Thousand Islands

Chapter 61: Love parting (4)

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Chen Jiajun smiled helplessly, leaned back and fell into the wheelchair: "Listen to me, go back. Don't torture yourself, and don't make me embarrassed."

"How did it become torture if I stayed by your side? Shouldn't we support each other?" Ye Fei grabbed his arm, "You have to have confidence in yourself. I read those papers and many people recovered. You are not. Told me that if you give up on yourself, no one can help you."

Chen Jiajun paused: "I have confidence, but I am also objective. I have to think of the worst possible."

"Whatever you say." Ye Fei raised the corners of his mouth. "You taught me how can I just quit because you said a few words to me?"

Chen Jiajun frowned: "I remember everything clearly."

"Of course I remember what you said." Ye Fei took his hand, "Do you not believe in yourself, or do you not believe in me? Or do you have both? Do you want me to swear that I will never leave you? This What is the meaning of such words? There is no such absolute thing in the world. Even if you are healthy, who dares to guarantee that two people will stay together forever? I am not a kid anymore."

Chen Jiajun smiled faintly: "Are you not?"

"Am I so naive?" Ye Fei pursed his lips, "Aren't you naive? Are your behaviors inconsistent?"

"What's the contradiction?"

"If I am pregnant, you will not chase me away, but in fact we have to face more difficulties and heavier burdens. If we are not pregnant, we can still take care of one less child. Instead, you will chase me away. What is this? Reason?" Ye Fei lowered the corner of his mouth, looking very wronged.

Chen Jiajun was speechless for a while.

He was stunned for a long while before slowly opening his mouth: "When did you become so arrogant?"

"I think you can't tell me?" Ye Fei straightened up. "I didn't refute what you said before, because you were right. But now you are not only unreasonable, but also against your will. Of course you can't tell me. I ask you , If I was in a wheelchair, would you not want me?"

Chen Jiajun was silent.

"You will stay by my side and take care of me, won't you? Then why did you fall over and drive me away?"

Chen Jiajun replied calmly: "This is incomparable. You don't know how hard it is to take care of a person for a long time. I can bear more of it, no problem, but you are a girl, so you should have a simpler life. Go do what you want to do."

"What I want to do is to be by your side." Ye Fei felt a sour feeling in his heart, his vision gradually blurred.

Chen Jiajun sighed: "You are still young and you should have a life of your own. Even if you can recover, I don't know how many years it will take. Don't let me stumble you."

"I thought about a lot just now." Ye Fei's voice choked, "Of course it will be difficult to be with you, and there will be many things to face in the future. But for me, nothing is harder than leaving you."

The more she talked, the lower her voice, and finally she couldn't go on. She threw herself into Chen Jiajun's arms and hugged his neck tightly: "I don't dare to think about what it would be like to leave you. If the person next to you is not you, I would rather A person."

Chen Jiajun wanted to push Ye Fei up, but she hugged her tightly and couldn't break her arm. "I haven't eaten, so much effort." He could no longer pretend to be indifferent, sighed, stretched out a tissue and put it on her face, "Come on, wipe it."

Ye Fei shrugged his shoulders, raised his head, his nose was red from crying, his eyes were filled with tears, and his eyes were moist and clear. Chen Jiajun softened his heart and lowered his head to kiss her lips. She was not polite and bit him badly.

"It's all bitten." He took a breath. "It's too hard."

"You can tell me to break up with a cruel heart, don't you know, it hurts more than this."

Of course he knows.

Ye Fei asked: "Brother Jiacong said, let me consider your feelings. I have been with you and will make you uneasy, right?"

Chen Jiajun nodded without hesitation.

"Then you, have you considered how I feel?"

He was silent.

"What I want to say, I just said it." Ye Fei's eyes dimmed, "Actually, I thought it over before you came back. I won't make you uneasy. However, I would never agree to break up. We choose A compromise plan, okay?"

Chen Jiajun looked at her inquiringly.

"I promise you, do what you want to do, and I will work hard to do well. You have to work hard to recover. When you can see you, you can't hide from me. But we have to agree on a deadline, even if you It’s not fully recovered. Three years later, oh no, it’s too long, two years.” Ye Fei looked into his eyes firmly, “Your body must be better than now, and my ability will be stronger than now. At that time, no matter what, we won’t be separated anymore. Okay?"

"Then, it's still three years." He joked pretendingly, "If your thoughts change in the middle, you don't have to force yourself."

"No, it's only two years. What's the change? How?" Ye Fei held his face and kissed his lips hard, "You must not change, and you must not be moved by others. In the United States, you can only If you hire a male nurse or an aunt, you must never find a young girl. What if you take care of your relationship? Remember, we didn’t break up. If you are with someone else, it’s cheating!"

She thought about it, then threatened: "If you dare to cheat, I will go to the bar to find a handsome guy to drink! I will also find a better boyfriend than you!"

Chen Jiajun laughed softly.

"Don't laugh, I'm serious!" Ye Fei rubbed his face, "We're all set, okay?"

"Ok."

She is reluctant and unforgiving: "Okay? Say you promise me."

"Okay, I promise you."

Ye Fei was relieved, hugged Chen Jiajun tightly, and refused to let go for a long time.

"If you can really think about everything clearly, I'll be relieved." Chen Jiajun said slowly, "The treatment here is about to end. In two days, I will leave for the United States."

Ye Fei was shocked: "So fast?"

"It was going through the formalities before."

She was a little flustered: "Then me, what should I do..."

"Big Brother will arrange for someone to take care of you. Tell them where you want to go."

"I don't want to go anywhere, let alone take care of it!" Ye Fei felt aggrieved, "I don't need someone else to take care of me to live on. Why don't you tell me in advance so suddenly?"

