He walked around in a panic, but couldn't touch anything, couldn't see anything.
Nothing but white.
Qiu Yanzhi suddenly thought.
Is he dead
Where is this place? Heaven or Hell
Do not.
Keep calm.
Qiu Yanzhi said to himself silently.
It's not heaven, it's not hell, it's a game.
Calm down, don't panic, you will definitely find a way.
exhale, inhale, exhale...
Hold! How can I keep calm! What a rubbish game shit game! ! How did such a fatal bug flow to the market through national testing! Who made this game? Everyone in the game company should fucking go to jail! !
But slowly Qiu Yanzhi stopped cursing. He sat on the ground, hugging his knees, looking at the boundless whiteness in front of him, feeling extreme hunger.
very hungry.
I was so hungry that my stomach was tangled up.
I was so hungry that my stomach twitched.
Stars of gold appear in the eyes of hunger, and the soles of the feet are numb.
He felt like he was going to starve to death.
He suddenly remembered that there seemed to be a fruit candy in his room.
It seemed there was, and he wasn't sure.
He thought again, if he hadn't come out of the house just now, and the house wouldn't disappear, would I still be able to find that candy
But he found it, what color would that candy be? , what will it taste like? Will it be delicious
Strawberry flavor
Grapefruit flavor
Or raspberry flavor
If the fruit candy is strawberry flavor, then the color must be pink, and it must be very sweet in the mouth, but not too sweet because its aftertaste must be slightly sour. Even if the fruit candy is finished, it will definitely be entangled between his lips and teeth, and it will not dissipate for a long time.
He was constantly, meticulously, fantasizing about the taste of that sugar, as if that was the only way to keep him alive.
Hungry and hungry, he seemed to have hallucinations.
He saw at the end of a void of whiteness.
Suddenly, a dreamlike color appeared.
He saw colored powders flying from the sky one after another, and they converged in an orderly manner in the boundless white, brown into the floor, gray into the wall, and black into the pole.
The road slowly spread from the stairs, then spread to the corridor, and spread to Qiu Yanzhi's side.
This scene was so shocking that he was speechless, as if he was watching a blockbuster sci-fi movie, he saw the world begin to unfold before his eyes.
In the middle of the world, there is a man, he is wearing a dark gray high-definition suit, holding a stack of documents in his hand, he lowered his head, and walked towards Qiu Yanzhi unhurriedly.
He walked step by step.
The world is born step by step.
And Qiu Yanzhi only realized at this time that the whole world he saw in his eyes was born from the feet of this man.
He Zhou looked at Qiu Yanzhi, who was slumped on the ground and looked at him dumbly, frowning.
"Qiu Yanzhi." He Zhou handed over the documents in his hand, "This is the divorce agreement, look..."
Qiu Yanzhi suddenly stood up and slammed into He Zhou's arms fiercely. The divorce agreements in He Zhou's hands were scattered all over the floor.
"What are you doing?!" He Zhou frowned and was about to push him away, but the man suddenly burst into tears.
Qiu Yanzhi cried so hard that he almost collapsed. He was out of breath from crying, and the big tears fell down desperately, almost soaking He Zhou's shirt.
When did He Zhou see Qiu Yanzhi cry like this, Qiu Yanzhi always had tears in his eyes when he cried.
He Zhou wanted to push him away, but he couldn't push him away no matter what, so he could only let him hold him, trying his best to keep his tone cold: "What are you crying for?"
Qiu Yanzhi was about to pour out all his fear, fear and grievance, and then He Zhou heard him cry.
I'm very hungry.
He Zhou: "… "
For some reason, when He Zhou heard these words, he even had the urge to hug Qiu Yanzhi, walk to the window, and throw him downstairs.
He Zhou left home for three days.
these three days.
Qiu Yan didn't even get a grain of rice, and he didn't touch a drop of water.
So He Zhou stood coldly in the kitchen, watching Qiu Yanzhi frantically sweep the refrigerator.
When Qiu Yanzhi finished drinking the second carton of milk and tore the sixth ham sausage, He Zhou turned around and was about to leave.
"You, don't go!" Qiu Yanzhi shouted almost in a panic.
Qiu Yanzhi stood on tiptoe and looked out the window, but he could only see a vast expanse of white snow. It is entirely up to He Zhou that he can eat here now. If He Zhou leaves, let alone the refrigerator, the sausages in Qiu Yanzhi's hands will probably be gone.
