In the memory, Mo Zhigen was lying in the cave when he was a teenager, he couldn't stop panting, his body was covered with scars, old wounds had not healed, and new wounds were added.
His clothes were already in tatters, like a savage who roamed the grasslands and lived with wild animals. His skin was rough and dirty, his hair was tangled, and the flesh that hadn't grown yet was exposed from the wound.
The glowing stag slowly stepped in from outside the cave, its two horns leading the starlight, Mo Zhigen raised his head, with surprise in his eyes, he looked up at the reflection of the stag.
The white light gathered and turned into a naked boy with fair skin and a healthy body. The boy made a "shh" gesture to him, and Mo Zhigen instantly turned over, strangled Lu Xu's neck, and pressed him to the ground. Mo Zhigen's skin had a strong masculine smell, like a wild wolf howling around in estrus, trying to vent by biting.
Lu Xu just looked into his eyes quietly, and Mo Zhigen roared fiercely after a while, and bit down on the side of his neck.
Not only did Lu Xu not struggle, but he put his arms around him and hugged his broad shoulders. Mo Zhigen's sharp canine teeth pierced the side of his neck, and sweet blood gushed out of his mouth. The breath of Lu Xu's skin instantly made him feel that there was a reaction under him.
Mo Zhigen's breathing became heavy, and he let go of Lu Xu's neck, just like in another dream that night, the wolf ruthlessly bit his flesh and blood.
He kissed Lu Xu's neck lightly, and Lu Xu's wound healed quickly, leaving a faint red mark.
Lu Xu hugged his neck, leaned his head and kissed him, and then Mo Zhigen untied the loincloth, grabbed Lu Xu's hands from the back of his head, pressed him to the ground, sucked and kissed his collarbone, like a wolf Wang rubbed his ears and temples together, and entered him fiercely.
"Only these." Lu Xu's palm left Mo Zhigen's forehead, and said a little uneasily.
"Is it a memory?" Mo Zhigen smiled.
Lu Xu said: "Actually... I don't have many precious memories, but you probably won't know in the end either."
Mo Zhigen sat up from Lanling Amber's couch, and suddenly yelled, his underpants were wet, and Lu Xu got up from the side of the couch unnaturally and left.
"You've held it in for too long." Lu Xu said.
Mo Zhigen's face flushed immediately, he looked around for a cloth towel to wipe, and shouted: "Lu Xu! Lu Xu!"
Lu Xu leaned back against the stairs, gasped for breath, looked down at himself, and could hardly calm down for a moment.
"What introduction did you seal in my dream?"
Before going out that day, Mo Zhigen asked Lu Xu specifically.
"It's all very common things." Lu Xu said.
Mo Zhigen felt a little apologetic, bowed his body, pushed the cart with a groan, and said casually: "It seems that you followed me, and you haven't been happy for a few days. I knew I had to take you to a more interesting place. "
The cart was loaded with wine, and Lu Xu sat on the side of the car, with his back to Mo Zhigen, and lowered his head. At dusk, day and night intersected, Lu Xu's hand was shining, and the light clusters flew around.
"I saw Hongjun's dream that day." Lu Xu said without turning his head, "I felt that getting acquainted and getting along with people are always small and trivial things. What do you want to be so magnificent? Tired."
Mo Zhigen raised his handsome eyebrows, smiled wickedly, and said, "What if you can't wake me up?"
"Wake up." Lu Xu said, "Chang Shi will come back."
"I want you to wake me up." Mo Zhigen smiled again, "Open the seal, and I will wake up naturally."
Lu Xu didn't know whether Mo Zhigen was just teasing him or serious.
Mo Zhigen pushed the cart and wobbled on the stone road, Lu Xu was jolting.
Mo Zhigen said: "If you really can't wake up, just leave me alone and kill me."
"Wake up." Lu Xu repeated, "You are sick."
Mo Zhigen laughed at himself, and Lu Xu said again: "Even if I can't wake you up, I won't kill you. At most, I slap you a few times, and you will wake up."
"Is it just a slap?" Mo Rigen said again.
"What else do you want?" Lu Xu said seriously.
Mo Zhigen saw that Lu Xu always turned his back to him, his hands were shining, and he was rubbing them. He didn't know what he was playing, so he curiously asked, "What kind of spell is this?"
Lu Xu didn't answer, put away the ball of light, and said, "It's here."
So he jumped out of the car and walked into the alley. Mo Zhigen opened his eyes wide, pondered for a long time, and finally stepped into the door of Anxiwei Mansion.
The moment he passed through the door, there was a loud bang, and black fire swept his whole body. He appeared in the alley, propping up the wall with one hand, trapping Lu Xu under his control.
Unexpectedly, Lu Xu greeted him and kissed his lips.
Mo Zhigen was startled for a moment, but Lu Xu pulled away with a "shua".
