Xu Sen has something to say to him
The white-haired young man raised his eyebrows.
Zong Jiu and Xu Sen didn't spend too much time in private dealings, and it could even be said to be very few.
Because the other party's personality is relatively calm, usually reticent, and rarely speaks out the true thoughts in his heart. But there is no doubt that Xu Sen is a very good person, but he is not good at words, and he is absolutely not half-sloppy in his actions, and he knows how to control the field, and he also knows the deep meaning behind each of Zong Jiu's instructions. It is a very good idea to consider the overall situation. subordinate.
In contrast, Xu Su used to explode, often thinking without thinking, many times thanks to Xu Sen for dragging him back. But he has an outgoing personality, so Zong Jiu has dealt with him more. Even Tu Yumen often has nothing to do with this little brother who has not experienced social beatings.
So at the moment when Xu Sen made such a request, Zong Jiu couldn't help but be a little confused.
But the doubt turned to doubt, he nodded on the surface: "Okay."
Xu Su responded, and in the meantime he accidentally burped because of crying for too long, and his face flushed immediately after the reaction.
Only at this time can we see some traces of once green and popular from this big young boy.
Even if Zong Jiu didn't care about these anymore, it was not the first time he heard someone say that Xu Su was getting more and more silent, shutting himself up in the room every day, and opening a training field in the main system like crazy, in order to make himself stronger.
Xu Su wiped away the tears, put the dead book in his hand solemnly on the coffee table in front of the sofa, and walked back out of the meeting room step by step, not forgetting to help them close the door.
It seems that this is a private conversation.
Zong Jiu put down his hands and walked to the sofa to sit down.
After about three seconds, Xu Sen's voice came from the air in front of him.
"I take the liberty to let Xiaosu call you, sorry to disturb Brother Jiu."
"fine."
The magician waved his hand, a little strange: "I heard Zhuge secretly say that you ended up using the forbidden black magic by means of sacrifice?"
"Yes." Xu Sen replied: "It is indeed a life-consuming black magic sacrifice. Fortunately, it did not hurt the soul, otherwise even the book of the dead is powerless."
"But even the book of the dead can only barely communicate with the dead. It is not a summoning technique that can be summoned by the soul. After all, it is just drinking poison to quench thirst."
Zong Jiu knew what Xu Sen meant.
Even if Zhuge secretly brought the "Book of the Dead" to Xu Su, it was only a short-term trade-off.
Xu Sen is dead, this is an irretrievable fact. Even if you can talk to him through S-level props, there is no way to accompany Xu Su for the rest of his life, because people always have to reincarnate. One day the soul will dissipate in the world.
Having said that, Xu Sen paused impenetrably, "So... I want to beg you, no, I beg you."
"If you can get the last universal wishing ticket, please don't choose...resurrect everyone."
This time, Xu Sen's request really surprised Zong Jiu, "Why?"
"Because the pain will not end."
Xu Sen’s always steady voice was also choked with sobs, “Even if I am alive, there is no way to return the survivors to the real world in the infinite loop. One day in the future, as time goes by, even if I live After coming over, if we can really be with Xu Su, we will also greet the death of another person unstoppably. This is inevitable, and it will definitely come."
indeed.
In the infinite loop, the survival time of the senior survivors is only stable at about three years, but more survivors, let alone a year, can survive even a copy, and the survival rate is horribly low.
For advanced and experienced survivors, after passing the horror dungeon with high difficulty, the main system will assign higher and more difficult dungeons according to the strength of the survivor. After such a long time, and from then on, the veteran survivor will not be able to escape death.
Earlier, it was impossible to test when the infinite loop started to exist. But only from the fact that the representative of Guiguzi also died in the copy of Fengshen Yanyi, it can be known that all those who tried to break this cycle ended up not much better.
Just like Xu Sen.
If Zong Jiu made a wish for everyone to come alive, everyone would be delighted.
However, after they return to the infinite loop from the thriller trainee game, and when the rest time for the game reward runs out, the survivors are destined to return to the mode that forces them to enter the horror dungeon every month to perform tasks.
Maybe the next year will be happy, but what about two years, three years
Xu Sen trembled and said, "But we have no way... we will welcome the other party's death again."
Everyone can see how much psychological shadow and harm Xu Su's departure caused to Xu Su this time. Even if it is changed to Xu Sen, it is the same. Especially if one party is resurrected in the future, after mutual understanding and determination of the relationship, they still know that there is a dead end under their feet.
This is the case for the first separation, let alone the second
"I know this request is very selfish, but when Xu Su said it to me, it was the only thought I had."
