Yi Wan felt a little dizzy after being kissed.
Yu Rongshi let go of his lips for a moment, leaned against the tip of his nose, and asked him, "Can you breathe?"
The voice is quite gentle.
Yi Wan: “… It didn’t work just now.”
Yu Rongshi: "Have you caught your breath now?"
Yi Wan: “… Yeah.”
… Screaming or shyly pushing away was obviously not the reaction programmed into Yi Wan’s “brain program”.
Yu Rongshi held the back of his head again and said gently, "Then continue."
When he came closer, he said, "Open your mouth a little more."
Yi Wan: “…”
Did I mean for him to continue
… And Yu Rongshi’s kissing style is so weird. After each kiss, he would withdraw a little and ask Yi Wan, “Can you catch your breath?”, “Don’t clench your teeth”, “Open your teeth and let me get closer, okay?”.
And so on.
Although the language and tone sounded like he was gently asking for his partner's opinion/seeking his partner's consent... in the "anti-abuse training course" that some college freshmen need to take before entering school, Yu Rongshi's performance could be said to be a textbook example.
But as the one who was kissed on the back of the head, Yi Wan felt very strange... as if this was also a special desire for control and possessiveness to some extent.
Yu Rongshi said: "Are you very nervous... You are shaking a little."
Yi Wan's waist was pressed against the sofa, and it seemed that there was no room for him to deny it by saying "it was because he needed to maintain his sitting balance".
Later, Yi Wan felt that his muscles were a little out of control. To be more specific, it was a bit like the reaction of ordinary people when they were embarrassed and anxious. Yi Wan's reaction to external physical stimulation has always been weak, and of course he couldn't find words to describe his physical feelings.
… The brainstorm in my head is overloaded.
"I bit you," he said, in what he thought was a quick move.
Yu Rongshi licked his lower lip: "I didn't bite it and it didn't bleed."
Yi Wan stared at him and silently moved to the other side of the sofa.
The atmosphere was very ambiguous. But after the kiss, both of them were very silent. Even Yu Rongshi felt a little embarrassed and self-reflective after having "kissing awesomeness syndrome"... After all, people are sometimes easily emotional, and when adrenaline is high, they will be awesome, and when the atmosphere cools down, they will fall into endless...
I have no regrets.
I just feel like my character has kind of collapsed.
Yi Wan wouldn't just hide away like this, right
He looked at Yi Wan. Yi Wan had pulled out a cushion from the sofa at some point and hugged it to her chest, with her white chin resting on the furry pillow and her eyes drooping. Somehow, it reminded me of the expression of the cat lying on the sofa.
"I'm not shaking." Yi Wan said sullenly after a long time.
Still a little out of breath.
Yu Rongshi: ...Huh, why are you only refuting this
Yu Rongshi coughed: "...Okay, I'm not shaking."
Children still need comfort.
The two of them still sat close together. The sofa was only about one meter long, and the two of them sitting on it only took up less than a quarter of the length - it showed how close they were now. Yu Rongshi kept his mental self-reflection and his behavior was close to each other. Finally, Yi Wan said, "Why did you kiss me just now?"
… As expected of Yi Wan, she can ask such an embarrassing question calmly.
Yu Rongshi touched Yi Wan's cheek with the back of his hand and said a little ashamedly: "... I was too excited."
Yi Wan said: "Because of Ding Biehan?"
Come to think of it, there seemed to be no sound of the hair dryer running in the bathroom. Yu Rongshi said, "It's more like... impulsive."
“… That’s not the answer I want to hear.” After a long while, Yi Wan said.
Yu Rong is silent.
He saw Yi Wan sitting next to him. He didn't know when his shoes fell off, maybe they were squeezed off during the kiss - his bare feet were curled up on the sofa, looking pitiful. The young man sat next to him, his hair was much longer than when they first met, his big black and white eyes stared at him, his pupils were focused, and his expression was serious.