He Zhou completely ignored Qiu Yanzhi's words, turned around and walked upstairs again.
Qiu Yan was in a hurry, and in a panic, he grabbed another handful of chocolates from the refrigerator, a bottle of drinks, and a box of small cakes and followed He Zhou forward.
He Zhou frowned and turned to ask him, "What do you always do with me?"
Qiu Yanzhi asked nervously, "Then where are you going?"
He Zhou said coldly, "Go to the study."
When Qiu Yanzhi just rushed towards He Zhou, He Zhou's divorce agreement was scattered on the ground, and many footprints were printed, and it was no longer usable.
He Zhou went to the study just to reprint a new divorce agreement.
Qiu Yanzhi breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that He Zhou was not going too far. He stopped thinking about what He Zhou was doing in the study. He only had food in his mind.
Qiu Yanzhi sat side by side with He Zhou at the desk, eating small cakes and slurping drinks all day. Then he tore open the chocolate packaging and swayed his legs under the table unconsciously.
He suddenly felt that happiness was so simple.
until.
He Zhou finally reprinted the documents and spread a divorce agreement in front of him.
"Sign it." He Zhou said.
Qiu Yanzhi saw the large characters of the divorce agreement on the document, and the small cake in his hand almost fell to the ground in fright.
"No, I won't sign!" Qiu Yanzhi said with a stubborn neck, "I won't divorce you even if I die!"
"Why?" He Zhou asked.
Because I really don't want to starve to death here.
Qiu Yanzhi hadn't figured out how to make it up, so he lowered his head and didn't speak.
He Zhou opened the divorce agreement with a calm and distant tone: "You can take a serious look at the terms in it, your father made an investment in our company on the condition of getting married. In this regard, we can choose to continue to cooperate or I can Shares and money will be paid to you. In addition, this house has three cars in the garage. I can transfer all of them to your name..."
"I don't want it." Qiu Yanzhi pushed the divorce agreement away, lowered his head and bit the straw on the drink, and said, "I don't want a divorce."
He Zhou looked up at Qiu Yanzhi, he didn't say a word, but his eyes were rather cold.
Qiu Yanzhi didn't have any confidence, so he looked away with a guilty conscience, continued to bite the straw, and said arrogantly, "Why should I divorce you."
He Zhou sneered and said sarcastically, "You really don't know why?"
Qiu Yanzhi opened his eyes and said nonsense: "I don't know."
He Zhou: "Well, let me ask you, since you don't like me, think I'm scum and stupid, think I'm useless, why don't you divorce me?"
Qiu Yanzhi put down the drink in his hand: "I like you."
He Zhou was about to laugh angrily: "Then you mean I was hallucinating that day?!"
Qiu Yanzhi looked up at He Zhou. His eyes were very clear, and his pupils were dark and bright. When staring at people like this, it was easy to give people the illusion of sincerity and affection. He looked at He Zhou like this, Then speak slowly.
"If I don't love you, if I don't like you, why should I go to great lengths to marry you."
"If I don't love you, why would I risk my life to block the chandelier for you? Why would I play such a scene just to get your little attention and love."
"If I don't love you, why should I stay at home for three days without eating or drinking after you left me, just to wait for you."
"If I don't love you...why should I lie and say I love you."
Qiu Yanzhi paused, his voice a little hoarse.
"He Zhou, I admit that I deceived you, I admit that I plotted against you, I admit that I am despicable, I admit that I am shameless, but you must know that my deceit, lies, despicable and shameless, all because of... All because of I love you."
He Zhou's expression was not touched at all.
His eyes were still cold and cold.
"Then how do you explain what happened that day," he said.
Qiu Yanzhi was silent.
He lowered his eyelids, his hand on the table slowly clenched, and his eyelashes trembled uncomfortably.
It seemed that after a long time, he looked up at He Zhou as if he had made up his mind.
There was a bit of bleak and panic in his expression, he twitched the corner of his mouth and seemed to be about to laugh, but he didn't laugh anyway.
"Hezhou, you know, DID?"
He Zhou sneered: "Do you think I will still believe your nonsense?"
Qiu Yanzhi closed his eyes tightly, then slowly opened them again, with a faint trembling in his voice.
He said: "DID, the full name is Dissociative Identity Disorder, refers to multiple personality disorder, also called dissociative identity disorder. He Zhou, if I said that it wasn't me that you saw that day, would you believe it?"
