Finally one day, Ke Jingheng finally couldn't bear it and sent a text message to Luo Xiaoberry: [For the next few days, don't go to school for now... wait until the rumors pass. Sorry, it's all my fault, I'll try to fix it.]
Luo Xiaoberry hesitated for a long time, and finally sent him a text message: [You are not wrong, all mistakes are my fault. You don't need to blame yourself, just leave this matter to me alone.]
Ke Jingheng looked at the text she sent, and his heart ached almost to the point of exploding. How could she be so stupid and take all the faults on herself
He always believed that everything he gave for love was voluntary. If it was him who was lying on the hospital bed today, he would never blame Luo Xiaoberry in the slightest. So he believes that Lee Min Ho is also the same.
Luo Xiaoberry curled up into a ball and hid in a corner of the bed, gently buried her head on her knees, and tears fell drop by drop on the phone screen.
She typed a line of words on the keyboard with her fingertips, deleted that line of words, and finally retyped that line of words...
After an unknown amount of time, like a century, she finally gritted her teeth and clicked the send button. At the moment when she saw the message, her heart suddenly stabbed, and even her breathing hurt.
However, she knew that this would happen sooner or later, but they never mentioned it, and no one wanted to say it first.
[We don't meet each other for the time being.]
Ke Jingheng looked at the line of text messages on his phone, and didn't come to his senses for a long, long time. The beautiful eyes were covered by long eyelashes, but they couldn't stop the deep sadness inside.
[Okay, I respect your decision.]
How could he be willing to let go, but he was even more reluctant to let her suffer.
In fact, he is also very painful, and he also blames himself. It's just that he didn't show it, he didn't say it.
...
Luo Xiaoberry still goes to see Li Minhao every day, and sometimes talks to him when no one is around.
"Minho, please wake up earlier, I beg you." She said, tearing and pulling his skinny fingers.
Finally one day, Li Mengshan caught her in the face of her actions. She stood at the door and looked at Luo Xiaoberry coldly, her eyes fell on Li Minhao's hand, and she said with unconcealable anger, "Please let go of my brother's hand, you have no right to touch him!"
"Mengshan..." It was the first time for Luo Xiaoberry to hear Li Mengshan speak to herself in this tone since she was a child. The relationship between the two of them has always been the best, and the two of them often talk about girls' minds together, talking about everything and speaking freely.
However, my best best friend now looks at me with the eyes of an enemy, as if wishing to tear myself into pieces.
Li Mengshan has not gone to school for more than a month, and she stays in front of Li Minhao's hospital bed every day. Sometimes he read poems to him, and sometimes told him jokes, but Lee Min Ho didn't seem to feel at all—let her read poems until tears flowed down his face, let him tell jokes and laugh until tears flowed down his face.
Just when Luo Xiaoberry wanted to say something more, Li Mengshan had already walked to the hospital bed and pulled Li Minhao's hand out of hers.
She yelled at her out of control: "He's already unconscious, why are you still crying here! Why did you go when he was awake!"