Ye Fei's body trembled slightly, his nails in the palms of his hands. Her heart was filled with grief and anger, and she could not speak, but she was afraid that all her mouth would be spiteful curses. She wanted to rush up, strangle the throats of the two people, and slap them a few times. Ask them why they insulted Jasmine in this way, do you know that it was they who made Songxi drunk and died. The anger in her heart was hard to suppress, and she didn't care to say hello to everyone, and ran out of the gate with a cold face, and ran towards the dive shop along the beach.
Chen Jiajun locked the door and walked to the restaurant with Qiu Meixin and Lin Daming. He saw a familiar figure from a distance, carrying flip flops, and ran over to the edge of the beach, splashing the corners of the skirt with water drops.
"Ye Fei." He yelled, but she didn't even hear it.
Chen Jiajun called her name again, turned around and chased after two strides, pressed her shoulder, and fished her over. When she took a closer look, her eyebrows were standing, her eye sockets flushed, and her face was full of anger that could not be covered.
"Where are you going?" He probably guessed the reason, and asked knowingly.
Ye Fei was impatient, staring at him and asked, "Where are the two people talking to you? I'm going to find them!"
"left already."
"You let them go?"
"Yes." He paused. "They will set off tomorrow to mourn Xi."
"Why let them go? They still have a face!" Ye Fei was short of breath, his chest rising and falling violently, "If it weren't for them, how could something happen to Songxi!"
She also wanted to run forward, her wrist was held tightly by Chen Jiajun.
"Ye Fei, you are not allowed to go!" His expression was grim.
"You have heard what they said, haven't you?" Ye Fei was anxious and angry, crying, "How can they say that and still feel that Songxi is not sad enough? How else would he drink so? Much? How could you drown in such shallow water!"
"It's not to blame others. Understand? No one is to blame!" He leaned forward, leaning on her shoulders, looking into her eyes, "What did I say to you? Don't blame yourself."
He continued to pause and said slowly: "Don't count Songxi's death on others."
With a serious expression on his face, Ye Feihui moved his lips in a daze for a moment.
"If you say, who should be blamed." Chen Jiajun continued, "Songxi is an adult, and he is responsible for his actions."
Ye Fei stayed on the spot, knowing that every word he said could not be refuted, his thoughts surged and tears slipped down.
His sigh was inaudible, and his tone softened: "Some lessons are too painful, and it's too late to regret. They say the wrong things, do the wrong things, and they are all sad, but they don't owe Songxi his life. "
"But, they... shouldn't say..."
"In their opinion, those words are the support of friends and are consistent with Songxi." Chen Jiajun said calmly, "Do you remember what he said about Jasmine?"
Ye Fei's ears roared, remembering that Song Xi had just returned to the island when Song Xi complained that Jasmine had sneered when she was in the arms of others.
He said that bitch.
She only felt that there was a blank in her mind. Sure enough, all the bitter fruits he tasted were planted by himself? Why, still feel unwilling? Ye Fei choked up, "But, he knew he was going to change, he obviously worked so hard. Why, why can't he give him a chance?"
"It's not that you work hard, you will have the result you want." Chen Jiajun hugged her and patted her on the back lightly.
Ye Fei cried for a while, his sobbing gradually lowered, his head down, his eyes flushed.
Qiu Meixin came over: "Sir Wang and they are leaving tomorrow, don't think too much, just relax, and be separate from everyone."
Ye Fei wiped his face, answered "Oh", silently followed the three of them, and walked towards Joy's. She was still thinking about what Chen Jiajun had said, a little absent-minded, and walking slowly. He stopped, stretched out his hand sideways, took Ye Fei, and held her fingertips in his palm.
Ye Fei muttered dumbly: "Why can you scold them, but I can't?"
"I want them to know their mistakes and take care of Songxi's family more." Chen Jiajun teased, "Are you sure you know what you want to say, not to hit someone?" His palm was warm and strong, and the heat came through, making her all over It's all warm and mellow. Ye Fei was a little embarrassed, and wanted to take his hand out, but he held it tighter. When she didn't go, he stopped too, the arms of the two of them were almost straight, and he pulled a little, as if pulling a little tantrum.
Until he walked to the door of Joy's, Ye Fei remembered the loss of Jaynes that day, and stopped again without realizing it, and drew his hand back again. Chen Jiajun didn't say anything, let go of her, and walked into the store first.
