This is a battle between soul and body.
It is a choice of life and patience.
In the end is to agree or reject, in the end is to carry forward or break the boat, in the end is self-defeating or self-destruction.
This is not a difficult question to decide.
Qiu Yanzhi closed his eyes, raised his head, and kissed He Zhou solemnly and discreetly.
Qiu Yanzhi's kiss is very skillful.
So He Zhou felt a little angry.
Qiu Yanzhi was clinging to He Zhou's neck, the more he kissed, the more he felt. The more he kissed, the more he felt that He Zhou was not bad either.
But Qiu Yanzhi quickly thought of a way to get the best of both worlds. He kissed He Zhou on the forehead and patiently coaxed: "He Zhou, let me come..."
He was rejected.
He was savagely rejected.
After being savagely rejected, he was also savagely revenge.
Because He Zhou suspected, that sentence had the suspicion of mocking him.
Heaven and earth can learn from it, that sentence is clearly just a secret remonstrance.
The Qiu Yanzhi of the next morning was no longer the Qiu Yanzhi of yesterday.
He is life without love, dead fish, Qiu Yanzhi.
But the man next to him came up without any self-awareness, pretended to ask casually, with a little pride in his tone, like a primary school student who thought he was going to get full marks, asking about the teacher's grades.
Qiu Yanzhi smiled bleakly: "It's much better than last time."
It's not even a lie...
At least this time, no blood, right
Although he didn't hear the answer he wanted to hear, at least it was a progress award, and He Zhou finally felt a little more satisfied in his heart.
Immediately, he felt at ease both physically and mentally, suddenly enlightened, turned his head to look at Qiu Yanzhi, with a sweet smile on his face: "If you practice this kind of thing more, it will naturally improve."
… how much practice
He Zhou saw Qiu Yanzhi's body froze for a moment, and then showed a shy, soulless smile at him.
very good.
He Zhou contentedly hugged Qiu Yanzhi into his arms, rested his chin on his soft black hair, and said with a smile, "Sleep a little longer."
Qiu Yanzhi was really tired and outrageous. As soon as he got into He Zhou's arms, he yawned sleepily and mumbled. You called me when you got up, and then fell asleep.
When Qiu Yanzhi woke up, he didn't know what time it was.
He stretched, slowly opened his eyes, and then froze.
He was still in a never-ending whiteness.
He was in a vast white void where he could not see the sky, could not see the earth, and was boundless and illusory.
He panicked again, and his mind was blank. He vaguely seemed to be unable to tell whether what happened after He Zhou walked towards him across the world was real, or was it a ridiculous, fantasy, self-comforting dream.
He stood up and ran in one direction. He called He Zhou's name as he ran. He didn't know which direction it was, and he didn't know where He Zhou was. He just ran, but the place was endless and he couldn't see the end.
He was tired of running, and he couldn't cry anymore.
He sat on the spot, hugged his legs and buried his entire face in his knees.
Nobody knows.
Qiu Yanzhi clearly does not have a caring friend, a warm family, and a sweet lover.
But he was terrified of being abandoned.
I don't know if it is because he has no close people, so he is afraid of being abandoned.
Or because of fear of being abandoned, so there is no close person.
And now he feels like he has been abandoned.
Abandoned by the whole world.
The sky, the earth, everything in this world, all living beings, completely and utterly abandoned him.
His arm holding his leg tightened little by little.
The shoulders were shaking slightly.
When He Zhou came home from get off work, he was just sitting in the back seat reading documents. For some reason, Yu Guangzhong seemed to see a person squatting on the side of the road, but before he could see clearly, the car drove past.
He Zhou felt uneasy, and ordered the driver to reverse the car again.
The closer he got, the more he felt that the group of figures looked more familiar.
When the car backed up, he lowered the window and saw that it was Qiu Yanzhi.
He Zhou asked the driver to park the car aside, opened the door and walked down, approaching him: "Qiu Yanzhi, what are you doing here?"
