The strong feeling of fear seemed to bring her back to that late night when she woke up from the dream.
She was lying on the cold window with her eyes closed, gasping for breath. She was so frightened that she couldn't extricate herself. A vague babbling sound came into her ears.
It was the sound that Xiaohuer made when he woke up and couldn't find her.
The little guy closed his eyes and moved his furry little head as usual, trying to get into her arms, but he found nothing. His aggrieved sobbing finally pulled her out of the night dream filled with blood and fire.
After having little Tiger, she would always take him to sleep with her as long as she had time at night, no matter how tired she was during the day. Many times when she felt lonely and couldn't fall asleep because of worry, fear, or worrying about someone,
As long as she saw this little guy and held him in her arms, her heart would slowly calm down. She would patiently wait for dawn, ready to greet a new day of unknown nature.
"At that time, I always told myself that if you really couldn't come back, it didn't matter. I already had Xiaohu'er, and I would raise him well. When he grew up, I could tell him what a hero his father was, and that he deserved his greatest pride and respect—"
"But I know in my heart that if I can be a willful person, what does the world have to do with me? I would rather you have no achievements, as long as you can
Come back safe and sound!"
"Da Che City is fine, we have no other choice, but Chong Tian Palace, it is not as important as you! Pei Er, listen to me, if there is a next time, if you dare to do this again, I, I-"
She recalled the scene a moment ago that had frightened her to death, and her voice trembled and she paused.
"I will never forgive you!" she said viciously.
"I remember that."
After a moment's silence, he responded softly.
"What on earth did you remember?" Xu Yu choked again, "I want you to tell me again! Tell me!"
He stared deeply at the two pools of water in front of him, sparkling in the dark night. Those were her eyes filled with tears.
"I, Pei Xiaoyuan, swear that from today on, I will take good care of myself. I will always be by your side, protecting you and our little tiger."
He spoke slowly.
Xuyu whimpered, and rushed to him again, hugged him, kissed him randomly, and even bit him. At first, Pei Xiaoyuan just leaned his back against the tree, motionless, letting her treat him like this, so that she could vent the emotions accumulated in her heart. But when her lips and teeth moved down and began to suck and bite his Adam's apple, it made him feel painful and itchy. This was not enough, and the punishment from her spread all the way to his throat and chest, and his clothes began to open up because of her. Fortunately, the dense branches and leaves of the purple catalpa blocked the moonlight and completely hid the two of them. He trembled all over, put his lips to her ear, and coaxed her with a suppressed and tense voice, trying to stop it.
"Ping'er... are you okay? I'm afraid there are people outside the forest... Let's... let's go back first..."
She must have done it on purpose. To punish him. Before he could finish his words, in the dim light, a soft hand boldly lifted the corner of his robe, came in, and held his hand.
His voice stopped abruptly, and he let out an uncontrollable low "hiss" sound. He looked down at her, enduring the punishment from her. After a moment, he gritted his teeth, picked her up, turned her over, protected her back with one hand, and then pressed her against the tree.