Today, I Have Yet to Become a Doll

Chapter 845: thought

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Bai Youwei frowned, "What do you mean?"

The rabbit-headed gentleman smiled, glanced at Shen Mo, and said to Bai Youwei, "You should know in your heart."

What flashed in Bai Youwei's mind, she immediately understood.

Also figured it out.

Looking at his legs again, he felt that the nerves had regained consciousness, as if the momentary numbness was just an illusion, or it was a psychological disorder.

What is she afraid of

What are you resisting

Seeing that she was all right, the rabbit-headed gentleman stopped talking, bowed politely, and turned to leave.

Shen Mo carried Bai Youwei on his back and comforted him: "Go back and have a good rest, I will let Chu Huaijin find a doctor and find a treatment tool, it will be fine."

Bai Youwei leaned on his broad back, pursed her lips, and said nothing.

Maybe what she wanted was this result? Whether it's a tie or a burden... In short, if you want to get the person she wants, you can't do without her.

After returning to the headquarters, Bai Youwei sat back in the wheelchair.

When her legs can walk, she is often in a wheelchair, so it did not attract everyone's attention.

Shen Mo sent her back to the room, and then went to find Chu Huaijin. Bai Youwei was lying on the bed alone, looking at the snow-white ceiling, feeling empty in her heart.

The momentary numbness that came out of the maze was real.

At that moment, she really thought she couldn't walk anymore.

When the inspector reminded her, she realized that it wasn't that she couldn't walk, but that she had become dependent in her heart.

When my legs are bad, I always think that when my legs are good, I can be free and go wherever I want.

But after her legs are healed, she doesn't want to go anywhere, like the hands of a clock, going around in circles, she can't do without the axis...

The doll game tied Shen Mo and her together.

However, this game makes separation the norm. Chen Hui lost Teacher Tu, Yan Qingwen lost Lv Ang, Tan Xiao lost Hu Dashan... There are many others who died and left. The living will suffer at first, and then only have numbness.

Maybe Shen Mo was mentally prepared to leave at any time, and left her hope of the last life.

Bai Youwei couldn't help thinking, if Shen Mo really died in that maze, and she was the only one left, how would she live

Continue to play the game

Continue to break through

… Then? Die in the game, or win to the end and become the ultimate victor

What if you win

Maybe someone likes to dominate the world, to be the master, but it's no fun for her. If there is no one to accompany you, it will be no different from the previous days - eat alone, sleep alone, watch TV alone, stay alone all day...

Bai Youwei thought about it and felt scared.

After so many years... I finally feel that life has some fun. It turned out that what I got was a handful of crystal glass, which may be broken at any time.

She thought about it a lot, thinking a lot, and the messy thoughts were ups and downs in her heart.

There was a knock on the door, bang bang twice.

"Vivi, can I come in?"

It was Zhu Shu's voice.

Bai Youwei sat up and said in the direction of the door, "Come in."

The door was unlocked, Zhu Shu opened the door and came in, smiled at Bai Youwei, and raised the insulated lunch box in his hand.

"I made red bean paste balls, would you like to try it?"

Bai Youwei smiled: "Okay, I'll try it."

Zhu Shu came in with the lunch box, found a table, opened the lunch box, and the hot steam immediately overflowed, with the aroma of red beans.

She took out a bowl and gave it to Bai Youwei, "I made it according to my own taste. If it's not sweet, I'll add sugar to you."

"Why did you suddenly think of making this?" Bai Youwei took a sip and narrowed her eyes. "Well... it's delicious, and the sweetness is just right."

Zhu Shu smiled and said, "I can't help you much anyway, and I'm idle when I'm idle, so I'm thinking about getting some food. I also sent some to Su Man. When I met Shen Mo on the way, I found out that you guys came back from the maze. Yes. He was afraid that you would be thinking alone, so he specially asked me to come and accompany you."