In the hall, I stretched out my wrist.
The imperial physician said "offend" and took my pulse. Sitting in the upper seat, Mrs. Yu couldn't help leaning forward slightly, and asked eagerly, "Master Zhang, how are you doing
After I withdrew my hand, Grand Physician Zhang cupped his hands and said: "Young Master's pulse condition is a little, but Yin and Yang can be harmonized without conflict, which is really rare."
"Then this tide..." Yu thought it was a bit embarrassing, and forced a smile: "I made you laugh."
Doctor Zhang has served in the palace for many years, and his expression has not changed. He should say: "This matter, Madam, please rest assured. For those who are young, there are many people who have unsteady sexual desires in the first two years, and they can focus on childbearing. There is no serious problem, but the young master of your residence is still young and has a healthy physique, so he will have a bright future."
Yu Shi also nodded, and said slowly: "Master Zhang is very right, the future will be long."
Physician Zhang wrote a prescription, saying it was for conditioning and nourishing the body. Mrs. Yu thanked Dr. Zhang and sent his servants to take him away. After the person left, Mrs. Yu sat quietly, and I didn't dare to speak.
After a long while, Fang heard her say: "Just now, did you understand what Doctor Zhang said?"
I quickly responded obediently: "Jing Ting understands."
She looked at me, but she was a little puzzled, and there was nowhere to get angry. She could only sigh: "Yes, the days are still long. What should come, will always come."
Mrs. Yu didn't make things difficult for me any more, so she let me go.
I stepped out of Yu's courtyard, but I was still thinking about what happened just now. What Dr. Zhang said is the same as the few doctors who have seen me before. If so, there should be no mistakes. I just thought again, before the imperial physician left, he said something to me: "Young Master has a different body, which is quite rare, you can't speak the same words with others, everything must go with the flow, and you must not act too hastily."
Biyu Biluo saw that I was distracted frequently, and she also said a few words of comfort to me. They didn't know that I was just undecided. Although I had already accepted my fate, I was still a little at a loss about the matter of having a child. I stayed with me and those three husbands. , this is unavoidable.
It seems that only one step is counted as one step.
In the next few days, when I was here in Dafang, it was considered calm and there was no disturbance.
During the daytime, Xu Changfeng had to go to the yamen, I had nothing to do, wandered around the yard for a while, saw the small courtyard was quiet, so I went over to have a look. Under the tree, Jun'er was alone, and the two companions her father had found for her were standing beside her.
"Young Master." As soon as the servant called, Jun'er turned her head, only glanced at me, then turned her head away again, not knowing who she was angry with.
I walked over slowly, bent down, looked at the shuttlecock in her hand, and asked her, "Why don't you ask someone to play with you?"
After a while, she answered me, "It's not fun." She muttered, "Everyone let me go, and said, this is not good, that is not good, I won't play with them anymore."
I looked at those big companions, and thought that it would be difficult for them to be servants. Jun'er has a strong temper and is quite active. Compared with other ladies from aristocratic families who were raised in boudoirs, she is indeed more like a boy. I've been playing shuttlecock for several days, and I think I'm tired of it, but I want to do something else, but it's not allowed, so I'm naturally going to sulk.
I thought for a while and said, "Can I borrow Jun'er's shuttlecock?"
She hesitated for a while, then gave me the shuttlecock.
I put the pheasant feather shuttlecock in my hand and weighed it: "Look at it." I took a few steps back and tossed the shuttlecock lightly. As soon as I lifted my leg, I pushed it away with my knee, and then caught it with the sole of my shoe. I even kicked the shuttlecock a few times, but the shuttlecock didn't fall off. Jun'er and a few other servants all watched intently until the shuttlecock returned to my hand.
Jun'er quickly jumped up, ran to me and said, "I want to, I want to try too!"
"Here." I returned the shuttlecock to her. Jun'er just imitated the moves I did just now, but she was not very proficient, and she failed to hit the kick after several attempts. I patiently taught her how to play it, and she learned it very quickly, and received it once in a while. "I hit it! I hit it!" The little girl clapped her hands happily, and I said to her again: "This shuttlecock is not fun to kick alone. Let them play with you, okay?"
"Yeah!" Jun'er was about to run towards them with the shuttlecock, but she ran back after walking a few steps. She seemed to be struggling for a while before she walked up to me and said, "They don't know how to play either. Shaojun will come over again and teach you how to play." Teach us."
Just as Biluo was about to speak, I smiled and said "It's okay".
I thought about it carefully, the reason why I feel close to Jun'er is because of the guilt of causing her to lose her mother since she was a child, and a kind of sympathy that is close to sympathy. Since I was not favored since I was a child, and I can't get close to my aunt, I can understand the pain better. In addition, if I don't treat Jun'er better, I am afraid that the servants of Xu's mansion will neglect this little master in the future.
