In June of the fourth year of Taichu, I was born.
Third aunt said, when I was born, there were three happy events in the mansion. The first one is that my father was finally transferred from Kaiyang to Bianzhou. Although it is far away from the capital, it is infinitely better than staying in a poor country; the second one is that my elder brother won the exam. The third thing, of course, is the birth of the fifth younger sister.
My fifth younger sister was born to my father's fourth aunt, and the third aunt once said this in front of me: "I don't know if her fate is good or not, but she gave birth to a little ancestor. What's the use of it? It's useless." I will go after a long time of happiness."
She had a sneer on her face at first, but then she hugged me and sighed again: "But after all, she gave the master a face. This Wu Niang is destined to be prosperous and rich all her life, and the master will miss her all her life. She has knowledge in the spring, yes I should be content, I only wronged my fourth brother..."
The two aunts were biological sisters, they were taken into the mansion together by the master, and they conceived within a few days of each other. My first fifth sister was born less than half an hour later, the midwife carried me out, and said with a smile, "My lord, Wanxi, you are a young master." There was no mention of the words "wedge" and "口" in the words, so no matter how much Ordinary people you can't see. It is said that when my father heard this, he turned around and left without looking at me.
Before half a stick of incense arrived, there was movement from Si Yiniang's place, it was "jiri".
My father was naturally overjoyed and hurriedly wrote to Shen's residence in central Beijing. As soon as the happy news was announced, even the old lady was startled, and hurriedly sent people over, and invited several patriarchs to specially choose the name "Yutan" for the fifth younger sister. This name is taken from "the jade girl in the mountain window, Jianhu is facing Qiongfeng. The two phoenixes are flying on the top of the rock, and the heart of the pool (tan) is pouring into the nine dragons".
In comparison, my place is much cooler. All the people serving at San Yiniang's place were sent to Wu Mei's place. If the old lady hadn't sent more than a dozen people from Beijing to serve, I wouldn't need these vulgar servants from the countryside, and I wouldn't even have to drink milk.
Before I was three years old, I didn't know exactly what a "wedge" and a "short" were, until Mr. Fuzhong said: "The sky is the wedge, and the earth is the scorpion. I always know that the heaven and the earth are the Tao, and the yin and yang are in harmony."
There are three types of people in the world.
Except for ordinary people, those who are superior are "wedges", with a body of pure yang, full of princes and generals, destined to be extraordinary. "尾", as opposed to "Wedge", is born with a yin body, and both men and women can conceive children. Compared with the former, the latter is even rarer. Coincidentally, most of the descendants are wedge-shaped. If the family wants to prosper, it must be the foundation of the wedge.
In addition to the four families of Li, Qin, Xu and Xie in Beijing, there is also Zhao Qi, Wang Lin, Zhang He and Shen Qi. My father is the concubine son of Mrs. Shen, not Wei Jiri, so he is not valued in the prosperous Shen family. In fact, not to mention the Shen family in Kaiyang, there are three hundred members of the Shen family in the middle of the capital, and there are less than ten people in Wakijiri. Now compared to the other seven clans, the Shen clan is gradually lonely. The birth of the fifth younger sister is not only the hope of my father, but also the hope of the entire Shen clan.
Sure enough, in just a few months, my father was transferred from Kaiyang to Bianzhou, and was promoted to the second rank. After that, my elder brother was promoted, which can be described as three blessings. When the Fifth Sister was one year old, the entire family celebrated. That day, the third aunt held me in her arms and met Mrs. Madam, and my father remembered me and named me "Jing Ting". This intention is good, and Third Aunt is very happy, but in private, besides calling me Fourth Brother, she always calls me Sanxi.
"The nickname is still auspicious, and my aunt also hopes that my fourth brother will be happy and prosperous in the future. It will not be in vain for my aunt and me to feel angry about my fourth brother."
After all, my father came from the compound of Shen's Mansion in central Beijing. There are many rules in the mansion. According to the family rules, only the wife is my aunt. Once I accidentally called the third auntie mother, and the third auntie was slapped by the nuns next to the lady. The concubine is a slave, and the wife is the head, but I know that Madam is frustrated, the fourth aunt gave birth to the fifth sister, and she passed away soon, which taught my father to love her very much, and there are even absurd rumors that the fourth aunt was murdered by the wife , The back house compound, who is fighting for the belly. If the fourth concubine had another cuneijiri, the wife's position would definitely be unstable, the younger one had passed away and the older one was still there, the madam would naturally feel uncomfortable looking at the third concubine.
When she was seven years old, the Jingzhong Shen family sent someone to pick up Fifth Sister.
At that time, I was standing among the group of people seeing off, and I saw Fifth Sister from a distance, she was indeed a jade doll carved with jade bracelets. I heard that both males and females are extremely beautiful. Therefore, Fifth Sister is still young, and she already has a faint appearance of stunning beauty. The Shen family in Beijing has already found a good home for the fifth younger sister. I heard that it is actually the Xu family of the fourth family.
