"Anything on your mind?" Du Jing looked into Le Yao's eyes from the rear mirror.
Le Yao reluctantly smiled, and his face always had such a reluctant smile, as if his emotions were just to match the reactions of the people around him.
"Why isn't Aaron here today?" Zhou Luoyang also brought Aaron a wood carving from Southeast Asia to thank him for taking care of his younger brother.
"I asked him to go back first." Le Yao said, "It's almost Christmas vacation, together with the New Year's vacation, do you still want to go out?"
Leyao's school is an international school. It has a holiday from December 24th to January 4th, but the winter vacation is shorter than that in China, only two weeks.
"Your brother said to stay at home with you and not go anywhere." Du Jing said in a leisurely manner while driving.
Zhou Luoyang said: "Boss Du said he would invite us to go on a trip, do you want to go?"
Le Yao's face changed briefly, but he immediately smiled and said, "Okay."
Du Jing didn't answer, and when he got home, he went to cook by himself. Zhou Luoyang saw that the house was kept clean, and asked Du Jing, "Did you have someone come to clean it again?"
"No." Du Jing was wearing an apron, facing the recipe, studying how to make salt-baked chicken. It is too complicated for a novice to challenge such a difficult task. It is obviously more complicated than cooking. Take it easy.
"I cleaned up," Le Yao said. "It took me three days to clean the house."
Zhou Luoyang: "…"
Le Yao said, "Not bad, right? Look, I can do housework too."
Zhou Luoyang put his hand on his forehead, when Le Yao's cell phone rang, he looked at it and was about to pick it up, but Le Yao quickly took it.
There was an unfamiliar call above, and Le Yao only made a few "um" before hanging up. Zhou Luoyang looked at him suspiciously and said, "Who?"
Le Yao's expression was unnatural, and he said, "Classmate."
Is the classmates meeting an unfamiliar number? No name record? Le Yao never avoided him when he answered the phone before, and Zhou Luoyang was used to it for a long time. This was the first time.
He realized that Le Yao also began to have things he didn't want to say. Even if it was a real brother, he should respect each other's private space. The only thing he worried about was Muye's group of debt collectors, so it would be fine.
During dinner, there was a strange silence on the table. Du Jing poured some wine and then poured it on Zhou Luoyang. Zhou Luoyang naturally knew that his original intention was to celebrate their safe return, but he could not say this in front of his younger brother.
"Drink?" Du Jing said, "try the meal I made."
"No more." Le Yao said.
But he thought about it and said, "Drink a little."
Zhou Luoyang was in a good mood all day, and returning to the familiar environment, even in the foggy city of Wan, made him feel very comfortable. Only today's atmosphere was a bit wrong, Du Jing and Le Yao didn't speak, he was often talking to himself, and most of the time, apart from drinking, he was in the cold.
"Better than me." Zhou Luoyang smiled.
"It's alright." Du Jingman said casually, pouring himself another drink.
Zhou Luoyang said: "Drink less."
Le Yao tried hard to find a topic and said a few things about the school, but there was nothing to say between the three.
"Do you have something on your mind?" Zhou Luoyang asked Le Yao, he felt that since Du Jing came, Le Yao's words became less.
"No," Le Yao said hurriedly, "I'm very happy."
Zhou Luoyang asked, "If you are traveling, where do you want to go?"
Le Yao said, "You can do it."
Zhou Luoyang said, "Do you have any place you want to go?"
"I want to go back to Japan, can I?" Le Yao suddenly said, "You don't have to go to Tokyo, you can also go to Nara and Kyoto."
Zhou Luoyang was a little surprised. He didn't really want to go back to Japan. After all, a lot of things happened there that changed their lives. He thought Le Yao didn't want to go back. Originally, he planned to go to Indonesia or Sri Lanka for Christmas. Unexpectedly, Le Yao offered to go back to Japan.
Zhou Luoyang looked at Du Jing, Du Jing said, "You two decide, I can go anywhere."
With that said, Du Jing took another bowl, peeled the shrimp for the two of them, and poured wine on them.
Zhou Luoyang said happily: "Of course, do you want to go to Nara to soak in hot springs? Let's take a look at the deer and wait for the New Year in Osaka?"
At that moment, Le Yao was really happy and said, "I can go see the deer I adopted!"
Zhou Luoyang remembered that Le Yao's mother-in-law's house was in Kyoto, and since his father passed away in a car accident, they seldom contacted him. They would occasionally make phone calls on festivals to ask about Le Yao's current situation. Zhou Luoyang didn't speak much Japanese either. You can only let Le Yao chat with him over there.