He suddenly remembered the first time he saw Yi Wan—of course not the one he saw in the wilderness survival show. What kind of seeing was that? It was like standing on a city street and looking down. Everyone was in a hurry, everyone was wearing gray, white, or black clothes. Your eyes were a pair of objects, connected to your physical reaction, not your heart.
I think I really saw Yi Wan in front of that French window. What were you thinking at that time
A mission is finally over. I can go home. It's a clichéd case of the protagonist slapping the supporting character, isn't it? Fortunately, this protagonist is not threatening... But why does he look so sad when he looks at the rain
The human brain is a very strange thing. Until you fall in love with someone and recall your first meeting with him, you will find that the gray world has been dyed colorful because he once existed. An ordinary passing by can also be as sensational as love at first sight.
Yu Rongshi then remembered that it was the beginning of the rainy season in S City. The summer rain began to last from that day. The rain did not hit the windows monotonously. Before hitting the glass, it also flowed through the green banana trees. The corridor was not dark because Yi Wan was wearing a pair of sneakers—the sneakers had a distinct red edge.
He was as puzzled and bewildered as he was.
He is a plastic flower blooming in reinforced concrete. He knows it is impossible but still does it, refusing to live in this world.
So why did he kiss him out of the blue
“… If you must ask.” Yu Rongshi lowered his eyes and said, “I don’t know.”
Yi Wan: “…”
"Your teammates can joke around and put their hands on your shoulders. They can be intimate with you openly because you know and agree that it's funny and it's fun," he said. "But I can't do that."
"… "
"Because you know, right? If I do those intimate physical actions to you, it's definitely not for 'fun' or 'amusement'. Because I'm your senior and a 'good person', so I can't do that. And you'll be easily scared away, right?" Yu Rongshi whispered, "But even though I know this, I still want to kiss you."
"… "
"What?"
Yu Rongshi felt that Yi Wan seemed to mutter something.
"Sexual attraction... mine." Yi Wan said slowly.
If it were someone else, they might feel a little offended when hearing this, but Yu Rongshi was just stunned for a moment, then curled his eyes.
"Would you like me to describe your sexual appeal in more detail?"
If Yi Wan doesn’t understand... well, wouldn’t that be a bit too bullying
Yi Wan: “…”
"There is another reason." Yu Rongshi said slowly, "I used to please the world, but I refused to accept the world, and finally I compromised with the world... Many people think that the things I did in my early twenties out of a sense of 'justice' were crazy and cool. But for a long time... I felt that I was a self-indulgent joke during that period. You are the only person who can make me take the initiative to look back at my past."
"You reject this world, you question this world. You are more independent and better than anyone else. I just can't imagine... how lonely I would be if someone took you away and connected with you. In this world. I originally thought that it was okay to live like this, and it was in line with other people's expectations of me." Yu Rongshi said with drooping eyelashes, "'I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the light'."
So I have to get there first.
That's right.
From the day you took the initiative to come to my house... you can't escape from me.
Yi Wan finally raised his eyes, his eyes were huge, staring at him: "It feels so scary."
"Um?"
"It feels like reason is completely overwhelmed by emotion."
Yu Rongshi: "Are you scared?"
Yi Wan asked him back: "Are you afraid?"
Yu Rongshi asked him, "What are you afraid of?"
Yi Wan was silent. Yu Qichen's face flashed through his mind.
“… Don’t lie to him, he’ll be upset.”
He said slowly: "What if I like you a little bit, but... there is something more important to me?"
Yu Rongshi nudged his nose with hers. Yi Wan opened his eyes wide.
"Then use me openly and directly." Yu Rongshi said, "Otherwise I won't be able to carry out your orders well."
Yi Wan: “…”
Yu Rongshi: "Anything else you want to ask?"
Yi Wan: "Why hasn't Ding Biehan come out yet?"
As he said this, he sneezed.
"What a pity, the date is ruined." Yu Rongshi gave him a piece of paper.
