Du Jing sent him a bunch of messages and asked him to come outside the school gate. He drove to pick him up, and the three of them had dinner together. Zhou Luoyang didn't reply to him, in fact, at this time, he already felt it.
It was clearly a trivial matter that couldn't be more trivial, but Zhou Luoyang couldn't let it go at all.
At two noon, Du Jing returned to the bedroom.
Zhou Luoyang was lying on the bed, raised his eyes and glanced at him, and was about to speak, but Du Jing said, "What's your opinion on me recently?"
Zhou Luoyang: "How is the result of the follow-up consultation?"
"Get up!" Du Jing frowned and said, "Tell me, where did I offend you?"
Zhou Luoyang is a little bit wrong, he is really jealous, and because the third person inserted in the continuous relationship between the two in the dormitory, these days, he has subtle changes to Du Jing, saying why Sun Xiangchen doesn't It was Du Jing who actually got angry when he gave him something.
"What are you doing?!" Zhou Luoyang finally got angry and said, "Where did I offend you?"
"I've been waiting for you at the school gate for an hour!" Du Jing said, "Why didn't you reply to the message?"
"You just sent me three messages!" Zhou Luoyang said, "If you don't reply, you just don't want to go, don't you understand?!"
Zhou Luoyang wanted to scold him very much. You asked Sun Xiangchen to accompany you to the follow-up consultation, but you never let me go for so long. What did you say to Sun Xiangchen? You guys are on good terms now, don't talk to me like that. But it's too ambiguous to say that, it's like lovers quarreling with jealousy.
So in the end he chose not to speak.
Du Jing sat down angrily, made a loud noise, swept all the books aside, propped on his elbows, sat in front of the desk gasping for breath, then suddenly picked up a stapler and started smashing his hands.
Zhou Luoyang immediately said, "Du Jing!"
Zhou Luoyang realized that Du Jing was really uncomfortable. This was the first time that Zhou Luoyang saw him use violence to self-mutilate. He immediately hugged him from behind, attached him to the swivel chair, and pulled him away from the desk. .
"I'm sorry!" Zhou Luoyang said, "I'm sorry! Du Jing!"
Zhou Luoyang knew that he must have accidentally stimulated him.
"I was wrong," Zhou Luoyang said, "don't do this! I... I... "
The stapler fell to the ground, and Du Jing was in extreme pain, gasping for breath.
"I don't think so in my heart," Zhou Luoyang finally told the truth, "I don't think so, Du Jing, it's just that... I'm mad at you on purpose."
Zhou Luoyang was a little overwhelmed, until Du Jing calmed down a little and looked at the scenery outside the window.
"I'm a little concerned," Zhou Luoyang said, "I..."
He admitted it, and finally said: "I'm really jealous, you and Sun Xiangchen are too close."
"Well." Du Jing said coldly.
Zhou Luoyang put away the stapler and looked down at Du Jing's hand. Fortunately, there was no bleeding. He had smashed it a few times with a blunt tip before, all of which were on the back of his hand, but the force was so strong that the back of his hand was bruised.
Du Jing seemed to vent the emotions that had accumulated for many days through this cathartic act.
"I'm much better when I hear you say that." Du Jing recovered a little and panted, "I felt it too, so I rejected him."
"What?" Zhou Luoyang said blankly, "What do you feel?"
Du Jing said: "When he drove him back, he said it all."
Zhou Luoyang still didn't understand and asked, "What did he say?"
This morning, Du Jing had a follow-up visit and came out of the hospital. Sun Xiangchen happened to be waiting outside the hospital door and smiled at him and said, "Brother Jing!"
Du Jing was startled and asked, "What are you doing here?"
Sun Xiangchen showed the medicine box in his hand: "Get some medicine for your friend, let's go back together?"
Du Jing walked to the car in silence, Sun Xiangchen sat in the passenger seat and asked, "Are you okay?"
Knowing that Sun Xiangchen must have inquired about him, Du Jing said indifferently, "No."
