Qiu Yanzhi didn't think too much when he came out of the ward, but when he got out of the hospital door, he was in trouble.
Where should he go
He Zhou moved all the things he put in his apartment into his house two days ago.
Moreover, when He Zhou was instructing the move, he thought that he wanted to live with Qiu Yanzhi for a long time, so he moved Qiu Yanzhi's apartment completely, leaving no bedding.
In the school dormitory, there are still futons, so people can sleep.
It's just that Qiu Yanzhi really didn't like the environment of the dormitory, so he didn't plan to sleep in the dormitory at all.
- In the ward just now, Qiu Yanzhi told He Zhou that he was going to live in the dormitory, and he took the opportunity to hook up with Ye Mingxu, naturally he was also mocking him.
Qiu Yanzhi is selfish by nature, and is unwilling to make mistakes for anyone. Since he doesn't like to live in a dormitory, he naturally won't deliberately wrong himself in order to hook up with someone or annoy someone.
After thinking about it, Qiu Yanzhi still stopped a taxi and went to the apartment.
If it's a big deal, just go to Zhang Yuxuan's house for a night.
I have been busy with work some time ago, and finally got some free time, but such a mess happened again.
So Qiu Yanzhi hasn't seen Zhang Yuxuan for a long time.
When I go back this time, it's good to sit and chat, drink, drink, chat, and gossip about how far Zhang Yuxuan and his senior have progressed with Liu Cheng's help.
As a result, Qiu Yanzhi had just walked to the door and was about to knock when he heard the noise inside.
Across an anti-theft door, Qiu Yanzhi could hear Zhang Yuxuan shouting angrily, "—Liu Cheng! Do you think I'm stupid like a pig, so easy to deceive!"
Immediately afterwards, Zhang Yuxuan slammed the door open and rushed outside.
As soon as he opened the door, he saw Qiu Yanzhi who was standing there in a daze, raising his hand to knock on the door.
The moment Zhang Yuxuan saw Qiu Yanzhi, his eyes turned red all of a sudden, he threw himself on Qiu Yanzhi, hugged Qiu Yanzhi, and cried heart-to-heart: "Wuwuwuyanyan—"
Qiu Yanzhi hurriedly patted his back and comforted him: "What's wrong? Don't cry, baby Yu, what happened?"
"Yanyan... I... My senior... Liu... Liu Cheng... " Zhang Yuxuan was so out of breath that he couldn't even speak.
Qiu Yanzhi glanced at Liu Cheng, who hung his head beside him, didn't say a word, with a complicated expression on his face, he already understood what was going on.
- It seems that something has happened.
Qiu Yanzhi was dragged by Zhang Yuxuan to the bar again.
Zhang Yuxuan cried towards Qiu Yanzhi with snot and tears.
Only now did Qiu Yan understand the whole story.
It turned out to be the senior's husband, that is, Liu Cheng's former gold owner Ye Hongyuan, and finally found Liu Cheng's hiding place.
But Zhang Yuxuan's background is strong, Ye Hongyuan did not dare to send someone directly to take Liu Cheng away, so he sent Zhang Yuxuan an email.
The one with the bed photo attached.
Only then did Zhang Yuxuan know that the one Liu Cheng said was hooked up in three days, and in order to avenge her husband, he went to bed with his original partner.
It was his beloved senior.
Liu Cheng knew it for a long time, but he kept it from him.
Zhang Yuxuan's brain exploded on the spot, and he quarreled with Liu Cheng, and then the scene that Qiu Yanzhi saw at the door.
Zhang Yuxuan howled hysterically, and finally made his voice hoarse.
When Zhang Yuxuan was finally tired from crying and finally vented his emotions, he calmed down a little, he sniffled, looked at Qiu Yanzhi with tears in his eyes, and asked, "Yanyan...why are you back, aren't you... Didn't you go to live with He Zhou?"
Qiu Yanzhi poured himself a glass of beer and said, "Break it."
Zhang Yuxuan blinked his eyes blankly, some did not respond: "Again... Did you break it again?"
Then Zhang Yuxuan thought of something, and asked again: "Then... Then have you found your next home this time?"
"Go home?"
Qiu Yanzhi was stunned for a moment, then laughed and scolded: "What the hell are you talking about, Zhang Yuxuan? Who do you think Lao Tzu is?"
Zhang Yuxuan took a tissue, blew his nose, and his voice had a heavy nasal tone: "What else can I think of you, I'll think of you as the kind of handsome and ruthless person who is stubborn and ruthless. Come on."
Qiu Yanzhi: "..."
… Where is this going
"But Yan Yan, why did you break up with someone this time?"
Qiu Yanzhi skipped the holographic game and chose only one of the reasons. He lowered his head, shook the beer in his hand, and said, "Because, He Zhou knows that I like him because he looks like a person. …”
Zhang Yuxuan's eyes widened, his face full of shock: "Yanyan, are you using Mr. He as a stand-in?"
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Qiu Yanzhi was stunned for a moment, then quickly reacted, and said with a smile: "It's quite fashionable, but I have never regarded He Zhou as someone else, He Zhou is just like that person, I am not that much. Stupid, treat N... He Zhou as someone else."
Zhang Yuxuan wiped the tears on his face, his voice hoarse: "Who is that person? Is it someone you particularly like? Just like I like seniors very much?"