In those few afternoons, I would come to the lady's yard every day. At first, Jun'er still had some doubts about me, but gradually, she also wanted to get closer to me. I never expect her to regard me as a relative, as long as what I do is worthy of her and myself is enough.
On this day, Biyu combed my hair with a comb. She is very good at this job, and I am used to using her. At this time, Biyu would talk to me about many miscellaneous things, so as to relieve my boredom.
"My servant's hometown is Liyang. I said it was my hometown, but I don't really remember it very much. When there was a food shortage, my father, mother, and brother starved to death, so my servant wandered to Xian'an and stayed in a charity hall for a long time. After a while, Manager Zhang bought it back." The Charity Church she was talking about, also called Yangshengtang, was a place for orphans and widows to be adopted, and it was set up in various places and controlled by the local government.
When she said "this is how most of the servants in Xu's mansion come from", my heart skipped a beat and I blurted out unconsciously: "Then Guanshi Lu...does he have a younger brother?"
"—Brother?" Biyu tilted her head and thought about it carefully, and said, "Hey, the servants have worked in the mansion for several years, all I know is that Manager Lu seems to be an orphan brought back from his hometown by Mr. Zhang. I heard that he has other relatives."
Biyu's unintentional words, in my heart, can be said to be like a stone stirring up a thousand waves.
"Young Master?" Biyu called me, and I lost my mind and said: "Go down first, I'm a little tired."
"Yes." After she went out, I was left alone. I sat alone, and my heart gradually became confused. What seemed to be suppressed in the bottom of my heart poured out at this moment—why did he lie to me
I clenched my palms, and suddenly thought, if Lu Qingsu didn't have a younger brother, then he would... have so many thoughts about me, and I don't know how to express them, it would all be in vain.
I was restless all day and into the night.
Xu Changfeng came back quite early these days, sometimes even before dinner. He and I usually have nothing to talk about, and I'm used to his silence, so I live comfortably. Tonight, I was a little absent-minded, but he noticed it, stopped my chopsticks and asked: "But these few days with Jun'er, do you feel tired?"
When I heard this, I quickly shook my head: "Nothing..."
Xu Changfeng was silent for a while, and then stretched out his hand. My palm trembled, and he held it in his hand. I was slightly taken aback, and couldn't help but raise my eyes. Although he was looking at me quietly, his face seemed a little shy. After a while, he said in a deep voice: "Before, you were wronged."
That night, when Xu Changfeng was tender with me, he was more considerate than before. I put my legs together and leaned on his shoulders. He lifted my hips and hung my waist in the air. He half-kneeled behind me and slammed my waist. My face was pink, my neck was raised and I couldn't help panting lightly, my mind was blanked. Maybe it was the last night of this month, he was so excited tonight, his thick head rubbed frequently, and the water was pouring out, when I begged for mercy and called him "official", in exchange for a hard pumping and deep feeding, It made the place where they were happy to be full of obscene water and was in a mess.
Afterwards, Xu Changfeng didn't get up from me, but lay down with me, which was the first time since I married him. The longer I lay down, the more awake I became. I couldn't help but look up, and my eyes just met him. Under the candlelight, the look in his eyes was sad, and I searched for a word even if I had nothing to say, and said dully: "Officer... how long have you been in Jiangbei?"
Xu Changfeng actually thought about it seriously: "That was the ninth year of Taichu, and I happened to be nineteen years old." He turned his eyes away and said slowly, "Back then, when I arrived in Jiangbei, it was April, and at this time, the capital was already warm in spring. The flowers are blooming, but there is still a world of ice and snow. Although I usually practice martial arts, I am still not as good as a real martial artist. Therefore, when I first arrived in Jiangbei, I was ill for a whole year."
Jiangbei is located on the northern border of Dazheng. Compared with Shangjing, it is much more barren. Speaking of which, Xu Changfeng had just passed the Jinshi examination at that time, and he was supposed to enter the court like his father and brothers, but unexpectedly he gave up his good future and ran to that desolate corner. Hearing him mention it, I thought that he was not as weak as the crown at the time, one of them was sick for a whole year at the border, and the other would die if he was not good... Thinking of this, my heart seemed to twitch.
Xu Changfeng went on to say: "Jiangbei has half a year of severe winter, the sky and the earth are full of hoarfrost, and it is extremely hot in the hot summer. Because of this, it can exercise the mind, so Jiangbei is famous. This is also the origin of the saying " He said softly: "In a year, the spring and autumn are very short, even so, riding uphill, you can also see the vast northern land, the sky is like a mirror, and the sky and autumn water are the same color." Just a few words, I am confused Blurred the picture.
Xu Changfeng stopped talking and turned over. "One more time." When he leaned over, I quietly closed my eyes.