Jian Yan thought she could be rational. She had done so much psychological work on herself, forcing herself to accept the decided outcome. She wanted to pretend that the child had never been here, but she really couldn't do it.
She lay on the operating table, collapsed and sobbed.
The operating room was quiet, as if no one was there, but Jian Yan's right hand was held tightly in someone's hand. The person's palm was warm, sweaty, and sticky. Su Ziqi glanced at the doctor and nodded to her. The doctor put down the instrument and left. Ji Yunxin frowned as she watched the two of them communicate, took off her mask, and Su Ziqi walked behind her and whispered, "Yan Yan."
"Yan Yan, can you hear me?"
Jian Yan could hear it, and she replied: "I can hear it."
Su Ziqi was silent for a moment: "Do you regret it?"
Jian Yan gritted her teeth. Although she didn't want to admit it, the thought that emerged from the bottom of her heart was shouting, roaring, and pulling at every nerve in her heart. That thought was: she regretted it.
But how could she be worthy of Su Ziqi by doing this
Jian Yan bit her lip, and the tip of her tongue was full of stimulating sweet and fishy taste. Bright red overflowed from the corners of her mouth. Ji Yunxin's eyes were red. She closed her eyes, and her eyes were sore. Su Ziqi continued: "Yan Yan, I will give you one last chance now. You can choose to take it or not. It's your choice."
Ji Yunxin remained silent the entire time. She held Jian Yan's hand tightly, as if giving her silent strength. She respected Jian Yan. From the great joy of knowing the existence of this child to the great sorrow of about losing this child, she did not mention a word to others. She did not want to put any pressure on Jian Yan, did not want to influence her decision, because she was not qualified.
Now she just wanted to hug Jian Yan, give her some warmth and stop her from crying, but she could do nothing and could only wait silently for Jian Yan's verdict.
Declare whether the child lives or dies.
Jian Yan felt the power coming from another person. She held Ji Yun's hand tightly and said, "Sister Su, I—"
"I don't want to let you down."
"Don't worry about me." Su Ziqi said sharply: "Yan Yan, I told you from the beginning that you don't need to care about other people's feelings. Just ask yourself, do you want to stay?"
Jian Yan remained silent, her mind was torn, and she could no longer think carefully. Did she want to stay? She couldn't stay, but she didn't want to? She thought.
Su Ziqi still stood behind Ji Yunxin. She said, "Yan Yan, the injection just now was not anesthesia. I believe you should be conscious now. I will give you ten seconds. If you agree to the operation, anesthesia will be injected in ten seconds. With just one injection, you will say goodbye to this child forever."
"Ten-nine-eight-"
She didn't give Jian Yan any time to think, and announced the time coldly and ruthlessly: "Six-five-four-three-"
"I want it!" Jian Yan's whole body was tense, her tears had completely soaked the black cloth, sweat broke out on her temples, her forehead was also covered with sweat stains, her body was stiff, and she said with great determination: "I want this child."
"What about your career?" Su Ziqi asked, "Yan Yan, you love acting so much, are you going to give it up now? And you've already given up once, if you give up again, there will be no hope of coming back."
"You should understand."
Upon hearing this, Ji Yunxin clenched Jian Yan's hand tightly, and her five fingers were so tight that their fingertips turned white.
I understand. How could I not understand? Su Ziqi's words were like a sharp thorn, piercing Ji Yunxin's heart and causing blood to flow.
"Sister Su, I will find an appropriate opportunity to make it public." Jian Yan was very calm after saying this. It was as if her struggling heart finally had a definite answer, an answer that she could accept and was satisfied with. She said, "Sister Su, I owe you an apology, I owe my fans an apology, and I owe those who support me an apology. If I continue, I will also owe this child an apology. I know my decision is absurd and ridiculous, but since she is here, I want to protect her well."
"As best as I can."
Su Ziqi saw that she had chosen the most foolish path for the sake of her child. She had been frequently exposed for having a mistress before, and now she was secretly married and had a child. She even said that she had made it public. She was not choosing a child, but choosing to give up her future. She asked, "You really don't regret it?"
