She never said anything about that night. As if I had never seen it before.
Just spend a lot of free time during the internship to collect various first aid tutorials, medicinal food and other information, and try to learn a little bit. Gu Pingsheng never concealed his physical condition, and would take her with him during regular checkups every month. Therefore, she is not worried that he will neglect her body, but she always has to prepare for the future.
Once, when I was seen by the clerk sister who brought me, I felt strange: "Do you have a critically ill patient in your family?"
"Neither," she narrowed down the web page, casually, "Look at these, there will always be useful places."
"You kid, you are really funny."
The clerk's sister patted her on the back of the head and left with a smile.
In the past, apart from going home, Gu Ping only had to run at both ends of the company school.
Now because of his grandfather’s affairs, he still has a fixed time in the hospital every day. Tong Yan knows that he is not suitable to show up at this time. He can only help him make some nutritious things every time he goes to the hospital and ask him to take it with him. past.
Maybe it's been a long time since the hospital, and sometimes he can tell her something about her internship in Beijing.
He mentioned that he was trying to rescue a patient, and he went to the operating room without a systematic physical examination. It was only the next day that the patient was found to be an AIDS patient.
When he said, she was peeling a boiled egg for him, and her eyes widened immediately: "What should I do? What if you get infected during the operation?" She handed the egg to his mouth.
He took a bite of the egg white and did not eat the egg yolk. Tong Yan pursed his mouth and ate the egg yolk.
Then the remaining layer of egg white was put in his white porridge.
"This kind of thing is not uncommon, usually every month, I can run into some," Gu Pingsheng smiled slightly, the arc of his mouth is not big, "every profession has risks and cannot be avoided."
Tong Yan nodded, then nodded again.
Looking thoughtfully at him eating the porridge, Gu Ping held a white porcelain spoon in his life. After a couple of sips, he finally noticed her sight and looked up at her with a smile: "What are you thinking about? Still not awake?"
"I was thinking, you must have been very picky eaters when you were a kid," Tong Yan smiled mysteriously, "you didn't even eat egg yolks."
Gu Pingsheng smiled, "I was really picky when I was a kid."
"It's the same now."
Tong Yan added, and continued to peel him off the boiled eggs.
His face is always thin, accentuating a sharp outline. But now it looks a little too thin, Tong Yan's gaze swept from his finger to his arm, and poked with his little finger. He looked up at her.
"You have lost weight," Tong Yan said regretfully, "for the breeder, this is a heartbreaking phenomenon."
"Really thin?" Gu Pingsheng raised one corner of his mouth and made a slightly naive expression, "I want to eat chestnut roast chicken."
Tong Yan nodded happily: "Will you go home to eat at night? I will go directly to the supermarket to buy it when I come out of the court."
"At home tomorrow night," he watched as the time was almost up, and quickly ate the remaining porridge, "I will be in the hospital this afternoon. Grandpa will have a consultation with a very important expert, and may come back after dinner."
Whenever he has eight o'clock classes, he leaves earlier than her.
But the time to get home was much later than her. You can't think too much about this kind of thing, and you can't think deeply about it. She hasn't stopped looking forward to graduation and looking forward to starting a formal job, sharing his pressure, but she can only wait patiently.
She was afraid that there were no chestnuts in the supermarket, so she went to the vegetable market far away from home to buy the ingredients.
Because she was afraid of killing the chickens, she specially selected the chickens and ran to a long distance to watch them. Only when the stall owner cleaned the chickens did she come forward to pay, and took over the bloody plastic bags.
"The little girl is afraid of blood?" the stall owner asked her amused.
"Blood isn't very scared," Tong Yan confessed with a cheeky face, "I am particularly afraid of seeing killing things, so I often buy frozen ones in supermarkets..."
"The supermarket is not good, it's better to kill it now," the stall owner grabbed a handful of green onions from his vegetable stall and handed it to her, "Come on, I'll be shocked."
Tong Yan was amused by this green onion, and thanked him for taking it.
The location of the food market is very strange, there is no bus to take, and it takes another twenty minutes to walk. Even though it was still winter, she walked back to the community so on foot, and she was still sweating smoothly.
After six o'clock, the sky was completely dark. The lights in the community were all turned on early, and the people walking in a hurry from far and near were all people rushing home. Because it was not time to eat, she walked in no hurry, and walked slowly towards her own building. But after bypassing the green space downstairs, they saw two people not far away.
It's Lu Bei and Fang Yunyun.
The two people pulled each other at the door of the half-open building with a big move. When Tong Yan saw them, they hadn't seen her yet. One is always pulling the door and wanting to get in, while the other is always blocking, but doesn't want to confront directly. The anti-theft door could not be closed for a long time, so a harsh alarm sounded.