…
As soon as Ding Biehan entered the bathroom, his DNA started moving, and he entered a copy at the same time, feeling extremely anxious.
… The infinite flow game didn’t come earlier or later, but at this time! He didn’t even have time to go back to the room to take the head in the suitcase and return it intact.
… and while he was poisoned.
… If he doesn’t go back early, Yi Wan and Yu Rongshi will find that he has disappeared from the toilet out of thin air!
How long can a person blow dry clothes in the bathroom? Yi Wan and Yu Rongshi, two idle people, will definitely find something wrong soon and come in to check. His secret will be exposed directly!
No, Ding Biehan must speed up! Carrying the poison debuff, Ding Biehan killed the ghosts that rushed towards him with a hatchet. This time they stepped into a □□ copy. Ding Biehan's teammates watched in amazement as Ding Biehan chopped the huge black rabbit into meat paste with a hatchet.
What happened to Lone Wolf? He looks crazy today.
The faces of gamers are automatically blurred in the infinite flow world, so Ding Biehan did not reveal his idol identity. Even so, Ding Biehan is still very famous in the infinite flow world. Because of his solitary style, he is respectfully called "Lone Wolf".
In addition, what made the "lone wolf" famous among players was his superb reasoning ability. Ding Biehan, who was both wise and brave, quickly became a well-known figure in the infinite flow player forum. Many people were afraid of him, and some even wanted to play dungeons with him.
After the black rabbit was chopped, the golden key fell out. Ding Biehan picked up the bloody key and ran all the way to the exit of the maze. The infinite flow player who was running beside him and was a little familiar with him said: "Lone Wolf, why didn't you reason today, but directly killed your way through the maze?"
Ding Biehan said cruelly: "I'm poisoned in the real world."
Infinite stream player: "? Damn, that's awesome, bro."
Awesome, everyone can be awesome, this is the friendship between infinite flow players.
"By the way, brother, did you take what I said last time to heart?" the infinite flow player said again.
Ding Biehan didn't even bother to listen to what was going on. The infinite flow players were still chattering, "There are more and more people in the game, and the resources are being spread thin. It is said that those crazy people in Hongfeng are going to deal with the infinite flow players in reality to make more space for them. I thought it was just a rumor before, but now it seems to be for real... Would you consider joining us in a group first?"
Ding Biehan: “No time.”
The player then started to say, "You will suffer if you act like this as a lone wolf," and "If you don't listen to the old man, you will suffer." Ding Biehan didn't bother to pay any attention.
He took off the clothes he had taken from the game in front of the door as if no one was around, put on his own clothes in real life, and walked out as quickly as possible.
A flash of white light, and he returned to Yu Rongshi's bathroom.
Ding Biehan was extremely anxious. He checked around and found no sign that Yu Rongshi had come in. The hair dryer was still humming on the sink. Ding Biehan reached out and unplugged the power cord.
I feel refreshed, and even the toxins in my body are detoxified!
The clothes on his body had been taken off in the game. There was no time to lose, and new information had to be obtained. Ding Biehan immediately opened the bathroom door - the living room was pitch black.
Ding Biehan:
No, they did not go out, but were in Yu Rongshi’s bedroom—a ray of light leaked from the bottom of the bedroom door.
Ding Biehan had a bad feeling.
Ding Biehan pressed against the corner of the wall, close to the crack of the door, and heard Yu Rongshi say from inside: "... It would be best if he came out later."
It turns out that these two people didn’t even wait for him to come out
A terrifying thought made Ding Biehan's scalp explode. At this moment, Yu Rongshi opened the door.
Ding Biehan: …
Yu Rongshi: “Hi.”
Looking over Yu Rongshi's shoulder, Ding Biehan saw Yi Wan sitting on the sofa in the bedroom. Yi Wan tilted his head, and the light cast an equally beautiful oblique shadow on his beautiful profile...
Yi Wan's lips
Lips
Click.