Jian Yan said calmly, "I don't regret it."
Su Ziqi was right. She liked acting and her current career, but there are gains and losses. She gained her current career but lost her child. So she might as well disclose everything about herself. She would discuss with Ji Yunxin and disclose the fact that she had been married for three years. She would give birth to the child and not hide it. She would bring the child into this world openly. She would actively look for resources in the future and continue filming. She would not regret it even if there were no more movies to shoot.
At this point, Jian Yan couldn't escape any more. She loved this child. It had nothing to do with Ji Yunxin, the Ji family, or her guilt towards Su Ziqi. That was her true thought from the bottom of her heart. She wanted this child.
The tears had dried up, and Jian Yan had calmed down. Su Ziqi said, "Well, Yanyan, from now on, I want you to remember what you just said, remember this feeling now. This is your choice. No matter how much suffering or tiredness you have to endure in the future, you have to swallow it yourself. Don't cry, you hear me!"
Jian Yan's eyes were moist again, and she said calmly: "I remember it."
"Fool." Su Ziqi looked at her helplessly and said, "I knew you would regret it."
Jian Yan choked up: "Sister Su..."
"Okay, now that she's here, you'll do everything you can to protect her. Now that I've signed you, I'll do everything I can to protect you. That's my duty."
Hearing this, Jian Yan sat up from the hospital bed. She held Ji Yunxin's hand tightly, and with her other hand, she wrapped her arms around Ji Yunxin's neck, hugged her tightly, and murmured, "Sister Su."
Tears seeped through the black cloth and rubbed onto Ji Yunxin's cheeks and neck. She dared not move at all, her body completely stiffened. She put her hands on Jian Yan's shoulders, wanting to touch her, but curled up again. She repeated this twice, and her heart was filled with pain. She wanted to hug Jian Yan tightly and comfort her not to cry, but she was afraid of scaring her. The pain and joy in her heart mixed together and drowned her. Ji Yunxin lowered her eyes, and a tear fell from her lower eyelid and sank into Jian Yan's hospital gown.
Only Jian Yan was left crying softly in the ward. She was about to take off the cloth with her left hand, but Su Ziqi quickly grabbed her hand and said, "Wait a minute."
"I'll help you take it off later, don't move."
As she spoke, she let Jian Yan lie down again and said to her, "Take a rest. I'll be back soon."
Jian Yan frowned, she let go of Ji Yunxin's hand, and heard footsteps walking out of the ward. She took off the black cloth covering her eyes and looked towards the door with an inexplicable expression.
Outside the door, Ji Yunxin's face was paler than Jian Yan's on the bed just now. She asked with her jaw clenched, "Miss Su, do you have something to say to me?"
From the moment she asked the doctor to leave, Ji Yunxin could tell that this was a trap set by Su Ziqi, but she didn't understand why she did this. Su Ziqi said, "Yanyan was too hesitant. She obviously wanted this child, but she was afraid of letting me down and being entangled with your Ji family, so she didn't dare to have it."
“So I took a strong dose of medicine.”
It's better to feel a little pain than to be indecisive all the time. Only after the pain will she know her true choice.
She had arranged everything last night. She had calculated that Jian Yan would regret it and would be reluctant to let go. She knew too well what that feeling was like. If the operation was done today, it would be a lifelong regret for Jian Yan. She knew what it felt like to have such a regret. She didn't want Jian Yan to have to endure it, and she didn't want her to spend half her life in regret.
"Then you asked me to come..." Ji Yunxin looked at Su Ziqi with clear eyes. The blush in the corners of her eyes had not faded yet, which was slightly different from her usual cold expression. Su Ziqi said bluntly: "I'm sorry, Mr. Ji, I admit that I asked you to come on purpose."
She deliberately let her come and see this scene, deliberately said those words, and deliberately made her feel guilty. Since she knew Jian Yan's thoughts, she had to make a corresponding plan, and Ji Yunxin was an important part of her plan.
