… false prosperity
The bathroom was filled with humid heat, Chu Mian stood under the shower, and when she lowered her head, she couldn't help but think of Yu Ran's adjectives for herself, and it took a long time to understand the meaning.
When it comes to topics related to sexuality, boys' self-esteem seems to become extremely sensitive. No one would like to be talked about, and Chu Mian is no exception. It's just that if such remarks are made by Ran, his sensitivity will deepen unconsciously. He wants to refute, but it is difficult to say.
The warm water flowed around the skin, Chu Mian stared at her body for a while, then suddenly raised her head, a burst of belated shame in her heart. He immediately turned on the water flow, hurriedly washed off the foam on his body, and returned to the bedroom in his bathrobe.
He sat at the desk, picked up a pen, and opened the notebook of "Everything I Hate".
[March 2013]
1 okra, sticky.
2 loofah, sticky.
…
6 on burning,
After writing the name, Chu Mian thought about what justification should be given to him, but against her will, she stared blankly at the word "Yu Ran" for a few minutes, and there was nothing behind it.
Chu Mian simply crossed out "Yu Ran", closed the notebook and put it aside.
If you want to pay less attention to a person, the best way is to ignore him instead of hating him - Chu Mian certainly understands this truth, but the brain consciousness is out of control, and I have nothing to divert my attention except for studying every day , I even want to ask Yu Ran to play games first. When I arrive at school in the morning, I hope that he will not be late, and when I go home at night, I wait for his contact. When I read a book and see the words next to the word "Huo", I will think of the name "Yu Ran" after a few detours.
Obviously, this is no longer the attitude you should have towards ordinary friends.
Chu Mian doesn't want to know why he cares about Yu Ran, he just wants to know when this state of "caring too much about Yu Ran" will end.
Finally, he opened the dark notebook again and wrote down the number "6" again.
"6 Yu Ran, because it is Yu Ran, so I hate it."
Chu Mian put down her pen, picked up her phone, went out and knocked on the door of Chu Heng's room, went in and asked her, "Do you know how to restore SMS data?"
"What's wrong?"
"I deleted some by mistake. It was deleted last year, can it be restored?"
Chu Heng opened the webpage and searched for keywords, and told him: "It seems that I need to install software, but I haven't tried it. Or you can check cloud synchronization? If it's a very important text message, you might as well go out and find a store on weekends, and let a professional help you." .”
Chu Mian responded softly, and went back to the room and lay down on the bed.
He guessed that Yu Ran had already changed his phone bill package, and he didn't need to clear the number of text messages and call time every month, so they didn't maintain the habit of chatting every night like they did last semester. And different from himself, Yu Ran's mind can be occupied by many things other than study, and he won't easily think of others when he is indulging in entertainment.
This made Chu Mian feel very unfair.
After thinking about it, Chu Mian simply set "invisibility online" to Ran on QQ, so that only Yu Ran can see his gray profile picture in a short time.
Now his mind was balanced, he threw his phone aside and concentrated on doing his homework.
The next day, the weather was slightly cooler. "Oh, I still like another school uniform." Yu Ran said while copying, "Especially Chu Mian wears that one, how handsome it is, I don't know how many times I can see it again."
Fang Zhao chatted with him with a sideways face: "Anyway, Chu Mian often speaks on stage, so there are many opportunities to wear uniforms, and when we take graduation photos... Oh, he will definitely be more handsome in a suit when he gets married in the future."
"Married?" Yu Ran's pen tip slowed down.
"Well, it's basically a Western-style wedding now."
Yu Ran stopped writing, thought for a moment, and then realized that he couldn't imagine Chu Mian wearing a suit at the wedding.
Instead... in a white wedding dress.
The neck and shoulders are exposed, standing in the center of the church, covered with a layer of white light, and covered with something like a mosquito net... These details are filled in the complete picture in the burning mind bit by bit, making him instantly Forget that you are in a classroom.
bang bang bang—
The monitor tapped the blackboard twice behind the desk, and then suddenly brought Yu Ran's attention back to reality.
"Students, let me tell you about this Arbor Day essay competition. The first, second and third prizes are municipal awards. If you want to participate in self-enrollment in the future, some schools will pay attention to it." Xiang Xuehua has a thick stack in her hand Paper for soliciting papers, "There is also a tree planting activity at the district level. The school has given three places to our class. Interested students can contact me to sign up."
As soon as the voice fell, someone from below asked: "When will the tree be planted? Can I not have class?"