He Zhou stared at Qiu Yanzhi, he didn't allow himself to show any strange emotions, and still wrapped himself in an indifferent tone: "Do you think I should believe it?"
Qiu Yanzhi continued: "That person's name is Xia Yuan, he doesn't believe in love at all, he doesn't love anyone, and he doesn't expect to be loved by anyone, he always tells me that love is stupid, and he always thinks that love is stupid. It's stupid that I love you, so every time he comes out, he always has to scold you and insult you."
"That day, you found out that I planned to marry you. After you left, I was very flustered. I felt like I was going to lose you. I was emotionally unstable that day, so Xia Yuan came out. He felt Humble love is the most despised, he even thinks that I love you is despicable and shameful, so he deliberately imitated me in an exaggerated manner to humiliate me... Then it's what you see."
He Zhou's dark eyes looked at Qiu Yanzhi coldly and did not speak.
Qiu Yanzhi was a little flustered.
In fact, he also felt that he was a bit outrageous.
But he really had no choice.
I just don't know how much He Zhou can trust him when he just compiled so many things.
But no matter whether He Zhou believed it or not, Qiu Yanzhi never dared to leave He Zhou during this time.
After he was full, his mind became more flexible and he understood a lot of things.
Rhubarb once said that if you don't pay attention and cause your character to collapse, it will cause the NPC's system to collapse.
Qiu Yanzhi suspects that everything he is suffering now is a chain reaction caused by He Zhou's system damage, causing problems in the entire game world.
So he can't quit the game, so he can't sense the game world alone, unless he relies on He Zhou.
Hezhou is the starting point for all problems and contradictions.
It is also the key point to solve the problem.
However, Qiu Yanzhi still had one doubt.
If he can't sense the game world himself, it's because the game has forgotten and abandoned him as a player, and the white ones he sees should be the blank interface where the game is not running.
Then why did the whole game run for him when He Zhou appeared
An NPC in Hezhou, when the player is missing, why does the game build the entire world model for him
At that time, He Zhou walked towards Qiu Yanzhi step by step, the moment the world was formed under his feet little by little.
In a trance, Qiu Yanzhi was about to have an illusion.
- It seems that Hezhou is not the NPC of the game, but the owner of the game.
At this moment, He Zhou suddenly stood up and walked outside.
Qiu Yanzhi hurriedly followed his steps: "Where are you going?"
He Zhou turned his head and couldn't bear it any longer: "Why do you always follow me?"
Qiu Yanzhi took a step back a little aggrieved: "I'm afraid you will leave me."
He Zhou asked him with a dark face: "Are you underage? Are you disabled? Can't you live independently?"
"I can't." Qiu Yanzhi lowered his head and whispered, "I can only be with you."
He Zhou felt that he had nothing to say to Qiu Yan, so he ignored him.
He Zhou originally planned to leave the house and go to another apartment.
But Qiu Yanzhi followed him all the time. It didn't make sense for him to change from one home to another, so he just rested here.
He Zhou felt more and more that something was wrong with Qiu Yanzhi.
As soon as He Zhou walked around, Qiu Yanzhi became nervous and asked him where he was going.
He Zhou said expressionlessly, "Go take a shower."
Qiu Yanzhi said shamelessly, "Can I wash with you?"
He Zhou rejected him, Qiu Yanzhi was still disappointed, and then quickly went to the small bathroom next door to take a shower, and then squatted at the door of He Zhou's bathroom, waiting for He Zhou to come out.
After He Zhou came out of the shower, Qiu Yanzhi raised his head and said, "He Zhou, can you accompany me to my house."
He Zhou originally wanted to refuse, but seeing Qiu Yanzhi's eyes, he agreed somehow, wanting to see what he wanted to do.
Qiu Yanzhi's room was far away from the bathroom and He Zhou's house. If He Zhou didn't come, Qiu Yanzhi wouldn't even be able to see his room.
After He Zhou came over, he took some clothes from his house, took his mobile phone, and he really found the fruit candy in his memory in the drawer.
The same fruit candy as he imagined, but there are two.
One is strawberry and the other is grapefruit.
Qiu Yanzhi carefully peeled off the strawberry candy and put it in his mouth.
It was exactly the same as the taste he had constructed bit by bit and imagined in those two blank and confused days.
The top note is sweet and the aftertaste is sour.