… Ding Biehan had never felt so cold before, so cold that he could not even feel the cold. He did not feel so cold even when he used a hatchet to chop the final boss Black Rabbit (the blood is warm). Yu Rongshi leaned here, Yi Wan sat there, and he stood here, but in his head was playing "You stand on my left, but it seems like there is a galaxy between us."
"Yi Wan." He heard the voice from his soul, "Will you stay here tonight, or come back with me?"
…
The whole night of excitement finally came to an end. The next day, the filming began.
The entire iris5 was in action, and everyone had their own work—even Ding Biehan had one. Before he and An Yelin went to participate in the variety show directed by Yu Rongshi, he pulled Yi Wan to the balcony again.
"I'm sure that the breakthrough of this conspiracy lies in Bo Jiang." He reminded Yi Wan, "I watched him for most of the night yesterday. Now it's daytime, it's your turn to watch him."
Yi Wan said: "Okay."
Ding Biehan stared at Yi Wan's lips for a while... and then turned away, unable to say anything. Yi Wan said behind him, "Are those people from Lan Guang also going to participate in the "Science War"? "
Ding Biehan didn't look back: "Yes." Yi Wan: "Okay, be careful of the people with Lan Guang, especially Xie Ziyu. Also, An Yeyun is also in that variety show, right? Help An Yelin, Yelin has a simple personality, don't let him be bullied."
Ding Biehan turned his back to him and waved. The wind was whistling and the Yishui River was cold. Ding Biehan left and returned in the evening.
Yi Wan silently watched Ding Biehan's back. In "Science War", there are four villains. I wonder if Yu Rongshi can hold them.
"Yi Wan." Another teammate leaned over the railing next to Yi Wan and said nonchalantly, "Last night, after you and Ding Biehan went out... did you go to Yu Rongshi's room together?"
Yi Wan turned around and saw Chi Jixia. Chi Jixia was really pretending to be nonchalant. Look at his feet, they were shaking like crazy.
…But when I heard Yu Rong.
When Yi Wan reacted, he found that he was touching his lips with the back of his hand.
… a little hot.
"Yes." Yi Wan said, "Ding Biehan's clothes got wet at the party yesterday, so he went to Yu Rongshi's room to change..."
Chi Jixia looked at him suspiciously.
When did Ding Biehan’s clothes get wet
Yi Wan pretended not to understand. Chi Jixia's expression gradually became serious: "Wait, could it be..."
Did Yu Rongshi already know that Ding Biehan was a girl
Chi Jixia was terrified when he thought about it. He picked up his phone and said, "I have to tell An Yelin right away..."
Let him pay more attention to Ding Biehan’s safety!
Even if Yu Rongshi is a good person, we cannot rule out the possibility that he will let the cat out of the bag. We can't let this happen:
"Ding Biehan, you don't want to keep your secret as a girl, hehehe..."
The Rainbow Group's team spirit of caring for each other has been formed once again.
"Hey! Look over here!"
Yi Wan and Chi Jixia looked towards the source of the voice and saw the photographer pointing the camera at them: "How do you feel about filming together for the first time since forming a group?"
Chi Jixia immediately started to work and put his arm around Yi Wan's neck: "This time it's a father-son relationship that transcends all relationships, ok?"
Yi Wan: “…”
In return for the business, he also brought Bo Jiang, who was passing by the balcony, in.
It takes a while to get from the hotel to the filming location. Yi Wan, Chi Jixia and Bo Jiang sat in the last row. Bo Jiang held his forehead with his hand and leaned against the window, looking a little drowsy.
Chi Jixia kept talking beside him: "Come to think of it, is this Bo Jiang's first time filming a movie?"
"Is that so..." Yi Wan opened Bo Jiang's Baidu Encyclopedia and answered for Bo Jiang. He didn't know how Bo Jiang would perform.
Chi Jixia was a little worried.
