At this time, Shang Zhen didn't know that he had entered a state of meditation again.
He also just used his last spiritual wisdom to remind himself not to follow those thoughts.
Finally, in his state of not asking but asking, his chaotic thoughts like splashes of water finally quieted down slowly.
True heart is like water, delusion is like wave.
If the delusion does not move, and the wave disappears, it is water. The true delusion is originally one.
Shang Zhen felt that he was slowly calming down, and at this time, he was like a blister, turning from turbidity to translucent.
The blisters began to expand slowly to expand between the sky and the earth, and they became more and more translucent.
At this time, the sound of the surrounding world really became clear.
Now Shang Zhen was sitting towards the east, which was in the direction of the Yingren brigade, and the firearms Yingren he wanted to kill were behind him.
But it doesn't matter, it's dark anyway.
Both he and those Yingren who used firearms knew each other's existence, and neither side could ignite the fire.
Before meditation, Shang Zhen had already thought about it.
As long as you can really make your ears sensitive when you meditate, it will be possible to hear the movement behind you and turn around.
The blisters are getting bigger and bigger and more transparent.
Shang Zhen felt that his body had disappeared, or that he had become that huge bubble.
As one's body expands, one can look down at the stars and down to sentient beings.
And as his "body" expands, his perception is also expanding.
It was as if his ears were already stuck wherever the edge of the blister reached.
What a clear voice!
Shang Zhen felt the wilderness in the night and sighed slightly.
At this moment, his heart moved, and he really felt the sound of Yingren walking in the wilderness a few hundred steps behind him.
If this blister "pop" dissipated in the world, would you cultivate any supernatural powers
Shang Zhen thought lightly.
But at this moment, Shang Zhen's mind suddenly shook, and suddenly a picture he hadn't seen appeared in his mind.
He saw a group of Ying people rushing into a village, and the village was jumping up.
A little girl playing outside the courtyard was directly frightened by the Yingren who rushed in. She was there staring blankly at the murderous Yingren.
During the meditation, a "dramatic" business shock that regarded everything as nothing to do with him suddenly moved, and his heartbeat accelerated.
"Run!" Shang Zhen murmured, sitting cross-legged on the boulder.
However, at this moment, he saw that there was a Yingren who raised the Japanese sword in his hand, and then he saw the innocent little girl's head flying!
At this moment, the little girl's head was also flipped in the air like he killed Yingren, and the spurting blood made a blood rainbow in the sky!
Countless drops of blood splashed, the situation was like when he splashed a scoop of boiling hot water in the cold northwestern weather once, and an arc was all steaming white steam!
But at this moment, Shang Zhen saw that at the moment the little girl's head was turning, her eyes were staring at her closely, as if she was saying, "Why are you killing me?!"
"No!" At this moment, Shang Zhen, who was sitting cross-legged on the bluestone, stood up!
He is so excited that he has no time to wake up!
But when Shang Zhen opened his eyes, all the illusions disappeared, and there was still darkness between the world and the earth.
But Shang Zhen was already touching his forehead.
He felt sweat dripping down from his temples, and his heart was beating constantly!
What happened just now
In this dark night, Shang Zhen muttered to himself.
There is no doubt that he saw a vision just now.
And what is that illusion
Although Shang Zhen could not determine the location of the village that was slaughtered by the Yingren, his instinct told him that the village should be Gaoqian—that is, he was slaughtered by the Yingren by his own strategy of moving the water to the south. That village!
Shang Zhen has been persuading himself that although the village was slaughtered by the Ying people, he saved more villages through the slaughter of that village.
This logic makes perfect sense, and Shang Zhen also thought he had convinced himself.
But now I want to come, but it's not the same thing at all!
The people in Gaoqian village died because of themselves. Although they were killed by the Yingren, they also bore a wicked debt.
If that village is not Gaoqian but Yukou Village where I used to live, and if I am not this Shangzheng who can fight or kill, but is just a child without the power to restrain a chicken, then I can allow someone to Did the Yingren bring in the village to kill his relatives
Would he still think that he sacrificed a Yukou village, but saved more Han people
Everyone is of the same kind and feels its sorrow.
If all the people in Gaoqian Village were killed by Yingren, but he was not at all responsible for it, that would be self-deception!
Shang Zhen is no longer the boy who used to be ignorant.
He once thought that killing all the Yingren who invaded Han land was his greatest obsession in this life.
But now he found that he was wrong, his biggest obsession is not to see innocent people suffer!
Therefore, Shang Zhen knew he was wrong in moving the disaster south to Gaoqian Village!
This mistake is so great that he can't enter concentration!
Last year, when he went to Hangzhou with Xitang to help Xitang withdraw from relatives, he was relatively leisurely during that time.
During that time, he read a lot of books, and among them there are books on practice.
The inheritance of the Han people is broad and profound at first, just like the "Tao De Jing" has only 5,000 words.
And the number of words in the book that later explained the Tao Te Ching, let alone 50,000 words, even more than 500,000 words, but still no one can understand it!
Shang Zhen had faintly noticed what the Tao Te Ching was talking about.
One of the principles is that if you want to cultivate into the legendary Dao, you must give up the obsession in your heart.
Dadao is intangible because there is no relative concept. There is no good, no evil, no beauty and no ugliness. The so-called good and evil are beautiful and ugly, and they are all distinguished by humans.
Shang Zhen also thought that he had been so experienced in his daily life, but now he found that he couldn't do it at all!
He couldn't see those innocent Han people being killed by Ying Ren and he was indifferent!
So now, at this moment, his obsession with that kindness made him decide to kill again!
Because he didn't need to enter concentration this time, he also heard the footsteps of Yingren's advancing, those Yingren with firearms really came back.
Moreover, the route that those Ying people want to travel is not far from themselves!
Shang Zhen took a deep breath, then slowly exhaled it.
The little girl in the illusion looked at her in mid-air as if still still there.
There was no blaming or questioning in those eyes, but it broke his heart so much.
Just because of that look-innocent!
At this moment, Zhang Zhen was staring at this innocent look. He felt that he was a child who had made a mistake, and he had to use his behavior to make up for his fault.
So he gently pulled out his embroidered knife and began to quietly listen to the voices of those Yingren.
After a while, Shang Zhen reconfirmed that Ying Ren was dozens of steps away from him, he moved, and he crept up to the side with a knife in his waist.
Although he couldn't kill all of these Yingren, he would always kill one more.
Kill one more Yingren, maybe there will be fewer innocent Han people killed in this world!