Girls and women from far and near are all dressed up. Those who meet this day are supposed to be dating couples.
Tong Yan suddenly hesitated.
She doesn't have much winter clothes, and she doesn't have the ability to have thousands of combinations like Shen Yao. The high-heeled shoes I wore were always prepared for the host of the party... Because I had to take an exam, I didn't dare to put on makeup.
"Miss, do you have a position?" The waiter politely asked when seeing the girl at the door, who would not enter.
She nodded and finally walked in.
He didn't close the book in his hand until he sat down.
He is accustomed to using the left hand, and she suddenly discovered that he can use both hands just like herself, but is more accustomed to the left hand.
"I'm sorry," Tong Yan decided to admit his mistake first, with an extremely sincere attitude, "I remember that night, I told you that Shen Yao liked the voice of a boy, and that boy was my high school classmate."
The waiter walked over and handed over the wine list.
She opened her eyes and they were all expensive.
"Excuse me, just add a teacup," he said suddenly, "you can serve it."
When the waiter left, he looked at her again, smiled and said, "Go on, it sounds funny."
interesting…
Seeing his tone, Tong Yan didn't seem to be really angry, and finally heaved a sigh of relief:
"They met for the first time today, so Shen Yao begged me to stay with her for a while, so as not to be too embarrassed," she smiled embarrassedly, "I'm the kind of person who never refuses friends. Just now... Actually, it was just to accompany Shen. remote."
Perhaps, since I was young, I have very few feelings that I can rely on.
Therefore, there is always a strong dependence on friends, especially good friends. As long as it is a request made by a friend, no matter how excessive, she subconsciously wants to fulfill it. Sometimes I can't stand it, and I have read psychology books for this.
"It's okay." He picked up the tea cup from the waiter's tray, put it in front of her, and poured half a cup of tea for her. "At least for me, it's normal. I never refuse friends."
She looked at him in surprise.
She remembers saying in the book that this state is "missing in childhood", most of which is the lack of love and trust from loved ones in childhood, so she will try her best to get more love and make up for herself. But why does he lack love? With such a good educational environment, childhood should be more of Zhongxing Pengyue.
"Don't you think this is bad?" She held the teacup and asked him tentatively.
"Everyone is more or less lacking in personality. For example, a female patient I met before, inexplicably didn't like red. Every time I saw it, I felt depressed and irritable. Later, it seriously affected my life and even got married. They all resisted seeing red. Later, a friend of mine hypnotized her and found the root cause."
"What is it?" She was really curious.
"She has a younger brother. When she was about a few years old, her mother gave her a red scarf but did not give her. In fact, her mother had never been partial or abused her, but she was too young at the time. Understand, it left a psychological shadow."
"Because of this?"
…Too fragile.
"Because of this."
He smiled silently, seeing her staring at him with bright eyes, just amused: "If you are interested, I will systematically teach you psychology classes. Now," he gestured at the waiter who served the food. , "We need to eat first."
He didn't order many dishes, just enough for two people.
Just now along the way, she was still thinking that she must apologize first. What if he leaves? I must find him and explain in person. If he has a dark face, just... pretend to be pitiful. Anyway, he is so much older than himself, he will never be so stingy. Besides being a teacher, he always has a bit of air.
But he didn't expect that he accepted the explanation so easily, and there was no sign of anger at all.
Tong Yan bit the tip of his chopsticks lightly, watching him tell various interesting things to himself, and remembering what he had just said.
the person I like. The person I like sits in front of me, eating and talking.
Her heart suddenly became soft, and she unconsciously softened her voice. Although he could not hear such a change.
The phone shook suddenly.
Unfamiliar number, familiar tone: I'm back on the plane tomorrow morning, Tongtong, will you be waiting for you at school tonight
A text message quickly cooled all the little warmth. She was holding the phone and didn't know what to return.
In the end, he was cruel and pressed the shutdown button.
"Where do you want to go? However, there seems to be a sea of people everywhere today."
When the two people left the restaurant and stood on the pedestrian street of Huoshu Yinhua, he suddenly asked her.
She didn't have any clue, and shook her head.
In the great night breeze, Gu Ping also seemed to have no idea, with his hands in his pockets, and exclaimed, "I don't have enough experience, so I didn't arrange activities in advance." He glanced at the feasting and feasting in front of him, "I want to go to the bar. ?"
When he was speaking, he happened to be surrounded by a huge two-story poster.
In the fashion posters of the season, the model is also a man, and it is also the gesture of putting his hands in his jacket pockets. Tong Yan found out unkindly that he looked better.
