Later, he and grandma talked for a long time downstairs.
Tong Yan was in the aisle window on the third floor, looking at them from a distance. Although he couldn't hear the words, he knew that grandma would never agree to this relationship, but what would he say? What would you say
She couldn't guess.
The conversation back home was the first time in her memory that her family expressed their views on the relationship between her and Gu Pingsheng.
"When studying, many students always have a special feeling of admiration for the teacher. When you step out of the campus, you will find that he is just like ordinary people and not suitable for you."
Although my grandma used to be a teacher in elementary school, because of her special profession, she can always hear a lot of love between teachers and students.
Most of the female students are obsessed with male teachers. In the end, it not only affects their studies, but also affects the whole school very poorly. In short, they are all embarrassing negative textbooks.
"He is your teacher and the teacher who teaches the class. If it weren't for the recognition that he is a good child. I would not have said much to him. It is said that in the profession of teacher, there are many things that are not allowed. Between teachers and students... It can only be teachers and students."
She never spoke.
She lived with her grandmother since her parents divorced on the first day of the junior high. There was a period of rebellion for two years. She wandered outside all day and didn't want to read, so that the elderly secretly wiped away a lot of tears. Later, she became sensible and made up her mind not to make the only relative who treats her heart and soul sad anymore.
Therefore, she will not refute.
When grandma said that she would take her to Tianjin relatives' house for the winter vacation, she hesitated to ask, when did she want to come back? Grandma went to heat her a bowl of porridge and put the chopsticks on the bowl: "After Chinese New Year," a small dish of kimchi was placed next to the porridge bowl, and some fresh coriander froth was carefully sprinkled, "Wait until you start school. return."
She picked up a lot of kimchi with chopsticks, mixed the porridge, and started to bite.
The phone in his pocket is quiet, and he has not sent a message to himself.
After a little bit, she went back to her room, and suddenly became a little flustered when she took out the phone.
What did he say? What decision was made
She opened the curtain on this side, looked at the buildings in the distance at night, and sent him a message: It seems that the result is not very good
The text message came back soon:
As I expected. TK
What is your expectation
There is no free lunch in the world, it's time to pay for the meal. TK
…
Tong Yan couldn't laugh or cry while looking at his phone: Is your Chinese taught by a math teacher
Although this sentence was very improper, it eased some of the depressed mood just now. Tong Yan turned on the lamp and chatted with him without a word for a while before asking him if he was home
Gu Pingsheng replied calmly, I'm still near you.
She was stunned, and looked out the window subconsciously. There was no car. It took a while to find that he had made a wrong direction. He should be on the side of the living room. When this thought came up, the heartbeat became more intense, but at this time grandma was already asleep.
She opened her door and walked carefully through the narrow living room to the window.
The curtains were opened.
This is the side of the road.
The traffic is still the same, the lights are still the same, and the position of the car is still the same.
He had put on the down jacket, but he was always standing next to the car, seeming to feel that she would appear, and when the curtain was raised in a corner, he quickly gathered the index and middle fingers of his right hand, and nodded his forehead.
Someone passed by him and followed his gaze curiously to look upstairs...
Tong Yan couldn't see everyone's expressions clearly, but he felt that those who were on the sidelines must be jealous of himself.
Well, with him, there is always some narcissistic capital.
Because he is always so good.
She couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth and pressing her forehead against the glass. It was rare to find the "cold" touch of the glass in winter so comfortable. Perhaps it is because there is warmth in my heart.
Tong Yan went to Tianjin the next day. Because she was with her grandma for a long time, she couldn't take out her mobile phone to contact him at any time. The journey of the train was not long, and the whole carriage was filled with the joy of going home. Grandma was smiling and chatting with the mother who was holding her baby next to her. Tong Yan opened the thermos, took a sip of hot tea, and remembered what he said later.
He said that he fully understood the reaction of a person who had been a teacher to this incident. He even resisted such feelings and had a brief escape.
He said that everything will not be a problem.
He said, I am waiting for you in Beijing.
She leaned against the glass window and closed her eyes. Never once did she look forward to graduation as she does now.
The relatives in Tianjin have not seen each other for many years. It seems that Tong Yan has been admitted to a prestigious school a long time ago. She could only smile and listen, until someone asked if she had a boyfriend or something, she hesitated. Before she could speak, her grandmother smiled and said, "Study is the most important thing."
Then it's time to lively and sometimes quietly spend New Year's life.