"Go back and see your uncle," Zhou Luoyang said, "buy some gifts and come to your door... Du Jing, how much have you been drinking? Stop drinking!"
Du Jing drank two bottles of wine, and looked at Zhou Luoyang silently like no one else.
There was something wrong with the atmosphere, and Le Yao also felt it, but he didn't speak, and just ate the food in front of him quietly. Du Jing let go of the bowl and said, "You eat this."
"I'll peel it myself." Le Yao said, "give it to my brother."
Zhou Luoyang said: "Why do you feel a little wrong today? Hello."
Zhou Luoyang kicked Du Jing lightly under the table, indicating that he could speak if he had something to say.
"Are you uncomfortable?" Zhou Luoyang asked Du Jing.
Du Jing didn't speak, but suddenly laughed. Under the light of the dining room at home, Du Jing's smile was very warm. He was wearing a thin black wool sweater and the eyes of Versailles on his wrists, reflecting a brilliant blue light.
Zhou Luoyang thought to himself, this doesn't look like a mental illness at all, it's so handsome.
This is one of the few for him. Seeing Du Jingxiao, for some reason, this scene gave him the warmth of his long-lost home.
"It's fine." Zhou Luoyang replied, as long as Du Jing doesn't get sick, he won't pursue what he has in mind. Anyway, he will tell himself what he needs to say, and it's useless to ask what he doesn't want to say.
After another brief silence, Du Jing suddenly said, "Because I resigned today."
Zhou Luoyang: "!!!"
"You..." Zhou Luoyang said in disbelief, "Why did you only say it now?!"
Du Jing said: "It's too dangerous, I don't want to do it."
Le Yao did not speak, and drank some wine.
Zhou Luoyang didn't say anything like "Why didn't you discuss with me?" The moment Du Jing said his resignation, the happiness in his eyes could not be concealed.
"Great!" Zhou Luoyang was so happy that he didn't know what to say, and said, "Great! You... you finally decided... "
"The Huai Furnace was a work souvenir from the boss," Du Jing said. "Everyone who has been a Changyi executive will have such a gift."
Zhou Luoyang thought it was no wonder, Du Jing added: "It means to block bullets for me."
Zhou Luoyang was dumbfounded and shouted, "That's great!"
Zhou Luoyang got up to hug Du Jing, but Du Jing seemed a little embarrassed. He got up and started to clean up the dinner plates on the table, saying, "The year-end bonus will still be given. In the last month, I have to go to the company occasionally to help them. Do some clerical work."
Le Yao asked, "Then what do you want to do next?"
"Open a store?" Du Jing said casually, "I haven't thought about it, let's talk about it."
Zhou Luoyang said: "Let's rest for a while, you are also very tired in Changyi."
Du Jing was silent. Zhou Luoyang was so happy that he couldn't describe it. He completely ignored Le Yao for a while, chased into the kitchen, and said, "Go and rest, I'll come."
Du Jing said: "Pay attention to checking the accounts these days. The money will be called. If it is not enough to repay the money, I will find a way to do the rest."
"It's alright." Zhou Luoyang said, "After the New Year's break, I can find a job again, or just visit the store. I'm confident."
Du Jing packed up, put the tableware in the dishwasher, and said, "There is no need to start the watch again."
Zhou Luoyang stood aside, watching Du Jing's movements, suddenly filled with emotion.
"Yes," said Zhou Luoyang, "that day I felt... it was too dangerous."
"It's my responsibility to bring you into such a dangerous situation," Du Jing said.
"No no," Zhou Luoyang said immediately, "I never thought about it that way, I just hope..."
"I know." Du Jing interrupted him, pressed the dishwasher, and said, "You just want to accompany me, at least not every time I face life and death, I have only myself."
Zhou Luoyang was silent, his nose suddenly became a little sore.
Du Jing looked out and said, "Let's talk about this later, go accompany Le Yao, you two have been separated for too long."
Zhou Luoyang nodded, he had a lot to say, but at the same time, they also had a lot of time to say.
Le Yao was sitting in a wheelchair, staring at the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, where Du Jing sat when he was depressed not long ago.
"Are you going to take a shower first?" Zhou Luoyang walked around the living room twice with a drink.
"Okay," Le Yao said, "I'll go right now."
Zhou Luoyang pushed his brother into the bathroom, brought him clothes, and saw that Le Yao's clothes were neatly folded.