Chen Jiajun explained: “The closer the connection between the two treatments is, the better. It needs to be transferred by an airplane with a pressurized cabin, which has just been arranged.

Ye Fei looked sad: "Can you leave later?"

"No."

She took a deep breath: "Okay, you go. Even if it's an excuse, how can I refute this reason... But," she pressed close to Chen Jiajun's cheek and said softly, "Let me stay with me for these two days. How are you?"

Chen Jiajun hugged her in his arms, palms on her back, beautiful and smooth hair, tight and young body, light and pleasant breath, innocent eyebrows, vivid expression, heavy happiness and peace of mind when together, How easy is it to leave her

In the afternoon, he left Ye Fei in the ward and called his eldest brother. As soon as the company meeting was over, Chen Jiacong turned away the dinner party and rushed to meet him. "Since you have decided to leave, it doesn't matter if you go earlier." Chen Jiacong said calmly after listening to his brother's decision, "You are afraid to stay, you will be shaken."

Chen Jiajun smiled self-deprecatingly when he was said to have broken his mind.

"Don't you think you can't cure it? If you want her to accompany her, go to the United States together. I'll arrange it."

"Of course I will actively treat, but I also have to face it calmly. Because I don't want her to be with me, I go to a place farther away."

Chen Jiacong's tone was steady: "Or you don't believe it, can she never leave?"

"No." Chen Jiajun smiled and shook his head, "I just want her to leave because I believe her. I'm afraid that I will encounter bottlenecks in the treatment process. Like a few days ago, I will not be able to restrain my bad temper and make her wronged. My little girl My friend, I just hide and cry, turn around and laugh and amuse me. I don’t want to see Ye Fei’s appearance, she should always be happy." Chen Jiajun took a deep breath and said slowly, "Her future is only Just starting, I shouldn’t be the only one in life."

After the accident, it is rare to hear him say such a long passage. Chen Jiacong is still unsmiling, but his expression is quite comforting: "It's okay to separate. In order to get her back, you will also work hard."

The flight to Los Angeles left early in the morning. It was still dark when it left for the airport, and the quiet city was shrouded in a cloud of mist, and it was not yet sober. The car stopped in front of the airport terminal, and the staff of the concierge immediately greeted him, took Chen Jiajun's documents and luggage, and handed the VIP entry card to the people who were seeing off. Everyone followed the guidance and entered the VIP lounge through the fast security check channel. Ye Fei said in a speechless voice: "This is the first time I have this kind of treatment. It is great to be able to send you to the boarding gate." She and Chen Jiajun sat on the sofa side by side. Chen Jiacong and Li Haowen did not bother and sat beside the coffee table in the distance. .

Ye Fei could still talk and laugh all the way, pretending to talk non-stop with ease. Speaking of the last time I came to Singapore for a meeting, I checked in at Changi Airport: "I still want to find the International Departure (International Departure) counter. Then you took me to Departure. There is no distinction between domestic and international routes for'departure'."

Chen Jiajun also laughed, and made a nuisance in Li Haowen's direction. Ye Fei realized that there was also a local Singaporean present, shrugging his shoulders in embarrassment, and sticking out his tongue.

She tried her best to act calmly, hugged Chen Jiajun tightly in front of the boarding gate, and whispered in his ear: "Get well soon, and you must come to me when you get better. You must not come too late, I may not Waiting for you."

Chen Jiajun patted her on the back, and Cheng Zhu smiled like a chest: "Come on, cheer up and give me a goodbye kiss."

Ye Fei kissed his lips softly: "There is no good bye, only see you soon."

The staff pushed his wheelchair into the long passage. Ye Fei clenched his fists, approached the safety line, and leaned forward, eager to call his name, but finally held back.

Chen Jiajun sat upright and never looked back. Just like the first time we parted in Kuala Lumpur, Chen Jiajun carried her little flower schoolbag and walked in the airport with her hand in hand. After the security check, Ye Fei did not look back either. She was afraid that when she turned her head, she would cry like rain.

When Chen Jiajun's figure disappeared at the end of the passage, Ye Fei finally couldn't disguise. He couldn't help but ran to the floor-to-ceiling window, holding on to the cold glass, his body trembled slightly, crying silently.

The plane left the trestle bridge and slowly slid into the runway, like a giant bird with unfolded silver wings, flying diagonally into the vast sky.

On the way back, Ye Fei drooped his mouth and said nothing. Chen Jiacong handed her a business card: "This is our person in charge in mainland China. I greeted him. If you need help, please contact him."

"Thank you, brother." Ye Fei wiped his eyes and took it. "However, I will work hard by myself. I want Jia Jun to see that I can take care of myself with my own ability. He will feel more at ease."

Chen Jiacong also didn't insist: "It's all good."

"Actually, thinking about it now, he didn't want to break up with me in the first place..." Ye Fei said with a sharp nose, "At least, in his heart, he wants me to raise an objection. Brother, don't you think?"

Chen Jiacong sat in the front row, smiling slightly, noncommittal.

Ye Fei didn't hear the negative remarks, so he curled his lips: "Big Brother Jiacong, you brother, have you always been so disagreeable?"

There was a faint smile in Chen Jiacong's voice: "I begin to think that you are quite suitable for Jiajun."

Back at the hotel, Ye Fei fell asleep for two days and two nights. He didn't want to get up, so he subconsciously wanted to go to the hospital.

Li Haowen came here once and sent a small box of fruit: "KC confessed that I bought it for you, saying that you like it." When you opened it, there were mangoes, mangosteens, langsat, all fresh water spirits.