In the winter of the year when she separated from Gu Pingsheng, her grandmother's cancer recurred.
Ping Fan is always communicating various agreements with her. On the one hand, she has to seriously avoid the "traps" Gu Pingsheng dug for her, and on the other hand, she has to conceal her mental state of staying with her for a long time.
Fortunately, Gu Pingfan will soon return to the United States to formally enter the hospital for an internship.
She was afraid of delaying ordinary work, and finally signed the alimony agreement, the only condition was to put all of them into the ordinary joint account. Gu Pingsheng had asked Ping Fan to open this joint account because he was afraid that she would be dragged down by her father's debts, so she would save some savings that could not be possessed by her close relatives.
Therefore, he accepted this condition soon.
By the spring of the following year, grandma's cancer cells finally spread all over the body, and after staying in the hospital for more than a month, she passed away. She remembered that night, it was 2:43 in the morning.
Because she couldn't eat for a long time, grandma was already skinny when she left, completely out of human form.
For the last ten days, it was father and her who took turns to be in charge of the night watch.
Almost every day, my grandma's eyes are red and swollen. She thought it was her father who did something. At first, she avoided others and advised her father to wait for her grandmother to survive the serious illness if she wanted money. Then one day, when she came off the show in the middle of the night, she happened to encounter a noisy scene at the door of the ward.
Grandma even ran out of the ward wearing short shorts while the nurse and father were not paying attention.
She walked out of the elevator, and saw that several nurses couldn't stop the somewhat insane grandma. The onlookers kept whispering that the old lady guessed that cancer cells had spread to her brain, and she was a little crazy. The picture of her father standing at the gate helpless, crying to her mother in tears, made her feel irrational in an instant.
She didn't know how she rushed over, hugged her grandma tightly, and calmed down in a low voice.
Even a nurse stepped forward and was kicked away by her wave.
That night, she also seemed crazy, grabbing her father by the arm, and drove him out of the hospital.
When she returned to the ward, all those who were compassionate, sympathetic, empathetic, or indifferent, were blocked by the curtain she had drawn. The needle that was pulled out swelled the back of her hand, which was already difficult to penetrate. She gently rubbed her grandma and said with a smile: "Why are you so disobedient? You are the older you are, the younger you are. "
For fear of waking up people in the same room, Tong Yan always speaks very quietly.
She deliberately talked about some interesting things in the show, most of which were calls from young viewers, or those who were incomprehensible with men and women. At the end, I couldn't help but laugh.
"Yes," Grandma pointed to her head and said in a dumb voice, "Grandma is clear here, not confused."
Tong Yan hummed.
"I did this just to make your father feel guilty and feel guilty to us." Grandma patted her hand. "I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for him to wake up and finally suffer. You are the only one left."
Her nose became sore for an instant, and she almost shed tears.
I can only work hard and smile and say: "It's twelve o'clock, still awake?"
"Is Xiao Gu's illness very serious this time?" The old man had already closed his eyes and thought of him again. "Last time I had been away for half a year, this time, it should be almost nine months old?"
"It's not very serious, it just needs rehabilitation," she said distressedly, "His body is not very good either, and he repeatedly told me not to let you know that you live here now, and I dare not let him know. Otherwise, he will definitely find a way to return to China"
"Yes, yes," the old man patted the back of her hand anxiously, "You are still young, he is in such a bad health, he needs his own treatment, it doesn't matter, grandma understands."
Tong Yan pursed her mouth and smiled: "So you have to take care of the illness, otherwise he will not spare me when he comes back. As for me, I will be responsible for making money so that you two will have a better and better life," she stopped. He also said, "Our leader asked me if I should go to the morning traffic and traffic program as a substitute. The original host was just about to give birth and had to rest for a few months. In this way, I have the opportunity to process capital again, and at least the bonus will definitely be added. ."
"Morning show? Yours now starts at nine o'clock, and you have to run to the hospital again"
"You must struggle when you are young," Tong Yan put his grandma's hand on the quilt and said softly, "Don't say anything, go to sleep."
The old man took her hand again and exhorted: "These few days, I feel better spirited, and I said that I am in a good mood, and cancer will naturally heal. Don't let Xiao Gu come back. If you want to come back, you must also be healthy. Come back again after Kang."
Tong Yan nodded. She knew that grandma didn't care about it, and she didn't care about a sick person not coming to visit.
But if you let the elderly know that you are separated from him, it would be a fatal blow. Fortunately, his grandmother was already well aware of his illness. After the last five months of separation, it was easy to cope with this eight or nine months.
She didn't know how long such a lie could last.
Just thinking, one more day is one day.
After that, there was no more after.
During that time, she took the longest vacation since work, for a whole week, to take care of grandma's future generations.
Later, she never went home to live, but instead rented a house with colleagues. That home was bought by Gu Pingsheng in a hurry to return to China and was hurriedly bought for her and grandma, and he insisted on keeping it for himself when he broke up. She rejected everything, except that the house seemed to do her a favor and gave grandma a white lie.
The granddaughter she remembers will be very good, but in any case, someone still treats her as a baby.
When the purpose of the lie ended, she didn't dare to live in such a big house by herself. Because the live broadcast of road conditions in the morning and the evening show were done at the same time, and the planning meeting was held during the day, she entrusted the house to the agency. I thought that Beijing's housing purchase policy was strict in the past two years, and the house would not be sold out so quickly.