Qiu Yanzhi suddenly felt his nose become sore.
Qiu Yanzhi held the remaining grapefruit candy in his hand.
He Zhou waited a little impatiently: "What did you ask me to do here?"
Qiu Yanzhi handed him the grapefruit candy reluctantly: "Would you like to eat fruit candy, this is delicious."
He Zhou frowned and said, "No."
"Okay." Qiu Yanzhi put away the sugar seriously, then picked up the clothes and bedding on the bed, and said to He Zhou, "Let's go."
He Zhou: "Where are you going?"
Qiu Yanzhi: "Go to your room to sleep."
He Zhou: "... Qiu Yanzhi, is there something wrong with you?"
Qiu Yanzhi picked up the quilt next to him again: "I can sleep on the floor."
Qiu Yanzhi finally fell asleep on the bed.
He didn't seem to have had a good night's sleep in a long, long time.
There was a circle of faint dark blue under his eyes, he looked quite uneasy, the whole person curled up into a small ball, and his lips trembled slightly.
Not knowing what the nightmare was, Qiu Yanzhi shuddered, and then suddenly reached out and grabbed He Zhou's wrist.
After grabbing his wrist, his whole person became peaceful.
He moved closer to He Zhou and hugged He Zhou's entire arm in his arms.
Finally fell asleep.
He Zhou stared at Qiu Yanzhi for a while.
Then he took out the tablet, called up the communication software, and had a conversation with a psychiatrist he knew.
He and the doctor roughly explained Qiu Yanzhi's admission that he had a dual personality.
I want to make an appointment with the doctor and take Qiu Yanzhi to see it next time.
He Zhou hesitated and added a sentence in the dialog box.
"The dual personality thing doesn't rule out the possibility of him lying, but beyond that, I suspect that he has been stimulated by something, and has some post-traumatic sequelae, and he always seems very disturbed."
The doctor said: "I sent a document to your mailbox. You can judge for yourself whether he is lying about the dual personality based on the document and your partner's behavior, and then we will make a careful diagnosis when we meet next time."
He Zhou closed the communication window and was about to open the email, but the tablet snapped and ran out of power, and shut down automatically.
He Zhou was about to get up to get the charger, but he saw that he remembered his arm and was held tightly in his arms.
He hesitated, put the tablet down, and picked up the phone.
He didn't download a lot of software on his mobile phone, so he habitually opened the browser and wanted to log in to his game from the browser.
But when he opened the browser and was about to enter his email address in the search bar, when he saw the historical search records that popped up automatically, He Zhou suddenly realized... He seemed to have the wrong phone.
It's not his phone, it's Qiu Yanzhi's.
Moreover, the last two records in history are respectively.
"Daily manifestations of DID patients."
reached.
"How to pretend DID."
He Zhou could almost hear his teeth grinding. He was about to throw the phone away when he saw the bottom, farthest search record.
"How to euphemistically tell the other party that his skills are really poor."
This time, He Zhou really heard the grinding of his teeth.
He Zhou felt that his mood seemed to have changed.
It turned out that when he found out that Qiu Yanzhi had deceived him, he could not wait to swallow Qiu Yanzhi alive.
Now.
There was a restrained and calm voice in his mind.
Well, he sure is lying to me again.
He Zhou looked at Qiu Yanzhi, who was sleeping soundly with his arms around him.
He Zhou pulled out his arm mercilessly, and then shook him awake.
Qiu Yanzhi was obviously still a little confused, and looked at him sleepily: "...What's the matter?"
He Zhou suddenly asked, "Are you Qiu Yanzhi or Xia Yuan now?"
Qiu Yanzhi was stunned for a moment, then suddenly regained his spirits. He said to He Zhou with bright eyes, "I'm Qiu Yanzhi, don't worry, I'm in good spirits now, and Xia Yuan won't come out."
He Zhou nodded, picked up his mobile phone next to him, and opened a recording interface.
The first fork is drawn.
very good.
Please keep performing.
Then He Zhou asked again, "Then do you want to divorce me?"
Qiu Yanzhi was completely awake, and he shook his head firmly: "I don't want to!"
"very good."
He Zhou put down his cell phone and looked at Qiu Yanzhi.
The eyes are deep.
"Then I will exercise my rights as a husband."
"What right..."
Qiu Yanzhi suddenly understood, his voice stopped abruptly, and his face lost all color.