After all, they are all members of the Hong Group. If Bo Jiang doesn’t perform well, he himself will not feel comfortable. And…
Chi Jixia's eyes darkened.
Since returning from the cocktail party last night, he has not been able to contact the system. This has never happened in the past ten years.
Bo Jiang still had his eyes closed. The tires of the car swayed on the bumpy ground, and his brain swayed too.
He has been feeling sleepy since coming to Anyang.
It's getting easier to feel sleepy.
The car was shaking like a carriage. A dark and sweet dream came over him, and in a trance, he thought he was sitting on a soft chaise longue.
Someone was patting his shoulders gently, once, again and again... like a loving mother. But where was his mother? His mother had never patted his back gently.
The woman spoke: "Mingyue, Mingyue...sleep well...grow taller quickly..."
I am…
"I am... Bo Mingyue..."
Bang!
Someone slapped him awake.
Bo Jiang opened her eyes dazedly and met Chi Jixia's eyes. Chi Jixia said, "Didn't you sleep well last night? You slept so deeply in the car."
"I don't know... I didn't sleep well last night. It felt like someone was watching me..."
Bo Jiang rubbed his eyes, and finally his vision became clear. He heard Chi Jixia say again: "Yi Wan said that he called you for a long time but failed to wake you up, so I hit you with my strong hands... Wait, staring at you, who? Could it be Ding Biehan? Wait, where is Yi Wan?"
Both of them were a little stunned. The seat that originally belonged to Yi Wan was now empty.
…
“Hu…Hu…Hu…”
Yi Wan squatted under a broken wall.
He bit his own knuckles hard, his pupils dilated and his eyes dull. But the omnipresent fear still shook his shoulders... making him tremble uncontrollably.
silk.
He saw it again.
The silk thread was on Bo Jiang's body, less than ten centimeters away from him!
At this moment, the phone rang. The monotonous ringtone of the iPhone sounded particularly abrupt in the wilderness. Yi Wan hesitated for a moment and pulled out the phone with his fingers.
The three words "Yu Rongshi" were displayed on the screen.
He breathed a sigh of relief and pressed the connect button. A gentle voice came from the other side of the receiver: "Yi Wan... ? Have you arrived yet?"
The ordinary greetings were like the sound of nature to him at this moment, pulling him back from the desert of fear to the noisy world. Yi Wan held the phone and said, "I'm here."
There was a pause on the other end of the phone. Yu Rongshi said, "Your voice is not right... What happened?"
"It's nothing now." Yi Wan said.
Yu Rongshi: "What exactly is it? I'm worried."
Yi Wan was unusually anxious. Didn't he already tell Yu Rongshi that "it was nothing"
Why keep asking
The conversation on the phone was interrupted for a few seconds. Yu Rongshi probably knew that he didn't want to say it, so he said, "I just want to ask, did you sleep well last night?"
Yi Wan said: "It's OK."
Yu Rongshi: "Hmm... Is there anything you want to eat? The lunch boxes provided by the crew should be pretty ordinary."
Yi Wan: “Nothing.”
The wind and sand in Anyang Ancient City were a bit strong. Yi Wan sniffed and said, "I'm going to get my makeup done."
Then, he heard Yu Rongshi say, "I really want to see you right now."
Yi Wan was silent.
After a while, he said, "Just now, I saw the silk thread on Bo Jiang's hair... It was right next to my shoulder. I was very scared."
I am afraid of being manipulated by the strings.
I was afraid they would turn and reach out to me.
I'm afraid... I'm not myself anymore.
Yu Rongshi said, "Don't be afraid. I'm here. Didn't Xie Ziyu say that I was a waste abandoned by God? Then you are the one chosen by the waste."
Yi Wan had a blank expression on his face: "That doesn't sound cool at all."
Yu Rongshi laughed, and then said cautiously: "Can you stay away from Bo Jiang?"
Yi Wan: "You don't want to save Bo Jiang anymore?"
