The lights in the living room were not very bright. The two of them sat very close to each other on the sofa. Yu Yue sat on Su Ziqi's lap. Her clothes were damp and stuck to her body. Perhaps because of the cold, her face was pale and her body was shaking. Even so, she still looked at Su Ziqi stubbornly, with a little sparkle in her eyes and a determination: "Do you want to do it with me?"
Su Ziqi seemed to be struck by lightning. She felt dizzy and didn't say a word. Yu Yue noticed that she didn't say anything and mustered up the courage to lower her head to kiss those thin lips. Before she touched Su Ziqi, her body was suddenly pushed away. Then Su Ziqi got up and ran to the bathroom. Yu Yue looked over. The bathroom light was not on. The light from the living room shone over there. The slender figure was kneeling on the ground, retching into the toilet.
For several seconds, Yu Yue's eyes were dull. She clenched and unclenched her hands, her whole body tensed up, her teeth clenched, and the voices of the people in the bathroom gradually faded. Yu Yue walked over and turned on the incandescent light. It was bright in an instant. She bent down and opened the cabinet. Sure enough, she saw mouthwash in a familiar place. It was still her favorite mint flavor. She handed the mouthwash to Su Ziqi. After washing, Su Ziqi said in a slightly lower voice: "Thank you."
"No need." Yu Yue's voice was much colder than before. She chuckled, tears welling up in her eyes, and her expression was somewhat painful: "Su Ziqi."
She said: "Your body is more honest than your words."
When Su Ziqi heard this, her expression paused. She turned to look at Yu Yue. As far as she could remember, she had said the same thing three years ago.
"You just dislike me for being dirty."
"You don't have to make excuses."
"Do you dare to kiss me?"
"Su Ziqi, your body is more honest than your words."
The sound of the door closing woke Su Ziqi from her memories. She turned around and saw that Yu Yue was no longer in the living room. Only a gust of cold wind rushed through her chest, making her feel chilly.
After arriving at the garage, Yu Yue slapped the steering wheel with both hands, unable to stop crying. She had no way to vent the grievances she had been holding for three years, so she could only hold the steering wheel and cry. Her lips were bitten and the skin was broken. Her hands were clenched tightly, and there were fingernail marks on her palms. They were deep, bright red, and penetrated into the bones. She felt pain and discomfort all over her body. She wanted to cry out loud but the sound was stuck in her throat. She couldn't shout, and if she swallowed it, it hurt even more.
Her eyes turned red from the pain and she crawled on the seat like a little wild animal, crying in a suppressed voice.
After an unknown amount of time, she slowed down her breathing, opened the garage door, and backed the car out.
It was dark and the rain was getting heavier, making crisp sounds when it hit the car. Yu Yue unexpectedly saw a figure when she looked in the rearview mirror. Her eyes were red and bloodshot from crying and a little blurry. She stopped the car, opened the window and looked out. Su Ziqi was standing outside without an umbrella, getting drenched by the rain. The water splashed on her from head to toe, and even her hair was stuck to her cheeks. She looked extremely embarrassed.
Yu Yue did not get out of the car. She just sat in the car and looked at Su Ziqi outside. The two were silent for a long time before Yu Yue backed the car up next to her. Her voice pierced through the rain curtain and reached Su Ziqi's ears.
"Get in the car."
Su Ziqi's eyes were obviously not as clear as usual. After all, she had been drinking, and it was difficult for her to stay sober. She pulled the car door twice but it didn't open. Her body was unstable. Yu Yue was about to get out of the car to help her when she saw the car door open, and then Su Ziqi got in.
Neither of them spoke. The only sound in the car was the splashing of water, as if someone had poured water on the roof. The windshield wipers swayed from side to side, and the headlights were on. Yu Yue asked, "What are you doing here?"
The voice from crying just now was still hoarse and very low, covered by the rain. Yu Yue had no choice but to drive the car back into the garage. The sound of rain outside was much quieter, but the wipers were still scraping left and right, making noises. Yu Yue felt annoyed, so she turned off the car directly.
The whole garage was dark. Su Ziqi was soaked. Water fell on the seat and flowed into the cushion cover, soaking it. She whispered, "Yueyue."
"I don't dislike you."
A chuckle came from the dark car, as if someone heard the funniest joke. Yu Yue turned her head. Although the car was dark, she could still see Su Ziqi's eyes, which were shining brightly.
Finally, she couldn't help it. She turned on the light and took a pack of cigarettes from the passenger seat. She held the cigarette butt between her slender white fingers. Yu Yue took a puff and turned to Su Ziqi and said, "Do you want one?"
Su Ziqi looked at her in silence for a few seconds, then took the cigarette from her hand, took a puff, and choked. He didn't expect that she, a smoker, would be choked by a cigarette one day.
She coughed in the car. Yu Yue turned around and saw her body shaking slightly, as if she was cold. She endured it for a few seconds but couldn't help opening the door and sitting in the back seat. Su Ziqi was squeezed by her and sat next to her. Yu Yue bent down and took out the dry towel and blanket under the parking space. She said in a slightly cold tone: "Wipe it off."
Su Ziqi did not refuse. She covered herself with a blanket and wiped the water stains off the cushion. The car door was still open, and Yu Yue's hand holding a cigarette was hanging outside. She tilted her head and said, "If you have nothing else, go up. I'm going back."
"Yueyue." Su Ziqi lowered his head and wiped it while saying calmly, "I really don't dislike you."
