See above, it is more meaningful than sending a hundred messages or multiple video and voice calls on your mobile phone.
Ninomiya Chizuru was happy from the bottom of her heart to be able to meet Kurosawa Hikaru.
Although their relationship has become a little dull during this period, it has not yet been severed.
The only thing that bothered her was that she thought of the other two girls, both younger than herself.
"Does he prefer younger girls?"
Ninomiya Chizuru thought of her own age and couldn't help but glance at him and thought secretly.
Because of her best friend Runa, she has a good understanding of the nature of men through what she has heard and seen.
Even if a man is very responsible, motivated and loyal, he will become bad as long as he has money, status and fame.
But there is one thing that will never change for men, and that is that they will always like young and beautiful girls.
Kurosawa has three girlfriends in total, two of them are girls around 17 or 18 years old, they are all younger...but she is older, and not just a little older, but eight years older.
Judging from the proportions, Kurosawa definitely prefers young and pretty girls.
In fact, Kurosawa seemed to like her very much... Even though they had hurt each other before and even went as far as to break up, he still didn't give up on her even if he was known for being untrustworthy.
What's more, Kurosawa even pretended to be sick for her in order to talk to her more.
Regarding the matter of pretending to be sick, Ninomiya Chizuru was not angry at all. In fact, after learning the truth, she felt touched and distressed.
In this world, everyone has lied, to family, to friends, to siblings, to lovers, and to themselves.
After all, not everyone can live honestly and freely. No matter who you are, you have said things against your will and made choices against your will.
Not all lies are unforgivable.
"If only one of them was around my age..."
What bothered Ninomiya Chizuru more than the matter of pretending to be sick was Kurosawa's two young and beautiful girlfriends.
As she became more frustrated and anxious, Kurosawa Hikaru could clearly feel her occasional sidelong glances and glances at him in the house with the lights on.
"She's looking at me..."
Noticing her complicated look, Kurosawa Mitsuru felt guilty.
He was a heartless man to begin with, and today he lied to her. He really kept making one mistake after another.
"Should I take this opportunity to express my intention to change for the better? But if I say it now, is this the right time?"
Kurosawa Hikaru, who had realized his mistake long ago, fell into deep thought.
No one is perfect.
Everyone makes mistakes, but it’s okay to make mistakes. The key is to acknowledge your mistakes and correct them.
If you know you have done something wrong but still refuse to admit it and have no intention of repenting, then you are truly hopeless.
Both of them were thinking hard and didn't communicate for a long time.
"It seems that you are really not sick."
After a while, Ninomiya Chizuru discovered that Kurosawa Hikaru's pale and colorless face became rosy and rosy as time went by, and his energy and spirit were gradually recovering. She breathed a sigh of relief and said with a blank look at him.
This guy is really working too hard. Just to avoid being caught pretending to be sick, he actually took a cold shower and blew cold air, hoping to get sick quickly and made himself suffer like this.
What does it matter whether he lied to her or not? Kurosawa has lied to her more than once, let alone lies of this magnitude.
"Task progress update: Make her feel distressed, 2/3 times."
"Ms. Ninomiya."
The system's text prompt appeared in front of him, and Kurosawa Hikaru came back to his senses, realizing that her heartache was also a sign of her determination.
Because it was summer vacation, Ninomiya Chizuru resigned again, and now they could no longer have a fixed time and place to socialize and meet like they did before in school.
That's right, he has finally met him, he must seize the opportunity.
"What's wrong?"
Ninomiya Chizuru noticed that he looked serious, as if he had something to say, so she asked patiently.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have pretended to be sick. I didn't expect you to come straight over here."
Although he had just mentioned it, Kurosawa Mitsuru knew the importance of the matter and decided to start with this first.
"Are you saying that you didn't expect me to make a fuss and overreact?"
When Ninomiya Chizuru heard this, she felt more and more that it was not right.
"I didn't mean that. I'm just glad that you care about me and treat me so well."
Kurosawa Hikaru was stunned for a moment and immediately denied it.
Although Miss Ninomiya's prompt decision to send him medicine caught him off guard, he also clearly felt her intentions.
Even if they had a fight and were upset with each other, and she was the one who was wronged, when she found out that he was in trouble, she immediately put aside her grudges and made a special trip to bring him medicine, hoping that he would be okay.
The emotion similar to heartache is soft-heartedness.
It was obvious that even if Miss Ninomiya was holding back her anger and had no place to vent it, she would still be soft-hearted towards him.
"So he knows that I care about him..."
When Ninomiya Chizuru saw his grateful and happy look, even if she had any annoyance in her heart, it was swept away and she felt overjoyed.
Although she is rather reserved and not good at expressing her true thoughts, she knows that she is very doting and caring towards Kurosawa.