Yu Rongshi is such a heroic man who believes in the spirit of dedication.
Yu Rongshi: "Your safety is more important."
Yi Wan: "With Chi Jixia here, it's okay. And the target of the thread seems to be only Bo Jiang." Yu Rongshi still didn't feel relieved immediately. He was silent for a while, and said: "It's okay. Xie Ziyu is here with me, I won't let him come over."
Yi Wan said: "Sacrifice yourself for others, Teacher Yu."
Yu Rongshi was still worried, and after repeated warnings, he finally hung up the phone. Before the call ended, he was silent for a long time, and then he said carefully, "Yi Wan."
"Um?"
"What kind of relationship do we have now?"
Yi Wan thought for a moment and said, "Because I was forcefully kissed by you once."
Yu Rongshi: …
"Okay, fine. Little classmate." Yu Rongshi said helplessly but dotingly.
Yi Wan was about to hang up the phone when Yu Rongshi suddenly said, "Yi Wan... Actually, I have a feeling."
"What does it feel like?"
"If it were you, even if you encountered the thread, you would not be bound by it." Yu Rongshi said, "Xie Ziyu once told me that 'Heaven' is looking for the most exciting plot..."
Yi Wan was silent: "... It's so easy to say."
"But a free soul doesn't need to be bound. It doesn't need rules to perform the most beautiful dance. Do you know? Some splendor will surpass the design of 'Heaven'. If I were 'Heaven', I would definitely not want to destroy this splendor." Yu Rongshi said gently, "Of course, to ensure safety, you'd better stay away from them."
Wonderful
Me
Yi Wan said: "You seem to have forgotten that I am the least popular person in the group."
Yu Rongshi said: "Really? Next time I'll vote for you? And..."
"You don't really care about this stuff, do you?"
The call ended. Yi Wan was holding the phone in a daze behind the broken wall.
—He is the “waste product” abandoned by “Heaven” in the words of Huigong.
—He has a vague definition and is not bound by the laws of nature. As long as you stay by his side, you can avoid the attention and interference of the laws of nature.
—Because of meeting him, he had more wishes little by little and became more alive.
—But he is not the “mortal” he longs for.
—He absolutely cannot be a mortal.
"Moreover, I cannot firmly believe that this is not a 'setup'."
He whispered to himself.
But he said he could defeat the "thread" with certainty.
…
Yi Wan finally returned to the set after being missing for fifteen minutes. Chi Jixia took him to the makeup department and said to him, "Bo Jiang has been feeling unwell recently." Yi Wan: "Yeah."
Chi Jixia: "Is he too immersed in the role? I heard him say in his dream, 'I am Bo Mingyue'. He was so immersed in the role that he was immersed in the wrong person."
Today's work was relatively simple, that is, to try on clothes and makeup. Chi Jixia first changed into an emperor's outfit and went out to find someone he knew in the crew to "show off his power." While he was playing, he heard a sneer from behind.
Liang Huishi.
"Brother Liang." Chi Jixia responded to him with a smile without turning her head away.
Liang Huishi stared at him from head to toe, then sneered, "Congratulations, I haven't seen you act in a serious drama in years."
Chi Jixia said: "I play a supporting role like Brother Liang, and my acting skills are still good enough."
Chi Jixia never allowed anyone to play tricks on him - no matter whether he did anything wrong or not.
Liang Huishi said, "Not only did you come here by yourself, but you also brought two teammates with you? Is this considered as showing courage, or is it that if one person succeeds, everyone will succeed?" Chi Jixia knew that Liang Huishi hated him, but he didn't expect him to be so harsh. He just frowned when he heard Liang Huishi say, "I've seen the dramas you acted in in the past few years, such as "Pretty School Beauty" and "The Young Master and Her"... Do you want me to tell you the truth? They are all rubbish. Since you have already gone to act in those crappy dramas, why do you want to come back?"