Under the moonlight, Mo Zhigen was dressed in black and stood at the end of the eaves, with Lu Xu standing behind him.
A full moon in the sky.
"Get lost, don't follow me anymore." Mo Zhigen said coldly.
"Don't you just kill someone?" Lu Xu said in a deep voice, "I'll accompany you."
Mo Rigen opened his eyes wide, and Lu Xu said, "I'll wait for you at the old place tomorrow, don't oversleep."
"Wait!" Mo Zhigen said, "Where?!"
Lu Xu had already jumped off the eaves and disappeared. Mo Rigen chased after a few steps, and then stopped.
The next day, when the sun shines into the alley, Mo Zhigen turned around, and he could not wait for Lu Xu in the dark alley. He suddenly thought of another place, and ran to the stall outside the West Market. The diners were noisy, but Lu Xu was still not seen. .
"Why did it take you so long?" Lu Xu asked behind him.
Mo Zhigen turned his head and saw him carrying scones wrapped in paper for breakfast, and immediately said: "To kill someone today."
"You have to eat breakfast before killing people, don't you?" Lu Xu thought to himself that this person is simply inexplicable. What's wrong with eating enough before starting work
Mo Zhigen had no choice but to take the cake, went to the stall, broke it into pieces and ate it in the soup, and said displeasedly: "You don't like eating here?"
Lu Xu said, "I like it now."
Mo Zhigen: "Why?"
"Because you like it." Lu Xu said expressionlessly.
Mo Zhigen didn't speak any more. After the two had breakfast, Mo Zhigen said, "I'm going to kill your brother."
"You just do it." Lu Xu said, "I will never stop it."
Mo Zhigen snorted coldly, and when he arrived in front of the Da Ci'en Temple, there was already a sea of people. Mo Zhigen flew up to the temple wall, and Lu Xu followed him.
The two went to the hidden place of Debao Pavilion, where a relic of Master Xuanzang was enshrined.
Mo Zhigen pushed open the window, pressed the bow on the window sill, and put six nail-headed arrows on it. Lu Xu asked, "Do you want to return this one to you?"
Mo Zhigen replied: "Enough."
Hong Jun didn't come, and it wasn't him that Mo Rigen wanted to kill. From this angle, he could just see and aim at the high platform on the steps outside the gate of Da Ci'en Temple. The two couches on the high platform belonged to Li Longji and Concubine Yang who were coming.
Mo Zhigen tried his head, let go of the bowstring, stepped on the window sill, and waited, like a wolf watching its prey in the dark. Lu Xu lay on the window sill and looked out, with the scorching sun above his head.
"During the Zhenguan period." Mo Zhigen said in a daze, "Khitan chief Li Jinzhong opposed Tang, and Shi Wei was pro-Tang.
Lu Xu didn't interject, but just listened quietly.
"This battle has been going on and off for a hundred years." Mo Zhigen lowered his head to examine the bowstring, and said, "Akehun was on the shore of Warren Lake, and once belonged to Tang. When the men in the clan were sixteen years old, they would Joined the Tang army to defend against the Turks. But when I was six years old, the Turks attacked, and the Tang army forcibly withdrew from the Akhun tribe in order to preserve their strength, regardless of the life and death of the tribe.”
"This led to the Turkic attack, and the women in the clan were ravaged by the Turks...the clan was looted...the Turks like to capture Shiwei and Khitan children back, train them as dead soldiers, and serve as vanguards against the Tang army. Once taken away, they will There is no return. In order to save my life, my mother let me hide under the bed and made a deal with the Turkic Baichang... "
"What deal?" Lu Xu asked.
Mo Zhigen said: "In broad daylight, my mother told me to hide in the pile of clothes and not go out, so as not to be seen by the Turks, so she suffered for me in the tent..."
Lu Xu was silent.
"Later the Turkic people left, and we asked Shiwei for help." Mo Zhigen said again, "The Shiwei people came and wanted to help us guard the village, but the Tang army arrived later and killed all the tribesmen and burned them to death. all the territory."
Lu Xu: "Why?"
Mo Zhigen said: "Because the Akhun squad assembled by the Turks raided Langya Mountain and killed 27 Tang soldiers..."
"The Tang army wants to avenge their death in battle on us, and because the shore of Warren Lake is a strategic location, they saw it back and forth, and they couldn't hold it. In order to prevent the Turks from obtaining strategic supplies here, after killing them all, A fire... burn it all."
"That day, I always remember that my mother asked me to go out to fetch water, and as soon as I turned around, the village caught fire..."
Mo Zhigen looked outside silently. Under the scorching sun, Lu Xu turned his head sideways, looked at Mo Zhigen, and smiled slightly.
"What are you laughing at?" Mo Zhigen said.
"You're so pretty." Lu Xu said, "You haven't kissed me yet."