The man squatting on the side of the road trembled all over, and then slowly raised his head.
His face was excessively pale, only his eyes were red and swollen, and his face was covered with mottled tears.
"He Zhou..." Qiu Yanzhi raised his head in a daze, his eyes closed and opened, only tears flowed down unconsciously, he was staring at He Zhou, but his eyes were confused and distracted, "He Zhou... You… "
He Zhou felt something was wrong, he squatted in front of Qiu Yanzhi, wiped his tears, frowned and asked, "What's the matter with you?"
Qiu Yanzhi suddenly grabbed his hand, and then burst into tears. He cried so hard that he was out of breath, and couldn't even utter a word: "He Zhou... I can't see you clearly... why am I? I can't see you clearly..."
He Zhou was stunned for a moment: "You can't see me clearly?"
Qiu Yanzhi choked and said, "I can't see clearly..."
He Zhou reflected, he stretched out his hand and picked Qiu Yanzhi from the ground, then carried him into the car together, and said to the driver in a flustered tone, "Go to the hospital, hurry up."
Qiu Yanzhi also seemed to know that there was something wrong with his eyes. He became more and more flustered and helpless. He cried and asked He Zhou, "Where have you been? Why aren't you at home..."
He Zhou wiped his tears: "I'm going to work."
Qiu Yanzhi: "Why didn't you tell me when you went to work... why didn't you tell me? I told you to call me when you got up, you... why didn't you call me... "
"I'm sorry..." Seeing Qiu Yanzhi like this, He Zhou was in a hurry, and comforted softly in a panic, "I was wrong, sorry... I must call you next time... Stop crying..."
Knowing that the situation was urgent, the driver drove fast all the way, and only looked up at the rearview mirror when he was waiting for the red light.
In the rearview mirror, He Zhou carefully hugged Qiu Yanzhi in his arms, lightly patted his back, and comforted him gently.
It was quite different from what he saw last time, when He Zhou left the drunk Qiu Yanzhi behind and got into the car alone.
"It's snow blindness." The doctor frowned, "It hasn't snowed yet. Did you just go to a large ski resort or climb a snowy mountain or something?"
He Zhou replied for Qiu Yanzhi, "He didn't."
The doctor was a little puzzled, shook his head, and whispered: "This is a bit strange."
Qiu Yanzhi knew in his heart that it was because of those white lights.
In that vast world, it was like a never-ending snow field.
No one could tell what the white light was, but after looking at it for a long time, it felt burning and dazzling.
The doctor prescribed medicine for him, saying that the blindness is only temporary and will recover in about 24 hours to 3 days.
Overall it's not a serious disease.
Qiu Yanzhi was lying on the hospital bed with a sterile cotton cloth on his eyes. He suddenly remembered that when he was on the road just now, he panicked and cried out to He Zhou without thinking. He felt very embarrassed and felt that he All face is lost.
He tried to justify: "... I just... I just woke up, and I got up a little bit... In addition, I couldn't see anymore, so I was very overwhelmed and easily broke down... "
Qiu Yanzhi couldn't see the dazzling light now, so He Zhou turned off the lights in the ward and closed the curtains, humming softly.
Qiu Yanzhi shrank his head and whispered, "...you don't leave me silently in the future."
"Well." He Zhou said, "I won't."
After Qiu Yanzhi spent most of the day in the hospital, he was told that he could go home to recuperate.
Qiu Yanzhi still wore a blindfold on his face, basically like a blind man. He held He Zhou's hand tightly while walking, and moved forward inch by inch, looking cautious and uneasy.
When He Zhou saw it, he suddenly hugged Qiu Yanzhi by the waist, and put his arm around his neck.
The sudden leap into the air made Qiu Yanzhi exclaimed in a low voice. He suddenly realized that he was being held in the arms of another man in the public eye, and said uncomfortably, "... I can go by myself."
He Zhou said solemnly, "There are many steps ahead."
"All right."
Qiu Yanzhi finally leaned on He Zhou with peace of mind.