Sun Xiangchen asked, "Shall we go back to school? Where is Senior Brother Luoyang?"
Du Jing drove out the car and replied, "I'll do something first."
"I'll accompany you." Sun Xiangchen said, "Have lunch together?"
Du Jing didn't answer. At this time, Zhou Luoyang sent a message to Du Jing's mobile phone, and Du Jing replied. Sun Xiangchen saw Zhou Luoyang's avatar and took the initiative to send him a message.
Du Jing parked outside a mobile phone store, which was the first time he and Zhou Luoyang came to buy a mobile phone, got out of the car to buy something, got in the car again, and sent a message to Zhou Luoyang to ask him to come out of school.
Zhou Luoyang did not reply, and Du Jing drove the car to the school.
Sun Xiangchen asked, "Why did you buy another one?"
"Bought it for Luoyang." Du Jing said.
Sun Xiangchen smiled: "Is it because I didn't send you to him, senior brother is not happy?"
Du Jing hung up and answered succinctly, "Yes."
Sun Xiangchen put his hand on the back of Du Jing's hand and patted it, jokingly said, "Next time I will definitely..."
"No need," Du Jing immediately pulled back his hand, interrupted him, and said, "Don't buy me anything in the future, I don't like you."
Sun Xiangchen was startled.
"Oh," Sun Xiangchen said, "I'm sorry, I thought Brother Jing, you... I didn't expect you... It's me being too presumptuous."
Du Jing said mercilessly: "I'm not gay, I don't like men, you can find another one. But Zhou Luoyang is my wife, you will make us quarrel like this."
Sun Xiangchen didn't understand Du Jing's meaning at all. Du Jing first said "I'm not gay", but then said "Zhou Luoyang is my wife". Does he like men or not
"That's it." Du Jing drove the car to the school gate and said, "Thank you for the gift you bought me, you don't have much living expenses, I will transfer the money to you, I know you bought the phone for me, not a lottery. come."
Sun Xiangchen didn't say any more, nodded after a moment, and said, "Brother Jing, I wish you happiness."
"Receive money." Du Jing said.
Sun Xiangchen said: "No, I really... Forget it, there is no need to say more about this." Immediately, he smiled again and said, "Brother Jing, you must..."
"Receive money!" Du Jing shouted suddenly.
The space in the car was small, and when Du Jing shouted like this, Sun Xiangchen was immediately frightened. He took out his mobile phone and accepted the money transferred from Du Jing.
Du Jing then pressed the door lock, looked in front of the car, waited for the familiar figure of Zhou Luoyang to appear, and did not talk to Sun Xiangchen again.
Zhou Luoyang's mouth twitched after listening, not only Sun Xiangchen couldn't understand, but Zhou Luoyang himself almost couldn't understand Du Jing's words.
"You told him that you're not gay, and then said I'm your wife?" Zhou Luoyang said, laughing and crying, "If he doesn't get it wrong, he will be a ghost!"
"It's up to him." Du Jing's voice was lower, and he turned to look at Zhou Luoyang with a little guilty look in his eyes.
But Zhou Luoyang could still roughly understand the meaning of Du Jing's words.
The first half of the sentence "I'm not gay, I don't like men" naturally means rejecting Sun Xiangchen, and the second half of the sentence "Zhou Luoyang is my wife" does not mean that the two are in love.
Instead, Du Jing originally meant "I and Zhou Luoyang are very good friends", but the word "friend" cannot really express the relationship between the two, nor can it summarize the weight of their emotions.
So Du Jing changed the way of expression, just like high school students occasionally joke, straight men call each other "wife" jokingly, to tell Sun Xiangchen that they are not ordinary friends, and even the relationship is no longer "friends".
As for what it is, Du Jing can't tell, and Zhou Luoyang has never defined it.
When Zhou Luoyang heard this, although he felt amused, he was beyond moved.
"I bought this for you," Du Jing took out his new unopened cell phone and said, "Is the original one returned to him?"