"What happened to you in Hong Kong?" Le Yao went into the bathroom and pulled down his pants.
Zhou Luoyang immediately said: "No, why do you say that?"
"I feel that the two of you have become different," Le Yao said. "Have you experienced something very dangerous?"
"No." Zhou Luoyang smiled, "How can you think so?"
Zhou Luoyang is a little guilty. He knows that his younger brother just doesn't ask questions most of the time. In fact, many things can be guessed by his IQ-their passports and mobile phones have been lost, and they are together. This can't be used. Careless to explain.
Zhou Luoyang's reason was that he was carrying a bag, and Du Jing's mobile phone was also in his bag, which was stolen in a blink of an eye.
Le Yao didn't ask, but he could clearly feel that something must have happened to them.
"What's different?" Zhou Luoyang said, "Du Jing has always been like that, right?"
Behind the shower curtain, Le Yao sat in the bathtub and started to take a bath, and said calmly, "The way you look at him and the way he looks at you are not the same as before. It's like... just like... "
Zhou Luoyang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "Like what?"
Le Yao jokingly said: "It's like two people who have experienced a car accident and the test of life and death together. Do you remember? After waking up, I did accidental trauma rehabilitation in psychology, which is the kind of people who gather around and chat. There's a couple in there, and that's the same feeling."
"Not really," Zhou Luoyang said casually, "You think too much."
Le Yao hummed, and the sound of water came from behind the shower curtain. Zhou Luoyang was suddenly amused. He was also very nervous. He had never been in a car accident, but he actually crashed a plane once, and it was a helicopter that rushed into the woods! At that time, I didn't feel any psychological trauma.
Le Yao said, "How did you meet Du Jing?"
"Ah?" Zhou Luoyang recovered and said, "I remember what I told you, we are roommates."
Le Yao said, "Is it just a roommate relationship?"
Zhou Luoyang said, "Just like you and Aaron, right?"
Le Yao stopped and said, "Has there never been a third person between you two? There are only two people in the dormitory from beginning to end? Haven't you made any other friends in the class?"
"No." Zhou Luoyang remembered that his relationship with Du Jing was very exclusive. After the incident with Sun Xiangchen, they all realized it.
It stands to reason that they were indeed a very strong friendship at that time. Neither of them thought about other directions, but this exclusive relationship was caused by Du Jing's illness.
"There is no room for other people between you." Le Yao smiled.
"It's not like this," Zhou Luoyang said. "It's just that most of the time, I don't think it's necessary to bring other friends to play with."
Immediately, he realized the meaning of Le Yao's words and said, "You are different, he also regards you as a younger brother."
"I don't mean anything else." Le Yao smiled, "I'm just curious, um... you guys... brother."
Zhou Luoyang: "Huh?"
Le Yao thought for a while, and suddenly said, "Have you tried... For example, in some aspects..."
Zhou Luoyang: "..."
Zhou Luoyang instantly remembered a certain past event, and then realized that Le Yao was in adolescence. He was paraplegic due to a car accident, but he was also a normal boy, and it was only reasonable to have hormonal impulses.
Le Yao quipped: "The boys in our class often joke with each other, and they sometimes in the dormitory... of course wearing clothes..."
Zhou Luoyang became alert and said, "Le Yao, did Aaron do anything to you?"
Le Yao was puzzled and said, "No, why do you say that?"
Zhou Luoyang immediately said, "That's my fault, I shouldn't speculate."
In fact, he didn't think that Aaron would have any thoughts on his brother, and he asked this sentence just to avoid Le Yao's embarrassment. Compared with Aaron's attitude towards Le Yao, Zhou Luoyang is more concerned about whether Le Yao will have any feelings for him because of his roommate's daily care.
Zhou Luoyang can still accept his feelings for his brother if he just transfers his feelings to Aaron, but he is afraid that there is something unclear... Le Yao is not yet fully grown, and his sexual orientation has not yet been determined.
Le Yao said: "I'm just curious, haven't you two ever crossed the line? I heard that mania can lead to a very high sex drive... I don't mean anything else..."
Zhou Luoyang didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Where did you know this? Du Jing he..."
At this time, Du Jing came in whistling, shook the shaving foam twice, and wiped it on his face.
"Du Jing!" Zhou Luoyang said displeased.
Du Jing glanced at Zhou Luoyang, handed over the phone, and said, "The two brothers are talking bad about me again? Le Yao has a phone."