Mo Zhigen said: "If you want to persuade me, you don't have to."
"I won't persuade you." Lu Xu said, "I will only accompany you."
"If you stop me at the last moment, I will shoot you to death first." Mo Zhigen said in a cold tone, threatening.
"I won't." Lu Xu frowned, "Why are you so suspicious?"
Mo Zhigen pondered for a moment, and stared at Lu Xu with hostility. After a while, he put down his foot on the window sill, supported the window sill like Lu Xu, leaned down slightly, and approached Lu Xu.
Lu Xu closed his eyes, and Mo Zhigen opened his lips slightly, and kissed his lips. Their lips were hot and soft, and each other's breathing couldn't help but become rapid.
A bell rang in the distance, and Li Longji and Yang Yuhuan arrived.
The two parted their lips, Lu Xu and Mo Rigen looked at each other for a moment, Mo Rigen turned his head and looked outside the gate of Daci'en Temple, and there was silence between heaven and earth.
He pressed the longbow to the window sill, took out a nail-headed arrow from the quiver, and prepared to mount it.
And at this moment, Lu Xu suddenly said: "If I make up a memory for you in my dream, and turn that dark past into the life I grew up with, do you think everything will become different for you? Is it the same?"
"No." Mo Zhigen said in a deep voice, "What happened is what happened. For me, no matter how my memory changes, those things will always exist."
"But for me." Lu Xu added, "All the pain is only in the memory. It is the responsibility of the wolf and the white deer to drive away the painful dreams and leave only the beautiful dreams."
"So this is just self-deception." Mo Zhigen said.
"Where is the boundary between dreams and reality? In other words, how can you be sure that those painful memories were not fabricated by the demons to corrupt you?"
Mo Zhigen: "..."
Lu Xu said again: "Assuming we are also in a dream now, how can you be sure how many memories are dreams and how many memories are reality?"
"Let me ask one last question. What if I told you that at the moment I sealed your memory, the murderer in your memory was a Turkic man, and it was only after being tampered with by An Lushan that the murderer became Tang Jun?"
Mo Zhigen didn't answer, as if he had turned a deaf ear to Lu Xuzhi's words, he slowly drew his bow and aimed at Li Longji's back in the distance.
As long as the arrow leaves the string and flies nearly a hundred steps away, it will shoot into the back of the Tang Emperor's neck and kill him with one arrow.
At this time, the abbot held the wooden fish in his hand and led more than ten monks to walk out, recite scriptures and pray for the emperor and concubine.
"Nanwuhalatanaduolayeye—"
"Namo Ah Yeva Lu Jiedi Shuo Bo Laya—"
Thousands of monks in the Sha Na Bao Temple chanted at the same time, and the sound of chanting seemed to penetrate everyone's eardrums, and it continued to vibrate in Mo Zhigen's chest, and countless pictures flashed by.
"All pain exists only in memory..."
"Dream and reality, where is the boundary between them?"
Mo Zhigen turned his head to look at Lu Xu in disbelief. Lu Xu stood in the sun and stared at him silently. At that moment, they seemed to have returned to the "Deer King Jatsen", standing quietly in front of the fountain pool.
At this moment, Mo Zhigen seemed to have a hole in his heart, and there was a "hum" in his chest, and a seal printed by the Deer King appeared.
"All premeditated dharmas are like dreams and bubbles..." Mo Zhigen murmured.
Lu Xu smiled and said: "It is like dew and electricity, so you should observe it like this."
Mo Zhigen put down his bow, followed by a burst of dizziness.
The rain falls, and the stag stands in the middle of the lake by the Warren Lake, with hundreds of millions of water patterns blooming around him, just like a brilliant lotus blooming and dying.
The wolf stood by the lake, staring at the stag from a distance.
"I should go, I will be reincarnated in Mogao Grottoes." Hart turned around, and said softly in a deep voice.
"I will be reincarnated by this lake." The wolf replied hoarsely.
The stag said: "Remember to come to me... just follow the fate."
"I will go." The wolf replied.
The stag turned around and stepped into the night sky. The rain had stopped and the Milky Way was flying, and the stag followed the light track of the Milky Way to the far end of the earth.
The wolf's indigo luminous body turned into light spots, slowly drifting away, flying in the wind. Warren Lake is like a mirror, reflecting this picture.
In the middle of the night, Mo Zhigen opened the paper door, walked out shirtless and only in underpants, and sat cross-legged on the porch to land Xu, Lu Xu looked thoughtful, repeatedly rubbing two light balls in his hands.
Mo Zhigen looked down and saw that the two balls of light in Lu Xu's hands were a tiny glowing white deer and an indigo wolf cub. The cub chased him to the palm of his right hand, and the white deer jumped to the palm of his left hand . The gray wolf and the white deer chased back and forth.
