But now, because of Su Qingsang's words, Su Chenghui began to think about the answers to those impulses.
In fact, he already had an answer in his heart, but he didn't dare to face the answer. He didn't dare to face his mistakes.
Does he really hate Li Qianxue? hatred. It was indeed hate at the time. But what he hated more was himself.
He hated that he didn't have enough concentration, and that he didn't think of a solution immediately.
He hated that he was with Xiang Caiping before he could sort things out with Li Qianxue. Leading to more confusion later.
It's like running to make another mistake to make up for one.
The end result is that the error keeps getting bigger and bigger. By the time he wanted to save it, it was already too late.
Su Chenghui stared blankly at the building in front of him. He found that he had driven the car home without realizing it.
yes. This is his home. He has lived here for more than twenty years.
After his parents died one after another, he regarded Mr. Li as his father.
Besides Mr. Li? Su Peizhen is his daughter, and Su Yuxin is his son. And Li Qianxue—
Su Chenghui thought of Li Qianxue's face, and he thought of the first time when the two people were always tit for tat.
She was really beautiful, he couldn't deny that. Also, she is very capable and ambitious.
In official matters, the two of them work together perfectly. After that cooperation, she became pregnant and forced him to get married.
After she gave birth to her child, she returned to work.
With the previous cooperation, even if Su Chenghui hated her for forcing him to marry her, he had to admit that she was talented in business.
She is also particularly daring to think and do, and she complements his steady nature perfectly.
The Li family has been able to grow bigger and bigger over the years, and it’s not because of the efforts of the two of them.
Besides official business? Su Chenghui thought about the first few years of marriage.
Li Qianxue knew that he didn't like her, so she tried her best to be nice to him. She cared about him almost in every possible way.
At that time, he had not been working for a long time. Coupled with his previous family background, he is not that concerned about his image.
But after getting married, his image became countless times better than before. Because Li Qianxue buys and matches his clothes all year round.
Her background determines that she also has a good vision. Every night she would match him with the clothes he would wear when going out the next day.
Not only dressing, but also everything related to him, she did it herself. She was really determined to be a good wife at first.
She also tried to learn how to cook. But I gave up because I really didn’t have the talent.
But her kindness to him was deliberately ignored by him. He hates her. Very hateful.
He blamed Xiang Caiping's departure on her, and he also blamed her frustration for having to marry her.
He wasn't nice to her at all, and he didn't even sleep with her for a long time after that.
If he hadn't drank too much later, Su Yuxin wouldn't even have been born. But it was also that time.
He discovered the hidden thoughts in his heart, and he found that he actually longed for Li Qianxue.
How is this possible? So he didn't care about her shy and happy mood at the time, nor did he care that he had violated her through drunkenness.
He humiliated her severely. Tell her not to waste her efforts. He will not fall in love with her or accept her. never.
From that day on, Li Qianxue's attitude towards him finally changed.
She began to give up. But she didn't expect that just that time, she was pregnant again.
After Su Yuxin was born, Li Qianxue began to focus on her son.
I have to say that Su Peizhen also grew up slowly at this time. When she was little, she was still very cute.
She loves to act coquettishly and laugh. With Su Peizhen here, the atmosphere at home gradually improved.
Su Yuxin was also very cute when she was a child. He was not like a boy, but was more considerate of Li Qianxue than Su Peizhen.
Because they had two children, Su Chenghui and Li Qianxue were able to maintain a "respectful" married life.
On the surface, Li Qianxue still treated him as before, treating him as her husband. But he knew that was different.
Privately, Li Qianxue finally gave up on him. If it weren't for Mr. Li and his two children, they might have divorced long ago.
When he found out that Li Qianxue's attitude had changed, he didn't know how he felt at that time.
He could only convince himself that, yes, this was fine. That's it.
He didn't love Li Qianxue in the first place, and it was she who forced him to marry her.
But only he knew in his heart that it was not good, not good at all. He didn't like Li Qianxue's cold look. He hated the fact that her eyes were beginning to lose sight of him.
He couldn't help but start to think, Li Qianxue didn't actually love him at all, right? Otherwise, why would you give up so easily
But he didn't think about it. It wasn't so easy to give up. It was because she gave up slowly after she still couldn't get a response from him after many years of effort.
He couldn't think it through, and he didn't want to think about it deeply. He thought stubbornly, waiting to reveal Su Peizhen's life experience in the future.
He was so obsessed with taking revenge on her and stubbornly wanted to see Li Qianxue change his face.
But does he really want to take revenge on her? No. He slowly started not wanting to retaliate against her. But every time he saw Su Qingsang, he couldn't help but be afraid.
