As soon as he finished speaking, he was punched by Ye Fei: "No wonder I don't want me to come."
Chen Jiajun smiled: "Because I hope that I will get better every time I get treatment. It won't be too ugly to see you."
"I probably understand what you think." Ye Fei helped him to get up, "but you can't hide it from me every time you encounter difficult things. Others know your situation, but I don't."
"The state at that time was indeed not good. There is no need to show you the worst few days. Moreover, it just happened to be the Spring Festival. I hope you can spend the New Year with your family at ease."
"Do you think I am at ease? My heart is always hanging." Ye Fei said, "When you said that Mooney was in the hospital, I thought about whether the person in the hospital would be you. But I dare not think deeply. , I dare not ask more."
"If I really get a serious illness, there is today and no tomorrow, I will definitely let you fly over immediately." Chen Jiajun smiled, "I save both of you from regretting it."
Ye Fei gave him an angry look: "You are talking nonsense again."
"Ye Fei, I didn't want to talk to anyone at that time." Chen Jiajun looked calm, "including you."
She lowered her head, unhappy.
"I don't want to see sympathetic eyes from anyone, do you understand?"
Ye Fei nodded: "I know you are in a bad mood. Did the cups break?" She walked to the wall and knelt down to feel the faint traces on it, "Although it has been cleaned, it can still be seen here."
Chen Jiajun smiled: "Are you Holmes?"
"No way. Your elder brother told me." She heard Chen Jiacong talk about it. After the treatment was carried out for a period of time, the effect was no longer obvious. Chen Jiajun became anxious and silent, and for a few days he was extremely surly.
Ye Fei shook his hand: "Now what? Will you throw the cup at me?"
Chen Jiajun smiled and shook his head: "Accept the reality." He shook his foot gently, "Look, it's not bad, not completely paralyzed."
Ye Fei didn't dare to ask more just now, now pressing his leg, slightly hard: "Do you feel it?"
"Yes, but it's wooden, just like an anesthetic." He said, "It's the same with acupuncture, and it doesn't tell the difference between cold and hot."
"Even if the recovery is slower, it will always get better and better, right?"
Chen Jiajun nodded slightly: "Yes, but no one knows how much recovery will take and how long it will take." He pointed to the desk, "I know you have a lot of questions, there are some materials over there, you can look at it when you have time."
Ye Fei opened the drawer, and it was a stack of printed documents. After flipping through them, they were mostly articles related to diving medicine, the causes of decompression sickness, treatment plans, and related cases. She pursed her lips, "This is what you said, when I come, you will tell me one to five to ten? So, what next? Are you going to the United States?"
"I have this plan." Chen Jiajun said, "The attending doctor recommended several treatment and rehabilitation institutions with more experience."
"How long will it take?"
"One year, or two years."
"I regret now that I didn't apply to go there to study for a PhD." Ye Fei tightly grasped the document in his hand, "It is almost impossible to find a job there directly." She smiled reluctantly, "Or else , I smuggled over, got a dirty job, and washed a plate?"
"Didn't a few good companies agree to admit you before?"
"Well, the work location is in China."
"It just so happens that I don't have to come to Southeast Asia, and I can rest assured to work and live in a familiar place."
Ye Fei looked up at him: "You didn't want me to accompany you, did you?"
Chen Jiajun nodded: "Choose a job you like and do what you want to do."
"What I want to do is to stay by your side and see you every day."
"But..." He chuckled softly, "I don't want to."
Ye Fei looked at him worriedly, and his heart sank. He supported the armrest of the wheelchair and moved his body over. Ye Fei rushed forward and sat down with his arm. "Let's go eat first." Chen Jiajun said.
Ye Fei knelt before him and asked softly: "Do you really, don't want to see me?"
He nodded.
Ye Fei smiled: "I don't believe it. Who has been staring at me just now? He has been holding me, his hands are like sticking to me."