Yu Yue didn't seem to want to hear this. She was a little annoyed and was about to chase Su Ziqi off the car, but she heard her say, "I know everything."
This sentence was like a switch that froze Yu Yue's movements. The emotions she had just suppressed surged up again, more intense than before. She asked, "When did you know?"
Su Ziqi lowered his head: "A long time ago."
The cigarette butt fell to the ground, was stained by water, and quickly went out, emitting black smoke.
A long time ago, Yu Yue wanted to cry but couldn't, and wanted to laugh but couldn't make a sound, so Su Ziqi knew it a long time ago, but she still thought that she was brooding over that incident and disliked her, so she didn't dare to get close to her, for fear of seeing her disgusted eyes and hearing her hurtful words.
"Why didn't you come to me if you knew?" Yu Yue spoke again, her voice was unstable. She was suppressing herself. Su Ziqi closed his eyes and said, "I can't get over it in my heart."
"I'm the one who should say sorry."
Yu Yue turned to look at her. Three years ago, they were not as mature as they are now. At that time, they were young and energetic, and they both wanted to be each other's backer. Su Ziqi did a lot for her and suffered a lot. They walked hand in hand all the way. Although there were pain, grievances and unsatisfactory things, they were happy with each other. They had no connections and no resources, and they relied on themselves to work hard step by step, but they never thought that one day, they would be destroyed by others.
The appearance of He Yi was something they had not expected. At that time, He Yi had a very big business and everyone in the circle gave him face. Even her company did not dare to offend them easily and had to hand her over. She did not attach so much importance to her future, but He Yi caught her weakness and wanted to touch Su Ziqi.
She knew better than anyone how hard Su Ziqi had worked to get to this point, so how could she allow anyone to sabotage it? Despite Su Ziqi's repeated emphasis, she still went to meet with He Yi in private. She thought she could solve it, so she exchanged conditions with He Yi and kept it a secret from Su Ziqi. But the fact proved that truth cannot be hidden. She will always remember that day when she turned on her cell phone and saw sixty-three missed calls from Su Ziqi, from one every two minutes at the beginning to one every half hour later. What kind of despair Su Ziqi went through, and he endured the whole night. Yu Yue thought that she would never forget it in her life.
She knew that she had no reason to throw a tantrum in front of Su Ziqi, but she really didn't want to break up like this. Even if they broke up, she wanted to tell Su Ziqi openly and honestly that she had never done anything to let him down. She actually had a plan that night. She didn't tell Su Ziqi because she was afraid that he would worry, but she couldn't say it out loud. The man looked at her with cold eyes and said that he didn't mind, but his body was very honest.
She resisted my approach and disliked that I was dirty. She didn't believe that nothing happened that night. She believed my own groundless guess and was unwilling to believe me.
So she left.
The sound of rain continued outside the window, but Su Ziqi murmured, "I'm sorry, Yueyue."
She really hated, was disgusted, and was determined at first, but in the end she realized that she hated herself more and hated her incompetence. After breaking up and handing her over to her colleague, she did think about looking for Yu Yue. She tried to find out the news, but she didn't expect to meet the other party involved that night, not He Yi. So everything was explained, but she no longer had the face to appear in front of Yu Yue.
The garage was quiet. Raindrops hit the door frame, making crackling sounds. Only the roof light was on in the car, which was not very bright. Yu Yue didn't say anything after hearing Su Ziqi's apology. She just took out another cigarette from the box tremblingly. She clicked the lighter twice, but still couldn't light it. Yu Yue tried to suppress the pain in her heart. She turned to look at Su Ziqi and said, "Can you help me light it?"
Su Ziqi looked up at her. Compared with her neat appearance before, she looked extremely disheveled now. Water from her hair was still rolling down her cheeks. Her black hair stuck to her cheeks. The extreme black and white were distinct in color. Her eyes were red, not sure if it was because of the alcohol or crying. When Yu Yue handed her the lighter, she took it with both hands.
With a click.
The fire lit up, making the two people's faces paler. Yu Yue looked at the person in front of her through the flame. After a long time, she twisted the cigarette, reached out to flick the fire off Su Ziqi's hand, and in her surprised eyes, he moved forward. Su Ziqi had no time to react as his lips were bitten. There was a faint smell of blood between Yu Yue's lips and tongue, which was bitten by her. Su Ziqi raised his hands to push her away, but was lifted up instead. His wrist was tightly grasped, above his head, and pressed against the car window. The cold glass touched her skin, and Su Ziqi shuddered. She wanted to speak, but all her words were swallowed by Yu Yue. She tortured the people around her with unstoppable attacks.
First she pushed away, then she responded, then she whimpered, and finally she begged for mercy.
It didn't stop for a long time.
Yu Yue hooked her legs around the car door and closed it, leaving the entire car in darkness. The two of them were like little animals that had just been released to look for food, desperately venting their deepest feelings.
The author has something to say: Thirty random red envelopes, muah.
Originally, I was going to write the part about the secondary CP in the extra chapter, but when the plot came to that point, I wrote it, and then there should be almost not much left about the secondary CP, and after that it was all about Yanyan and President Ji, and the extra chapter should also be about President Ji and Yanyan. Yesterday, a little cutie suggested a extra chapter script, which is about President Ji going back to the night when he had sex with Yanyan, and then President Ji turns into a wife-loving maniac. I think it's quite interesting and I will write it.
Because both chapters are about the secondary CP, Wugui changed the anti-theft ratio to 80, so those who don’t want to see the secondary CP can skip it. It will not affect the subsequent subscriptions. I love you guys, muah.