Everyone has both beauty and regrets in their long life.
There are some beautiful things that, even after a long time, still make you laugh when you think back on them.
There are some regrets that, even after a long time, you still feel regretful when you think back on them.
Seeing that he had opened his heart to her, Shifengyuan Mirai was somewhat happy, but she also took it very seriously. She nodded slightly to indicate that she was listening and asked him to continue.
Maybe it's because they have only known each other for a short time, but because their acquaintance and familiarity started with passing notes and whispering, and because the two of them were constantly communicating with each other and being honest with each other in the process, she was able to feel the changes in Kurosawa, even if they were very subtle.
She could see that Kurosawa's smile today was even brighter than usual, but it was just a show of strength and a disguise. He didn't want to make her worry.
"Her name is Miki Shiraha, she is..."
Facing her gentle gaze, Kurosawa Mitsuru took a deep breath and began to tell the story slowly from beginning to end.
From the chance encounter in the camera shop, to the exposure of his identity at midnight, to the waiting at the school gate, to the afternoon tea in the cafe, to the watching and waiting at the Kyudo competition.
Unlike yesterday, when facing Xiao Youji's questions, he avoided the topic and didn't want to discuss it more, because he knew clearly that no matter what happened, he could tell the future.
This relationship of trust was achieved by their cooperation in the face of common enemies such as the Shifengyuan family and the maids.
"I see... Is your biggest regret making her cry?"
After hearing the whole story, Shifengyuan Mirai realized his troubles.
“That’s the reason, but it’s more than that.”
Kurosawa Hikaru nodded, feeling ashamed for Miki Shiraha running away crying.
"And because you can't do anything but turn a blind eye?"
Seeing his helpless look, Shifengyuan Mirai asked.
"right."
His thoughts were seen through by her, and Kurosawa Hikaru nodded.
The most fundamental reason why troubles exist is that we are powerless.
Knowing that this is not good but being unable to change the feeling can make people very upset.
If something can be solved, it is not a worry, but a trouble, or a to-do list.
When he sent that message, he anticipated that Miki Baiyu would be devastated, but he didn't expect her to cry... and the way she ran away crying was really touching and made him feel guilty.
“Hmm…” Shifengyuan Mirai held the bow in one hand, with her right hand wearing the Kyudo finger guard, gently pinching her chin, and lowered her head into deep thought.
She did not make any direct suggestions. When someone is telling you about their troubles, it is of no value to suggest some meaningless and easily thought of solutions.
As a listener, you only have two choices when faced with the person's troubles.
One is to comfort, the other is to offer effective suggestions... Of course, if you don't want to maintain the relationship, you can also choose to ignore it and let it die on its own.
"What do you think when you find out she likes you? Do you like her? Or do you hate her?"
After careful consideration, Shifengyuan Mirai raised a question.
"Well… "
This question directly hit the real thoughts, making Kurosawa Mitsuru choke.
Although in his eyes, Mirai is different from his other two girlfriends, her ideas are very traditional, and there is a very solid and reliable relationship of trust between them.
But I have to say that it takes a lot of courage to talk about your opinions on other girls in front of your girlfriend.
“I like it a little bit.”
After hesitating for a while, Kurosawa Mitsuru raised his right hand, put his thumb and index finger together, slightly opened a gap between them, and then spoke metaphorically.
As a man, it is impossible to say that you are not moved at all when faced with a beautiful girl pursuing you and liking you.
No matter how much he denied it, the dating task triggered by the system revealed his true intentions.
"Are you sure it's just a little bit?"
Seeing the weight of his metaphor, Shifengyuan Mirai's beautiful red eyes smiled and confirmed it.
The reason why she found it funny was because she could see Kurosawa's hesitation and lack of confidence.
"Not sure, I can't figure out what I think of her."
Facing her smiling gaze, Kurosawa Hikaru sighed.
"What was the reason for you rejecting her and hurting her so cruelly?"
"Because I want her to give up and stop wasting her time and energy on me."