Such emotions were too complicated, so complicated that he couldn't be too kind to Su Qingsang.
When Su Qingsang went to college, he couldn't wait to ask Su Qingsang to move out.
He thought about giving Su Qingsang a dowry when she got married. He thought that he would continue to make mistakes like this.
But sometimes, looking at Li Qianxue's cold face towards him in private, he couldn't help but be shaken. Why give up? He wanted to take revenge, so he let Li Qianxue know that she had done something wrong.
But did Li Qianxue really do something wrong? No. She didn't.
Su Chenghui closed his eyes weakly. No. It was only now that he was willing to admit it.
Li Qianxue didn't do anything wrong. All the faults are his.
What is it about being drunk? What is it about being drunk? If he didn't really have that kind of thoughts for Li Qianxue in his heart, how could anything really happen even if he was drunk
The so-called drunken sex is just an excuse to hide one's inner desires.
If he was willing to admit it, he would know that he had fallen in love with Li Qianxue a long time ago. When he didn't know it.
Because she was so different, gorgeous, flamboyant, like sunshine, he couldn't move his eyes away at all.
He loves Li Qianxue but can't admit it because deep down he still has a vague sense of inferiority. He is just a man from an ordinary family and ordinary background. But Li Qianxue is the eldest daughter of the Li family and the future successor of the Li family.
He was not sure whether Li Qianxue's feelings for him were a whim or sincere. His inner inferiority made him reject Li Qianxue. He even didn't hesitate to use Xiang Caiping as an excuse.
He and Xiang Caiping grew up together as childhood sweethearts, and their two elders made an engagement for them. He thought that was love.
In fact, he has a brother-sister relationship with Xiang Caiping, but no love between a man and a woman. Otherwise, how could he dare to face his inner desire and have sex with Li Qianxue after being drunk
It's funny that he didn't understand it at the time. He thought that pity and distress for Xiang Caiping was love. He also felt inferior to Li Qianxue because of her background.
His childish and ridiculous self-esteem led him to make a series of wrong things.
Later, the mistakes were made even more mistakes. There is no recovery.
Su Chenghui suddenly laughed out loud. He's so stupid. He is really stupid.
Why didn't he realize his feelings earlier? Why didn't I realize it earlier? Is Li Qianxue different in his heart
Mr. Li should have seen his intentions a long time ago, right? That's why I keep reminding him and letting him think clearly about what is most important to him.
It's a pity that he was so confused that he didn't seriously think about what was most important to him.
By the time he figured it out, he was already irreparably wrong.
The phone rang suddenly. He was stunned for a moment and picked up the phone from his seat. Li Qianxue's number was displayed on it, which made his heart beat faster almost immediately.
He seemed to suddenly go back to the time when he first met Li Qianxue many years ago. He stared at the phone for a long time before picking it up.
His heart was beating fast, and he had a lot to say to Li Qianxue. He wanted to tell her that he was wrong all along. he-
"Su Chenghui."
On the other end of the phone was Li Qianxue's cold voice. It was obviously a very familiar voice, but it sounded extremely strange at this moment.
"I heard from Lawyer Chen that you refused to sign?"
A simple sentence was like a bucket of cold water poured down Su Chenghui's head, and his body instantly stiffened.
"I'm telling you, don't think of any tricks. If you still make up your mind to give the family property to Su Peizhen, just give up. I won't let you succeed."
The sharp words were no longer the initial gentleness Li Qianxue had towards him, and they sounded very harsh.
Su Chenghui was very uncomfortable. He was not used to such a sharp Li Qianxue.
"Qianxue, I don't-"
"I don't care what you want to do. I'm telling you, I'm divorced."
Li Qianxue thought he was dissatisfied with his conditions, and became increasingly angry.
"Su Chenghui, I have given everything that should be given to you. Don't even think about what should not be given to you. After so many years, I think that even if I did something wrong at the beginning, I have helped you raise your daughter for so many years. , if my daughter suffers so many grievances, can I be considered even with you?"
When Li Qianxue said this, his voice paused and he calmed down: "Su Chenghui. It's easy for us to get together and part ways. If you insist on going your own way and refuse to sign, then I don't mind breaking up. To the entire Lin City people, Reveal the identity of Peizhen's illegitimate daughter. I would like to see who will step down when the time comes."
"Qianxue." Su Chenghui didn't expect Li Qianxue's attitude to be so fierce.
"It's a holiday tomorrow. I'll ask Lawyer Chen to make another trip the day after tomorrow. If you don't sign by then, don't blame me for attacking your most precious one."
(End of chapter)