Speaking of this, Lan Xi'er couldn't help but her eyes turned red again, and her voice was full of self-blame: "Tell me, am I very bad and selfish?"
Li Tianwei's eyes fell on her flushed eyes. Although he couldn't bear it, he still decided to speak.
In order not to hurt her, he tried to make his voice softer, softer...
"Xi'er, sometimes...you have to learn to make your heart stronger. You can't deprive Rourou and Yichen of their right to happiness just because you see Rourou and Yichen together, it's unfair to them of."
Lan Xi'er was silent. From the bottom of her heart, she knew that what Li Tianwei said was right...
Seeing that she was silent, Li Tianwei sighed secretly in his heart, and continued: "In this world, there are many things that you can't get. But you can't let your good friends get it just because you can't get it. Because of your own... jealousy."
Before saying the last three words, he hesitated for a while. After all, since he was a child, he has always spoken softly to her and never said anything serious. This sentence was probably the most important thing he ever said to her...
However, he just wanted her to be sober and stop making mistakes.
"Besides, if you really like Yichen so much, don't you want him to be happy?"
Having said that, his heart ached a little because he thought of himself. He never wanted to bring her any burden because of his liking for her, let alone possess her. As long as he can look at her from a distance and know that she is happy and happy, he will be content.
"I..." Lan Xi'er sniffed, and tears overflowed her eyes uncontrollably, "I know I did something wrong, I was really wrong. All this is because I'm too selfish... I have already told Rou Rou I apologize, but I think she will never talk to me again for the rest of her life... "
Seeing her crying again, Li Tianwei felt distressed and nervous, and quickly handed her another tissue: "It's okay, don't cry. Rourou is a kind-hearted girl, I think she will forgive you."
Looking at her back that kept rising and falling due to sobbing, his heart ached, and he raised his right hand unconsciously...
But when he was still a short distance away from her, he stopped stiffly in mid-air.
Lan Xi'er took the tissue he handed over, but didn't wipe away her tears immediately, but looked at him with teary eyes...
"Li Tianwei, do you understand now? A bad person like me is not worthy of being liked by others."
Li Tianwei's deep eyes dimmed, and he quietly put his hand in midair behind him.
He said hoarsely: "Whether it's worth it, I know in my heart... In my heart, you are the best..."
In the night, the wind blew the short hair on his forehead, and the outline of his face was somewhat blurred, but the firm eyes were extremely clear.
"I... I'm sorry..." Lan Xi'er opened her mouth, but no matter what, she couldn't say the following words.
Although she was very moved, but... she still didn't want to accept him because she was weak and needed healing. Because it's not fair to him.
When she returned home, she received a text message from Li Tianwei.
[If you like a flower, maybe you will pick her off desperately; but if you fall in love with a flower, then...you will quietly guard her and watch her bloom...]