To Dream

Chapter 28

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"Hmm..." Unexpectedly, it was Ye Dasheng who woke up first. Although his eyes were still hazy, he thought that he was still on Qin Qiaozhi's bed, and looked down to see the one he loved was still obediently leaning against his arms, sleeping soundly like a child, with his little hands still tight He grabbed the clothes on his chest; he had never looked so dependent on himself, and this was the first time he had seen Qin Qiaozhi like this, which made Ye Dasheng very happy. So I kept this posture like this, looked down at Qin Qiaozhi dotingly, stroked his hair gently with my hands, and waited for him to slowly wake up from my arms.

"Are you awake?" Qin Qiaozhi, who was still wandering, was suddenly awakened by such a gentle voice. Seeing that he was holding on to Ye Dasheng's sleeping position, he immediately fled as if leaving his arms, and shrank himself and the quilts on the two of them to the corner of the wall.

I originally wanted to pretend that nothing happened, but there was a place where I shamelessly told him everything I had done before.

Yes, he fucked up.

"Did you sleep well?" Ye Dasheng asked him tenderly, but Qin Qiaozhi's expression changed drastically and he turned away. Shrunk himself down and ignored him, but Ye Dasheng looked at his back, as if... still trembling slightly. "Why did you ignore me just after waking up? Are you angry about getting up? Huh?" But when he just touched the corner of Qin Qiaozhi's quilt, Qin Qiaozhi trembled even more. Subconsciously waved Ye Dasheng's hand away, and shouted loudly at Ye Dasheng: "Don't touch me!" He has completely lost his composure! After he finished speaking and realized what he had done, Qin Qiaozhi tried his best to calm down, and looked at Ye Dasheng with a forced smile: "You have slept enough and rested enough. Go back. "After speaking, he covered his head under the quilt, and shrunk his body into a ball.

There was no sound, and it was so long that he thought Ye Dasheng had left quietly. So Qin Qiaozhi poked his head out a little cautiously, but the whole quilt was ripped off in the next second. A trace of coolness completely overwhelmed the only line of defense he had, "Didn't I tell you to go! What are you going to do?" No way! Can't let him discover his dirtiest place.

But the more you resist, the more you will arouse the desire for coercion.

Without saying a word, Ye Dasheng grasped Qin Qiaozhi's hands and raised them above his head effortlessly. Here Qin Qiaozhi's eyes were red with anxiety. Although the frightened little leopard was no match for him in strength, there was absolutely no sign of giving in to defeat in his eyes. It's really wild!! Ye Dasheng sighed.

Qin Qiaozhi was still trying to break free from the restraint of his hand, and his body twisted as his strength increased. Because of the large movements, the place unconsciously rubbed against his underwear and the thigh of the man who imprisoned him. .

Ye Dasheng, even a fool, understood what happened. He just watched Qin Qiaozhi grit his teeth and turn his head away, resisting the trembling of his body. He didn't dare to look at Ye Dasheng's expression. His body was already made very sensitive, and he only needed a little teasing to be able to □□ , to arouse desire. But he didn't see the love in Ye Dasheng's eyes because he turned his head to the past. I only felt that my neck was being gently pricked by broken hair, which was not my own broken hair. Then came one kiss after another. It was so strong that he could only open his mouth to breathe, not to let himself be suffocated by this sudden movement.

"Jiaozhi, don't be afraid.....don't be afraid...don't be afraid..." Ye Dasheng comforted himself every time his kiss moved down. In the end, he boldly pulled one of his hands to his chest. Touching that hot spot: "Look at it, I'm fucked too." It wasn't the first time he touched a man's penis, but this was the first time someone put his hand on his penis so gently. On the palm, he slowly kneaded the swollen place with his broad palm attached to his small hand, and he could really feel how the organ grew stronger in his hand.

Qin Qiaozhi has been completely tortured by sex and has lost his ability to think. Now he only thinks about how to make himself more comfortable.

Ye Dasheng watched Qin Qiaozhi let go of the line of defense against him, and his movements became bigger and bigger. Gradually, he used one hand to touch Qin Qiaozhi's arm hidden in his sleeve, and with the other hand, he pushed aside Qin Qiaozhi's inner garment, trying to touch Ruyu's skin. But when his fingers rubbed against Qin Qiaozhi's arm, he felt something was wrong. "The arm in my hand is not greasy, but a little rough... how come there will be strips of friction... It feels... like scars" Ye Dasheng guessed in his heart while touching with. But the more he felt the answer in his heart became more and more vague, he decided to lift Ye Dasheng's arm directly to find out.

This look really made him dumbfounded. Qin Qiaozhi's entire forearm, from the wrist up to the elbow, was covered with densely packed fine marks, old and new intertwined. There are a few scars that have just formed, and it looks like it has just been done for a few days.

