie, I really want to thank you."
"No, no, no," Ji Mingyue shook his hand, thinking of the purpose of his coming, "I, I will treat your son...cough."
"Lin Feng told me everything in detail." Of course, in Lin Feng's version, there is no such fantasy concept as "rebirth", "So you also liked him at that time. Auntie didn't know... it was Auntie is meddling in her own business."
"No, originally at that time, our timing was not ripe... and we still needed to go through some more things." Ji Mingyue said seriously, "At that time, I am very grateful for your reminder."
Jiang Manyun looked at him with a smile in his eyes, and sighed softly: "You are really a good boy..."
"Then, me, Lin Feng...?" Ji Mingyue stammered, "Aren't you against it?"
"I have no objection." This made Ji Ming raise his heart, but fortunately there was another sentence, "—and I have no reason to object."
"I'm not in good health, and I've been dragging Lin Feng down. For my mother, I don't know how much he has paid..." Jiang Manyun said softly, "If you didn't help him, he still doesn't know what it would be like, and I don't know either. , what will I be..."
"... everything will be fine." Ji Mingyue said softly.
"If it's something, I don't think so much." Jiang Manyun shook his head and said with a smile, "Lin Feng has paid too much for me and for the family. Now, he finally has what he wants to do and what he likes." Man... If I stop him again, what use is my mother, other than hindering him and dragging him down?"
"In my life, I have relied on Lin Feng's father in the front and Lin Feng in the back, but in fact, people may not only have this kind of life." Jiang Manyun looked up with a smile, looked at the clear sky, and said, "That friend of mine , has the same illness as me, but her life experience is much richer than mine... After listening to what she said, I realized that I have been stuck in Beicheng and can't get out, but I locked myself up."
"She also accepted the new plan. Next month, the two of us will just be able to be companions together." Jiang Manyun turned his gaze back to Ji Mingyue and said with a smile, "Children and grandchildren have their own blessings, and I... want to see it too It's the outside world."
The 2010 World Cup begins on June 11.
This period of time happened to be the best time when the college entrance examination had just ended and the results had not yet come out. Students had no psychological burden at all and could have fun freely.
Ji Mingyue and Lin Feng also turned black and white in a rare way. They got together with Wen Erya and Feng Rui, stayed up all night watching a game, fought anxiously for a victory in the middle of the night, and then slept during the day without knowing their personnel.
On a midsummer night, they had just finished watching the match between Portugal and North Korea, and they were arguing and arguing with each other, when Lin Feng's cell phone rang suddenly.
It is an unfamiliar number, and the place of attribution is from Beijing.