The two men dragged along the way, Qiu Meixin and Lin Daming were watching. They first came to the restaurant, sat down at the long table, and saw Chen Jiajun and Ye Fei walking in one after another, and they couldn't help but think of the conversation in the shop just now.
After Songxi's two friends left, Chen Jiajun locked the doors of the office and the shop. Lin Daming waited for him on the terrace: "I didn't see you yesterday afternoon, and Ah Fei was not there either."
"She is in a bad mood, take her around."
"Where did you go?"
"Lighthouse, I went to see Langley and Surin."
"You rarely take others there." Lin Daming smiled and asked him, "Did you think about it?"
Chen Jiajun nodded: "Yes."
Qiu Meixin smiled lightly: "Don't say it anymore, like Jia Rong?"
"Heh—" He laughed self-deprecatingly, "It doesn't look like it."
Lin Daming smiled knowingly: "It's not like I found out early, right?"
Chen Jiajun did not deny either.
"What about... Jocelyn?" Qiu Meixin asked, "Sorry, I shouldn't mention her now. Ye Fei knows all about you?"
Chen Jiajun shook his head. He started, ready to be honest, but Ye Fei didn't ask.
"I think her feelings are very simple and pure." Qiu Meixin sighed, "If she knows, in your heart, she is not the one you love the most..."
"There is no favorite." He interrupted Qiu Meixin, "There is only love, or no love."
Whether Ye Fei wants to explore his past or understand his present, he can face her inquiries calmly. In his heart, there are no such words as love, favorite, or more. Like it, she is the only one.
Lin Daming breathed a sigh of relief: "We can finally rest assured, I am so happy for you!"
Qiu Meixin smiled: "Then, what should I do after thinking about it?"
A faint smile crossed Chen Jiajun's lips: "There will always be a way."
Because of Songxi's affairs, everyone was no longer in the mood to talk and laugh, and the dinner atmosphere was a bit dull.
Yanes brought a laptop, showed the Chinese website framework to Chen Jiajun, and explained how to operate in the background to edit the content of the webpage.
Ye Fei was also listening. When the two of them finished talking, she borrowed the computer and checked the e-mails of the past two days. There were several emails from Xu Pengcheng in the mailbox, probably because she realized that she would not open it, and wrote the content on the title.
"Where are you? Why does the phone keep turning off?"
"They said you went on a trip, when will you be back?"
"I have arrived in Beijing, tell me where you have been, I will find you."
"I'll wait for you here, don't avoid me."
She glanced, and simply exited the mailbox. After hesitating for a moment, she opened the one she had applied for for Songxi. There was a letter lying quietly inside, in bold black and unread, and the sender was Jasmine.
Only one line.
I forgive you. Yet I'll try to forget you.
I forgive you. But I will try to forget you.
Chen Jiajun and Ye Fei were at the two ends of the long table, watching her walking back to her seat with the computer in her arms, not knowing what she was looking at, she curled her lips contemptuously, and then looked more and more sad. She closed the computer and watched the people chat with her chin, but she was obviously wandering away from the sky, her whole body fainted, she didn't speak much, and she didn't eat much food. Everyone toasted to say goodbye, and she followed a glass of beer to drink. It was Yanes who served her a bowl of Tom Yum Goong with two prawns in it.
After the checkout, several students had to take the morning boat to leave the next day, and did not mention going to the monkey bar again. Ye Fei hugged everyone, and goodbye one by one. Jaynes is tall, with his chin rubbed against her hair, he hugged Ye Fei vigorously, and said softly, "Take care, little Nightingale."
Sure enough, it's time to say goodbye to friends. The vigorous and lively summer, just reached its peak, it will come to an end.
The group walked back, Ye Fei fell behind. When I passed the monkey bar, I heard a familiar reggae song, which was the one that everyone hummed in unison when Songxi took her to the concert. She turned in silently and bought a bottle of locally produced rum. Zheng Yunchang wanted to stop him by saying a few words. He raised his head and saw Chen Jiajun standing at the door. His index finger touched his lips and motioned him not to say any more.
Ye Fei carried a bottle of wine and walked along the wooden trestle. The sea was sprinkled with silver moonlight, and the waves were undulating, like a satin with fine folds. She sat down at the end of the trestle bridge, dropped her legs on the water, unscrewed the bottle cap, spilled some into the sea, took a couple of sips, and cried silently.