"Arbor Day is Tuesday." Xiang Xuehua took out her mobile phone and glanced at the calendar, "And planting trees is not difficult. The school prepares the tools, mainly to take pictures there."
When Cui He heard that he could skip class, he immediately raised his hands enthusiastically: "Me!"
Yu Ran hesitated, wondering which one to choose: "Oh! I want to plant trees and not attend classes, but also want to write essays to win glory for the school!"
Fang Zhao quickly turned around to dissuade him: "Don't, don't, you should plant trees. After all, composition paper is also made of trees. If you write one less composition, you will make a major contribution to the environment."
Xiang Xuehua said to Ran: "The call for essays will be due next week. If it doesn't conflict with tree planting, you can choose both."
Yu Ran smiled gratifiedly, and couldn't help patting his chest, "Chengjun Middle School needs me."
Then, without hesitation, he turned around and told Chu Mian, "Cheng Jun needs you too!"
"No." Chu Mian didn't need to think too much, she also knew that Yu Ran wanted to persuade him to plant trees.
Yu Ran clicked his tongue, held Chu Mian's writing hand naturally, and said earnestly, "Little comrade, you must have the awareness to actively respond to the call of the country. Tree."
The back of Chu Mian's hand was gradually covered by the warmth of Yu Ran's palm. From the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the protruding knuckles and very beautiful curves. Because she watched for two more seconds, she missed the best chance to shake off the opponent's fingers, so Chu Mian could only shake her head silently and refuse.
Yu Ran didn't let go of his hand, but lightly clenched it twice, and asked in a low voice, "Why haven't you played with me these days?"
Chu Mian seldom heard such a gentle tone from Tai Ran, so she wanted to avoid it even more, and said decisively, "I want to study, and there are still many questions I can't understand."
He almost added "I don't have time to accompany you for now", but fortunately he tensed up in time.
"Hmm..." Yu Ran was thoughtful, understanding the importance of learning to Chu Mian, "Then I won't play anymore, I'll be your companion."
Attend lectures, write questions, and take exams. Yu Ran felt that Chu Mian could understand, so he directly omitted the details.
Being stared at by him like this, Chu Mian was easily distracted. She read the questions in the exercise book twice and still didn't write.
"Forget it." Chu Mian finally looked up in compromise, "Just go."
Yu Ran immediately beamed with joy, and actively went to Xiang Xuehua to sign up. Chu Mian looked at his figure, and unconsciously poked the eraser with the tip of her pen.
It is true that getting along with each other will be happy, but now Chu Mian is more emotionally annoyed, and she does not want to let go of her desire to be close to Yu Ran, and just concentrate on studying like before.
He breathed slowly, and the drowsiness hit him without warning, making him lie down and fall asleep.
The sunny day of Arbor Day makes people happy.
The teacher took the participating students to the tree planting site, distributed them shovels and gloves, and personally taught the standard operation of burying the saplings. The method of planting trees is easier than imagined. Teams of three people work together to fill most of the tree holes in no time.
"As the saying goes, 'Ten years to grow a tree, a hundred years to grow people', these trees are used to grow people." Yu Ran squatted beside the pit, holding a utility knife, and carved his name on the branches.
"This tree, when it grows up, it will grow into Fangzhao; this tree, when it grows up, it will grow up, Brother Yun..." Yu Ran assigned them one by one, "There is also a great god."
Chu Mian looked down at him, and said, "You have been in school for so long, haven't you noticed that Xue Zifan is not there?"
"Ah?" Yu Ran's movements stopped suddenly, his face was serious.
Afraid that he would interpret "absence" as "death", Chu Mian hurriedly explained: "He went to borrow it."
"Detoxification?" The utility knife in Yu Ran's hand slipped to the ground, his eyes widened in disbelief.
After a long while, he worked hard to digest the information, and couldn't help but cursed in a reprimanded tone: "He is a fool! Can you touch that thing? If you touch it, your life will be over! Fuck!"
He hated iron for being weak, took off his gloves angrily, sent a text message to Xue Zifan with trembling fingers, and read the content casually: "Brother, you are really confused for a while! Make a good transformation, and when you come out, you will have a new life again! Come on! I will not let you go, Yu Ran!"
Cui He choked speechlessly, sighed heavily, and whispered to Chu Mian, "I believe this idiot's junior high school really sucks, and he hasn't even seen his mother's borrowed classmates."
She thought Chu Mian would go along with her, but when she turned around, she found a faint smile on his lips, and his eyes were all focused on Ran. She watched Chu Mian approach Yu Ran again, squatted down and patiently explained what "borrowing reading" meant.