According to the intermediary, this is really a very good feng shui house. Seeing Tong Yan, he didn’t worry about letting go, so he slowly found a suitable buyer and tried to raise the price as much as possible. But in just one month, someone paid the full amount directly.
On the day she went to sign the agreement, the weather was hot and cold, and she happened to have a fever. She wrote down the bank account she knew so well that she didn't want to go to the bank again. The person who bought the house had a good temper and followed the intermediary to the bank for transfer.
She stayed in the house with the younger real estate agent, doing nothing, and simply walked around the house slowly.
Look at here and there carefully.
The little intermediary didn't know, and thought she had dropped something just now: "What is Miss Tong looking for?" She smiled embarrassedly: "I didn't find anything, I just couldn't bear it."
"If you don't go with the old ones, won't the new ones come," the little intermediary laughed: "This house is said to be because of its good feng shui, and the price is really good. If you add more, you can buy very good ones. Miss Tong, if you want to I want to buy it again, I have it now."
Because of the morning and evening shifts in the past six months, she has lost a lot of weight. Because she is a radio DJ, she doesn't need to show her face, and she wears very casually, still like a student.
Such a beautiful girl can sell such a house alone, even without any family restraints. The small intermediary naturally thinks a little more, and feels that there is a business to do.
She couldn't hear or laugh, and she shook her head without explaining.
The joint account has an upper limit for withdrawals, but there is no limit on deposits. Looking at the numbers on the passbook, she suddenly felt a sense of satisfaction like a nouveau riche.
Mr. Gu, you must have forgotten that the gift is a one-way legal act and does not require your consent.
Mrs. Gu's contract law test score was 91. Even if he died, this part of the property would not be related to his father, it would belong to him completely.
By the time Christmas approaches, "I'll be with you" has become an emotional line, and even according to the leadership's instructions, it can occasionally order songs for the audience to enhance the atmosphere according to the needs of the program.
For the Christmas Eve program, she specially invited Amy.
But in just three years, Amy has become a very promising local host for hosting talk shows. Even when they came to this traffic station in Beijing to do a show, many viewers called early to express their excitement.
"You asked me to call you Xiaoke, it's really unaccustomed," Amy and her entered the studio ahead of time, sat on the swivel chairs, couldn't help laughing, "Why don't you use your real name? I think your name is very easy to remember, and It's not like a name that ordinary people can make. If you say it is a stage name, no one will doubt it."
"Not as high-profile as you" Tong Yan threw the manuscript to her, "I don't want my old classmates to hear me host the show. I can imagine how they laughed while listening to the show."
"It's getting better," Amy said, patted her on the shoulder with a long heart. "Back when I hosted the show, my mother also saved the online video specially, and it would be embarrassing to write a copy for all relatives."
"Satisfied, that's proud of you."
"Two," the director yawned, "I saw that it was an older leftover girl. On Christmas Eve, I was chatting with my old classmates and didn't answer a phone call? There was no date at the end of the show?"
The two ignored the director's provocation and continued to chat in low voices.
Until ten o'clock exactly, the professional voice was restored immediately, and he was in working condition.
Tonight is a special session with a talk show hosted by well-known female anchors Amy and Xiao Ke. Two women with excellent voices chatted, occasionally answering calls, most of them ordering songs, or wearing memories and spending Christmas Eve.
"Xiao Ke and I are old classmates," Amy handed over a look. "She once had a very sensational relationship in college. I dare say that every night there will be girls in the dormitory who curse her and curse her. Such a good love. Tell me, have you spent a very romantic Christmas Eve with a public lover?"
"Yes, that night, it was the first time we kissed, very vulgar, in the cinema."
"Wow~" Amy squinted her eyes, almost crazy with envy.
Even the director got amused, and kept saying in the earphones: "I blew myself up, I blew myself up."
The light background music is old European and American tunes.
After she said this, she seemed to be in a good mood, and she turned the topic away naturally. It's just that all the next calls became how to date on Christmas Eve back then, and some people would even be excited to say to her that the first kiss was in the cinema or something, and she felt that she was really in trouble.
The disadvantage of inviting acquaintances is that you want to reveal your past all the time. Towards the end of the show, Tong Yan's regretful intestines were all green, and Amy was still reluctant, revealing that she was once the third place in the campus singer contest, and she was best at singing difficult foreign language songs.
The director was immediately mobilized and asked her to sing a cappella, and then gradually into the original singing to end.
She was so coerced that she could hardly resist, and suddenly remembered that in those days, when she was first separated from Gu Pingsheng, she circulated a song all night long. The melody is very familiar, and she also knows that the sound engineer here must have backed up the song.
An old song from 2001 by Jessica Simpson, "when you told me you loved me".
The pre-tune of this song was unexpectedly sad, but it always reminded her that the first time I saw him that night, she would have no idea. Standing in the new world of fire trees and silver flowers, I don’t know what to do next, no Know how to date.
She hummed the melody softly, and soon the sound engineer knew what it was.
Began to gradually enter the music, slow melody, more and more clear singing.
In the lyrics of this song, there is such a sentence that is repeated over and over again.
"When you told me you loved me,
"Did you know it would take me the rest of my life."
When you tell me you love me,
Do you know that it will occupy all my remaining life.