Realizing that he cared about her very much, Ninomiya Chizuru felt complicated.
It would be impossible to say that she was not happy at all.
She can deceive others, but she cannot deceive herself.
It's impossible to say that she doesn't mind at all.
She had been in love with Kurosawa Mitsuru and had been secretly in love with him for a long time before he invited her to the amusement park on a date.
For more than a year, she observed silently for a long time, and the more she looked at Kurosawa Hikaru, the more she liked him.
Because he is handsome, has a serious and positive attitude towards learning, and a friendly and enthusiastic personality, but in fact he is a bit withdrawn.
He has so many merits that it is difficult to describe them in a few words.
It was because the impression was too good that when she found out that Kurosawa Hikaru was a playboy, it was a devastating blow to her.
Originally, she didn't want to give up, and she took action and decided to go all out... But she also discovered one thing: she was far more fragile than she thought.
When she saw Kurosawa Hikaru kissing other girls, she really broke down.
What's more, ever since this incident happened, she has nightmares every day, recalling the horrifying scene that she doesn't want to face.
"How are you?"
Looking at her somewhat haggard face and meeting her sad and resentful eyes, Kurosawa Mitsuru couldn't help but say.
After that incident, when I saw her again, her condition was worse than I expected.
Maybe you can't see that her eyes are red and swollen from crying, but the appearance of dark circles still indicates that she has not had a good time these days.
"You can still win the championship without being as good as you."
When Ninomiya Chizuru heard these words and saw his cold and handsome face, the grievance in her heart surged up, her eyes softened, and she couldn't help but say.
She had been having trouble sleeping and eating these days, and even had no appetite. She was tormented by nightmares every day... She knew that her complexion and condition were very bad.
But in comparison, Kurosawa Hikaru seems to eat well, drink well and sleep well.
Not only that, after the incident, he was able to continue to participate in the competition, and even won the championship without any suspense, becoming famous in one battle.
In fact, when she was sitting in front of the TV watching the National College Kyudo Finals on the day of the competition, she actually hoped that Kurosawa would be heartbroken because of her turning away, and would not be able to display his original strength and lose the game.
She couldn't explain what kind of mentality led to such thoughts.
It's just that she was in a dark period, and she didn't want to see him still shining after she left, as if nothing had happened.
"Although I won the championship, I haven't had a good time these days."
Realizing the complaint that could not be concealed in her words, Kurosawa Hikaru sighed.
After Miss Ninomiya turned and left, he fell into a negative state for a while, hit rock bottom, lost his usual rationality and calmness, and almost caused a disaster.
Fortunately, it rained heavily that day, allowing him to think alone when he left the martial arts hall.
If he only noticed the timidity and pain hidden behind Yuki's sunny and positive smile when he returned home, it would be too late.
"Didn't you say you would respect my choice? Why did you send me a message?"
Seeing him sighing, Ninomiya Chizuru felt a little soft-hearted. She believed that although he looked prosperous on the surface, he was actually very decadent in secret. However, more grievances surged in her heart, and she asked again.
She really couldn't see through Kurosawa Mitsuru, and had no idea what he was thinking, let alone how he viewed her.
In fact, when she returned home that day and hid in the quilt crying, she actually felt a little regretful.
She felt that her relationship with Kurosawa was completely over, because Kurosawa said that he would respect her choice, but after she made the choice, he went back on his word, chose another path, and turned away.
And when she broke down and cried, Kurosawa wanted to approach her and comfort her, but she backed away again and again.
"I thought I could respect your choice... But after losing you, I found that I couldn't bear to leave you. Even if you beat me or scold me, I don't want to really lose you."
In response to this question, Kurosawa Mitsuru opened his hand and then clenched it tightly.
He was very greedy. Faced with these three good girls, Yuki Ichinose, Chizuru Ninomiya, and Mirai Shihouin, he didn't want to miss any of them.
He had thought he could be content with two people, but that was not the case at all.
"Then why did you stop sending messages after a few days?"
Ninomiya Chizuru thought about the entanglement from last night to today and questioned again.
Although it was only a few days, Kurosawa Hikaru would send her a good night message every day after they had a fight, which was both a happy and painful thing for her.
The good news is that they haven't completely broken up and gone their separate ways.
The painful thing is that because Kurosawa is messaging her, she simply can't let go of this feeling... It's a tangled mess and she has nightmares every day.
In addition, she was upset every day and wanted to reply to messages, but she didn't dare to.
Maybe that's the case, but she would rather have a nightmare and be entangled in all kinds of troubles than want it to end like this.