"Ah?" An old man in a wheelchair passed by, squinting his presbyopia and stretching his head to look forward, his voice was loud: "Is my eyes not good, why can't I see this step, Ping'er, can you help me? I took a look, no, let's go from behind..."
The girl behind the old man couldn't help laughing, and whispered, "Grandpa is all right, your eyes are fine, it's someone else who is in love."
The old man's whole face was wrinkled, and he shouted, "What? What did you say? I can't hear you, please speak louder!"
Girl: "I said, someone else is in love! So I said that on purpose!"
The old man looked disgusted: "Alas, today's young people! So many twists and turns!"
He Zhou: "… "
Qiu Yanzhi: "..."
He Zhou had red ears, hugged Qiu Yanzhi tightly, and walked away from this place of right and wrong.
After Qiu Yanzhi got home, he felt hungry again.
He Zhou asked, "What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."
Qiu Yanzhi felt a little surprised: "Can you cook? Then I want to eat wonton, duck neck, grilled fish, stinky tofu, pizza, pasta, spicy and hot chicken."
He Zhou was silent for a while, then changed his question: "Do you want fried rice or instant noodles?"
Qiu Yanzhi: "... fried rice."
"Okay, I'll do it for you."
When He Zhou brought the fried rice to the dining table, Qiu Yanzhi was already sitting on a chair and waiting anxiously with a small spoon.
For Qiu Yanzhi's convenience, He Zhou put the fried rice in a small bowl and put it in Qiu Yanzhi's hand.
The fried rice that had just come out of the pot was fragrant, and Qiu Yanzhi couldn't help taking a deep breath.
Then he groped for a spoon and took a sip, and put it in his mouth impatiently.
… so salty.
Qiu Yanzhi hesitated for a moment and asked He Zhou, "Have you eaten?"
He Zhou originally felt that he didn't have a good grasp of the amount this time, and he actually did a little bit. Hearing Qiu Yanzhi say that, he said, "Is there enough to eat? I can give you mine."
Qiu Yanzhi quickly refused: "No no no no no no, how can I rob you to eat."
"It's okay." He Zhou pushed his bowl to Qiu Yanzhi's side and said generously, "I'm not hungry."
He Zhou watched Qiu Yanzhi eat every spoonful of it solemnly and seriously, as if he cherished the food he made, and couldn't help but smile: "How does it taste?"
Qiu Yanzhi hesitated for a moment: "...It tastes like the sea."
It was so salty that it used up all the salt in the sea.
He Zhou has never seen anyone praise his craftsmanship so artistically, but he is actually very embarrassed: "Then I will make it for you every day from now on."
Qiu Yanzhi: "..."
Why is Mr. He always confident in himself
On the third day, Qiu Yanzhi's eyes were almost healed. Except that he had to wear the goggles recommended by the doctor when he went out, there was nothing serious, so he took Hezhou to the supermarket to buy things together.
Qiu Yanzhi hadn't been out for many days. Breathing in the air outside, he felt refreshed immediately and dragged He Zhou to sweep around the snack area.
But suddenly met Shen Xingwei.
Shen Xingwei's eyes stopped on Qiu Yanzhi and He Zhou's tightly held hands, with a strange expression.
Qiu Yanzhi wasn't an ignorant person either. Seeing that Shen Xingwei seemed to have something to say to He Zhou, he let go of He Zhou's hand and said, "I'll go pick some oranges from the shelf next to me."
According to Qiu Yanzhi's observation during this period, I don't know how other NPCs connected with Hezhou live and whether they still exist when Hezhou is away, but the whole world Qiu Yanzhi can see must have Hezhou. Chau was present.
And the scope of the world that Hezhou can enable Qiu Yanzhi to see is not fixed. Sometimes Qiu Yanzhi can see very far, far away, he can see the horizon, he can see the horizon, and sometimes it is very close. If He Zhou was upstairs and he was downstairs, he might have to face an empty void.
Qiu Yanzhi quickly found some patterns.