She could still stabilize the current situation, but she couldn't guarantee what would happen in the future. In any case, Jian Yan couldn't retire again, so she needed Jing Yi and Ji Yunxin. She asked Ji Yunxin to come over for this purpose. On the one hand, she wanted to tell her that the child was still there, and on the other hand, she wanted to use Ji Yunxin's hand to do things.
Ji Yunxin understood without her saying anything, she nodded: "What do you want me to do."
Su Ziqi said: "Mr. Ji, I don't know what this child means to you two, and I don't know whether you want it or not, but I think this is not Yanyan's fault alone. She doesn't have to take all the responsibility. You should also take responsibility."
This was the first time someone had discussed a deal with her like this, and it was so blunt, but Ji Yunxin was not annoyed at all. She looked at Su Ziqi with a gentle gaze and said, "If Yanyan is willing, I will take full responsibility."
But she also knew that Jian Yan would not agree. She was already extremely disappointed in her and had no warmth at all. How could she agree to her taking responsibility? Su Ziqi smiled: "Boss Ji, if that's the case, I won't hide it. I'll ask you for one thing first. I don't want anyone to know that Yan Yan is pregnant, especially the media."
Ji Yunxin thought for a few seconds and nodded: "Okay, I'll arrange it."
Su Ziqi breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't want to interfere in the relationship between Jian Yan and Ji Yunxin, her own affairs were still a mess, how could she have the nerve to interfere in others, but Jian Yan's problems now were not just emotional ones, they also had responsibility issues, they needed Ji Yunxin to take the responsibilities that she should take, as for their relationship, it was not within her jurisdiction, so she naturally wouldn't ask too much.
Seeing that she had nothing to say, Ji Yunxin asked, "Can I still go in and take a look?"
"It's better not to go in." Su Ziqi said: "I didn't tell Yanyan that you would come."
Ji Yunxin stood at the door of the operating room, looked inside, and was silent.
A few minutes later, she turned and left. Su Ziqi adjusted his breathing and walked back into the operating room. It was quiet inside. Jian Yan was lying on the bed with a black cloth on the side. Su Ziqi walked in and said, "We can go back after the nutrient solution is injected."
Jian Yan looked at the needle on the back of her hand. At first, she thought it was for injecting anesthesia. Unexpectedly, she misunderstood. She said, "Sister Su, why are you doing this?"
"If you don't do this, can you see your own thoughts clearly?" Su Ziqi sat beside her, handed the pajamas thrown aside to Jian Yan, turned around and said: "From now on, don't think about anything. I will arrange everything else."
Jian Yan pondered for a few seconds: "Should I not be able to film anymore?"
"You wish." Su Ziqi said without turning his head: "What did you say when you signed the contract with me? You said you would work hard on the film. Do you want to break the contract now?"
Jian Yan put on her pajamas and shook her head: "No."
"You'd better not think about it. I tell you, you will not only be filming next, but you will also be very busy. Remember what you just said. This path is your own choice. No matter how hard or tiring it is, you have to endure it yourself!"
Su Ziqi seldom spoke to her in such a serious tone. Jian Yan's eyelids were slightly swollen from crying, and there were tears in her eyes. She nodded affirmatively.
Ten minutes later, Jian Yan's drip was finished. During this time, she explained the car accident to Ji Songlin and other concerned friends. When everything was settled, Su Ziqi helped her back to the ward to change clothes, and finally took her back to the hotel, saying, "I have already told Director Gu that your car accident is not serious, but you hurt your waist, so you can't stand for long."
After listening to her, Jian Yan asked, "When can I go to the crew?"
"Tomorrow." Su Ziqi helped her back to the room and said, "Go in and rest first. I'll make a phone call."
Jian Yan saw her turn and leave and shouted, "Sister Su."
Su Ziqi turned his head: "Hmm?"
"Thank you."
Su Ziqi looked deeply at Jian Yan and said, "Yan Yan, time cannot heal wounds, so I hope your wounds will be less severe."