Le Yao was suddenly a little nervous, took the phone and glanced at it, saw Zhang Yalun, and answered the phone. Du Jing went out after shaving his beard.
Aaron chatted with Le Yao for a few words, probably asking what he had for dinner and whether his brothers were back or not. Zhou Luoyang suddenly found it very interesting, just like when Du Jing went back to Spain for a few vacations before, they would make voice calls every day and talk about meaningless things.
Zhou Luoyang also briefly chatted with Aaron, asked about the school, and thanked him for his care.
"Is there any problem with Le Yao?" Zhou Luoyang answered the phone and asked Le Yao to dress himself, "Have you skipped classes and went out to play secretly recently?"
Zhang Yalun paused briefly and said, "No."
As soon as Zhou Luoyang heard it, he knew that he was lying, and he thought that the two must have skipped class and went out for a walk someday, but they didn't reveal it, pretending not to know. Le Yao said, "Get dressed, call me."
Zhou Luoyang returned the phone, and Le Yao said, "I'll go to sleep after chatting for a while. Leave me alone."
"Well." Zhou Luoyang kissed his forehead and said, "Good night."
Du Jing was taking a shower, Zhou Luoyang knocked on the door, Du Jing said, "No lock, come in and wash together?"
"I'm not the kind of person who goes into other people's bathrooms without knocking on the door." Zhou Luoyang put away the clothes that Du Jing had changed.
"It's superfluous." Du Jing said, "You got my heart and don't want my body?"
"Keep it," Zhou Luoyang mocked. "After you resign, you will be useless to me."
"Let's talk about the year-end bonus." Du Jing replied.
Zhou Luoyang washed his clothes, turned off the living room lights, and looked at the place where his brother and Du Jing had both sat. Suddenly, he moved to the floor-to-ceiling window and sat down.
What are they thinking when they sit here? Zhou Luoyang was a little puzzled.
The stamina of the red wine I drank today was a bit strong. Du Jing took the remaining half bottle to the sofa and drank it all by himself.
Zhou Luoyang looked at the bottle sign and put it down. He sometimes felt that Le Yao's eyes could be described as sharp. He could see everything, including some of their normal or abnormal behavior. When facing his brother's sometimes unintentional curiosity, Zhou Luoyang couldn't help but feel a guilty conscience.
That day was also such a night, not long before Du Jing left him.
It was the second semester of my sophomore year, and it was another spring. It was a dangerous time for mentally ill people. In the spring, hormones were exuberant, and people were like animals. There were often people in the boys’ dormitory building who hooted, like a wild cat calling Chun.
This is the second time that Zhou Luoyang and Du Jing have spent together in the spring. He has already made complete psychological preparations. He guesses that Du Jing will definitely fall ill at least once. He didn't even choose the classes he could not choose next semester. He tried to let Du Jing relax and bask in the sun.
The archery club will send away the president and many old members. The seniors of the senior year are facing graduation, and everyone has to go to each other.
So the president suggested that everyone have a dinner together and sing to say goodbye.
In a few days, they will each go to work in the company. Zhou Luoyang was caught off guard by this sudden parting. In his understanding, there is still a long time before he graduates from the senior year, but he did not expect it to be like this. In one way, the time node that entered the society was forcibly pressed in front of him.
Zhou Luoyang and Du Jing still have feelings for the archery club, and even their relationship with the club is stronger than that of the class, and they decided to go to dinner together.
At the dinner party that night, the president was so drunk that Zhou Luoyang's mouth twitched, and he just watched quietly with Du Jing.
The senior group took over the archery club together back then and developed the club to the scale it is today. Naturally, their feelings are not the same. Thinking of leaving, all of them cried uncontrollably.
Zhou Luoyang looked at the scene of this large-scale psychiatric performance, and his mood was quite complicated. Although there is a saying that "the joys and sorrows of the world are not the same, I just think they are noisy", but also think it is a bit funny. However, it suddenly occurred to me that I and Du Jing might have such a scene on the day of their senior year graduation, and I couldn't laugh anymore.
He couldn't help but glance at Du Jing, then look at the others.
Du Jing sat uneasily throughout the whole process and did not toast, but he drank the wine when it came. Du Jing also blocked a lot for Zhou Luoyang.
Zhou Luoyang said, "Stop drinking, how much have you drunk?"
Du Jing said, "It's okay, just go back to sleep and don't sing."
In the spring, when alcohol is added, Zhou Luoyang is most afraid of the situation. If someone comes to them to drink later, Zhou Luoyang will take the initiative to drink.
