To Raise a Soul

Chapter 78: Cut first and play later┃ and why

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Taking advantage of Yin Yan's work as a rabbit, Yu Zhen ran away and directly shrank back to Lianhuagou Village.

The ruins of the Taoist temple at the beginning have become a sea of flowers. The village director Lao Huang responsibly planted a lot of flowers here in accordance with the words he left when he left.

He was lying in the middle of the sea of flowers, pretending that he was still lying on the wooden bed of Taoist temple, so self-hypnotized, he even smelled the unique fragrance of Taoist temple in his nose.

It's a new life.

He opened his eyes, looked at the ring in his hand, wanted to touch it but didn't dare, wanted to take it off but couldn't let go.

This is Yu Zhen's life, not Yuzhen's.

He sat up and suddenly felt a splitting headache again.

who is he? Which memory is true and which is the real him

Who is Yin Yan's love? Is it the tough and intelligent Yu Zhen from the previous life, or the timid, naive, and often willful Yu Zhen now

Could those memories be fake at all? He is not Yuzhen, or Yin Yan's apprentice who has worked so hard to pursue two lives, but a thief who despicably steals the memories and love of others.

The thief... He shook his hands to touch the ring on the ring finger, and pulled it off with sudden force.

He don't want to be a thief!

The strong calmness was as thin as a piece of paper, and easily fell apart when the ring was separated from the body.

His eyes were red, and his figure flashed to the village cemetery, standing in front of a tomb firmly guarded by the formation, and asked painfully: "Grandpa, who am I?"

The old man who had passed away was unable to answer him. He slowly sat down, leaning on the tombstone, and closed his eyes.

"Grandpa, please, give me a dream, I miss you very much."

The sky was completely dark, and the night wind blew by. He forced himself to sleep with the tombstone, just to find the only elder in this world who can rely on at this time, and ask him for an answer that can calm his mind.

After he fell asleep, there was another flash in front of the tombstone, and Yin Yan's figure appeared in front of the tomb.

"Don't get close to him." Magu appeared and stood in front of Yu Zhen, watching Yin Yan who suddenly appeared defensively and condemningly, her body surged and she was ready to attack, and said with hatred, "Despicable old thing." Go away! Don't try to use my son as a stand-in!"

Yin Yan's steps came to a halt, and she looked at Yu Zhen who was asleep leaning on the tombstone. After making sure that he was okay, she silently moved back to Magu's face, met her hateful and defensive gaze, and said, "He has never been substitute."

"Ha! A joke, if he hadn't been bullied to death by you and your sect in his previous life, would you look for him in this life?" Ma Gu's eyes were red with hatred, her nails on her hands were soaring, she wished to tear him off immediately. broken.

As a spiritual servant, she is dependent on the master's soul, and can slightly perceive the master's emotions. Before Yu Zhen's soul merged, her aura was shaking, and the movement was too loud, she just couldn't help but take a look at it with care, and she was forced to see some damn bad memories!

She doesn't know any Yuzhen, she only knows that her precious son Yu Zhen has escaped into a dream because of some bastards in his previous life!

"Damn you!"

She was so angry that she finally couldn't help but moved her hand at Yin Yan.

Yin Yan did not hide, allowing her sharp nails to penetrate into her heart, and said, "The things that have happened cannot be erased, and I will repay the debts. Magu, he is not a substitute, he is just him, he is Yu Zhen, and so Yuzhen."

The blood came out, and Magu didn't expect that he would not hide. She was shocked and hurriedly retracted her hand and backed away. The reason burned by anger returned a little, gave him a hateful look, and then looked back at Yu Zhen, who was asleep leaning on the tombstone. , Knowing that the emotional entanglement between the two is indeed not something that can be distorted and erased with a stand-in, and he is unwilling to retreat.

"Don't let him down anymore, otherwise, even if you fight so hard, I will kill you!"

Yin Yan waved his hand to wipe off the blood stains on his clothes, and simply blocked the not too deep wound on his chest with aura, stepped forward, and squatted in front of Yu Zhen.