Chen Jiajun smiled: "Because I just met, I thought it was the same as before." He leaned forward and looked at Ye Fei's eyes, "After a while, you will find that I am not the same I was before."
Ye Fei was startled.
He continued: "What if the KC you like will never come back?"
She was silent for a moment, and there was confusion in her mind: "Then, everyone will have changes, and they will be different from before. This does not mean that I can't accept the changes."
"This process will be difficult." Chen Jiajun looked calm, "You should, have your own life, and re-plan your future."
"Of course I will." Ye Fei replied, "After so many things have happened, the previous plan must be changed."
"I mean, for your own consideration, not for me." Chen Jiajun said, "Or from another angle, when I am selfish. I don't want to be full of hope, but in the end it fails, and I also grind the good memories between the two people a little bit. Drop."
"How can you say that now? Do you think you can't get better?" Ye Fei pulled through the literature and quickly flipped through, "Many people have recovered."
"Some people don't." He was calm as if talking about other people's things. "Moreover, the process may be very long. Both people will be very hard.
Ye Fei took a deep breath: "Speak bluntly, what is your plan."
Chen Jiajun did not directly answer: "You do what you want to do, and I will try my best to treat and recover. Don't worry about each other."
"What does it mean to have no worries? Each has its own way, right." Ye Fei raised an eyebrow to look at him, "If I like others, what should I do?"
"Do what you want," he said, "as long as the other person is worth it."
Ye Fei put his arms on his shoulders: "I see, you want to be with other girls, right?"
"will not."
Ye Fei snorted: "What is this, are you going to break up with me?"
"If you insist on a definition..." Chen Jiajun closed his eyes slightly, then opened them slowly, "Well, let's break up."
Ye Feiteng stood up: "I flew thousands of kilometers to hear you and I broke up?" She gritted her teeth, opened her eyes, and raised her right hand.
"Hey, what are you going to do?" Chen Jiajun leaned back and smiled faintly, "Is it bullying me that I can't beat you?"
"You have been bullying me!" Ye Fei shook her hand and slammed it on the wheelchair armrest. The pain made her frown and gritted her teeth, and she sucked in cold air. "Yes, you are selfish. You are really too selfish. I have never considered my mood! Do you want to have no worries, okay, then you can fend for yourself!" She squeezed over from the wheelchair, staggering, and again He hit the desk and didn't care about rubbing it. He pushed the door of the ward heavily, and then fell back with his hand.
The light was not turned on in the room, and the afterglow of the sun gradually disappeared into the skyline. Chen Jiajun sat firmly in the wheelchair, maintaining the expression that was just smiley. His blood pressure had been low recently. In addition, he hadn't eaten dinner, his mind became more and more dizzy, but he didn't want to move, and he didn't call a caregiver.
I don't know how long it took, the door was gently pushed open, and someone tiptoed over and stood behind him. Chen Jiajun laughed: "Why, I'm back again?"
Ye Fei pouted and mumbled: "How do you know it's me?"
"Others don't stay silent."
"I'm angry at you if I don't speak." Ye Fei complained. She turned the wheelchair half a circle, and faced Chen Jiajun, "There is something very important, I haven't told you yet." She took Chen Jiajun's hand and placed it on her lower abdomen. Her waist has always been tight and flat, but now it is slightly raised.
With the light coming in through the small window on the door, Chen Jiajun looked at Ye Fei in surprise.
"You count the time for yourself..." She lowered her head and smiled a little smugly, "Will you break up with me?"
He froze in place, looking at Ye Fei, unable to speak for a while. The room was quiet.
Ye Fei looked at Chen Jiajun's unbelievable expression, rubbed his fingers, and whispered: "It's all your fault, you have to be responsible to me."
His brows frowned: "Every time we..."
"I'm not acknowledging it? Rubber products are also invalid... Nothing is 100%. Besides, sometimes I sleep drowsy..." She was half nervous, half ashamed, and brushed away Chen Jiajun's hand. "It's here anyway. In the hospital, it will be convenient to have a test tomorrow, so you won’t believe it."