Chi Jixia was about to get angry when she heard Yi Wan say, "Brother Liang, you've watched all of Brother Chi's TV series..."
Just a simple sentence made Liang Huishi's face turn blue, red, and then white. Yi Wan went to try on her makeup after saying this. Chi Jixia confronted Liang Huishi and trembled her eyebrows at him: "What? You care about me a lot?"
Liang Huishi calmed down instead, his face looked grim.
"Some people never have good opportunities, while others have opportunities and talents but squander them recklessly." He said coldly, "This is Director Ye's last play, did you know that? Squeeze in the three of you singers and dancers, don't turn other people's life's work into a joke!"
Chi Jixia said: "What are you talking about?"
Liang Huishi said, "Isn't what I said the truth? One has never acted in a play, and the other has only played a minor role. Wasn't it you and your company who stuffed them in?"
"Okay, Huishi." An old and majestic voice sounded, "Yi Wan is my choice."
Liang Huishi's expression suddenly became strange. He looked at the old professor who walked to his side and said in a lost voice: "How could this be..."
"Of course not. We have to give talented newcomers a small chance." The old professor laughed, "And sometimes, small roles with few scenes can also have very good performance effects."
Liang Huishi pursed his lips and said nothing. He gave Chi Jixia a very complicated look.
Chi Jixia waited for Liang Huishi to leave. But before Liang Huishi turned around and left, he said to him, "Chi Jixia, just act well. You don't know how many people want to have the opportunity you have."
He left.
"Damn this guy..." Chi Jixia stared at the man's back. Another female voice said lightly: "You two don't have a good relationship."
When he turned around, he saw Qin Xuexin sitting next to him.
This was the first time Chi Jixia had met Qin Xuexin face to face since the last drama. The impression this lady left on him last time was that she was arrogant and had a bad brain. But now she was sitting next to him in a red dress, holding her chin, looking at the front with a faint look in her eyes, but she seemed very different from the past.
He remembered that this girl was crying on the balcony looking for Yi Wan... Feeling curious, Chi Jixia said casually, "He looks down on people with connections."
Qin Xuexin said, "Really? I'm also related to him."
Indeed. Chi Jixia laughed: "No, didn't you say you got a role in the previous interview? Now you just changed the role."
"I changed my role." Qin Xuexin thought, "Really? They all say I am the seventh princess. I was born carefree, sunny and bright."
Chi Jixia: “Yeah.”
Qin Xuexin added: "But if I am not born sunny and bright, then I am worthless?"
Chi Jixia was stunned. He looked at the other person's profile, and the woman was looking forward with no expression on her face.
Then he heard a voice from the filming location: "Come and see the handsome guy."
…
Bo Jiang’s makeup is not difficult because it does not require special effects makeup.
The director basically set up the role of the illegitimate child like the male lead in an idol drama. Bo Jiang was able to get the extraordinary performance of the makeup artist, and he made himself look the most handsome. After the effect came out, everyone in the dressing room was very satisfied. They asked Bo Jiang to stand up and turn around, and people inside and outside the room gathered to see the handsome guy.
Bo Jiang felt very embarrassed. Normally, he wouldn't be stage-frightened by the public's attention, but now he was playing his own illegitimate son... In the end, among so many people, only Director Ye looked at him and shook his head.
Director Ye: “It feels a little bit worse.”
"What's wrong?"
Director Ye stared at him for a long time but couldn't explain it. Someone said to Director Ye: "Maybe the performance will be different."
Director Ye said to Bo Jiang, "Have you read the script? Show me some poses."
Someone handed Bo Jiang a sword. Bo Jiang weighed the thing in his hand and made a few fierce expressions.
Fierce, paranoid, willing to do anything to restore his country, forbearing... this is the expression his illegitimate son should have.
But Director Ye kept shaking his head.
"No, no!"
“It’s still not working.”
"No, no... Bo Jiang, what is your understanding of this role?"