"You two have a good relationship," the vice president leaned on the president, reached out and scratched Zhou Luoyang, and said, "Fuck you two!"
Everyone laughed, and the president said earnestly: "Others are not a couple! Don't talk nonsense!"
"Come on at work," Du Jing said rarely, "Accept social transformation and be a good person."
"Okay! Definitely! Definitely!" the president said, "Don't forget me! You!" He walked away with the vice president, each picked up a bottle of red wine, and went to drink elsewhere.
"Don't forget him," Zhou Luoyang joked, "You know what?"
Du Jing didn't speak. He gave Zhou Luoyang his dessert and said, "Let's go after eating, it's too noisy."
Du Jing was also drinking a little bit. He rested his forehead with one hand. Zhou Luoyang didn't want to eat and wanted to come to help him. Du Jing signaled that he was fine and could get up.
"Let's go first," Zhou Luoyang said, "get back in touch!"
Although he said back to contact, Zhou Luoyang knew that after tonight, everyone will no longer contact each other from now on. in the wind. In a few years, many people in the class will not be able to name them.
Du Jing could barely walk steadily, smelled of alcohol on his body, put one hand on Zhou Luoyang's shoulder, and the two left the restaurant outside the back door of the school and passed the school road.
Zhou Luoyang was also a little drunk. He put one arm around Du Jing's waist and put his hand on his shoulder. At eleven o'clock at night, he sang "The wind in July, you in August, humble I like the distant you... "While staggering, he took Du Jing back to the bedroom.
"Ah-" Zhou Luoyang shouted in the silence.
When the spring breeze blows, the world returns to silence, and the silence is inlaid with subtle sounds. Flowers are blooming, new buds of trees are stretched, and thousands of plants and trees have broken out of the ground and stretched quietly in the quiet night.
"Zhou Luoyang," Du Jingtou lowered his head and said with a burning breath in Zhou Luoyang's ear, "Listen clearly."
Zhou Luoyang: "Huh?"
He wanted to move forward, but Du Jing stumbled and tried hard to make Zhou Luoyang stand still.
The two faced the long lake in the spring night. The lake was swaying with water patterns. The lakeside was very bright that night.
"Zhou Luoyang..." Du Jing leaned into Zhou Luoyang's ear and said, "Don't forget me, don't forget me."
When Zhou Luoyang heard the phrase "don't forget me", all kinds of helplessness and feelings arose in his heart. Maybe a relationship in the world, the final end, the only result, is "forgetting".
So humble, so simple, has changed from "don't leave" to "don't forget".
Zhou Luoyang stared at Du Jing's face and the scars on his face. They didn't discuss their respective futures, but at this moment, he patted Du Jing's shoulder and made a false "kiss". Say, "No."
Du Jing had already kissed in a blink of an eye, and kissed Zhou Luoyang's lips fiercely.
Zhou Luoyang wanted to laugh and wanted to push him away or kick him. Finally, Du Jing turned his head and Zhou Luoyang said, "Okay, enough, I got it."
When drinking tonight, a group of straight men got drunk and kissed, but Du Jing's kiss was very occupied and intrusive, which made Zhou Luoyang want to break free. Fortunately, Du Jing didn't take advantage of the drink. do anything else.
"Let's go for a swim," Du Jing said, "I'm very hot all over."
"No, no," Zhou Luoyang said rationally, "People have drowned in this lake!"
"Liar!" Du Jing roared suddenly, "No one has ever died!"
Zhou Luoyang said, "In short... um, I can't go down!"
Du Jing: "If a person drowns, the only one will be me, Zhou Luoyang, Zhou Luoyang..."
"Let's go!" Zhou Luoyang dragged Du Jing and walked back to the bedroom.
"Zhou Luoyang." Du Jing recited Zhou Luoyang's name several times, as if it was a magic spell for him.
It was the first time that Zhou Luoyang saw Du Jing so drunk, but his alcohol metabolism was very good, and it only took two hours for him to recover after drinking too much.
"Go take a bath!" Zhou Luoyang said.
"Can't turn on the water!" Du Jing stripped naked and stood in the bathroom, "Can't turn it on! The water has stopped!" He kicked the drain pipe again.
"That's the light switch!" Zhou Luoyang pushed him in, put cold water and let him sober up.
Both of them had taken a shower, Zhou Luoyang's hair was still wet, Du Jing looked impatient, with unspeakable restlessness, he was wearing sweatpants, and his upper body was naked, scratching in the east, scratching in the west, and screaming again. Out of hot air.
