Shi Shanyan's attack hurt Yan Junxun. He listened to Yan Junxun's breathing and made Yan Junxun cry. Sweat wet the hair that fell on his forehead, his eyes stinging with sweat.
Yan Junxun believes that orgasm is a physical compromise, not his. He looked up, wept, and even moaned, all just primitive reactions. His wrist was in the restraint of the restraint lock, just like he was in the restraint of Shi Shanyan. He was afraid of the thunder, and every time he could set off a huge wave in his body, first make him tremble, and then make him choked.
Shi Shanyan's actions were so rude, as if the heart that had been emptied could be filled. He treated himself and Jun Xun in the most unreasonable way, exposing the original sin. While he was dying of pain, he was unwilling to stop. Ling Chi's pain turned into the joy of scraping. He grabbed Yan Junxun's arm and put his face on it, as if he could feel Yan Junxun's pulse, his eyes were panicking black.
Shi Shanyan's chest gradually became empty, and it was full of bitterness. These bitterness made Shi Shanyan frown, and Shi Shanyan gradually showed embarrassment. He raised his hand to feel for the tie, but he still didn't pull it. Sweat dripped down his cheeks, and he didn't want to wipe it.
"I will love you, I love you so much. Can your world be called Shi Shanyan?"
He obviously has the self-control, but it doesn't work for Yan Jun.
"Watch me orgasm, Jun Xun."
Jun Xun, Jun Xun, Yan Jun Xun.
Shi Shan Yan let out an unbearable and distressed sigh, which was a bad evaluation of his own performance. He really wanted to kiss Yan Junxun and let Yan Junxun understand his love, but no one taught him how to do it, and those things he could do with ease were defeated in front of "sincere". He can't pretend, he's such a vile bad guy.
Yan Junxun didn't know why he knew about Shi Shanyan. At the last moment, he resisted the restraint lock, and his tears brushed his tear mole, making it shine a little in the dim light of the TV. The bedding room was full of damp, and Yan Junxun felt that it was raining into the room. His voice was interrupted by gasping and could not continue.
He is also full tide.
* * *
The rain has not stopped, it seems that it will not stop.
Shi Shanyan sat on the abandoned bicycle outside the door, pinched the cigarette between his fingers, and held it in front of him to compare with the chimney of the coke factory in the distance.
The smoke and the chimney are smoking.
Shi Shanyan's crumpled tie hung on his body, making him look a little sloppy.
"Thinking is a romantic act," Jue cut back to Shi Shanyan's channel, "especially on rainy nights."
"Thinking..." Shi Shanyan broke the cigarette mockingly and threw it into the rain, "I'll leave it to you."
He's just a runaway animal.
"You may need to chat with someone," Jue observed Shi Shanyan, "with all due respect, your heart is broken. Can I describe it like this? That's what it means. You have experienced this 'time-limited hunt'. After countless failures, maybe we can talk, why do you still come in? Human beings have the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and leaving Mr. Yan will free you."
"Failure doesn't matter, what's scary is death, Jun Xun's death." Shi Shanyan was not used to this, he raised his fingers to slightly block his nose and mouth, "I'm very comfortable in the 'limited time hunt' because I can't remember. Get up, it's a nightmare to stay in reality."
Reality suffocated Shi Shanyan. He lay down, closed his eyes and it was the bullet. The bullet flew in front of his eyes and hit Yan Junxun's eyebrows. He watched Yan Junxun fall, blood splashed on his face, and he couldn't breathe normally.
"You can run away."
Shi Shanyan turned his head and looked at the guide. There was no emotion in his eyes: "My world is called Yan Junxun." He raised his finger and pressed his temple against his temple, simulating the sound of gunfire, "Bang - killing him is killing me, I have died here countless times. Second. Who the hell will run away? I love him, I, Ai, Yan, Jun, Xun. He has a beautiful butterfly bone. Everyone wants him, but no one wants him more than me. If I can, I'd rather I killed him myself." His smile was casual, his eyes were red, "Eight seconds is fine, eight seconds, countless eight seconds, enough for me to make up a perfect life."
Fuck the world and destroy it! Shi Shanyan didn't even have eight seconds!
He only has a blank answer card, and the answers on it are still changing at any time. His lover is in the hands of the pseudo-god system, and his body is hidden in a corner of this garbage world, maybe it will disappear in the next second. But he is not a dragon slaying hero, he is an evil dragon abandoned in the wilderness.
"Hello, I love you, goodbye." Shi Shanyan stretched his voice, "Ah... hello, hello, I seem to say hello to him every day," he put down his hands and said to Yu, "Go to him Hello, I don't want to talk anymore."
The system put Shi Shanyan's love in a glass bottle and shook it like a joke, until he almost vomited. He has killed people and knows what death is, but that doesn't mean he can deal with Yan Junxun's death calmly. He doesn't get healed when he wakes up, maybe he's called trash and scum, but he's always standing in reincarnation and witnessing shootings time and time again.
He couldn't let Yan Junxun stay here alone.
When Shi Shanyan arrived at the berthing area for the first time, he and Yan Junxun watched the snow by the frozen lake. They sat side by side on the bench and kissed. Yan Junxun stroked his cheek and shared a scarf with him. That was the first time, and since then there has been no snow in the berthing area. Shi Shanyan forgot everything when he reentered the hunt, but he didn't forget about the snow.
"Couples can kiss, hug, have sex, and watch the snow." Shi Shanyan licked his dry lips, "I walked into his bathroom and knew where he hid everything."
He also told Yan Junxun a story, the little genius had a problem with sleeping.
Those comic books in Yan Junxun's room were originally non-existent things. They all came from the sharing of 01AE86. After the death restart, Yan Junxun turned them into untouchable things in the room, implying that 01AE86 came. But he didn't remember anything, he only remembered the content of the story.
"This is too cruel," Jue sighed after being silent, "this is too..."
It can't find adjectives for a while.
"It will make me 'break down' countless times," Jue let the light screen of the channel light up, "your paranoia scares the system."
Who is not afraid
His abnormal possessiveness is comparable to the dark night, completely wrapping Yan Junxun.
The rain wet Shi Shanyan's right arm, and he stopped talking.
* * *
Yan Junxun woke up with the numbness in his arms, he turned his body sideways, and in the darkness, he saw the outline of Shi Shanyan lying beside him.
The curtains covered the windows so tightly that there was no light in the room, and even the TV was turned off this time.
"Good morning," Shi Shanyan's head was very close to Yan Junxun, he closed his eyes and repeated softly like a practice, "Good morning Junxun."
Yan Junxun suddenly felt sad, this feeling had no reason, and almost defeated his silence.
Shi Shanyan opened his eyes and touched Yan Junxun's cheek. His eyes were obviously so fierce, but at this moment they showed vulnerability.
"Don't forgive me," Shi Shanyan said calmly, "don't forget me."