"I'm sorry." He stretched out his hand and touched the remaining tear marks on the corners of Mo Yuzhen's eyes. His voice disappeared from the calmness of facing Magu, and slowly lowered, barely audible, "I'm sorry for making you so painful."

It seemed that because of hearing a familiar voice, Yu Zhen slowly relaxed against the tombstone, slid down, and loosened his clenched fingers. When there was a cry, the ring inside fell to the ground.

Yin Yan quickly reached out and hugged his body, heard the voice lowered his head, his eyes touched the ring on the ground, his body stiffened, his eyes darkened suddenly, for a long time, he reached out and picked up the ring and held it tightly.

"Don't leave me." He lowered his head, buried his face on Yu Zhen's shoulders and neck, his voice was dull, "Xiao Zhen, don't leave me."

Feeling that he hadn't slept for a long time without a dream, Yu Zhen opened his eyes, stared at the familiar ceiling of the apartment above his head for a long time, and took out the hand in front of him.

On the ring finger, the ring he had pulled off was put on again.

Click, the sound of the door handle being twisted.

He put his hand down, turned around reflexively and hid himself in the quilt.

The sound of opening the door paused, and then continued to sound, the familiar footsteps approached, and then the quilt on his body was lightly patted.

"Yu Zhen, get up for breakfast."

He squeezed the quilt and took a deep breath. He sat up and looked at Yin Yan after he was sure that his emotions would not be exposed. A smile appeared on his face and said, "Sorry, I suddenly wanted to see Grandpa last night, but I was accidentally there. Fell asleep."

Yin Yan looked at the forced smile on his face, reached out and touched it, feeling his sudden stiffness, and then silently retracted, "It doesn't matter, I will always find you."

Yu Zhen's heart trembled when she heard it, and the smile on her face broke.

He will always be found, indeed, the Karma Reincarnation, even if he escapes like this, he is still found.

He lowered his head in embarrassment, turned to get out of bed from the other side, and replied vaguely: "What time is it? Sorry, I always go to bed late these days, it delays your time, you go to breakfast first, don't wait for me."

Yin Yan looked at his figure hiding in the bathroom hurriedly, his eyes darkened.

Life seems to be business as usual, but the atmosphere between the two has changed.

Yu Zhen became silent every day, his smile grew reluctantly, and he often lost his mind, and refused to communicate with Yin Yan except for daily conversations, as if he was afraid of something.

He seemed to be trapped in a gloomy plot with no way out, at a loss and unable to get out.

Yin Yan tried to talk to him, only to escape and Yu Zhen's long silence.

This kind of life lasted for a week. When Yin Yan found that Yu Zhen suddenly started crying in his dream and his soul was unstable one night, he finally could no longer allow Yu Zhen to close himself like this.

It can't go on like this.

With a calm face, he wiped away the tears from the corner of Yu Zhen's eyes, and touched his haggard face a lot, and finally a certain thought in his heart slowly became clear.

You have to find a way to untie Yu Zhen's heart knot and let him vent his emotions, otherwise his uncompleted soul is in danger of collapsing at any time.

"The wedding is postponed?"

Qiu Feiqian looked at Yin Yan who suddenly came to the door in disbelief. He resisted the anger that was about to rush out, and asked in a good voice, "Why is it postponed? Is Xiaozhen not wanting to have a wedding at the end of the year, afraid that he will not be ready? If so? In this way, you can let Xiaozhen not worry. There will be a dedicated team responsible for the preparation of the wedding, and Xiping will also be watching the whole process. There will be no problem."

"No, I want to postpone it, Yu Zhen doesn't know yet." Yin Yan explained.

Qiu Feiqian was stuck in his heart, looked at him with a temper, and asked: "Why do you want to postpone it? Why do you want to postpone it? Do you know that the wedding invitations have already been printed!"

