If it was Feng Yege who decided to marry Ye Ji last time, then her choice now is to send Ye Ji to Feng Yege again.
She is very aware of the pain of being with someone she doesn't like, let alone for a lifetime. She wants to let him be free and happy, but if she takes a step, it will ruin his happiness. That's her.
Lou Qingwu's hesitation fell into Feng Yege's eyes, and the pain in his eyes was no less than hers. He knew that it was despicable for him to persecute her like this, but if he knew the reason, he would have to watch her walk into the abyss. He can't do it. What's more, taking this opportunity, he wants to completely remove the thorn in Lou Qingwu's heart.
The two seemed to be at an impasse, with neither willing to compromise.
But at this moment, their hearts are closest... After a long time, Feng Yege broke the silence, "That night, I planted hallucinogenic weed for you, you should know."
Lou Qingwu froze, and the matter that she had deliberately ignored all this time was brought up again, she closed her eyes, her voice became a little hoarse: "Brother, don't say any more."
"That night, I used hallucinogenic weed to learn something from you."
"Senior brother!" Lou Qingwu growled, then turned her head and froze when she saw Feng Yege's equally painful eyes.
Her lips moved, but she didn't say a word after all, she could only stare blankly at Feng Yege and take a deep breath, "Junior Sister, let me finish speaking, if you still want to finish speaking after finishing speaking, Go, I will never stop you."
Lou Qingwu's voice was a little hoarse, her lips curled up, and then she nodded lightly: "...you say it."
"Do you still hate Xia Houqing?"
"..." Lou Qingwu didn't speak. She didn't know how to tell Feng Yege. She didn't blame him for seeing her secret. She actually had the idea of telling him in the carriage, but that idea was nothing She passed by and then was covered in dust by her, but Feng Yege knew that her first reaction was to relax a lot. These secrets have been kept in her heart for several years. Since her rebirth, those stones have made her breathless. They don't understand why she is so cruel, so extreme, and even so perverted that she takes pleasure in exposing the skin of those bad guys. But she doesn't like it at all, she just wants to use this to numb her nerves, you see, I am such a bad person, so don't get close to me, stay away from me.
But after a long time, you will still be tired. And on this long dark road of revenge, Feng Yege is the only light, at least in those days in Yaowang Valley, she will not remember hatred.
However, she is already in hell, how can Feng Yege be brought in
But Feng Yege knew it, he knew her secret, he knew the root cause of her doing these things, she thought she would be angry, but her first feeling was actually relaxed.
The gaze of the person opposite was too gentle, as if she had done bad things countless times, and when he turned around, he would still stand at a distance, waiting for her.
Feng Yege saw the looseness in her eyes, stood up slowly, walked in front of her, bent down, and looked deeply into her eyes with her dark pupils, "Junior Sister, if a person is immersed in the harm others do to her and only Remembering the harm others have done to her, then she will only live in the pain of the past all her life. Junior sister, if you live this life again, do you still want to trap yourself in the pain of the past?"
"I don't..." Lou Qingwu instinctively denied, she was taking revenge, she was not in pain, seeing them step by step towards despair, she felt sincerely happy.
"No, you are still living in that pain." Feng Yege shook her head, her voice was soft like a wind, slowly blowing away the haze in her heart, "I know you want to bring that child back to life, but junior sister, you Have you ever thought that that child would want his mother to step into the abyss of endless pain again because of him? Qingwu," Feng Yege's fingertips gently rubbed her cheek, with nostalgia and warmth, "Xia Houqing destroyed him with his own hands. Do you think that child really wants his father to still be Xia Houqing? Does he still let Xia Houqing's blood flow in his body? I think, if he has the same life as you The last thing he saw was Xia Houqing's cruelty to you and ruthlessness to him, so is he still willing to let Xia Houqing be his father?"
"..."
"Qing Wu, first of all, he is your child, not Xia Houqing's. Therefore, as long as it is born by you, it may be him. Not necessarily, it must be Xia Houqing. If this is the case, why do you want to give birth to him? Pushed into such a desperate situation?"
Lou Qingwu stared blankly at Feng Yege, her mind was blank, she seemed to only remember the redness that filled the sky, and the icy coldness that her last finger touched.
"Yeah, why let him endure this again in this life?"
A tear rolled down.
Since she was reborn, because of this drop of tears, all the strength built in front of her collapsed to the ground. From the moment she opened her eyes after her rebirth, what she remembered when she closed her eyes was the scene before the child's death. Buried in a strange circle, she wanted to keep the child alive, but she had no choice, so she thought of such a non-solution.
But she didn't even think about it, what if the child didn't want to
The pain in Lou Qingwu's eyes made Feng Yege sigh pitifully, and hugged her tightly in his arms, with a soft voice, as if coaxing a child, "Be good, I'm fine now, nothing has happened yet , everything is still too late, you will have another child, he will grow up healthily under your careful protection, he will follow you to babble, he will call your mother, he will act like a baby with you, and he will grow into a strong and healthy child. Young man, marry a wife and have children... He will be brave and strong, and he will come to you again. Because ah, he has a mother who is the strongest in the world. His mother loves him, protects him, and wants to give He is the best in the world, of course, he will definitely have a best father in the future, and that is... me."
Lou Qingwu: "..."
Lou Qingwu was being moved by the warmth of the first half of the sentence, but when she heard the last sentence, all the sentimentality faded away in an instant, she raised her head in disbelief, and stared at the man who had no shame.
"Brother, I'm not used to you like this..."
Feng Yege's rare phoenix eyes hooked up, the brilliance overflowed, and the eyes flickered: "Junior Sister, you have already paid homage to marriage, do you still want our future children to have another father? Huh?"
"..." Help, I don't know this person!
Lou Qingwu's eyes were still a little red, looking at the extremely handsome man in front of her, she said seriously: "Senior Brother, I understand what you said. I decided to give up marrying Xia Houqing, so..."
"so?"
"I decided to find another father for the child."