"I bought it for you too." Zhou Luoyang also took out a mobile phone.
The two were silent for a moment in the sun, and Zhou Luoyang said, "I didn't expect that he was... chasing you. Uh, Xiang Chen... he really doesn't look like him."
"Stop talking about him," Du Jing replied, "past tense."
Zhou Luoyang snorted, took Du Jing's medical record and started to look at it. The indicators are not very good, but they are still within the controllable range. They need to be observed carefully. There is a possibility of turning into depression again in the short term.
Zhou Luoyang did not feel that Sun Xiangchen was gay at all. He and Du Jing had listened to lectures on LGBT activities. Once an AIDS patient asked for a hug at IN77 Plaza in Hangzhou, Du Jing and Zhou Luoyang also hugged them successively. Zhou Luoyang has never objected, and besides being so good with Du Jing, he always has feelings for lonely people, and when he hugs them, it is like hugging another Du Jing.
But don't talk about attacking and accepting, Sun Xiangchen is a straight man who is carefree. Zhou Luoyang didn't notice it at all, but Du Jing felt it first.
Since Du Jing rejected him first, Zhou Luoyang didn't mention it any more.
However, it is said that after Sun Xiangchen returned to the dormitory that night, he was very drunk and told his brother in the dormitory. One of the brothers told the one in the next dormitory, and then Sun Xiangchen's entire class, and many people in the department knew about it. After it was passed on and on, everyone thought that Du Jing and Zhou Luoyang were lovers, and Sun Xiangchen was a pawn. Wall foot fails.
Therefore, there was a dialogue between Zhou Luoyang and Du Jing.
"Shall we go archery?"
When Du Jing showed irritability, Zhou Luoyang immediately suggested that he did not let Du Jing stay alone. The manic stage is different from the depressive stage.
Zhou Luoyang has done a lot of homework and knows that when the mania breaks out, Du Jing's spirit is in a state of turbulence, and he may self-harm or smash things at any time. At this moment, he is equivalent to building a dam and forcibly blocking the tsunami. destroyed, with unimaginable consequences.
"Then go to practice boxing?" Zhou Luoyang tried to calm down and said, "How about playing sandbags?"
Du Jing didn't speak, he raised his eyes and glanced at Zhou Luoyang, Zhou Luoyang said patiently, "You will be fine, just for a while, hold on, or let's go for a run?"
Du Jing sat on the swivel chair, Zhou Luoyang brought basketball shoes, knelt on one knee, put them on for him, and looked up at him. He put on his coat again and said, "Let's go, let's go."
Du Jing finally spoke up and said, "I don't care what other people say, why would you say such a thing?! What they say, as long as they don't come to me and say it, I can pretend it never happened!"
Zhou Luoyang and Du Jing went downstairs, he didn't explain, he just said: "I'm sorry, I just said something..."
"Don't walk in front of me!" Du Jing roughly held Zhou Luoyang's shoulders and let him fall behind him.
Zhou Luoyang had to follow him and said, "Du Jing..."
Du Jing turned around, with anger in his eyes: "If you don't mind what other people talk about, get out of here now! Get out! Change the dormitory!"
Zhou Luoyang was not angry and replied, "I won't get out, I know this is not your truth."
Du Jing and Zhou Luoyang stood quietly. Next, Du Jing turned around and started running.
"Wait for me!" Zhou Luoyang chased after him.
Du Jing ran very fast. After leaving the campus, he passed through the Hangzhou Botanical Garden in an instant. Zhou Luoyang chased after him and shouted, "I can't keep up! Slow down!"
Du Jing passed through the botanical garden in the blink of an eye, not knowing where he went.
Zhou Luoyang shouted: "Du Jing! Du Jing! Where are the people?"
Zhou Luoyang ran halfway through the botanical garden, out of breath, Du Jing's speed was like the wind, and there was no shadow in an instant. There were many forks in front of him, and Zhou Luoyang stood blankly on the fork.
