"What?" Lan Xi'er's eyes widened helplessly, and she tightly grasped Alex's hand, "You... you mean I... can't be a mother in the future?"
Even if she no longer believed in love, even if she hadn't thought about spending the rest of her life with any man, any woman would be devastated after hearing such news.
"No... what the doctor said is possible, but not absolute." Alex held her hand instead, and at that moment he felt that the girl lying on the bed was particularly weak and needed special care.
He still remembers the envious and yearning expression on her face when she saw the picture of his little niece that day. She said that she also wanted to have such a beautiful daughter in the future...
Lan Xi'er gradually let go of his hand, cold tears slid down her pale cheeks, her whole body trembling uncontrollably. How could her life lead to such a miserable situation step by step? She thought that aborting the child for Tang Yu was the greatest pain she had ever experienced in her life, but she didn't expect that she would have to bear it alone now—just when she wanted to get back together and start a new life.
She couldn't tell Tang Yu about this kind of thing, nor could she tell her parents. She failed to get into a good university or find a good job, she was enough to disappoint them. She didn't want them to be more disappointed in herself.
There was sadness and pity in Alex's eyes, he looked at Lan Xi'er's big empty eyes, and sighed softly. Such a desperate expression should not appear on a girl in her early twenties.
"Now that medicine is so advanced, you can try test-tube babies and artificial insemination. Maybe there will be a miracle at that time. You should take care of your illness now and don't think too much. Don't you have a saying in China-the body is the capital of the revolution? "
He said many, many comforting words to her, but Lan Xi'er seemed not to listen to anything, lying motionless on the bed, not even moving her eyes, just staring blankly at a certain person. direction.
Hospitals abroad don't do things like keeping warm and confinement. Lan Xi'er has only been in the hospital for two days, and has already been forced by the nurse to take several baths. Even the three meals sent by the hospital are mostly yogurt and ice cream.
For these things, Lan Xi'er has long been indifferent, anyway, she has already become like this. This body is like an apple with a bright appearance but a rotten interior. Only she knows that her heart is dead and her body is gradually weakening.
Alex took her back to the residence and was very worried about her condition. He said many words of encouragement to her, and took her to places full of vigor, but Lan Xi'er didn't respond at all.
Although he is a carefree boy, Alex can still feel something slowly passing from her body, making the girl's originally pair of big black and white eyes more and more lifeless.
Until one day, Lan Xi'er said to him: "Alex, I want to go out for a walk."
Alex regained his spirits all of a sudden, this was the first time she made such a request since the incident happened.
"Okay, where are you going?"
"I want to go to a nightclub." Lan Xi'er looked at him with a calm expression.
"Why do you suddenly want to go there?" Alex looked at her with some doubts. When she was working there before, she complained to him that the air inside was too bad and the environment was too noisy.