That's why she couldn't sleep anyway, so she sent him a message.
"Since you haven't replied, I'm not sure if my insistence on messaging you every day will cause you any trouble."
In response to this fatal question, Kurosawa Mitsuru looked at her somewhat haggard but still stunningly beautiful face and explained.
He knew better than anyone that Miss Ninomiya was very smart and could easily see through lies.
He was able to deceive her before purely because she trusted him.
But now, their relationship is very strained, and lying is a dangerous behavior that may further deteriorate their relationship.
However, even if there is such a risk, he has to take the risk.
If she knew that he didn't send a message last night because he and Xiao Yuki stayed in a hotel room overnight, their relationship would fall into an abyss.
"I'm very troubled. It's because you broke your promise and sent me messages every day. I have nightmares every day! I think of you kissing other women every day!"
After this explanation, Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't hold back and couldn't help complaining, she was very angry.
Although she received messages from Kurosawa every day and realized that he had not left her world, and she felt a little fortunate in her heart, it was also true that she was suffering greatly.
"So should I send messages from now on, or not?"
Hearing these extremely angry words, Kurosawa Mitsuru felt heartbroken and guilty, and smiled bitterly.
Kissing another woman in front of her was definitely the worst decision he had ever made in his life.
When facing Miss Ninomiya, he was filled with guilt every time he thought of the day when she broke down and cried.
At that moment, he really hurt her, hurt a woman who loved him deeply.
"hair."
Seeing his bitter smile and retreat, Ninomiya Chizuru, who was angry, felt a little soft-hearted and couldn't help but speak.
"Or not, whatever you want."
As soon as the words came out of her mouth, Ninomiya Chizuru saw Kurosawa Hikaru's lips, and what happened that day came to her mind again, so she added.
After that, she folded her arms, leaned back, and sat on the sofa sulking.
Although she was a little happy to see Kurosawa still in front of her, the happier she was, the sadder she felt.
If he wasn't a playboy, she would definitely be the happiest woman in the world.
"Can you message me back later?"
Hearing this answer, Kurosawa Hikaru was a little happy.
When faced with choices, the choices people make at the first moment are often based on their subconscious and true thoughts.
Rather than not sending messages, Miss Ninomiya obviously hoped that he would continue to send messages, but because of embarrassment and anger, she was embarrassed to admit her true thoughts.
"If you have time."
Ninomiya Chizuru didn't promise him. She didn't know if she could reply to the message. After all, she spent a full half hour struggling to send a good night message tonight.
"I'm very busy now. I just reported to the Jiuye Bank branch today and have a lot of work to hand over."
After saying this, she felt that this was a bit inhumane and added the reason.
"Did you go to work at the bank?" Kurosawa Mitsuru was surprised when he heard this.
"I'm not a teacher now. I can't just sit there doing nothing. I have to go to work." Ninomiya Chizuru nodded slightly and said affirmatively.
She was supposed to go yesterday, Monday, but she was in a bad mood and put it off until today.
"… "
Kurosawa Mitsuru was choked for a moment.
Thinking back, Miss Runa said a few days ago that Miss Ninomiya was in a very bad situation, and was caught between a rock and a hard place. Her parents were urging her to work in a bank, and she would probably have to go to work in a bank in a few days.
What I didn’t expect was that this happened so quickly, just a few days.
The most important thing is that Miss Ninomiya resigned resolutely in order to be with him.
"How much money does the firm have to make before you can quit?"
Thinking of this, Kurosawa Mitsuru simply got straight to the point.
He knew very well that Miss Ninomiya really didn't like working in a bank.
"Twenty billion."
"Does it have to be that high? The firm currently has a contract worth a billion."
Kurosawa Hikaru felt that this was too high, because Chizuru Ninomiya held a quite high share in Zero Hour, as high as 30%.
Logically speaking, the billion-dollar contracts he has signed so far would give her dividends of more than 100 million yen.
With this income, it is much better than working, so why should I go to work
"My parents used all their resources and connections to make me the director of the bank as soon as I joined... They hoped that I could be promoted quickly and inherit their positions as soon as possible."
Although the 1 billion contract is a sky-high endorsement fee, Ninomiya Chizuru knew about it and shook her head.
"Twenty billion?... OK."
Realizing that ten billion was far from enough and that twenty billion was necessary, Kurosawa Mitsuru took a deep breath and became enlightened.
He wants to win Miss Ninomiya back, and he will definitely pull her out of the swamp of family and bank.
To achieve this, we must first allow Zero Hour Agency to fully rise.