On the New Year’s Eve, she had a reunion dinner at the restaurant for ten tables. It was the first time she had celebrated the Spring Festival for more than 90 people since she could remember. There is a distant cousin who is three or four years younger than Tong Yan. She once lived in Tong Yan’s house when she was very young. So seeing her very affectionate, she dragged her to the hotel lobby and sat on the sofa. Chatting while watching fireworks.
The topic of the little girl can always fall into the emotional after turning around.
The last time my cousin went to Beijing, Lu Bei took her around, so she always had a very good impression of Lu Bei. She couldn't help but ask Tong Yan how about her "brother-in-law"
Tong Yan quickly said that he had broken up.
The cousin was surprised, she seemed to think he was such a good person...
Tong Yan watched as a flash of light jumped up into the sky, and after it burst quickly, a huge firework burst out.
Maybe it was so many days, I miss someone too much. Perhaps it was a rare encounter with someone who knew her and Lu Bei in the past, but there was no overlap in a certain sense, so she finally had the desire to talk.
"When he was in high school, he accidentally drove and killed someone. Although the other party violated the rules, he did not accept any out-of-court settlement. He must be put in jail. The family belonged to the Municipal Taxation Bureau and his tone was naturally very hard. Their family cares for a lot of people and it has no effect. So at the time, it seemed that everything was doomed. He would go to work-study school for a year, and then go to jail."
"Then what?"
"Then," Tong Yan was silent for a few seconds, "It was very dramatic. A high school classmate of mine wanted to help him. Later, after a lot of things... The problem was solved smoothly, and then he and my high school classmate got engaged. Last year, they got married. NS."
She remembered every word his mother said to herself.
She also remembered that when she was desperate, she saw this dramatic scene and even felt that she was dreaming. Fang Yunyun said that Lu Bei is a rare person and she must marry him. It's that simple.
That was the first time she discovered that there was a real gap between people.
When she was crying all day long, a girl of the same age could actually cry and ask her family to trust the relationship and pressure to solve the problem in order to get a boy.
"It's a good reincarnation, everything is decided." The cousin exhaled.
"Yes, yeah," Tong Yan answered with a smile, "so I fell in love."
So, the first love ends like this.
Maybe it was because it was too dramatic and the story turned too much, and she still finds it incredible when she thinks of it.
That night, the night when Lu Bei got engaged, the scene of him sitting on the side of the road and crying, she should never forget it for the rest of her life. That night she even felt that she was born into suffering. Although she had not experienced too barren days, her life deprived her of the feelings that should belong to her and should not be extravagant.
"It's okay," the cousin waved her hand, trying to comfort her, "My sister is good-looking, sings good, and graduated from a prestigious school, she can definitely marry a good man."
Tong Yan leaned on the sofa and thought of Gu Pingsheng.
"What about your current boyfriend?" The cousin quickly changed the subject, "Don't tell me, haven't you?"
Tong Yan looked at her with a smile, but didn't answer.
After a while, he took out his mobile phone and sent him a message: Happy Chinese New Year. How was your day
Happy Spring Festival. I have been eating with others all day, and it was very tiring to eat. TK
Before I knew it, I hadn't seen each other for more than ten days.
The planned winter vacation was so wasted. She remembered a lot of her plans. She spent a few days visiting places of interest, and then spent a few days getting tired of being together, and then... just so tired of being together, I guess he wouldn't be bored.
But inexplicably it became what it is now.
Because grandma is always around, they rarely even send out messages.
I miss you.
She suddenly sent the news very frankly.
Soon, he called.
Tong Yan answered the phone.
His voice, amidst the loud firecrackers, seemed very unclear.
"Beijing has been around ten degrees below zero these days. I read the weather report in Tianjin. It seems that it is snowing. Please wear more and don't catch a cold." I have been in contact with the dean, and I have found a teacher to take over the maritime law of the next semester. I will not teach you any more grades, and will take over the sophomore course."
She hasn't said a word since answering the phone.
The cousin looked at her with some doubts, and asked her with her lips: Is it some kind of phone number from the Intermediate People's Court? Don't believe it, those are all deceptions.
Tong Yan shook his head at her.
"I won't say much. There are still many people in the room. It would be weird to see me calling," he said with a clear smile, "I miss you too, I miss you very much."
Tong Yan couldn't help laughing, and then saw the cousin's more puzzled expression.
The phone hung up soon.
She took the phone from her ear, still thinking about what he said.
Suddenly I said about changing classes, but it seemed that I had already planned...
"Who? Why do you keep silent?"
Tong Yan thought for a while, and said seriously:
"A singing is better than me, the school is better than me, the big handsome guy, he is confessing to me."