Qin Qiaozhi, who was still immersed in sex, found that there was no movement, so he squinted his eyes slightly, trying to see what Ye Dasheng was doing, but the more he looked, the more blurred he became. It's like there is a glass between the two, no matter how you look at it, you can't see each other's face clearly. "What's wrong?"

"You...can you tell me what's going on?" He almost suppressed his madness and asked Qin Qiaozhi in the calmest state of mind, but the slightly trembling voice still betrayed him.

Seeing Ye Dasheng pull his arm over and put it in front of his eyes, he realized what was going on. But he didn't know how to answer at all, so he could only lower his head not to look at the messy results he had scratched.

"Yes... did someone... hurt you... did it... others forced you... I..." Ye Dasheng's mind went blank, he didn't believe that Qin Qiaozhi would do this by himself . how can that be possible? He is so obedient, how can he be willing to hurt himself? must! Someone must have hurt him! He wants to find that person and make him pay a price that is thousands of times more painful than Jiang Zhi's!

"Good boy! You... you tell me! Someone must have forced you, right? Tell me who... I... I'll go... kill him..." Ye Dasheng was already His eyes are red, and he is always a laughing, heartless young master on weekdays. Today, Qin Qiao was so anxious to cry, if he didn't hold back his tears.

"Dasheng, sometimes it's tiring to know too much." Qin Qiaozhi couldn't say anything, even if Ye Dasheng forced him to. He knew that once he said it, everything would change.

All the pain and all the costs should be borne by him alone. Even if it is to pay with his life, just take it.

"You..." Before he finished speaking, he heard Qin Qiaozhi chuckle a few times: "No one forced me, I did everything myself."

"Why... why? You... why are you so cruel? What are you hiding from me?"

Qin Qiaozhi didn't answer Ye Dasheng's question, but just raised his head and broke his hand out of Ye Dasheng's. Then slowly raised it up, stroking Ye Dasheng's forehead and eyebrows, little by little, slowly moving down, eyes, nose, lips, and finally to the chin. He touched it extremely carefully, as if he wanted to engrave Ye Dasheng's outline on his mind.

Finally, it's over.

"Because I love you!" All the problems could be seen clearly, he had fallen in love with Ye Dasheng a long time ago. It started when he inadvertently broke into his own world. He had fallen in love with Ye Dasheng a long time ago, but he didn't want to admit it and avoided the fact.

Ye Dasheng didn't think about the previous question, and he got the answer on such an occasion. Is he excited? No, he is only full of distress and anger now. But he was reluctant. Not willing to get angry with the person in his arms.

"Love me and you still hurt yourself like this? Qin Qiaozhi, you are bad! I want to spank your ass!" Looking at the person he loves the most in his life, he bent down and hugged the person under him tightly. His voice was trembling when he spoke, and his eyes couldn't hold back the tears, so just let them flow. He just wants to give this person all the sense of security, let him know that he has something to rely on,

Qin Qiaozhi looked at Ye Dasheng who was so angry that he was about to lose his mind, but he held back his anger and comforted himself softly. Why is it like this, I still think about him everywhere... The only thing I can do is hug Ye Dasheng tightly and give him the body I own.

"Jiaozhi. I will marry you!" Ye Dasheng said every time he bumped into his body, leaving no room for him to refuse, and made Qin Qiao speechless. The body shook accordingly.

"Jiaozhi, marry me. Will you marry me?" Ye Dasheng kissed Qin Qiaozhi's mouth and kept saying these words. Qin Qiaozhi also turned to look at Ye Dasheng and laughed.

"Okay. I'll wait."

"Yezhi....Jiaozhi...!" Ye Dasheng suddenly opened his eyes and sat up from the bed, panting. A thin layer of sweat broke out from the dream.

"It turns out.....it was just a dream...ha...hahahaha....you come to see me..." The expression on his face can be described as miserable Laughing, tears have come out of my eyes, winding down. How could he forget his love. His body is dead. Died a week ago.

He forgot how he felt when he received the call that Qin Qiaozhi had died, and he didn't even remember how he felt. His mind went blank, he didn't believe it! In his heart, why did the person he loves the most in this life abandon him and not want him

When he arrived at Qin Qiaozhi's house in a daze, he saw him lying in the bathtub, the water was already blood-red, as if he wanted to swallow Qin Qiaozhi alive. You can see that Qin Qiaozhi's expression is not in any pain, just as if he is asleep. He couldn't believe that the big living person who was still alive and kicking in front of him a few days ago was just lying in the bathtub like this, without a trace of life.

"Jiaozhi, you...you wake up....I'm coming..." Ye Dasheng tremblingly patted Qin Qiaozhi's cheek with his hand, but just touched the cheek, he could only feel a little coldness, Never any temperature again.