"Why do you want her to give up? Don't you want a fourth girlfriend?"
"What's the reason for you asking this question?"
When Kurosawa Mitsuru met her puzzled gaze, he was shocked and couldn't help asking.
This sentence is exactly the same as what Xiao Yuki said yesterday.
At that time, he was unable to understand the thoughts behind Koyuki's question.
Instead of responding, he chose to end the topic unilaterally and didn't want to discuss it any further.
“Because you’re so fickle, if you meet another girl you like, it’s normal to want another one.
Seeing that he suddenly became serious, Shifengyuan Mirai put his hands behind his back and looked up at his handsome face.
This man is destined to be popular with women just based on his looks and appearance.
What's more, he is so outstanding, with a variety of talents, he is simply unstoppable.
"No, it's not the superficial thought, but the train of thought... What I want to know is why you asked this question, as if to convince me to pursue other girls."
When Kurosawa Mitsuru heard this answer, he felt that it was not right. He thought about his words and changed the way he asked the question.
He still couldn't figure out what Xiao Yuki was thinking yesterday that made her ask such a question.
But now, he had a vague feeling that the future would coincide with Xiao Yuji's thoughts.
"Because I want to make you happy."
A deeper level of thinking logic, Shifengyuan Mirai said after self-examination.
"Is that what you think?"
Kurosawa Hikaru looked down at her, feeling surprised and puzzled.
"I'd rather see you happy than seeing you appear happy but actually be upset."
Shifengyuan Mirai changed her hand to hold the bow, raised her left hand, touched his lips with her thumb and index finger, and then separated them, confirming his inner thoughts.
"But if I find another one, won't you be jealous?"
Seeing her nod slightly with a very determined look, Kurosawa Mitsuru still couldn't understand.
"Of course I'm jealous, but you can't have your cake and eat it too. You have to know how to make choices as a person."
Shifengyuan Mirai rolled his eyes at him speechlessly and said.
"… "
Kurosawa Hikaru looked at her, thoughtfully.
Finding that he couldn't figure it out, Shifengyuan Mirai's teasing gesture turned into a palm, gently holding his face, and explained:
"I can't go on dates with you, nor can I dress up nicely and go out with you. I can only wait for you to meet me at the apartment and the dojo. You have done so much for me, but I can't do anything for you. I can only hope that I can satisfy you in other ways.
Just like now, you are willing to tell me your troubles, and if I can help you, I will be very happy. "
Shifengyuan Mirai knew very well that she was very beautiful and had a good family background, but even with the best conditions, it could not change the fact that her situation was very embarrassing.
She also understood that Kurosawa was still willing to be her tutor simply because he wanted to free up his time and energy for her.
"You have always been the one who gave everything to me. You should always give me the opportunity to give everything to you, so that I can feel more balanced, instead of being flattered by you one-sidedly."
Thinking of his own powerlessness and predicament, Shifengyuan Mirai felt helpless.
"You've already paid for it."
Relying on her small, cool and soft palm, seeing her helpless expression, Kurosawa Mitsuru immediately said.
"when?"
"You have already sacrificed a lot for me by being willing to accept that I am a playboy."
Although he did not make such a sacrifice, Kurosawa Hikaru knew how important this matter was.
"That's not enough."
"Why is it not enough?"
"Because Ichinose and Ninomiya are just like me."
"Is there any problem with that?" Kurosawa Hikaru didn't understand.
"The problem is, when everyone has it, then it's the same as having no one."
There is no hesitation in Shifengyuan's future attitude.
"… "
Hearing this, Kurosawa Mitsuru looked at her in surprise. What kind of thinking was this
"Kurosawa, I want to be your most special girlfriend, not just one of several girlfriends."
Seeing that he still didn't understand, Shifengyuan Mirai withdrew his hand and confessed.
Even now, she had selfish motives when she said these words to Kurosawa.