Xu Sen recalled the moment when he successfully contacted him when he got the book of the dead not long ago, Xu Su cried into tears, and happily told him that when the Nine Brothers decided to kill all the dead companions, Xu Sen said nothing. Said, but my heart was suddenly filled with sorrow and sorrow.
"So... If you can, please don't make this wish."
Xu Sen's voice was obviously tainted with an unquenchable cry.
Obviously, this decision and request made him so determined and cruel.
Who doesn't want to live and kiss the one he loves in the sun
"If I can, I just want Xu Su to live well, it's best to get out of the infinite loop, and then... forget me."
This was also the first time that Zong Jiu made a promise with them.
He said that he wanted to take everyone out of the infinite loop.
There was silence in the conference room.
Suddenly, Zong Jiu asked suddenly: "Did Zhuge An talk to you?"
Xu Sen said "Ah", and there was an unpretentious daze in his voice: "No... He didn't talk to me at all. Xu Su has always contacted me and summoned me."
The magician twisted his eyebrows impenetrably, and gently rubbed his hands on the temples, his light pink pupils were thinking deeply.
Reminiscent of what Fan Zhuo said to him alone in the conference room, the devil secretly dismissed Zhuge's comments.
Even thinking forward, Xu Sen and Zhuge secretly entered the S-rank dungeon together. Zhuge secretly walked through the wrong space door and put himself in a dangerous situation in the dungeon. He consumed his stand-in doll props for Xu Sen, and finally made an unusual contribution. Sacrifice...
And now, why did Zhuge An happen to be able to randomly draw out the S-level props for the dead, and send this prop to Xu Su's hands the first time
Zong Jiu Lenovo is not to blame, but this series of coincidences is too coincidental.
If there are too many coincidences, then coincidences are not coincidences, but inevitable.
Zong Jiu didn't doubt that Zhuge had such an ability.
Whether it is his unpredictable, overdrafting his own ability to predict the future, or his elusive mind and brain circling around.
There seemed to be a flash of light that couldn't be faster in his mind, but when he wanted to catch up, it disappeared in the depths of his mind.
To no avail, Zong Jiu put down his hands and said flatly: "I see."
"I can understand your thoughts. But you never seem to think about Xu Su's thoughts."
The white-haired young man hit the nail on the head: "For Xu Su, he doesn't, and he doesn't want to think about the future or the future. He just wants you back."
"If he knows that you are saying these things to me on your own, and you want to get him to erase the memory and return to reality, then he will be very angry."
"I know." Xu Sen said bitterly, "but I just want him to live."
Xu Su can't think so far, he just wants Xu Sen to come back, and he just wants to hug his lover who has failed to show his heart.
But Xu Sen would think far, far away, not only for the present, but also for the future, and he didn't want to make Xu Su sad.
If there was another time, whether Xu Su or Xu Sen died, the other person would definitely die without hesitation.
"I am already dead, but he is still alive. As long as I live, there is hope."
Rarely, Zong Jiu was a little confused.
He is not able to appreciate such feelings. Such a person is willing to give up his chance to live in exchange for the carefree feelings of another person.
Just like when he asked the old nun when he was very young, the book said that no one would be nice to another person for no reason. Why did you adopt me and take care of me from childhood without asking for anything in return
The old nun said it was love.
Zong Jiu still doesn't understand, and hasn't figured it out for so many years.
Once in a copy of the Crazy Circus, he said to the devil that hate can't restrain a person, but love can.
The most different nature between him and the devil is that Zong Jiu admits that there is love, but he doesn't understand it.
The devil not only didn't understand or admit it, but he also sneered at it.
Just like Xu Su and Xu Sen, is this love
Maybe it is. The magician thought.
Love is sacrifice, love is courage, love is fearless.
But even if Zong Jiu can know what this is, it must be substituted into his own body, so that he will give up his own interests and his happiness for someone...
At a certain moment, an obscure shadow quickly passed through his mind, and then it was extinguished in the next second.
impossible.
A magician can never give up or sacrifice anything because of another person.
"I know what you're here for."
Zong Jiu stopped thinking about this.
He stood up from the sofa with a calm tone: "If there is a chance, I will consider it."
"If you can, please cut off the communication first, wait for Xu Su to come in later, I will give him the book of the dead, and regardless of the outcome, I will not disclose the content of our conversation."
"Okay, thank you for your generosity."
Xu Sen immediately replied, disappearing behind the book of the dead again.
Silence fell into the meeting room again.
After confirming that Xu Sen had left, Zong Jiu picked up the dead book on the coffee table and took out his tarot card from the system backpack.
He covered his fingers on the two S-class props, his pupils sinking slightly.
No matter what, Zong Jiu always had a grudge against that deceitful moon card.
He wanted to know what Zhuge secretly lied to him, and which part of the prophecy was concealed.