Niuniu has not yet heard from her grandma about "the plot of defeating the supporting actress" in her story.
Shortly after the year, grandpa was taken to the hospital by ambulance.
Stroke recurrence…
Originally he was hemiplegic, but the condition worsened after the relapse. Grandpa was only able to move his toes and fingers. He didn't talk much, and he couldn't eat much.
Niuniu always remembers her grandparents in her heart.
Once upon a time, my grandfather had an accidental stroke and was not sent to the doctor in time. My grandmother didn't say anything, but she blamed herself in her heart. After that, she stayed by his side to take care of him every step of the way.
The day the ambulance was called.
It was snowing heavily outside, and everything on the earth was covered with a layer of white.
Grandma was wearing an unlined garment and ran to the alley.
Looking at the empty street where cars drove in, she murmured brokenly: "Why don't you come?"
Niuniu ran out of the house following her grandma.
The cold wind made Niuniu very cold, she raised her head and saw the profile of her grandma in the snow and ice.
Niu Niu saw her grandma cry for the first time.
Snowflakes fell, adding frost to her hair, she stood at the entrance of the alley, looking at a loss, like a lost child.
"Grandma..." Niuniu called her softly, and went to hold her hand.
Good ice.
Grandma's hands were too cold, Niuniu subconsciously withdrew her fingers.
Grandma noticed her.
She looked at her, holding Niu Niu's thin shoulders with her hands through Niu Niu's thick coat.
So Niuniu and grandma stared at the ice and snow together, waiting for the ambulance to appear.
After grandpa was hospitalized, fearing that Niuniu would cause trouble, her parents never took her to the hospital to visit him.
So Niuniu asked her parents every day: "Is grandpa feeling better?"
"It's better," they comforted her by stroking her little head, "Don't worry."
Niuniu continued to ask: "When will grandpa and grandpa come back?"
They fell silent.
After she asked more times, they chose to answer her seriously.
"Grandpa's illness this time caused a series of complications. The doctor advised him to stay in the hospital for observation for a period of time. So Niuniu, staying in the hospital is for the sake of grandpa."
Niu Niu was stunned for a moment, then nodded, half understanding.
When I saw grandpa again, it was through a photo sent by grandma on my mother's mobile phone.
A few months later, grandma helped grandpa cut his hair again.
This time the cut was very nice. After finishing the cut, she triumphantly took out her mobile phone and wanted to take a picture for him.
I found several photos, but none of them were very good.
He looked too thin.
"Oh, it's mainly because of my bad expression."
After deleting the photo, grandma picked up the phone again.
"You come to learn from me and laugh."
She was facing him outside the camera, and after shouting "three two one", she made an ugly face.
In the photo, grandpa pursed his lips and smiled faintly.
She showed him the picture.
"It's well photographed."
His sanity was clearer than usual that day, and he looked and looked at the screen of the mobile phone reluctantly.
He said, "I want this as a posthumous photo."
Grandma reacted greatly and snatched the phone away, and stood up: "What nonsense are you talking about!"
Grandpa's tone was calm, as if he was talking about the weather, very ordinary.
"Mingzhen, the illness is getting worse and worse, and I'm getting older anyway."
The two new nurses hired a few days ago were dismissed again. She felt that others were not doing their job properly, and she always took care of him herself. He has been ill for so many years, and she has taken care of him for so many years.
What he could see was her disheveled clothes, and because of him, she no longer had a normal life; the medical expenses paid by the family to the hospital seemed to be thrown into a bottomless black hole. In exchange for those endless pills, exams, and scheduled surgeries.
What he couldn't see, but he could imagine, was what weighed on her heart and the hearts of her family members, the pain, worry and anxiety.
Grandma didn't respond to his words, and turned around to change the subject: "I'm going out to buy some fruit."
Grandpa watched her walk out of the room.
Her steps were so fast that she missed the sentence he muttered to himself.
"Mingzhen, I've always wanted to ask you..."
"If you knew this earlier, would you regret it?"
When he couldn't take care of himself, she changed the sheets; when she wiped him every day and touched his atrophied muscles; when he needed a bath, she carried his full weight on her shoulders; when he was pushed In the operating room, when she was waiting behind the door; when he knew that he would hurt her, but still talked about the proposition of "death" with her... Jiang Mingzhen, you must have discovered that the person in front of you is no longer the smart and handsome person you used to be. Excellent, you can rely on He Yu at ease.
He has become sensitive, cowardly, incompetent, has become a nightmare, and has become a burden that you can't get rid of.
If you knew this earlier, would you regret it
He Yu regretted it.
Lying on the hospital bed unable to move, staring at the white ceiling, he regretted all the time he had the ability to think.
Even though Jiang Mingzhen never said it, he wanted to give her a relief.