After brushing their teeth, eating chewing gum, and taking a bath, the two of them no longer smelled of alcohol, but the alcohol was still there. With the warmth of the resurrection of all things in spring, Zhou Luoyang couldn't hold back, sniffled and turned on his phone. Said, "Let's watch the movie, shall we?"
"What movie?" Du Jing said, "don't watch that kind of movie."
"Don't you ever jettison?" Zhou Luoyang said, "How painful it is to hold back, you have to release it occasionally."
Zhou Luoyang held his right hand and made a gesture. Although he didn't often do this at home, he lived in the same bedroom with Du Jing and his private space was compressed.
Du Jing shook his head and said, "No, I can't fight."
"Do you want to be an archmage?" Zhou Luoyang couldn't help laughing and crying, "Do you have mana while holding back?"
"No!" Du Jing said irritably, "I can't fight."
Zhou Luoyang said curiously: "Can't you be hard? It shouldn't be."
Zhou Luoyang saw that Du Jing's sweatpants were already supported, and Du Jing hung up after taking a shower.
When he gets up in the morning, Zhou Luoyang will have a morning reaction, and of course he often sees Du Jing, and according to visual inspection, Du Jing's size is quite impressive.
"It's not that I can't stand up," Du Jing said, lying half-lying with his legs slightly apart, his brows furrowed, and with a sullen look, "it was caused by illness. I've tried it a few times before, and the more I do it, the more guilty I feel. I feel very uncomfortable, and unconsciously, the movements will become more and more violent, and I can't ejaculate, and finally I make myself very painful."
"Ah?" Zhou Luoyang said, "will you?"
Du Jing didn't speak and looked at Zhou Luoyang. Zhou Luoyang asked again, "Have you ever used that kind of cup?"
"No." Du Jing said, "I can't control myself, I will feel disgust and self-destruction, and I don't want to do it anymore."
Zhou Luoyang said, "No wonder."
Zhou Luoyang felt that Du Jing's sometimes manic situation had something to do with his inability to express his sexual desire.
"Have you tried a massage?" Zhou Luoyang said, "It's not that kind of... er, not that kind of a full set. There are some that can push oil, and I'll give it to you by the way... I haven't been there, but I heard that they can use their hands."
That was what Fang Zhou told him. When he went to Thailand to play, he went into a horse slaughtering chicken shop and was pulled out with his hands. In the end, Fang Zhou shared, "I feel like a horse that has been bred for sperm. ".
Although Zhou Luoyang didn't think Du Jing would do such a thing.
"I don't want to go," Du Jing replied, "I don't want to be bumped into there by people I don't know."
Du Jing rubbed a bit, sighed, and said, "I'll take a shower again."
"Or can I help you?" Zhou Luoyang said suddenly.
Zhou Luoyang drank alcohol and was not completely sober for a while. He didn't know why he had such a proposal, but he did a good job at Xiang Zixuan, at least he felt satisfied when he solved it by himself.
Du Jing: "..."
Zhou Luoyang really felt that it was nothing, and he was not engaging in that kind of taboo and evil behavior.
Du Jing didn't speak, avoiding Zhou Luoyang's gaze. Zhou Luoyang said, "I'll help you, try it and see if I can get you out?"
Du Jing's expression was a little restrained. He didn't expect Zhou Luoyang to have such a proposal, but he didn't refuse, and said, "Come on."
Zhou Luoyang turned off the headlights and left a desk lamp. Their beds were already together. Zhou Luoyang handed him the phone and said, "You can watch the movie, pretend it's not my hand... Well, pretend it's in the movie …”
"I don't want to see it," Du Jing said. "That's it, it doesn't matter."
"Should you turn off the lights?" Zhou Luoyang thought about it and said, "That's it."
Zhou Luoyang took the black cloth that was wrapped around his wrist for archery, compared the size, and covered Du Jing's eyes. Du Jing didn't move, just let him do it.
Then, without hesitation or anxiety, Du Jing cooperated, his legs spread apart, and his left leg was slightly bent.
"Will you hit me?" Zhou Luoyang said.
"I don't know." Du Jing's towering nose bridge and clear lip line looked particularly handsome in the dim, dim light, Zhou Luoyang thought, this guy is really handsome.
"Give me a coat." Du Jing suddenly said.
"Do you want to cover it?" Zhou Luoyang thought to himself that he might be embarrassed, but Du Jing put his hands behind his back and asked Zhou Luoyang to loosen his wrists with his coat.