It's just that there is a white paper bag hanging on his arm, which feels a bit contradictory.
He looked at her, and she suddenly avoided her sight.
But I also found out that facing Gu Pingsheng, I couldn’t do this at all... I could only turn my head back with a hot face, and pretend to look at him calmly: "Don’t go to the bar, this kind of festival, you will definitely be squeezed to death if you go in now. ."
Moreover, the bar always sings one after another, which is not suitable for him.
He laughed: "You know bars well?"
Tong Yan also exhaled: "Actually, when you first saw me, I was still a...a very problematic girl." If she divides her life into two parts, it happens to be related to him.
Before meeting him, and after meeting him.
Suddenly, his head was heavy, and he stretched out his hand and patted her on the head: "I was not a safe person before, and the things I did must be more troublesome than yours." He pulled up the scarf for her and blocked it. After half of his face, "Is it okay to take you to the church to watch Mass? Ordinary in Xujiahui Catholic Church. Starting at 11:30, if we can't get a taxi, we can wait slowly."
'Want to Mass'? She doesn't quite understand it.
But church or something, it should be a Christmas church activity, she pulled down her scarf in a little embarrassment and opened her mouth: "I am an atheist."
"Me too," he was not surprised. "Believe or not is a personal choice, as long as you respect them."
Perhaps it was God's favor that the two of them even got a taxi in such a lively place.
When he arrived outside the Xujiahui Catholic Church, Ping Fan was so cold with his arms around his arms. He saw them coming soon and hugged Tong Yan with a smile: "I'm so happy that you are here," she smiled and put it in Tong Yan's ear. He said, "TK has been in a mission school since he was a child, but he is still atheist. I just received his message and thought I had read it wrong."
After she finished speaking, she took Tong Yan's hand, and while queuing along the crowd, she explained the Midnight Mass in a low voice to her.
And Gu Pingsheng naturally followed behind them.
In the church, there were very pious believers, and there were many people holding cameras and DVs. Because of the crowds, she could only be close to Gu Pingsheng's side, so close that she could smell the light scent of him.
Very light, it is estimated that only this distance can be smelled.
In the constant sorry and excuse me, some people squeeze in, and some people squeeze in. The uninterrupted crowding left her almost no room to stand. When she was thinking about when to start, she felt surrounded by one hand and was completely circled to the safest position: "I didn't expect that there are so many people here."
She looked up and saw him bow her head and smile apologetically, cutting off all the noisy sounds and breath.
"Xujiahui at Christmas, so many people are normal."
Ping Fan thought he was talking to himself, turned around to answer, and immediately realized that he was affectionate, and turned his head back calmly.
Because of the crowds, she wore a down jacket wrapped in a scarf, and soon sweated a little. But never dare, or subtly unwilling to move. He didn't let her go until the singing rang.
The entire mass took almost two hours. Gu Pingfan wanted to stay and continue to do the next dawn mass, so only the two of them left the church side by side.
The streets in the urban area around one o'clock in the middle of the night are still crowded with horses and horses.
Next to the church are numerous commercial and office buildings. At very midnight, the lights in the mall were all turned off, and when you walked past the window, you could see your own shadow reflected on it.
"Merry Christmas."
He stopped and handed her the white paper bag.
She had guessed what it was here, and even prayed that it was not a gift to herself, because she was not prepared for anything... She also thought about it when she came out of Shen Yao, but she was very anxious at that time, and this thought just flashed through.
Just anxious and walked back, afraid that he would leave.
After hesitating for a while, he reached out and took it: "Thank you, Merry Christmas."
He reached out to hold the top of her head and rubbed it lightly: "It's too late, I'll take you back to school." After speaking, he began to look at the intersections near the overpass, looking for a place where he could easily call a car.
Tong Yan suddenly thought of Lu Bei's text message, and immediately grabbed his arm, saw him turning around, and said, "The door of the dormitory is locked at twelve o'clock. Can I... not go back tonight?"
In fact, as long as you knock on the door, you can enter. But with Lu Bei's character, he would definitely wait for himself at school all night.
If you don't want to be confused anymore, you can only be cruel, and completely cruel to make him unable to wait for himself.
In the noisy traffic, he quickly made a decision: “Let’s see if there is an overnight cinema nearby. If there is, we will see tomorrow morning. You can go to my house to rest during the day and go back to school at night.”
After he finished speaking, he made two movements naturally.
I took the paper bag.
I took it, her hand.