Halfway through the discussion, I found that my temper was a little uncontrollable, so I turned my head and adjusted again. When my tone calmed down, I continued saying: "Everyone is busy. In order to ensure that most of the guests can be there on the day of the wedding, the wedding invitation must be at least one month or one in advance. It will be posted half a month so that guests can make time for their itineraries. There is also a hotel. The hotel must be booked at least half a year in advance. Your father and I are planning to book a hotel, and we already have several records in hand. If you want to go to the scenery A good place to hold a wedding, then you have to charter the venue. I have already asked Xiping to start to understand and handle all of these. It is up to you to choose a plan. As a result, you have to postpone it now?"

As she talked, she suddenly lost her anger, filled with helplessness, raised her hand and rubbed her forehead, and asked: "Xiaoyan, why on earth are you postponing the wedding? Don't talk about these things, just talk about Xiaozhen, if Let him know that you want to postpone the wedding. How sad should he be? The wedding is your business, Xiaoyan, I won’t really put the wedding off just because you want to postpone it unilaterally, regardless of Xiaozhen’s wishes. Pushed back."

Yin Yan was silent.

"Anyway, you go back and have a good chat with Xiaozhen. If you are sure to postpone it, I hope you two will come over and talk to me."

Qiu Feiqian's attitude was firm, Yin Yan couldn't, so he had to leave temporarily.

As a result, as soon as he left Qiu Feiqian's office, he saw Yu Zhen standing outside holding a pot of flowers.

The soundproofing in Qiu Feiqian's office is great, but it can block the hearing of ordinary people, but it can't block the ears of monks.

Yin Yan rarely experienced the feeling of being unable to explain. He looked at Yu Zhen's evasive vision and sensed the hurt and sad emotions in his heart. After a few seconds of silence, he said, "Yu Zhen, I can explain."

"... Hmm." Yu Zhen nodded, holding the flowerpot with some force, and said: "I understand that you never do unreasonable things. I didn't mean to eavesdrop on you. I heard Buchen wanted Buy potted flowers for his mother. The flowers in her office happened to be blooming, so just drop by... I'll give this to you. You can give it to Buchen."

He stuffed the flowerpot in Yin Yan's arms, smiled at him reluctantly, and said, "I know what you mean. I'll help you and mom. Wait a minute, I'm going—"

Yin Yan looked at his paler face as he talked, couldn't help but stretched out his hand to hold his hand that was about to knock on the door of Qiu Feiqian's office, with some force, he said, "Don't go...you don't go."

Yu Zhen suddenly felt a little wronged, and withdrew his hand vigorously, and said, "Why don't you go, this is what you want, can't I follow you? Yin Yan, you can't always be like this..."

As he said, his voice was a little choked, he turned his head, took a deep breath to adjust his emotions, not wanting to make himself so embarrassed.

In the past few days, he has been trying his best to adjust his emotions, not to let himself go into a dead end, not to give himself time and opportunity to think about it, trying to accept that he is not himself, and Yin Yan is not actually Yin Yan. He tried to convince himself that Yin Yan must have loved him, not because he had a damn old life that would treat him so well.

He worked hard, but it was useless, useless!

Reason has said it a thousand times and ten thousand times, but feelings are still stuck in the small alley, unable to retreat, unable to move forward, and unable to escape.

But when he worked so hard, Yin Yan wanted to postpone their wedding.

Did he finally realize that he is quite different from his previous life, even if he has the memory of his previous life, he still hasn't become as smart as his previous life, so disappointed and hesitated? So you don't want to be with him anymore

If this is the case, then he is perfect. The Yuzhen of the last life didn't want to be a drag on the master until he died. Then the Yu Zhen of this life can also be free and easy to let go, and now Yin Yan has a pure life!

"Little Zhen!"

Realizing that he had started to fluctuate in spirit and Dao Heart was unstable, Yin Yan quickly locked his breath with aura, pulled him to his side, and raised his eyebrows slightly and said, "Stabilize Dao Heart and don't think about it."

Yu Zhen struggled and complained: "Dao Xin Daoxin, you know Daoxin, you have done this, but you want me to stop thinking, Yin Yan, how can you... Um!"

The movement of the two people pulling and pulling has long attracted the attention of the surrounding employees. Everyone is whispering to discuss why the little boss and the little boss have a sudden quarrel, and they see the little boss dragging the little boss who is struggling to run back to kiss. Living.