This is the door of her house.
She probably guessed what happened and wanted to avoid it, but she was afraid that Fang Yunyun would really rush upstairs.
When he hesitated, Fang Yunyun finally saw Tong Yan standing under the street lamp, and immediately threw away Lu Bei and walked towards her. The steps were urgent and tight, as if afraid of her running away.
It's better to be calmer if you can't avoid either side.
Tong Yan watched her walk in front of her. Before she thought about how to greet her, Fang Yunyun suddenly raised her hand and slapped her severely: "This is what you owe me. What I owe you will be returned. You... "The tears have fallen while speaking.
The sound is loud and scary.
In a quiet and empty community, it looks extremely harsh.
She stood there, her brain was blank for a few seconds, and the pain in her cheek began to expand slowly, but she couldn't hear what Fang Yunyun was saying at all.
Lu Bei rushed up and pulled Fang Yunyun's wrist: "Are you crazy? The trouble from yesterday to today is endless?"
"I'm really crazy, Lu Bei, what are you dissatisfied with? I'm digging my heart out to you, what do you want?" Fang Yunyun desperately broke free of his hand, crying like desperately." It's been four years, what do you want to do, do you want to get a divorce? Do you want to be with her? I will fulfill you, all will be fulfilled..."
The two were pulling desperately, and many people stopped and watched from a distance, and began to speculate about the situation here.
The sound of quarreling, all the conversation, rushed into the ears arbitrarily.
Tong Yan closed his eyes and opened them again. The emotions that had been pressing on his chest for so many days rushed up uncontrollably.
"Let me tell her." She suddenly opened her mouth and approached them. Lu Bei looked at her with red eyes. When he was hesitant to let Fang Yunyun go, she turned to Fang with her eyes wide open and her face covered with tears. Yunyun.
I didn't expect the beaten me to be so calm.
Fang Yunyun was very angry, crying and laughing at Tong Yan: "You said... I know you want to say a lot..."
With a snap.
Tong Yan slapped her in the same way: "This is what you owe me. I haven't owed you anything. I won't before, and I won't. No matter whether you want a divorce or not, don't come to me, no People have a life as good as you. They only know that love lives and lives, but they don’t know how difficult life is."
When she retracted her hand, she shuddered uncontrollably.
This was the first time in her life that she stretched out her hand to hit someone, and the moment she let it go, she thought of Gu Pingsheng. When he stretched out his hand to hit himself, did he tremble uncontrollably like this, even more sad than being beaten...
Fang Yunyun's cry can still be heard when closing the security door of the corridor.
She walked to the stairwell blankly, until she climbed three or four floors, she stood against the white wall for a long time, and finally her tears rolled down with hindsight.
In the end, I didn't have any energy, so I sat on the stairs, hugged my knees and cried happily.
This world is so unfair. Some people die for love all their lives and never have to think about life's hardship. But some people just demand such a little peaceful life, but they always have to face all kinds of things from the heavens. Before meeting Gu Ping, she always felt that she was really pitiful, and her parents were in debt, and she couldn't get rid of it for the rest of her life.
But after meeting Gu Ping's life, he was the only one who felt distressed.
So I wanted maternal love, but indirectly killed my mother. So I wanted to be a good doctor, but I had to give up for life. In this world, there are fewer and fewer people related to him. He desperately tried to catch it, but it was in vain...
Tong Yan stretched out his finger and wrote his name carefully on the snow-white wall.
Stroke by stroke, wrote Gu Ping's life.
His name is very good, just looking at it can make people feel warm.
Tong Yan was sitting on the steps with his head resting on his arm, looking sideways at the three words thinking about him. Her face still hurts fiercely, Fang Yunyun really hated herself just now, and used all of her strength, but the slap she gave Fang Yunyun didn't work hard, perhaps because she didn't have hate, she really couldn't make heavy hands.
The voice of the mobile phone rang suddenly, obviously in the empty stairwell.
She sat up straight, took out the phone from the pocket of her pants, and looked at the blue light on the screen in the dark corridor:
Forgot to say, Mr. Gu loves to eat chestnuts. TK
Really...
Tong Yan laughed scornfully, touching his swollen eyes: Okay, let's make chestnut chicken drumsticks for you, OK
It sounds great. TK
She checked the time on the phone. It was already seven o’clock. If she didn’t go up again, her grandma would be worried, but if she went up like this, she would worry her even more... When she hesitated to move her arms, she went to look at his name on the wall. .
It is not good to stay like this after all.
After she reached out and rubbed off the word "Gu" with her nails, she stared at the remaining two words in a daze. After a while, she wiped off the ashes on her nails. After his name, she wrote seriously. A complete sentence.
I have been taking care of it all my life, so far.