Jian Yan's nose felt sore when she heard this, her eyes burned, and tears welled up in her eyes. She couldn't help but take two quick steps forward and hugged Su Ziqi tightly. How could she be so worthy of meeting a manager like Su Ziqi? How could she be so worthy of her care? Su Ziqi patted her on the back and said softly, "Okay, go and rest, you should be tired too."
Jian Yan obediently went into the room to rest.
Su Ziqi watched her close the door before walking towards the balcony, posting on Weibo as she walked.
The news of Jian Yan’s car accident is still on the hot search list. Netizens are very worried about this matter and have sent concerned greetings. Su Ziqi took a look online and most of the comments were: Is Yanyan okay
—I hope Yanyan is okay. I’m still waiting for her Lingyue.
—Nothing's wrong, help! Nothing's wrong!
—Since you’ve just become my fan, I’m begging you to be safe!
This time, the black fans were as quiet as a chicken. It seemed that everyone was concerned about Jian Yan's health. Su Ziqi saw that the time was almost right, so she logged into her Weibo account and posted a Weibo in the identity of Jian Yan's agent: He is in good condition, nothing serious, and he has returned from the hospital to recuperate.
As soon as the message was released, netizens and fans rushed over. After seeing the news that Jian Yan was fine, they left messages to comfort her. Su Ziqi randomly picked a few replies and then exited Weibo. She called Ji Han instead.
Ji Han was contacting various agents to change the time. He had just appeased Yu Yue's agent when Su Ziqi called again and said, "The recording will be postponed for half a month."
"What? Postponed for half a month? Why?" Su Ziqi asked puzzledly, "Didn't they say that the opening show will be recorded the day after tomorrow?"
Ji Han said: "There are some problems with the schedule, so we can only postpone it."
Su Ziqi frowned. Originally, the opening was to be recorded the day after tomorrow, and the program was to be recorded in the next month. Her role in the crew was not that important, and she had arranged the time. In one month, the TV series was finished and the program was successfully concluded at the same time. Now she was told that it would be postponed for another half a month. Su Ziqi was a little unhappy and said, "Can't you adjust it?"
Ji Han had no words to complain about, she also wanted to adjust it, everyone knew that now was the best time to start recording, but the investors and guests didn't have time, so she couldn't do anything about it.
"Sister Su, we can postpone it for another half a month at most. Don't worry, it will definitely be possible after half a month."
But Jian Yan can't.
It's almost three months now. Four months ago, she could still hide it. The loose clothes in the cold weather really couldn't show it. But after four months, it was no longer possible. Su Ziqi thought for a while and said, "In this case, Director Ji, we may not be able to participate in the recording."
Ji Han was dumbfounded: "Sister Su."
Su Ziqi said seriously, "We have to join a new crew next month, so we won't be able to record the show."
Ji Han was unhappy, and she immediately said, "Then wait a minute, I'll go discuss it."
Su Ziqi hung up the phone.
Ji Han felt a little discouraged holding the phone. She had finally persuaded Ji Yunxin to participate in the show, but now she was told that Jian Yan couldn't go on. What was going on? She called Ji Yunxin with tears in her eyes.
"Sister, are you busy?"
Ji Yunxin sat in the office chair: "What's the matter?"
Ji Han said awkwardly, "Sister, can you please move the recording time of that program forward?"
Ji Yunxin put down his pen and asked, "Is it Yanyan?"
Smoke.
When Ji Han didn't know that Ji Yunxin liked Jian Yan, she had no idea when she heard these two words. Now that she knows that she likes Jian Yan, she feels uncomfortable no matter how she hears them. She rubbed her forearms and said, "Well, it's Sister Jian Yan. She's going to join a new crew next month, so..."
"Then arrange it according to her schedule." Ji Yunxin said calmly, "I can cooperate with you."
Ji Han paused and blinked. What did Ji Yunxin just say
Just arrange it according to her schedule, I can accommodate you
Emma, how come she didn't know when her sister became so easy to talk to.
The power of love.
It's so fucking great!
Ji Han sighed in his heart and said hurriedly: "Okay."