Hitting in public, kissing aggressively, wow.

The crowd seemed to be watching the live idol series and couldn't help but want to applaud.

Yin Yan has always been introverted. Although he likes to hold Yu Zhen's hand to sway the city to declare his sovereignty, he has never done anything more rude. Now he lost his usual restraint and calmness. Holding Yu Zhen was a deep kiss. Halfway through the kiss, he knew that his back was facing everyone and blocked Yu Zhen a little.

Since the souls merged, the two have not been close for several days. At this time, they were forced to kiss. Yu Zhen was full of confusion and thoughtful thoughts. Nothing was clean, and the whole body was surrounded by a familiar breath. The wandering heart finally felt a little more at ease.

He is still needed, his actions will not deceive, Yin Yan cares about him very much.

The kiss slowly became gentle, Yin Yan touched his back soothingly, after he calmed down a little back, touched his face, and whispered, "Wait for me."

After speaking, he turned him to face the office door, glanced back at the lively crowd, forced their gaze back, and called Qiu Feiqian's assistant, stuffed the flower to each other, and then led Yu Zhen to walk outside.

Yu Zhen's sanity has returned, and his sensitive five senses immediately made him aware of everyone's sights. He remembered the behavior of himself and Yin Yan just now, his face and ears were all red, and he was so embarrassed that he could not find a hole to get in, tighten and Yin Yan. Yan shook hands and whispered the pot, "I blame you."

"Blame me, I'm sorry." Yin Yan Congshan Ruliu apologized, half embracing him, pushed the elevator to take him in, and pressed the button of the underground parking lot. Seeing that he seemed to have opened his heart slightly because of his intimacy just now, he seized the opportunity to change the subject. Said: "I still owe you an answer."

What

Yu Zhen looked at him doubtfully.

"The answer to Truth or Dare." Yin Yan added, put down his hand and held him again, and when the elevator arrived and opened, he walked out with him and said: "I said, I will solemnly find an answer to this question. , And then I will answer you. In addition, I think the wedding is postponed for this."

Yu Zhen remembered the phrase he had asked before, "When did you fall in love with me", the low mood that was dispelled by the kiss returned again, and his eyes dimmed.

Ah, that's the problem.

Thinking about it now, it was normal for Yin Yan to be unable to answer that question at the time. After all, from beginning to end, Yin Yan never "liked" the emotion in front of Yu Zhen now. Yin Yan's liking has been continuous. From his last life to this life, he likes his apprentice Yuzhen, and he likes his previous life that has been reincarnation far away.

It shouldn't be so entangled, rationally knowing that Yuzhen is herself, she is Yuzhen, but the memory that has passed away is too distant and fuzzy, and it is as far away as something that another person has experienced.

Is it because the soul has not been completed yet, that is why it is so divided, doubting the existence of the previous life, and also doubting Yin Yan's feelings.

"No need to answer." He shook his head, unwilling to toss Yin Yan with his own entangled emotions, and forced his head up and smiled at him, and said: "It's me who is horny, it doesn't matter. The answer is not important anymore, and more Important, I will find a way to adjust my emotions, you wait for me for a while."

In fact, if you think about it carefully, being able to be with Yin Yan like this is something he can't dream of for two lifetimes. Enough, really enough, after so long a painful life, finally reborn, happy, all obstacles disappeared with the passage of time, it will be more important to grasp it.

Yin Yan stopped when he heard the words, turned to look at him, and suddenly said, "Maybe the wedding doesn't need to be postponed."

Yu Zhen couldn't keep up with his thoughts, and said in confusion, "What?"

"Thanks for you." Yin Yan raised his hand to touch his face, leaned forward and kissed his eyes, and said after he closed his eyes: "You are so good. Before the wedding, there is no memory of'Yin Yan' from the previous life. 'I will definitely fall in love with you.'

Don't have the memory of the last life

Yu Zhen's heart jumped suddenly, opened his eyes to look at him, and asked, "What do you mean? What do you want to do?"