Mo Zhigen sat down beside Lu Xu, with one hand on his shoulder. Lu Xu looked up at the starry sky, but Mo Zhigen looked at Lu Xu sideways.
"I love you." Mo Zhigen whispered.
"Don't be gross." Lu Xu said coldly.
In an instant, Mo Zhigen opened his eyes, roared, and lifted Lu Xu from behind, and threw him off. Lu Xu was already pale, suffocated in the water, and no longer breathed. Mo Zhigen immediately carried him to the poolside, pressed She pinched his mouth and nose, pressed his chest hard, and breathed into his mouth.
Once, twice, Lu Xu gasped suddenly, spewed water, and coughed frantically. Mo Zhigen waited for him to cough a few times, and then leaned down again.
"Well—" Lu Xu struggled to push him away, and he was already awake, but Mo Zhigen didn't blow his breath at him, but intertwined his lips and tongue, and kissed him domineeringly.
Lu Xu: "..."
Lu Xu opened his eyes wide, but this time Mo Rigen focused on kissing Lu Xu with his eyes closed. After a while, Mo Zhigen felt that both of them reacted, and immediately opened his eyes with a smile in his eyes, but his lips were still inseparable.
And there was a hint of evil in those eyes.
Lu Xu was stunned, and his heart beat wildly in an instant, the devilish energy in Mo Zhigen's body had not been expelled yet!
He immediately swung an elbow hammer, gave Mo Zhigen a hard blow, and knocked him away. Mo Zhigen was unexpectedly attacked again, and immediately said angrily: "You are courting death!"
This has far exceeded Lu Xu's expectations. His first thought was, that's too bad! The magic is still there! He retreated instinctively, but he still had to find Li Jinglong!
Lu Xu fell into the bath again, but Mo Zhigen stepped in, and there was a splash of water. Lu Xu planned to escape, but Mo Zhigen grabbed his waist with one hand, and pressed him hard without any explanation. the wall.
Lu Xu: "..."
Lu Xu still struggled, but Mo Zhigen bit the red mark on his neck!
Lu Xu's whole body froze for a moment, but Mo Zhigen didn't bite down. He just gave a weak bite with his canine teeth, and then changed to a kiss, and kissed him lightly on his neck. Then he followed Lu Xu's neck, slowly kissed his ear, and then kissed his side face. Lu Xu turned his side face with surprise in his eyes.
"Now it's my turn..." Mo Zhigen whispered, "Relax, don't be nervous..."
The two faced each other, and Mo Zhigen kissed Lu Xu's lips again.
"You don't like barbaric ones?" Mo Zhigen said.
"Your devilish energy..." Lu Xu said, "This is wrong..."
"This is me." Mo Zhigen said, "This is the real me..."
"No, no... you can't... you bastard!" Lu Xu shouted immediately.
"What do you call me?" Mo Zhigen whispered in Lu Xu's ear. The clothes of the two of them have already been soaked, and the muscles are stuck together through the thin summer silk clothes. In this hot bath, Lu Xu did not expect that Mo Zhigen would be so straightforward. Mo Zhigen has a broad chest, strong and powerful His shoulders and arms made him obsessed. Mo Zhigen tore at Lu Xu's martial robe like a wolf. Lu Xu couldn't struggle with him, and his wrists were directly locked by one of his hands, and he was captured within a moment.
"Chang Shi ordered..."
"I'll make it quick." Mo Zhigen said in Lu Xu's ear, and then pushed him against the wall.
"Ahhh!" Lu Xu yelled, after being described by Hong Jun once, he couldn't help wondering, is it that painful? But when it comes to experiencing it personally, it’s really, really, good, painful, ah!
"Pain?" Mo Zhigen stopped his movements and saw that Lu Xu's tears were coming out. He was a little at a loss, and he was so nervous that he was like the innocent him who was with Lu Xu before.
"No, no, no!" Lu Xu immediately denied it, "It doesn't hurt at all. Big Wolf..." Then he frowned deeply, closed his eyes tightly, and said in a trembling voice, "I want it."
He had long forgotten what Hong Jun said, but at this moment, he suddenly felt that there seemed to be a strange force blending in their bodies, just like blood dissolved in blood, and water dissolved in water.
Mo Zhigen didn't say a word, and pressed Lu Xu tightly against the wall. They were trembling with each other's breathing. The emotions were extremely complicated, nervousness, joy, excitement, anticipation... all kinds of emotions mixed together, even Without opening his mouth, he could directly feel the tremor from the other party's soul!
Mo Zhigen held Lu Xu's hand, and the two separated their fingers tacitly, and clasped them tightly together. Lu Xu actually shed tears under these repeated collisions, and couldn't help sobbing.
Mo Zhigen kissed away his tears, and whispered in his ear: "Quick battles won't solve it quickly, cry louder?"
Lu Xu: "... bastard!"