Although Bo Jiang was extremely unhappy, he still expressed his thoughts. After listening to him, Director Ye pondered for a moment and said, "It's almost there... Bo Mingjiang's illegitimate child shouldn't be like this."
The string broke.
"Director Ye." Bo Jiang said coldly, "Is it worth spending so much time and energy on such a role?"
"Tell me about it?"
"Bo Jiu is a person who originally did not exist in history. He was a fabricated thing to satisfy the ratings." After uttering these two words, Bo Jiang felt very refreshed. "What kind of person is he? He is not a human. That's enough."
Bo Jiang's sudden sharpness made everyone dare not breathe. His current appearance was really different from his usual appearance.
Director Ye just looked at him and said, "If you have anything else to say, go ahead."
"Bo Jiu's existence is like a child playing house - a joke. A fake thing, a fake thing that does not respect history." Bo Jiang closed his eyes, "Sorry, I can't interpret him."
Liang Huishi, who was standing on the other side, had already frowned. Bo Jiang's rebellious attitude had obviously ignited his displeasure. He stood up and asked, "How did you talk to Director Ye?"
Bo Jiang suddenly felt very tired.
I'm so tired.
Why waste time arguing with them? Why not just muddle through? Just fool around with it for now and act casually when you're acting. Anyway, this role is just for show... Why take it so seriously
That warm sleepiness began to wrap around him from his ankles, as if someone was whispering in his ear. He said, "Brother, you must be tired. Brother, go to sleep quickly. Look at you. You are so pitiful. You can't establish a good relationship with anyone in this world, so...
Let me take your place.
Director Ye said: "It is our common task to explore what kind of expression this fictional character can have, which is..."
The eyes gradually closed.
"A dreamer who lives in an old dream of nothingness and is unwilling to admit reality." Someone said.
The man's voice was extremely clear, like a cold wind, blowing away all the beautiful dreams. Someone called his name from behind him: "Yi Wan, you haven't finished your makeup yet..."
Bo Jiang opened his eyes. He saw a blurry figure standing in front of him. The figure said, "Bo Jiu has never been willing to admit that the dynasty that belonged to the Bo family has passed and disappeared. There is no soil for the Bo family regime to be established on this land. He walks through the streets with a sword on his back. It seems that he is trying to survive, but in fact he is escaping - he carries the curse left by his mother called "restoration of the country" and escapes the fate that he could have had if he jumped out of this cognition."
"This viewpoint is very novel..." It was Director Ye's voice, "Anything else?"
"Bo Jiu worships his father. This comes from his mother's indoctrination. His mother told him that Bo Mingjiang was the great prince, and he shouldered the mission of continuing the Bo family dynasty - even if he did not inherit any power. He did not allow others to say a bad word about his father. But in fact... he should hate him. His superego worships him, but his ego hates him. Because he wants to be himself, not the continuation of someone else."
Bo Jiang was shocked.
He saw the figure clearly. He was wearing apricot yellow clothes, had his hair tied up, his features were blurred, and he had a cold temperament... He stood in front of him, making him feel like he was himself.
"He" said that he should hate "him".
"The future cannot be changed by the power of one person alone. If it is a future worth changing, it should not be placed on only one person. Many times, people always like to impose these self-righteous sense of responsibility on themselves. But I don't agree. For idealists, everything can be explained by Markov chains. For example, because he is Bo Jiu, he inherited the blood of Bo Mingjiang. Because he is Bo Mingjiang's child, he must take responsibility to restore the country. Because he has such a wonderful life experience, his restoration of the country will definitely be successful." "He" said, "But does Bo Jiu really believe in this logical chain, or does he use it as an excuse to avoid "self-reflection" and squander his life under pressure?"
“So he’s a dreamer.”
Bo Jiang finally saw clearly.
The person standing in front of him was not anyone but Yi Wan, who stared at his ankles with a blank expression.
His fists on the side of his legs trembled at the sight of the silk thread, but he stood there, not taking a single step back.