"You should ask, what have I already done." Yin Yan stretched out his hand to hold his face, lowered his head against his forehead, breaking away from the calm expression, revealing the gentleness hidden underneath, "Yu Zhen, as long as you are you, So no matter what I become, I am confident that I will be attracted to you."

Yu Zhen started to panic, and wanted to pull down his hand: "Yin Yan, you really..."

"Wait for me." Yin Yan interrupted him with a peck kiss, rubbed his cheek, and said: "Wait for me to fall in love with you again, and give you a wedding without knots."

The amount of information in this statement is too great. Yu Zhen faintly conceived in his heart, shaking his hands and pulling his arm, and asked: "Yin Yan, what have you done... Do you know that you are a remnant soul, if you erase it without authorization? Memory, then you are likely to..."

"It's not erased, but temporarily blocked. All the memories of you are extremely precious, how can I be willing to erase it." Yin Yan kissed him again, as if he hadn't kissed enough, then hugged him tightly and said: "Don't be afraid, I I will sleep for a while, and I will wake up in an hour. Then I will trouble you."

Yu Zhen couldn't stand it anymore, stretched out his hand to push him, his eyes flushed: "You bastard, how can you..."

The body in his arms suddenly sank, and his breathing slowed down. Yu Zhen's heart jumped, hugged his slumped body, looked at him sideways, and saw that he really closed his eyes and fell asleep, feeling full of emotions in his heart. At the intersection, I couldn't help but hit him.

"How can you do this, I won't marry you, you forget me, so I don't want to marry you."

The ambulance roared into Xiangfei's headquarters, then roared away.

Everyone in the company saw the little boss stepping onto the ambulance with red eyes, and the little boss lying on the stretcher unconscious.

There was a lot of discussion in the company, and Qiu Feiqian directly skipped the afternoon meeting and chased the ambulance to the hospital.

In less than half an hour, the Yin family gathered in the hospital and waited for the doctor's examination results.

"How can I say that I'm dizzy, what's the matter?" Qiu Feiqian walked back and forth anxiously, too worried.

Yu Zhen sat on the bench with his head hanging down, her lips squeezed, her hand unconsciously holding the ring on her ring finger, tightly.

"Brother Yu..." Yin Le looked at him worriedly, not knowing how to comfort him.

He had heard that before the eldest brother fainted, it seemed that he had just quarreled with Brother Yu because he wanted to postpone the wedding. Now Brother Yu must be uncomfortable.

Click, the door opened, and the doctor came out.

Qiu Feiqian greeted him immediately and asked anxiously, "Doctor, what's the matter with my son, why did he faint suddenly?"

"Don't worry, the patient is in good condition and there is no life-threatening." The doctor reassures him, and then explains in detail: "The exact situation can only be confirmed after the results of various examinations come out. I turned over the patient's case. It was discovered that he had had a car accident about a year ago and his brain was damaged. The preliminary conclusion is that the symptoms of the car accident broke out at that time. It is not too serious. Please be relieved."

It turned out to be a sequelae of a car accident.

Hearing that there is no life-threatening danger, Qiu Feiqian and Yin Hexiang, who had been calm and silent, all heeded a sigh of relief and hurriedly thanked the doctor and asked when the exact examination result would be released.

On the bench, Yu Zhen slowly loosened her hand holding the ring. The worry and grievance in her heart accumulated to the extreme, and she suddenly hated her.

Obviously he was ready to stop struggling, and decided to look forward to the future, but Yin Yan did this again. Did he think his life went too smoothly!

The bastard who cuts first and plays later, bastard! What has worked so hard for you, I'm going to trouble you, think beautifully!

He is not the Yuzhen of the previous life, so he respects the teacher and respects the way. In this life, he is wayward and naive. Don't think that he will take good care of people. It's impossible!

And why

He fell down again, rubbing the ring on his hand vigorously.

He was the one who was wronged, and he was the one who was bullied in the previous life. In this life, he has to take care of a damned suzerain who has no memory. He can't be self-willed and enjoy the blessing.

What kind of heart knot, he will be mad to death, and there is a fart heart knot!

Cut first and play later, right? Wait and see who can toss to death!