During the first winter vacation at university, Jiang Xiaozhen bought a ticket back home by herself without telling He Yu.
He called to ask her when she was going back, and she was already on the train home.
When He Yu came home, she didn't meet Jiang Xiaozhen and her mother in her mother's shop.
"They went to celebrate the new year with Xiaozhen's father." Fan Xiuhui said to He Yu.
"Xiaozhen has changed a lot since she went to university. I haven't seen her for half a year, and she has lost a lot of weight. When she came to the store to find Ah Yin, she said that she wanted to have eyebrow tattoos and eyelashes. The little girl knows how to love beauty. "
Fan Xiuhui and Xu Meiyin opened a shop together, and the name of the Jiang family has also changed.
Mrs. Jiang is now Ah Yin, Boss Jiang is Xiaozhen's father, and the former Miss Zhen has become Xiaozhen.
His mother spoke in a cheerful tone, but when she looked up to see He Yu, her expression was not very good.
"what are you thinking?"
"No," he cheered up and smiled: "Mom, I'm going out to make a phone call."
Jiang Xiaozhen's call was quickly connected.
"What's the matter?" She lowered her voice inexplicably.
He Yu was influenced by her, and his words became stiff: "When will you come back?"
"I don't know, it depends on my parents."
"Come back and tell me."
"oh."
The two were silent for a while.
"Are you so busy?" He asked sullenly.
"Yeah," she said.
He Yu couldn't bear it anymore.
"How long has it been since I saw you?"
The question was asked abruptly, and he spoke faster, as if aggrieved.
"Have you eaten well every day?"
He could hear the wind on the other side of the phone, but Jiang Xiaozhen didn't answer him.
"Are you listening?"
"He Yu," she whispered, "my mother is here, let's talk about it next time."
The phone beeped and she hung up.
For this sake, Jiang Xiaozhen herself did not believe that she was not hiding from him.
It is deliberate.
She avoided him, afraid to see him.
Become a big beauty, so slow.
Persist in exercising and dieting to become thinner, but it is not something that can be done in a day or two.
Besides, she doesn't necessarily look good when she loses weight, the more she loses weight, the deeper Jiang Xiaozhen's feelings will be.
The eyes are still small, the nose is still flat, and the skin is still bad. Learn how girls make up and dress up. The same product works differently on others than on her.
Let a mother with first-class craftsmanship and aesthetics do beauty for her. The exquisitely tattooed eyebrows do not match her rough face at all, and they are horribly fake. The eyelashes that were planted were even worse, and her eyelids are still swollen to this day.
Looking in the mirror every day is the most tormenting thing for Jiang Xiaozhen.
That day, although He Yu didn't promise to wait for her to become beautiful, he also didn't refuse her.
Jiang Xiaozhen pointed to this and did not refuse to live. She said to herself: I still have hope.
This hope is extinguished time and time again by his own appearance in the mirror.
What if she can't become beautiful, if she is still not beautiful enough after trying her best
Jiang Xiaozhen couldn't help but think: It's fine if I didn't confess to He Yu back then.
If you don't confess, you don't have to think about the possibility of being rejected. She can secretly like him, like him forever.
He Yu likes others, and being with others is completely acceptable to her.
As it should be.
Except when she was a child, she dared to misunderstand that He Yu liked her, and fantasized about marrying He Yu, after that, Jiang Xiaozhen didn't even think about it.
Because it doesn't match well, it makes me sad just thinking about it.
In fact, being his friend is already very satisfying.
Like her, He Yu must attach great importance to their friendship.
He made a special call. He pretended to be fierce, but what he actually said was all about caring about her.
Jiang Xiaozhen loves him even more.
After saying "Let's talk about it next time", she hastily cut off the call.
He clutched the phone tightly to his chest.
How much I want to see him.
Jiang Xiaozhen also decided not to have dinner tonight.
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