“Da da da!”
The heavy rain was very noisy, hitting the umbrella, making crackling sounds.
Kurosawa Hikaru was walking alone in the square. After walking for a while, he couldn't help but look back at the Budokan.
Even though he tried every way to suppress the emotions in his heart, a heavy rain made the whole world quiet. There was no one around him, and the feeling of heartbreak and guilt seemed to be pervasive and filled his heart.
He wanted to focus on the present and look toward the future, but there was a scene that was engraved in his mind like a brand.
With the help of master-level painting skills, his memory has already transformed. Although he is not able to remember everything he sees, his brain's graphic memory ability has become stronger.
As long as he sees a scene for a little while, he will remember it deeply and can use his brush to restore the scenery he has seen.
"sorry."
What he saw was not the martial arts hall, but Ninomiya Chizuru standing with one arm folded, even scratching her left arm in her efforts to endure, and the scene of her collapse with tears streaming down her face, and the whisper that completely shattered his psychological defenses.
"Why are you saying sorry?"
Kurosawa Mitsuru stopped and looked at it for a long time, feeling annoyed and depressed, unable to let it go.
Nearly two hours had passed since they parted, but he still couldn't figure out what kind of emotions and thoughts motivated Miss Ninomiya's apology at that time.
If Miss Ninomiya slapped him, or even slapped him several times, and left angrily, he would feel better.
If she, who was elegant and noble, could not take action because of her upbringing, and scolded him, he would feel better.
But her emotions were too complicated, so complicated that it was impossible to guess what her mental journey was in that short period of time.
From the angry shout at the beginning, to seeing Yuki's disbelief, and the silence in order not to make things too embarrassing because there were outsiders watching, to the face-to-face confrontation, the questions were filled with so many emotions.
What's more, even in such an extreme emotional situation, she still retained her rationality and allowed herself to go meet Shifengyuan Zhenlong, not wanting to make things difficult for him.
After thinking alone, she had suspicions and unfounded fantasies. As elegant and mature as she was, she finally fought with Xiao Yuki, but she couldn't win by scolding or beating her, and she cried heartbreakingly and aggrievedly.
Finally, when he returned and she realized that their relationship was limited to the first kiss, she calmed down. She even took the initiative to kiss Shifengyuan Mirai to show her attitude and determination after he appeared.
But in this situation, his kiss completely broke down Miss Ninomiya's psychological defenses and caused her to collapse completely.
As the saying goes, the first push is good, the second push is weaker, and the third push is exhausted.
No matter how sincere Miss Ninomiya's feelings for him were, she was jealous and ultimately couldn't accept his repeated blows, so she chose to turn around and leave.
"well… "
Thinking of his action of taking one step closer and her taking half a step back, Kurosawa Mitsuru stood under the heavy rain holding an umbrella and sighed deeply.
He is not a person who likes to sigh, because sighing does not solve the problem.
But at this moment, he could do nothing but sigh.
This matter is indeed too difficult to accept.
"I wonder what kind of mental struggle Yuki went through before she accepted this."
Suddenly, Kurosawa Hikaru thought of another question.
Although during the meal just now, Xiao Yuki's expression and reaction returned to normal, cute and energetic, soft and cute and loves to act coquettish.
But even a girl as traditional as Shifengyuan Mirai would be jealous, let alone her.
Xiao Yuki would be jealous and sad.
What's more, she was very sensitive and fragile. The first thing she said when she came backstage and hugged him was to beg him not to leave her.
During the confrontation, Yuki burst into tears when she saw his apology.
She also cried once after the fight with Miss Ninomiya.
When he hurried back after meeting Shihouin Shinryu, the first reaction of the crying little Yuki was to run over and hug him.
Because he was worried about Ninomiya Chizuru at that time and wanted to know the situation, he didn't pay much attention to Yuki's situation.
Thinking back carefully, Xiao Yuji's body was shaking constantly when she was holding him.
Thinking of today's scenes, Kurosawa Hikaru suddenly found himself in this Shura field. He showed little care and concern for Yuki and had few words to comfort her.
Suddenly thinking of his own response and handling, Kurosawa Mitsuru fell into reflection.
"Is it because I thought she was more likely to accept this at the beginning, so I have been trying to persuade Miss Ninomiya?"
"You can't do this..."
Kurosawa Hikaru realized his response and felt regretful.
Yuki was once hurt by school bullying when she was in junior high school. She only looked smiling and cheerful on the surface, but she was actually very fragile and lacked love more than anyone else.
She was very sensitive to Miss Runa's stalking and could detect it in an instant... This shows that she is particularly sensitive to other people's gazes.
Is she really stupid? Not at all. She just neglected her studies and didn't know the knowledge.
She disguised herself as a hot girl and mingled in the hot girl circle for more than a year, and she was able to keep herself clean the whole time. She pretended to have a boyfriend but she kept it a secret for too long, and only when she could no longer hide it did people become suspicious.
