When Feng Yege found Lou Qingwu, she was lying on the abandoned roof of the Ning family. She raised her head, looked at the sky in the dark night indifferently, opened her eyes, and the starlight above her head shone in her eyes, like broken jade.
The expression is indifferent but quiet, and there is nothing unusual about it.
Feng Yege breathed a sigh of relief.
Walked towards her.
Standing in front of her, he didn't speak, just lying beside her, lying side by side with her and looking at the night sky above his head.
I don't know how long it took before Lou Qingwu blinked, turned her head, looked at Feng Yege's Qingjun side face, "Don't you want to ask me something?"
"Are you going to tell me?"
Feng Yege also looked at her, with a light in her eyes that she couldn't understand, but somehow it made Lou Qingwu feel at ease.
Maybe, she doesn't need anything now, she just wants someone who can listen quietly.
The emotions in her heart were too turbulent, and she needed to find a way to express the shock and anxiety brought to her by seeing that picture scroll, "How do you know I'm here?"
"Lan Bai came to me with that picture scroll. Although I don't know the relationship between you and Mrs. Ninth in that picture, but she looks so similar to you, she should be from the Ning family." So, when he This is the place that came to mind when I saw the picture scroll for the first time.
She's nostalgic, and he's known that from a long time ago.
Lou Qingwu stared at him in a daze, after a long while, she quietly lowered her eyes, turned her head around again, raised an arm to cover her eyes, and after a long time, said slowly, "She is indeed from the Ning family. .”
After a pause, he continued: "She is my mother."
"Huh?" Feng Yege was taken aback, "But your mother has already..."
The main room of Zuoxianglou's music style has disappeared many years ago. This is something that the whole capital knows, but now
What exactly is going on
Lou Qingwu shook her head, unable to see her expression clearly: "I don't know either. Back then, the nanny said that my mother was forced to death, but there was no bones left." But many years later, the person she always thought was gone reappeared in her In front of her, still in this way, she felt very sad. She always thought that she had no relatives in this world. Her father's indifference and disregard for Lou Lian's frame made her feel completely chilled.
In the previous life, she was sent back to the countryside like that by Ruan Zhen and Lou Lianxin, and died there completely. If she hadn't met her senior brother, she thought, she might not have survived that winter.
But after going through so much, she even watched her own flesh and blood die tragically with her own eyes. She thought that she was alone in the two lives, but suddenly told her that she actually still has relatives. And this close relative is not only by his side, but also so close that he can reach it with his hand. But in her previous life, she was so miserable that her mother didn't help her at all. When Ruan Zhen used the Ruan family to harm her, but the mother in the Ruan family just watched and let her go like that, did she... have given up on herself too
Thinking of this possibility, she felt her heart bleed.
The pain was unbearable.
The hand that Lou Qingwu curled up suddenly revealed her suppressed emotions, Feng Yege felt sorry for her, but he knew that what she wanted at this time was not comfort with words, but calmness, and she needed to figure it out by herself Otherwise, no one really can help her. But this kind of Lou Qingwu made him feel distressed. He stared blankly for a long time before he couldn't help but whispered: "Do you still remember the first time you saw me?"
Lou Qingwu's body was startled, and after a while, she responded softly, "I remember."
That should be a scene she will never forget in her life.
When she was only six years old, she and Lou Lianxin followed her father to the palace to pay homage to the old prince. It was the first time she entered the palace. Her father led Lou Lianxin to the front, and she and Mammy followed behind. Mammy walked more and more slowly, and at the end, the father in front could no longer be seen. Mammy took her to an unknown place, so she told her that she had to leave beforehand and asked her to wait there. She waited for a long time until her legs were sore and numb, but she didn't wait for Mammy to come back.
Later, she heard the faint sound of the piano, and she walked along a very remote path along the sound, and finally came to a garden hidden in the depths of the bamboo forest.
She opened the door curiously and walked in. Through the green bamboos with flying bamboo leaves, she saw a young man playing the piano with his head down. His body seemed to be coated with a layer of golden light, like a banished fairy.
She was almost stunned, staring blankly, and even forgot the time. The sound of the piano was beautiful, but somehow it made people feel sad.
Until the end of the song, the handsome young man suddenly grasped the trembling strings with both hands, the sharp strings cut his fingers, blood dripped on the surface of the piano, beautiful but desolate like residual flowers.
Lou Qingwu didn't know why she wasn't afraid at that time, and went out...
Feng Yege seemed to be caught in the memory, with a tender and gentle expression in her phoenix eyes, "You were so young at that time, but you told me to bandage up bleeding like a little adult. In the end, you bandaged me with a bow. I was stunned, and I couldn't imagine that there would be such a little girl in my hand." But he didn't expect that just such a little girl's appeasement could inexplicably calm the grief of his father's death.
"Those who don't know are fearless." Lou Qingwu also laughed. If she knew that the boy was the youngest prince who had just been conferred in Dongyu Kingdom back then, she wouldn't have the guts to do it.
"But at that time, it was the most relaxing half-day of my depression for half a month. You should know that my father is not the emperor's brother, nor is he of the royal blood."
"I know that."
"Because of his service to the late emperor, he was conferred the title of prince, and his descendants have been hereditary princes for generations, but there is one thing you may not know, or this secret that the entire Dongyu country does not know, that I am not the biological son of my father. My father never married in his life, how could he have a son like me?"
"Huh?" Lou Qingwu was stunned for a moment, she really didn't know this, but everyone in Beijing thought he was the old prince's biological son.
"No, I'm not... so, can you understand, losing my father, I felt like I had lost everything at that time, there was no one around me, and everyone respected me, but it was only because of my identity as the Night King Fear, I am like a person isolated from everyone, lonely, lonely, and sad. So, I can understand your current mood, but," Feng Yege said, turning his head and looking at Lou Qing seriously. Wu, "But junior sister, you still have me now."
Nine years ago, she broke into his world by mistake and expelled his despair, but today, he is also willing to be a light in her dark life.
Lou Qingwu was stunned, staring blankly at Feng Yege, the emotions in her eyes slowly gathered, and she covered them with the back of her hand again.
After a long time, he murmured: "Yes, I still have a brother..."
She is no longer alone.