… someone you really like
Not yet to that extent.
Qiu Yanzhi never mentioned Qin He's name to anyone, and he never admitted that he liked Qin He.
When Little Junk was still by his side at that time, he felt that he really only regarded Little Junk as a friend.
Later, the little trash confessed to him.
The first thought that flashed in Qiu Yanzhi's mind at that time was: If his mother knew about this, she would kill him.
So he quickly rejected the little trash, and said to him, "Qin He, I'm not gay. If you like me again, I won't play with you anymore."
He didn't know anything at the time, and only regarded the little trash as a friend, his best friend, and his only friend.
After the little trash left him, Qiu Yanzhi scolded him and didn't care, but he was actually sad for a long time, but life would go on, and when he entered Qiu's house again, the troubles came one after another. I don't have time to think about the little rubbish.
It was only later that when I grew up, I knew that I was gay, and when I remembered the past, I vaguely understood that I should have some feelings for the little trash at that time.
But Qiu Yanzhi didn't admit that he liked it, he only felt that it was the only throbbing in his teenage years.
And this throbbing is like a small flame that has just been ignited. Before it can grow into a deeper love, it has been extinguished by the ignorant self.
But the flames were extinguished, and Qiu Yanzhi felt that it was fine.
Qiu Yanzhi hates labels like "I like someone", especially because behind this label is an old friend who may never meet again in a lifetime.
"Like a person" means to let him be happy and let him worry, it means that your body and mind will be restrained by others, and it means that from now on, you will hold a heart and give it to others, and let others knead it.
Qiu Yanzhi felt that he was really a selfish person, unwilling to give, unwilling to be sad, and even less willing to be restrained by others. His heart is such a small piece of land, and there are not many happy things. Why should he be occupied by others and bring him pain and suffering out of thin air
The little trash scolded him, saying that he would never fall in love with others in his life.
Qiu Yanzhi felt reasonable.
The little trash also scolded him, saying that he did not deserve to be liked by others.
Qiu Yanzhi thought it was reasonable.
It's just that occasionally, when I think about this, I feel lonely and sad.
But only a little.
Qiu Yanzhi didn't know why, but he remembered that He Zhou had said similar things when he left in anger.
Qiu Yanzhi couldn't breathe in his heart at that time.
He thought about it now, maybe it was because the cold water from the shower at that time washed his mind out of his mind, and only amplified those emotions for no reason.
Zhang Yuxuan asked again, "Then He Zhou, don't you like him at all?"
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He Zhou was probably his favorite NPC.
But to talk about other emotions, Qiu Yanzhi couldn't say it again.
He Zhou is a very special NPC.
It's just that he looks like a little trash, and he has a lot of weird overlaps with the little trash in many ways.
Thanks to He Zhou being an NPC, he was able to completely separate He Zhou from Little Trash.
If He Zhou was a real person, Qiu Yanzhi would probably suspect that He Zhou was the little trash himself.
When Qiu Yanzhi and He Zhou were together, it was easy to produce an illusory beauty.
Qiu Yanzhi was playing a holographic game for the first time, so he didn't know if it was normal to have such feelings for NPCs.
But Qiu Yanzhi knew that if he was addicted to the game and couldn't extricate himself, the existence of He Zhou would definitely be the strongest incentive.
In order to continue to maintain this illusory beauty and happiness, Qiu Yanzhi even planned to continue to stay in this game.
Qiu Yanzhi thought that no matter how good a toy was, he would be bored one day, and no matter how good a game would be, one day he would be bored. When he felt bored and bored, he would be able to burst this colorful illusory bubble with satisfaction. Bubble and continue to roll back into your own dark gray reality.
But Qiu Yanzhi didn't expect that before he got tired of waiting for him, before he got bored, the colorful bubbles would burst by themselves.
— in the most tragic way.
This did not meet his expectations at all.
It even made him feel a strong sense of melancholy and loneliness. He was reluctant to give up, he was sad, he didn't want to leave He Zhou, he didn't want to hear He Zhou speak coldly to him, and he didn't want to see He Zhou and another person being sweet. .
He Zhou was in a bad mood, and he was also uncomfortable and irritable.
He couldn't even help but want to please He Zhou and make He Zhou happy.
But sometimes I want to piss him off on purpose.
Qiu Yanzhi felt a little tormented.
Qiu Yanzhi thought that if He Zhou was an individual, he would probably have fallen for this kind of behavior, that is, he fell in love with others.
But He Zhou was an NPC, and Qiu Yanzhi thought about it and felt that such a complex emotion should be characterized as: the frustration of accidentally losing a beloved toy.
When Qiu Yanzhi thought of this, he suddenly felt enlightened.
It was because his toys were lost before they got tired of playing.
It was because of his colorful bubbles that he was punctured before he had time to appreciate them seriously.
His unease, his sadness, his reluctance and his possessiveness all come from this.
To be honest, his mood these two days has been really complicated, and he feels that his emotions have become a ball of wool, and he can't figure it out clearly.
Now that it was finally clear, Qiu Yanzhi breathed a sigh of relief and felt enlightened.
… As for the wisps of pain that come from time to time in the heart.
He had said long ago that an EKG should be done.
Qiu Yanzhi patted Zhang Yuxuan on the shoulder: "Thank you, brother, I finally understand."
Zhang Yuxuan: ... I did something, why thank me