Chen Jiajun clasped his hands and pressed his lips into a line.
Ye Fei tentatively said: "Are you going to drive me away? Or do you want to persuade me? Then I will really hate you for the rest of my life." Her voice was trembling, and there was a twinkling of light in her eyes.
Chen Jiajun took her hand, brought a belt to her, and slowly said: "Ye Fei, I can't take care of you now... You guys. I don't want you to have a hard time."
"Who wants you to take care of? I can take care of myself." Ye Fei pouted, "I can still take care of you, you."
Chen Jiajun smiled indifferently, touched her lower abdomen lightly, and asked in a low voice, "Did you bump into it just now?"
"I didn't hit my stomach, but I knocked on my thigh." Ye Fei bared his teeth, "It hurts too! This is also your fault!"
Chen Jiajun took her arm and brought a belt to her side, motioning her to sit on her lap. Ye Fei hesitated, holding onto the armrest of the wheelchair.
"I've said it all, I'm fine, my legs are just numb, not crushed."
Ye Fei smiled: "I'm afraid of crushing the wheelchair."
"The weight is one hundred and fifty kilograms." Chen Jiajun patted the armrest. "Have you grown that much?"
Ye Fei was relieved, and sat down on his lap sideways. She moved softly and secretly supported the handrail, not daring to put the weight of her whole body on it.
"It's really okay." Chen Jiajun sighed, hugged her tightly, held her forearm, and asked, "Have you hit your hand?"
"Yeah, it hurts to death."
"Can't be so frizzy in the future."
Ye Fei snorted in his nose: "It's not all that makes you angry!"
"Yes, it's all my fault."
Ye Fei held his neck: "Will you still drive me away?"
Chen Jiajun was silent.
Ye Fei touched his short hair, and chuckled, "You shave my hair so short and drive me away. Are you going to be a monk?"
He frowned and looked at her annoyedly: "Why are you touching a pet?"
Ye Fei smiled, "Aren't you?"
"It's convenient to do EEG, or the hair is always curled up, which makes washing troublesome."
"I'll help you wash it in the future." Ye Fei smiled, with a strong nasal voice, with a urn sound, "this feels good too."
"Run out to cry?" Chen Jiajun asked.
"Oh, yeah. You want to break up with me, can you not cry?" Ye Fei's tone was flat and did not hide, "Now you know, don't say anything that makes me moody. I can't stand it."
Chen Jiajun nodded, feeling complicated and unspeakable. He hugged Ye Fei tightly and buried his head on her chest. With a warm and soft touch, he smelled the faint fragrance that belongs to her. For a while, he felt a little grateful.
Ye Fei's cheek was pressed against his hair, itchy, and comforting in his heart, he said softly: "Let's go to eat, we are all hungry."
After dinner, Ye Fei accompanied Chen Jiajun to the backyard and wanted to help him for a walk as ordered by the nurse. Chen Jiajun hesitated.
"I haven't become a porcelain doll. It's sturdy, just walk to the bench in front." Ye Fei smiled, "borrow a walker during the day tomorrow and take a few more steps."
The two went to the bench and sat down. The air was warm and humid, and the night breeze was mixed with the smell of plants and soil. Ye Fei leaned on Chen Jiajun's shoulder, he naturally embraced her shoulder, and the two leaned against each other.
"You see, it's actually not a problem." Ye Fei took a deep breath, "and you will recover better and better, right?"
"This is only the first day." Chen Jiajun fiddled with her hair, "This news is a bit sudden. I have to think about what to do in the future."
"It's okay to think about it, but don't exclude me." Ye Fei looked up at him with a sad expression, "You know, I had a dream on the plane when I came."
"What did you dream of?"