"What color?" An aunt asked Zhou Luoyang, holding the golden retriever's leash, "Is the German Shepherd fighting with our ball?"
"It's not a dog," Zhou Luoyang said with tears in his eyes, "it's a man! Tall man, wearing a red tracksuit, did you see him running to where?"
Aunt pointed in a direction, and Zhou Luoyang chased after him.
After running a full ten kilometers, Zhou Luoyang really had no energy, and he felt like he was walking a neurotic large dog who didn't listen to commands.
"I can't... I can't run anymore." Zhou Luoyang's physical fitness was considered the best in the class, but running 10 kilometers continuously at this speed couldn't hold up, not to mention he hadn't eaten lunch yet.
Exhausted, he sat on the roadside flower bed and said to himself, "It's really good at running, why is your physical strength so good?"
Zhou Luoyang scraped a little mud with his fingers, and put a half-dead earthworm that fell on the concrete floor back into the mud.
He looked up at the sky. It was overcast and it was about to rain. The air was filled with surging air pressure, which made his chest feel stuffy. The botanical garden was dark and damp, and the koi in the pond leaped to the surface, gasping for breath and making successive sounds.
"Go back," Du Jing said from behind Zhou Luoyang, covered in sweat, "it's going to rain."
Zhou Luoyang turned to look at him and said, "Is it better?"
Du Jing nodded reluctantly, and Zhou Luoyang tried his best to say, "Run, continue, let's go! Go to the West Lake!"
Du Jing said, "Can you?"
"The wind in July, the rain in August, the humble I like the distant you..." Zhou Luoyang got up and sang, "You are still in the future, how dare you grow old, the future me and you will accompany you to the end..."
Du Jing: "..."
"Let's go!" Zhou Luoyang shouted, this time he ran ahead of Du Jing.
Du Jing put on his earphones and chased after Zhou Luoyang. This time, they ran side by side on Beishan Road. Du Jing slowed down and started a long-distance race around the lake with Zhou Luoyang.
"It's raining!" Du Jing slowed down and said to Zhou Luoyang.
The heavy rain poured down, and the overwhelming rain soaked the two of them in an instant. The wind was blowing, the West Lake rolled up the waves, and all the tourists went to hide from the rain. Du Jing took a few steps slowly and looked back at Zhou Luoyang.
The moment the two looked at each other, Zhou Luoyang knew that Du Jing's mania had eased. As the environment changed, the rainstorm came, and his boredom dissipated.
Zhou Luoyang took Du Jing's hand and continued to run along the West Lake without speaking.
This time Du Jing didn't insist, and followed behind Zhou Luoyang, the two of them were completely soaked. When they finally got to Zhou Luoyang and couldn't run, they had already run outside the Jingci Temple.
Zhou Luoyang was paralyzed on the coffee table and couldn't breathe. Du Jing went to buy a cup of hot tea and asked the clerk to turn on the air conditioning temperature. The store was full of tourists sheltering from the rain, making it noisy like a vegetable market.
When Du Jing came back, there was no room, and Zhou Luoyang gave way to the side, and the two huddled on a small sofa.
"Don't take off your clothes, be careful of catching a cold." Du Jing said.
Zhou Luoyang was soaked all over. He asked Du Jing to lean forward a little to block himself. He took off his short-sleeved T-shirt and put on his sports jacket.
"It's okay," Zhou Luoyang said, "I'm in good health."
Du Jing half hugged Zhou Luoyang and let him drink some hot tea in his hand.
Du Jing said, "My clothes are yours."
Zhou Luoyang: "Oh change it back?"
The clothes were bought together last time, only the size difference.
Du Jing put his hand in the pocket of his clothes and accidentally took out a rubber band.
"What is this?" Du Jing asked unexpectedly, "Which girl gave it to you?"
They both have short hair and never use rubber bands.
Zhou Luoyang said: "The last time I was in the archery club, I took one of the arrows when I bundled them. I thought I would use it for you."
Du Jing: "???"