Behind her, there was a creak of wooden boards, and someone sat down beside her, with a familiar and reassuring breath.
"Want to drink so much?" He said calmly, without questioning or reprimanding.
Ye Fei still had something to say, but didn't say anything.
He asked again: "Do you want to fall into the sea too?"
"No..." Ye Fei told the truth, "I just want to sit here for a while." She handed the bottle over, "Want?"
Chen Jiajun lowered his eyes and saw her pouting her mouth, her heart softened with a pitiful look. He took it, took a sip, and returned to Ye Fei's hand: "This wine is rushing, I woke up with a headache." He frowned, and didn't stop her anymore.
"I just wanted to tell Song Xi that Jasmine replied to him." Ye Fei lowered his head, his eyes blinked, and a tear fell on his hands.
"Ok?"
"She said,'I forgive you, yet I'll try to forget you'."
"Also."
"You said, did she know?" Ye Fei looked up, his eyes covered with mist, looking at him sadly.
Trapped in this gaze, Chen Jiajun heard his heartbeat, looked down at her, and was silent for a long while.
"It shouldn't." Ye Fei lowered his head again, "Maybe it's telepathy... Maybe, I just want to forget."
Chen Jiajun was noncommittal and listened to her.
"What would happen if Songxi didn't leave?" The corners of her eyes dropped, "I will receive this letter from Jasmine, too. Will he be more sad? Will he give up or work harder?" Her tears shed tears. Then, sliding across the lips, a piece of salty.
Chen Jiajun slowly said, "What do you think is Songxi's biggest wish for Jasmine?"
Ye Fei remembered the sky lantern, and she helped Songxi write those lines:
Molly,
Please forgive me,
and come back to me.
(Jasmine, please forgive me and come back to me)
However, he said, this is not the most important.
On the back, it says:
Be safe and happy. (平安，幸福)
Ye Fei's heart seemed to be pinched by someone.
She has forgiven you, she wants to move forward, she will definitely move forward. One day in the future, you will meet people who cherish her in peace and happiness as you think. It's just that she won't remember you anymore.
She cried faintly and couldn't tell what emotions were in her heart. "It's because I'm not sincere." Ye Fei whispered, "When making a wish, why should I think that the sky lantern will eventually fall into the sea."
Chen Jiajun sighed in sorrow, stretched out his hand and embraced Ye Fei, letting her lean on his shoulder. Just coming out of the restaurant and seeing her turning into the bar in a daze, Jarnes wanted to keep up, but hesitated. Chen Jiajun patted him: "I have to catch the boat tomorrow morning. Go back and pack your luggage. I will look at her."
Jarnes nodded, took a deep look at Ye Fei, and walked to the resort. After two steps, I seem to understand something. Turning around, I straightened my body and said seriously: "Boss, take good care of Faey. She is a good girl."
Of course he will. He doesn't need anyone to ask, he will guard her like this. However, there doesn't seem to be much time left to stay together this time.
Ye Fei leaned against Chen Jiajun's arms, his heart pounding, and the blood in his ears seemed to hit the tympanic membrane. She did not dare to move, for fear that she would lose this comfortable embrace. She didn't eat much, just drank a bottle of beer, mixed with a small bottle of rum, the wine slowly came up, and her speech became more and more upside-down.
She just grabbed the corner of Chen Jiajun's clothes, murmured a few words, and cried for a while, the T-shirt on his right shoulder was soaked with tears and it was damp.
He gently rubbed Ye Fei's arm and chuckled, "Rather than regretting so much, it is better to treat me better from now on, so that I will not regret it someday."
Ye Fei still has a trace of consciousness, propped up her body: "Bah, baah, what are you talking about!"
"I mean, if one day is far away..."
"That won't work, don't say that!"
"Okay, I won't say anything." He smiled and carried her back.
"I come to you every holiday and don't run away." She was nestled in his arms, her voice a little dull.
"Okay, I won't hide."
"Waiting for my graduation..."
"Ok?"
"I won't go." She closed her eyes. Oh, is it in a dream or in reality? In short, I finally said what I was saying, very safe.
"Yeah." Chen Jiajun's heart was also clear, as if walking from a long tunnel to a place with light, happy and calm inside.