Seeing that Qin Qiaozhi still didn't move, he continued to pat his cheek unwillingly, and stroked his hair with the other hand: "I know, you're angry with me, I... I'm busy with the company's affairs." I ignored you because of things... I... I'm done with it! From now on, as soon as it's time to get off work, I'll go home directly, and I won't stay up late and work overtime again, so I'll let you stay at home alone, okay?"

"I know you're angry with me, are you pretending to be in a coma? It's okay, I'll stay with you here, and when you wake up from your anger, I'll cook for you, okay? Also, our marriage certificate was just issued today It’s mailed from the UK, haven’t you been looking forward to it? Huh? Would you like to take a look?”

Ye Dasheng's assistant also felt very uncomfortable seeing Ye Dasheng holding Qin Qiaozhi in his arms. He knew that Qin Qiaozhi was dead. My boss was just deceiving himself and others, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only say some comforting words: "Boss...Mr. Qin...has left, you...don't do this. .”

"No! He didn't leave! He just got angry and ignored me. He woke up in a while. Isn't that right, Qiaozhi?" After speaking, he pressed his lips against Qin Qiaozhi's forehead. Only he knows that Qin Qiaozhi is not dead! He can't leave his own!

"Mr. Ye, please leave first. We are going to record on the spot." In the end, the arrival of the police crushed all the sugar-coated shells he had piled up with his fantasies. Ye Dasheng refused to leave no matter what he said, he just wanted to hug Qin Qiaozhi. But the police are not willing to persuade them, so they can only use coercion.

"Let go of me! He's not dead! Are you fucking blind? Who called the police? Let me go!" But no matter how strong Ye Dasheng was, he couldn't withstand the forceful pull of four or five people. Ye Dasheng just watched Qin Qiaozhi's hand break free from his own, and smashed into the water with a "bang". After the water rippled, there was no more movement.

At that moment, he really knew.

His soul is already dead.

—end—

The whole article is finished, and I am a little rushed, and I would like to say sorry to everyone here. In fact, I know that my writing is not good, but I think, no matter what, even if there is no comment or anything, it doesn't matter, I will insist on finishing the writing.

If you want to say that this article is all fiction, it is not the case. Ye Dasheng and Qin Qiaozhi in this article. In real life, yes. I am actually Qin Qiaozhi's shadow, and the other person is Ye Dasheng's shadow. Some of the jokes and plots in it happened. The only thing that remains the same is that "Ye Dasheng" really loves "Qin Qiaozhi", but in reality "Qin Qiaozhi" is not so leisurely, he actually suffers from depression.

The role of Ming Le is just a sustenance in my fantasy. There is no such person by my side. I once hoped that such a person could save me, but in the end it was just a desolation and a dream that needs to be awakened.

At least when I thought "Ye Dasheng" was with me, "Ye Dasheng" also left. The ending I wrote is that "Qin Qiaozhi" died. But the real ending is that "Ye Dasheng" died. Just like that, he left behind the person he loved the most, and left simply, leaving only a sentence of "live well" and left. But he didn't know that "Qin Qiaozhi" without Ye Dasheng was simply a walking dead. But he still fulfilled the promise well. He wants to live well.

However, when "Qin Qiaozhi" embraced the world full of hope, praying that the world would give him a little light on Weibo. But he never thought that what this world gave him were all swords. One by one stabbed into the chest, the bone seam. But even though he was covered in bruises, he was still alive with a strong face and a smile. He felt that his parents should not be sad. So he carefully hid his illness and lived for two years. He always thought that he could live like this, but he didn't expect that what really broke him was the pillar that he always thought was supporting him to live.

He didn't know that in the eyes of his parents, he turned out to be a burden. When the cold words and hot words of the parents splashed over, they said, "The money I have raised you in this life, you will never be able to pay it back in this life." "Why are you always so selfish? Why do you never do things for others?" Think about it?"

It turned out that he was a burden... He began to drink alcohol secretly at night alone. Only alcohol can paralyze him. He has always been a timid person who is afraid of pain, but he never thought that one day he would be able to hold a blade Cut 7 or 8 cuts on the wrist in one breath.

He smiled brightly as the blood flowed out. He thought, so death is so simple.

This is my first post, and maybe, maybe the last. All the so-called life is heavy for me. I have been thinking, is it more difficult to fulfill a humble dream before dying, or just live in such a humble way, just alive, without any dreams? In fact, the answer varies from person to person.

I have been unwilling, and I am very unwilling, because after all, this is not the life I thought I would have. However, there is no power to recover.

Perhaps, I just understood a kind of self-rescue to carry forward the concept of environmental protection one step ahead of others.

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This is the last time I say goodnight.

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