What does this mean? She is actually very good at disguising herself, protecting herself, and knowing how to read people's expressions.
What's more, during the last filming at the hotel, she discovered that YG agency had been deceiving her all along, and her reaction was not very enthusiastic. She was very strong inside and didn't care about it at all, and she was still in a good mood.
Even though he confronted YG Agency and broke up with them, Yuki still fulfilled the contract and continued taking photos with the photography team in a very depressing atmosphere... She is stronger than she looks.
She didn't care about the bullying she experienced in junior high school, and even until recently, she had been treated coldly by others, and lived her life as she pleased under the guise of a hot girl.
But even though she was so strong, she still cried today, twice.
He was probably the only weak spot for Yuki-chan, and even though she knew she would have to share him with two women, she still made the biggest compromise in order to be with him because there was no way to change his mind.
"She should be with Lan now, spend some time with her tomorrow."
The more he thought about it, the more guilty he felt. Kurosawa Mitsuru looked at the martial arts hall and had the urge to go back, but he quickly suppressed it.
"No, did she really go looking for Lan after she separated from me?"
But the next moment, he suddenly thought of another possibility and his expression suddenly changed.
He didn't know how Yuki managed to get through the bullying, despair and pain in junior high school, nor did he know what she would do when she was sad.
Because in front of him, Xiao Yuki always smiles whenever she sees him. That sweet smile heals people's hearts, just like a carefree pistachio who can make him happy.
Realizing this possibility, Kurosawa Mitsuru immediately took off running.
Because running with an umbrella in the wind and rain was too slow, he simply threw it away and ran in the rain.
Does Miss Ninomiya love him
like!
Miss Ninomiya compromised and gave in for him again and again.
This love was so much that she couldn't bear to share it with others. She turned around and left in a complete breakdown, unable to tolerate any grain of sand in her eyes.
Does Xiao Yuki love him
like!
Even when faced with his frank confession of hurt, Xiao Yuji hugged him again and again, approached him again and again, and never looked back even if she was covered in bruises.
This love is so deep that even though she knows he is a playboy, she is still deeply in love with him, without any regrets, and only wants to be with him.
But having no regrets doesn't mean she's not sad, doesn't mean she's not hurt, and doesn't mean she's in pain.
What's more, in order to make him happy, Miss Ninomiya begged him to get her back when she turned and left.
Miss Ninomiya turned away with bruises all over her body, and he had to respect her choice. Even if he wanted to keep her, he didn't have the courage... But Xiao Yuki was still by his side, and he could take care of her and comfort her.
He was really crazy, completely immersed in the sadness of Miss Ninomiya turning away, and did not notice what kind of mood was behind Yuki's smile.
Because Xiao Yuki seemed to have nothing to do with it, he just wanted to go home quickly, be alone and lick his wounds by himself.
Kurosawa Hikaru was like a wild beast, running back to the martial arts hall in the heavy rain.
"Kurosawa, what's wrong with you?"
Back at the Budokan, the female staff member standing guard at the gate was shocked to see his hair completely wet and his anxious expression.
This athlete Kurosawa has become the big star of the Budokan today, because his three arrows in the morning were the best in the whole arena.
"Sorry, I'm fine."
In response to her concern, Kurosawa Mitsuru responded to her and then continued running.
He ran very fast, like a gust of wind whistling.
The Budokan is octagonal in design, and although its interior is spacious, it is intricate and complex.
"Feel sorry."
He passed through one corner after another. Because he ran too fast, he scared others and affected others, and he kept apologizing along the way.
He walked through an area that was cordoned off by staff and had a gap in the wall.
Until the end, there were fewer and fewer people, and Kurosawa Mitsuru slammed on the brakes and finally returned to the place where his dream was shattered, a place of trouble he didn't want to stay in for long.
When Kurosawa Mitsuru looked up, he saw that Yuki was still there.
She did not leave the place where she had just eaten, nor did she go to look for Lan as she had said before. She squatted against the wall, hugged her knees with her hands, buried her head in her legs, and her long wavy golden hair hung on both sides, so that her expression and face could not be seen.
He actually guessed it right, but he was not happy at all.
Because Xiao Yuki's figure is very lonely and helpless, just like a wounded cat shivering and curled up in a dark corner.
She buried her head in tears and her body twitched from time to time. It was silent sobbing.
"Yuki-chan."
After being stunned for a moment, Kurosawa Hikaru came to his senses, walked forward with great heartache, and called her name.
This voice made Ichinose Yuki look up at him. She was stunned, her eyes full of astonishment and confusion.
"Brother Guang, why are you back?"
Then, Ichinose Yuki saw him walking towards her step by step, and quickly wiped the tears from her face with her hands, then forced a smile and asked.
However, her voice was a little hoarse and low, which was the sound of crying. Even if she had good acting skills and was good at disguising herself, it would be difficult to cover up.