Cui He suddenly felt uncomfortable in her stomach, probably because she had eaten too much in the morning, so she immediately retched at the two people in front of her.
However, this movement did not attract the attention of the two boys.
"Scared me to death, I thought the Great Master went astray as I expected." Yu Ran laughed a few times with relief, "Hey, people are not judged by appearances, but I thought he looked like a smoker. Doubt him, sin!"
Chu Mian couldn't help laughing, and urged him to continue working, "Stop carving letters on the branches, the buds are still tender and easy to cut off."
"Chu Mian, have you watched Anhui Satellite TV's "Super News Field"? My mother watches it every day before going to work. I saw a very funny one once." Yu Ran started laughing as he recalled the news. , "There was a man who got drunk and fucked the manhole cover, and then the card couldn't be pulled out hahahahaha!"
Yu Ran smiled and found that Chu Mian's reaction was not as cheerful as he expected, and felt a little frustrated for a while.
But he quickly cheered up, and said to Chu Mian, "Hey, I'll tell you a secret again, come here."
Chu Mian looked at his face and felt ominous, so she didn't dare to approach him lightly.
"Oh, just come here, come here." Yu Ran begged, "You must be surprised!"
After Chu Mian approached suspiciously, Yu Ran's lips were immediately close to his ear.
Cui He saw that these two people were biting their ears as if no one was there, their eyes went dark, and he felt that his whole body was emitting an obstructive light.
The warm breath flowed through his ears, and Chu Mian's shoulders trembled slightly due to the itching, and he listened intently to Yu Ran whispering to himself: "I'll cut off your dick and plant it in, next year it will grow a new Chu Mian , fight with you, real or fake Sleeping Beauty! Hahahahahahaha—"
Chu Mian's ears turned red, she turned her head and grabbed Yu Ran's collar tightly, and mercilessly lifted him and stuffed him into the tree pit.
Yu Ran laughed heartily and hurriedly apologized without sincerity. Out of breath, Chu Mian laughed back, pinned down Yu Ran's lower back, and forced him to kneel into the dirt.
Cui He was fascinated by the two people fighting, and for a few moments, it seemed as if the memories overlapped. She saw the pure smile on Chu Mian's face as a child again, clean and refreshing, but also with his unique viciousness.
After the tree planting work was completed, the two teenagers were covered with a lot of dirt. Yu Ran was still happy, but Chu Mian was angry because her clothes were soiled, she shook off Yu Ran and walked away quickly.
Cui He ran a few steps to catch up with Chu Mian, and couldn't help sighing, "Fortunately, you came today."
"how?"
"Yu Ran is very worrying."
"Yeah." Chu Mian agreed with this point.
"But Yu Ran is very reassuring by your side." Cui He smiled.
The tempo of Chu Mian's footsteps suddenly slowed down, his mind was empty and he just walked forward, deliberately ignoring Cui He.
Because of her words, Chu Mian once again realized that she couldn't control her excessive concern for Ran today.
When he was far away, he was about to stop for a while, and Ran followed up slowly from behind, keeping the distance between the two within a stable range. But Yu Ran naturally likes to make fouls, and when he is not paying attention, he will run forward quickly, and he will not stop until the two are side by side.
The air in Ronggang in March was dry and cold, Chu Mian took a deep breath, her throat hurt.
He felt that he might not be able to restrain his concern about Ran tomorrow, and maybe the day after tomorrow. He didn't know if he could alleviate it next week, and if he couldn't, it would be next month.
"Chu Mian!" Yu Ran ran over, holding a piece of dog's tail grass that he did not know where to grab, and scratched the back of Chu Mian's neck.
Chu Mian shrank her neck and stared at him pretending to be angry.
Yu Ran smiled knowingly, held a dandelion in his other hand, and blew on it.
The fluffy white flower seeds flew towards him, and Chu Mian subconsciously narrowed his eyes, so only Yu Ran was the focus of his vision.
The seemingly non-existent joy took root and sprouted from the bottom of my heart, and at the moment when it was about to break through the ground, it was finally completely suppressed by Chu Mian.
"Yu Ran," Chu Mian said slowly, "What do you think you should do when you can't control your emotions?"
Yu Ran threw away the flower stalk in his hand, and said in a reasonable tone, "Then don't control it."
Chu Mian withdrew her gaze, stopped looking at him, and just looked into the distance and gave a soft "hmm".
— Then don’t control it.