"In my dream, I still seem to be on an island. I don’t know why I live on the mountainside. The place where you live is not by the sea, but by a small river. Every time you go to see you have to walk down the dirt road in the mountains, with shoes It was full of ashes. I stomped my feet in front of your room and saw someone squatting by the river, washing your clothes."
Chen Jiajun interrupted: "It sounds like a horror movie."
"Of course it's horrible!" Ye Fei pressed his chest and sat upright, "because that is a woman."
His scalp was dumb: "Who is it?"
"I don't know, I didn't see it." Ye Fei sighed, then returned to his arms, "In my dream I wanted to ask you to understand, but I didn't even have the courage to ask."
Chen Jiajun sighed dully: "Little fool."
"What little fool? It almost became real!" Ye Fei complained, "If you really drove me away, who knows who will take care of you in the future? When you are in a depressed mood, if other women ask for help, you don’t. My heart is sustenance, who can guarantee that you will not be tempted by her?"
"Okay, sustenance, what happened later?"
"Later, when the plane was bumpy, I woke up, maybe it was angry." Ye Fei chuckled, putting his fingers on Chen Jiajun's jaw and rubbing lightly, "I found it a dream, I don't know how happy it is. "
She held Chen Jiajun's hand and pressed it to her cheek: "Are you afraid that you will change, or are you afraid that I will change? Do you have no confidence in yourself or me?"
Ye Fei returned to the apartment, did not sleep well all night, and simply got up to surf the Internet. Opened Facebook and received a message from Ruoyu. She went to the Philippines and successfully obtained the primary qualification for diving. After seeing the colorful underwater world, she felt that her vision suddenly became clear. course.
Ruoyu wrote in the message: "Diving is so fun, I think the world has become a whole new one. I can get my diving certificate smoothly. The first person I want to thank is you. If it weren't for your encouragement at the time, maybe I will never think of taking classes again in my life. Where did you go in winter and did you take any classes? It’s so exciting to think about how we can be buddies in the future and travel and dive together!"
Ye Fei smiled bitterly and wrote back in the message: "Congratulations! I have some things to be busy here, and I don't have time to learn. If you go diving by yourself, you must pay attention to safety. If we have the opportunity to meet again in China."
Grandpa Paul also sent a message, wishing Ye Fei a happy Chinese New Year. He said that she had known each other for a year when she thought of it. I don't know where she has been in the world, what kind of scenery she has seen, and whether she has encountered anything more miraculous than whale sharks. Ye Fei remembered that he had sent two photos of himself and turned them out of the laptop. At that time, she had just met Chen Jiajun. The photos showed her left and right, dealing with customers, while he was standing in the corner, frowning. As if to scold her at any time.
In fact, from the very beginning, he has always been in his sight.
Ye Fei touched the small figure on the corner of the photo, with unspeakable emotion, she replied: "You once said that a whale shark is like love. You know it is somewhere in the sea, but you don't know where to find it. So It’s also great luck to be able to see a whale shark. However, a whale shark cannot be touched. Once you touch it, it will turn around and leave. If the same is true for love, it would be a sad thing."
She hesitated for a moment, wondering if the news should be sent.
After hesitating, I saw Su Lin posted a photo of a white cat on the homepage. She said: Mani is gone.
Half-dream and half-awake it was another night, Ye Fei forced herself to sleep a little longer, so as not to see Chen Jiajun with swollen eyes and malaise. After getting up, she patted her face vigorously with cold water, pushed her cheeks, and raised the corners of her eyes and lips. Ye Fei spread the clothes she brought on the bed, chose a lively and bright T-shirt, paired it with denim shorts, tied her hair high, and then carefully put on the bracelet and necklace that Chen Jiajun gave her.
When he came to the hospital and waited for the elevator, Ye Fei adjusted his posture to the reflection on the metal door to make himself look as relaxed as possible. With a "ding", the elevator door opened, and inside stood a serious-looking Chen Jiacong.
Ye Fei quickly stepped aside to make way for him, and said, "Big Brother... Oh, early Mr. Chen."