"The Xu family has two sons as wedges. The two brothers are only fifteen years old. The time is just right for Wuniang and Ji. The old lady is kind and kind. Wuniang only serves her second husband. Life is much easier, as long as you enjoy the blessings." "The nuns talked badly, and I realized later that in today's world, there are very few scorpions, and if they are not of high family status, polyandry is often the case. The Xu family is a noble family, although it is not as good as the Qin, Xie and Li family, it is also a century-old family, which is not comparable to the Qi family. After the cuneijiri meet and form a "knot", the cunei is not allowed to take concubines. It is not that the patriarchal clan prohibits it, but after the knot is formed, the cuneijiri cannot be separated.
It is also heard that if the scorpion is hard to form a knot with multiple wedges, it will be extremely harmful to the body, so the scorpion will die early.
Therefore, the servants said that the old lady was kind, that the Xu family was a child of a high school, and there were many members in the family, and that Ruojiri was from a lowly family background, not only the legitimate sons, but also the concubine sons of the Wei family had to serve them, and they kept giving birth to children throughout their lives. The husbands and sons-in-law chosen by the old lady for Wu Niang, although they are two concubine sons, have already done their best. In the final analysis, I, Shen Shi, are still considered to be the best.
Mammy said: "It's better to have a daughter than a concubine. At least I can get married. If I don't choose others, I can still be a mistress. I still have some hope in life, but I don't know how much better it is than now."
I was not very sensible at the time, and I always thought it was good to get married and to enjoy the blessings. After many years, I realized how lucky it was to be born as an ordinary person.
In fact, as a man, my luck is better than that of ordinary daughters. I don't have to be confined to the inner house. Although I am not a wedge, I can still get a job in the future, and if I am lucky, I can become a sesame official. However, compared to the Four Books and Five Classics, I prefer to read some travel notes, thinking that even if I am a businessman or a businessman, I can travel all over the world, and this life is not in vain. In the mansion, everyone else treats me like nothing, only my eldest brother treats me well, and allows me to go to his study and find some books to read to relieve boredom.
That day, my eldest brother was not there, so I flipped through the bookshelf by myself. The eldest brother has been a scholar for more than ten years since he won the imperial examination. He likes love affairs, and he just brought back a pair of twin brothers and sisters recently, and he is now in high spirits. On his bookshelf, those "Book of Changes" and "Zhou Ji" are all dusty, and my father doesn't care about him anymore. I took a few idle books home, and quietly lit the lamp to read at night. I found it boring after flipping through a few books, but I didn't expect that there was a volume of Fengyue scroll among them.
Although Shen's mansion is not like other big courtyards, dirty things in the back house are not uncommon, and I often saw my elder brother and second elder brother messing around with maids, but it's not like I didn't know about it at all. Look at those pictures, there are several people naked, one of them is three people having fun together, and the reciprocating party is sandwiched between the two, entangled in a ball. What is unusual is that the chest of the Cheng Huan man is flat, the lower body has no penis, the back hole is dripping with water, and the two dragons enter the hole without any difficulty. I know that the ones in these paintings are all buttocks.
Wedge is only for men, but Jue has men and women. In the families of rich families, as soon as the children are born, they can use an utensil called "吿" to determine whether they are wedge-shaped. For those with rump, the most recognizable is the male rump. Because the scorpion is a yin body, it is a man, and there is no male root, and the same as the scorpion, there is a tide period. The so-called tide period is not when a woman comes to be popular, but because she is lustful. When the tide comes, the limbs of both men and women are soft, and the shame overflows with lewd water, which lasts for several days. If there is no medicine, the only way to relieve the addiction is to have fun with others.
Besides, "吿" is a kind of bronze ware, which can be regarded as a strange thing. There is a tiger-like bronze beast on the top, and a turntable with beads on the bottom. Just drop blood on the tiger's eyes. If the tiger spits out red beads, it is a buttocks. If it is white beads, it is a wedge. If there is no response, it is an ordinary person.
When I was born, I had all my belongings, so I couldn't be a scorpion. At that time, San Yiniang was looking forward to it, waiting for the bronze beast to spit out white beads. Predictably, she didn't wait until this moment, the red bead on Si Yiniang's end fell to the ground.
As I looked at the painting, a strange idea gradually came to my mind. After I threw away that obscene book, I was restless and tossed and turned all day long. I drank a few pots of tea, but still didn't get better. In the middle of the night, the servants were all fast asleep, and I was extremely hot, so I dawdled and took off my pants unconsciously. I am fourteen years old, and I am past the age of business, but I am not welcome at home, and I have no one to serve the house. At that time, all I did was follow my instincts. The strange thing is that after masturbation, my desire did not diminish, but my whole body was burned unbearably, almost rolling on the bed. I twisted my body, and in a daze, I poked my fingers behind my head. The place was a bit wet, but soft but extremely soft, so I used my fingers to carefully play with it. At first, I didn't know what to do, but after a few times, I gradually became interested, and then I broke out in sweat, and the legs were wet.
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