For example, when they were riding the roller coaster together, Kurosawa secretly held her hand because he found that he expected this and was pampering him.
If it were any other bad man, let alone shaking hands, if he came any closer, she would clearly refuse and keep her distance.
And when Kurosawa wanted to be a star and start a business, she contributed money without hesitation and took out 100 million yen as start-up capital.
In fact, she originally wanted to invest 500 million yen, rent a huge house for Kurosawa as an office, buy him the best piano, the best equipment, and the best environment, but Runa thought she was too exaggerated and stopped the matter.
What's more, even when Kurosawa confessed that he was a philandering man and had three girlfriends at the same time, she wanted to follow his wishes at first when she was sad and in pain.
However, she overestimated her ability to bear it, and was completely devastated when she saw Kurosawa kissing another woman.
"It's not as good as you said. It's just delivering medicine."
Although she was very happy that he thought this way, Ninomiya Chizuru, out of reserve, ruffled her hair with her hand, leaned back, sat on the sofa, and said indifferently.
Maybe she concealed it very well, but when she was overjoyed, she pursed her lips slightly to hold back her smile, and the change in her eyes could not escape Kurosawa Mitsuru's eyes.
"Is she so easily happy?"
Especially when he saw her subconsciously fiddling with her hair, trying to cover up her true thoughts, Kurosawa Mitsuru couldn't help but feel surprised.
"I made her feel distressed three times... Does that mean that I shouldn't show how good I am in front of her, but should show my weakness and the side that needs to be distressed and cared for?"
Suddenly, Kurosawa Hikaru recalled her actions tonight, and it felt like a flash of inspiration, followed by a flood of ideas.
In fact, if the system hadn't prompted him, he wouldn't have known that Miss Ninomiya loved him so much.
After all, his cell phone was broken, so he came to visit her and said goodnight... Even though so many days had passed, she was still upset about what happened that day, and even when they met in person, she didn't have many good things to say to him.
What's more, Miss Ninomiya's words were still full of sarcasm and endless resentment, and she completely treated him as a heartless man.
In this case, he just had a minor cold, and Miss Ninomiya could have cared for him and told him to have a good rest, which would have been considered a softening of her attitude... But she went to great lengths to make a trip to bring him medicine.
Putting aside many factors such as characters, time, relationships, and emotions.
To put it simply, A acted weak, helpless and in need of care towards B, and B gave a positive and enthusiastic response.
"No, my thinking has been wrong..."
"Finding a way to make the firm rise and develop rapidly, and pulling her out of the quagmire of the bank, can indeed help her, but that's all, there is no way to restore our relationship to the way it was before."
"Making her feel distressed is just a feeling. The key is that she has the opportunity to take care of me."
"The way I was dealing with her before was totally wrong."
After completely analyzing the developments of tonight's events, Kurosawa Hikaru suddenly realized something.
He is too careless... Although he is considerate and takes care of the feelings of his three girlfriends, trying to treat them equally.
But in fact, the situations of the three girlfriends are completely different.
Yuki Ichinose experienced school bullying in junior high school. Under the influence of the environment, she had to rely on the identity of a hot girl to disguise and protect herself. In fact, she was a girl who lacked confidence, had low self-esteem, and had a serious lack of security.
Showing your gentle and reliable side in front of her and leading her out of the quagmire can make her confident and bring her happiness.
Shifengyuan Mirai has been bound by her family environment since she was a child and has been imprisoned. Even though she is as beautiful as a flower and has a lot of glory, she is actually a girl who has long lost her passion and hope for life and is helpless.
Showing strong and outstanding talents in front of her can help her break the power of the cage and make a smile appear on her face, because life is no longer dark and gloomy, but has hope.
But Ninomiya Chizuru? What kind of girl is she
Beautiful, elegant, aloof, refined, intelligent, mature, cold on the outside but warm on the inside, well-educated, eloquent, and a little bit tsundere.
Perhaps her parents had bad personalities and were very controlling, which made her feel helpless and unable to make friends.
But she had already grown up and had a successful career. Relying on her own strength, she stubbornly fought against her parents and became a teacher at the University of Tokyo.
Although she didn't like this job, she also had hope in her heart that if the firm was fully developed, she could even break free from the shackles of family and career and live the life she wanted.
In fact, she doesn't need to be taken care of because she has the ability to take care of others.
"Should I show my weak side in front of her? Let her feel sorry for me, so that she can take care of me, care about me, and be nice to me."
Thinking about how she felt sorry for herself so easily, Kurosawa Hikaru thought secretly.
"Why are you silent?"
Ninomiya Chizuru noticed that he had been silent and wondered what he was thinking about. After hesitating, she spoke.
Was it because my attitude just now was too cold and hurt him
Her response was helpless. Kurosawa said she was good, but she couldn't say, "Now you know how good I am to you, right?" That would be too arrogant.