"Brother Rou, tell me, what's wrong with me? Why doesn't Yirou like me?" When he said this, his tone was infinitely sad.
Feeling the hand holding her shoulder, Su Rourou's whole body trembled slightly, biting her lower lip falteringly: "I... I don't know."
Ke Shaoze's hand on her shoulder tightened even more, and he even shook it slightly: "Liar, how could you not know?"
Su Rourou looked at his misty eyes, sighed, and took off the hand that was holding her shoulder: "You're drunk..."
Ke Shaoze let go of her, turned to look at the night in the distance, and muttered to himself, "How could you not know? Your names are so similar... Yirou, Rourou, tell me... don't you know?" picture?"
As he spoke, he looked into the distance and fell into deep thought.
Su Rourou didn't answer his words, her eyes suddenly became hot, as if something was about to burst out of the gate.
Could it be that he got close to her only because her name was similar to An Yirou's? Is he being nice to her only because he regards her as An Yirou's substitute
Therefore, in his eyes, she is just an additional gift just like the earrings he gave her...
She had never thought that she could be so close to his heart, but she suddenly regretted it... If these were the true thoughts deep in his heart, then she would rather never be close to him in her whole life, and would rather never know about it.
They just sat quietly, looking at the starry sky, blowing the night wind, and no one spoke.
After an unknown amount of time, Ke Shaoze kicked those crumbling empty cans, put away his emotions: "It's very late, Brother Rou, you should go back to bed first. Tomorrow, I have to go to school to get my report card."
"Oh, good..." Su Rourou responded unconsciously, but her body remained motionless.
"Let's go." Ke Shaoze stood up and gave her a hand, "Go back quickly, I don't know if your mother has already found out."
In the past, if Su Rourou heard the word "mother", she would definitely be very nervous. But in today's state, she has no extra thoughts to think about her.
Ke Shaoze pushed her towards the door of her house, and stopped in front of the door of her house: "Thank you tonight. I feel much better."
After talking, the haze that had been suppressed in his heart for many years seemed to be swept away suddenly. In fact, there was one thing he never wanted to admit. He chased An Yirou for so long, maybe it was because he liked her at first. But later, it gradually became a habit, and it was more or less unwilling.
In the past, he had thought about giving up countless times, but every time at this time, An Yirou would give him a little hope, giving him extravagant hope again.
But this time is different, after tonight... He thought he should be able to let go completely. All along, she just regarded him as a chess piece that could be manipulated at will.
"Well, as long as you're fine." Su Rourou lowered her head, not looking into his eyes. Because she didn't want to be discovered by him, the sadness in her eyes.
"Go in quickly, I'll go back first, see you tomorrow." Ke Shaoze waved at her, then turned and walked forward.
Su Rourou stood blankly in front of the gate, watching his back gradually disappear into the night.
Then, as if her whole body suddenly lost strength, her stiff back slid down the cold door and she fell to the ground.
The tears that have been suppressed are like a flood, pouring down.