In a sealed space, Hezhou's influence is small, and in a vast space, Hezhou's influence is large.
In other words, the world he could see and the space He Zhou could see tend to be the same.
If the entire game is compared to a TV series.
He Zhou is the protagonist, and the camera revolves around He Zhou.
Qiu Yanzhi can only be on camera and appear in TV dramas only by following He Zhou's side and rubbing his camera.
For Qiu Yanzhi, appearing on camera or on TV is equivalent to appearing in the game world.
They are in the supermarket now. As long as He Zhou doesn't leave here, Qiu Yanzhi can see the whole supermarket.
So Shen Xingwei wanted to chat with He Zhou, Qiu Yanzhi walked away even though he was a little reluctant.
He Zhou once left home angrily, the three days he left Qiu Yanzhi.
Half of the time was spent in Shen Xingwei's bar.
He didn't speak or sing when he went to the bar, just sat in the corner drinking silently.
Shen Xingwei was really afraid that something would go wrong with him drinking.
Just sit next to him to accompany him and persuade him.
He Zhou's wine is really good, even if he's drunk, he doesn't blushing, doesn't make a fuss, and doesn't even faint, but he finally let go.
Shen Xingwei didn't know much, so he only heard a few points.
He Zhou came here to drink because of Qiu Yanzhi.
Qiu Yanzhi's scheming is unfathomable, and his methods are despicable and shameful to deceive He Zhou into marriage and deceive himself.
I don't know if I lied or not, but looking at He Zhou's appearance at the time, it was by no means that he was not deceived at all.
The point is, Qiu Yanzhi doesn't seem to like him yet.
Shen Xingwei remembered clearly that on the first day when He Zhou drank his last glass of wine, he slammed the glass on the table and made a crisp sound. He Zhou's eyes were red and ruthless, and his voice was piercing: "Qiu Yanzhi lied to me, I'm going to double him back."
Shen Xingwei remembered that when he heard this, he couldn't help applauding He Zhou. He really expected his brother to do something big and humiliate that hateful Qiu Yanzhi.
But when He Zhou came to the bar again the next day, he had calmed down again and did not mention the matter of revenge against Qiu Yanzhi.
Shen Xingwei couldn't hold back at the time, and leaned over to ask him, what are you going to do with Qiu Yanzhi
He Zhou looked calm, poured himself a glass of wine and drank it, and said, "I don't want to mess with him anymore, it's boring, and it's not worth it. I'm going to divorce him, and tomorrow I will draw up a divorce agreement with my lawyer. , there is no more connection."
But... it's been so many days, it doesn't matter if you don't get a divorce, why are you still here hand in hand to go shopping in the supermarket
Shen Xingwei whispered, "Are you going to implement Plan A, are you going to deal with him? What are you going to do?"
He Zhou pursed his lips and said nothing.
Shen Xingwei keenly sensed something was wrong, he squinted and asked, "Are you going to forgive him and not deal with him?"
"... I've caught his handle." He Zhou paused, his tone rather unconvincing, "I'll take care of him."
"How do I clean it up?" Shen Xingwei took out a bag of fruit candy that did not meet He Zhou's taste at all from the shopping cart pushed by He Zhou: "What about the fruit candy?"
"Or do you want to pack this chocolate?"
"You don't want to clean up these two cups, tsk, it's still a couple's style."
Seeing Shen Xingwei looking at the set of cups with teasing eyes, He Zhou couldn't help blushing, took the cup from his hand and put it back, and said coldly, "I have my own measure."
Shen Xingwei pointed at the pile of vitamins ABCE, a little puzzled: "Wait, why are you buying so many vitamins?"
He Zhou said: "He suffers from snow blindness, and the doctor suggested vitamin supplements."
Shen Xingwei: "..."
Shen Xingwei patted He Zhou on the shoulder and sighed deeply: "Come on, brother, you continue to keep your balance in handling him, and don't forget to call me when you two get married."
He Zhou: "… "