After hanging up the phone, Ji Yunxin closed the file and typed on the keyboard with one hand. After a while, a video popped up on the page. People were coming and going in the video. She stared at the crowd and suddenly pressed the pause button. In the corner of the crowd, there was a person wearing a black down jacket, a hat and a mask. She had a slender figure and should be a woman. She zoomed in on this place, but it was still blurry. She couldn't even see what style of clothes she was wearing. Ji Yunxin rested her chin with her right hand. The phone rang, she looked down and picked it up.
"Boss Ji, the camera in the corridor broke down two days ago and didn't record anything."
What a coincidence, it broke just when Jian Yan received the gift
It must be man-made. Ji Yunxin held up the phone with one hand and knocked on the desk with the other hand, saying, "Okay, have you found the one in black?"
The person on the other end of the phone said, "There is no definite news yet."
"Um."
"Then I'll contact you when I have definite news."
Ji Yunxin put down her phone, her eyes still fixed on the man in the black down jacket, her brows tightly furrowed.
Qin Yao had been waiting for Jian Yan in the crew, but she only waited for the news of Jian Yan's car accident. She thought that God had eyes and finally let that damn woman go, but who knew it was just a minor accident, and she gained a lot of fans for no reason. Seeing the netizens' comfort to Jian Yan was like a thorn piercing her chest, and she clenched her hands in pain.
Anger can burn a person's reason, not to mention that she is in a state of rage now. The gift she gave to Jian Yan before was not opened, which disappointed her. After a failed experience, she was even more annoyed with Jian Yan, especially recently Li Weiqing said not to contact her anymore and to cut off contact with her completely. This anger piled up to the highest point, burning her a little out of control. Qin Yao heard the people from the Yimeng crew chatting on the road.
"It seems that Jian Yan is fine."
"Let's go back to the hotel."
"I saw Sister Su said she went back to the hotel. I don't know if she's okay."
"Let's go see her after the show."
Qin Yao heard them chatting, tilted her head to look at them, and left silently. She changed into a beige windbreaker that covered the lower half of her face. She was wearing a hat, so her expression could not be seen. She lowered her head and walked past everyone towards the hotel.
As the sky gradually darkened, Su Ziqi received a call from Ji Han, saying that the time had been confirmed and the recording would start the day after tomorrow. She felt relieved and looked up the follow-up of Jian Yan's car accident online. Fortunately, everything was under her control. She touched the cigarette box on the coffee table, squeezed it, and there was no cigarette inside. She stood up from the sofa, walked to the door, and knocked: "Yan Yan."
Jian Yan was resting when she heard a vague voice saying, "Sister Su."
Su Ziqi said, "You should rest and don't get up. I'll go downstairs to buy two dinners and some other things. I'll be upstairs soon. Be careful and don't open the door casually, okay?"
Jian Yan sat up holding the quilt: "Okay."
Su Ziqi did not forget to close the door before leaving. When she was getting on the elevator, her cell phone rang. Su Ziqi took a look and saw that it was Ji Yunxin calling.
"Boss Ji?" Su Ziqi was surprised: "What's the matter?"
Ji Yunxin was sitting in the office, her screen was on, still on the page that she had paused before. She sat in the office for a long time and still felt uneasy. She didn't call Jian Yan directly but contacted Su Ziqi first.
"Ms. Su, I want to talk to you about the gift before." Ji Yunxin's voice was clear.
Su Ziqi collected his thoughts and asked, "Are you talking about the gift Yanyan received earlier?"
Ji Yunxin agreed: "Yes, I don't have any definite news yet, and I haven't found the person, so I want you to pay more attention to the people around you in the next two days."
Su Ziqi understood immediately: "What are the characteristics?"
Ji Yunxin said calmly: "I'll send you the photos."
Su Ziqi replied and hung up the phone. She looked down at her phone. Ji Yunxin sent her a slightly blurry photo. The person in the photo was wearing a black down jacket, a hat and a mask. Her face could not be seen clearly, only her general figure could be seen. It was a woman.
She frowned, replied to Ji Yunxin that the message had been received, and finally walked out of the hotel. Beside her, a woman in a beige windbreaker lowered her head and passed by her.
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