Because she is intelligent, has a keen eye, and has traditional ideas, she can see through Kurosawa's troubles, help him solve his problems, and let him rely on himself.
After hearing these words, Kurosawa Mitsuru was stunned. He felt as if he had suddenly been enlightened and his train of thought was instantly cleared.
"Did Xiao Yuki think the same when she asked me yesterday? She wanted to hear me talk about my feelings and wanted to do something for me."
"Qianhe can't get over the hurdle in her heart. Is it because of this? She feels that she is not the most special one."
"The same weight is completely meaningless to them."
At this moment, Kurosawa Hikaru realized his blind spot in thinking.
Even though he wanted to be fair and treat Yuki, Chizuru and Mirai equally.
But in fact, it is impossible to achieve absolute equality. The best we can do is to move towards equality as much as possible.
Because a person's time is limited and he cannot be busy in two places at once.
Accepting that he was a playboy, Yuki probably thought that besides herself, others had done the same thing, so she wanted to do more for him.
"Kurosawa, when you have a second woman, then a third, fourth, fifth, or tenth, it makes no difference to me. The key is how much you like me.
You knew that tutoring me was boring and that you couldn't do anything except talk, but you were still willing to accompany me. Even at the archery dojo, where we didn't even have a chance to be alone together, you still came to me."
Seeing his Tong Kong shaking, it was as if breaking through the fog and gradually becoming brighter. Shifengyuan Mirai withdrew the hand that was on his face, turned his back, looked up at Kurosawa Hikaru in front of him, and felt a little happy.
"Tutoring you won't be boring."
When Kurosawa Mitsuru heard what was in her heart, he lowered his eyes to look at her beautiful face and smiled.
This woman is so charming that it is hard not to be fascinated by her.
"Welcome back, Kurosawa."
Seeing his faint but sincere smile, and the confident and calm look that emanated from his inside out, as if he had broken free from his restraints, Shifengyuan Mirai was very happy. He placed the bow flat on the ground and opened his arms to him.
Ever since the day of the Kyudo competition when the three girls met but ended up parting on bad terms, although Kurosawa Hikaru still smiled when he was with her, his smile always felt restrained.
Kurosawa has lost his previous sense of ease, like a fierce tiger shackled and locked in a cage, taking things as they come.
But at this moment, Kurosawa finally woke up and stood up.
Maybe he hasn't really escaped from the cage yet, but she knows that with Kurosawa's ability, it is only a matter of time before he breaks out of the cage.
"What is that?"
When Kurosawa Hikaru saw her serious welcome, he was immediately amused, but he still cooperated with her and took a step forward to hug her.
As soft as jade and as fragrant as a flower, and as weak as a boneless creature, Shifengyuan Mirai is very tall, but it feels very comfortable to hold her in your arms.
She is like a safe haven. No matter what kind of natural disaster or calamity occurs, she will always be there waiting for me.
"Suck~"
Shifengyuan Mirai buried her head beside his collarbone, smelling his scent, feeling an indescribable sense of satisfaction in her heart.
Finally, she found an opportunity to help Kurosawa resolve his emotional knot.
Maybe it hasn't been completely solved yet, but she has done everything she can.
"What are you doing?"
Hearing her inhalation, Kurosawa Hikaru was a little confused.
"I am absorbing Kurosawa's energy. I want to absorb your archery skills and make them hit the target every time."
Shifengyuan Mirai raised his head and threatened in a serious tone.
"Then you can't suck it away." Kurosawa Mitsuru smiled.
"I'll suck you to death." Sifengyuan Mirai didn't believe it and buried his head in his arms and sucked hard.
"Come to think of it, are you still calling me Kurosawa?"
Seeing her childish side, Kurosawa Mitsuru found it very cute, and then he remembered something and asked.
"What do you want me to call you? Guang? Darling? Master, Darling?"
Shifengyuan Mirai noticed that he had objections to the way he addressed her, so he asked.
"Guang, right... You can call me dear in private, or Master, my eldest lady."
After hearing the options she put forward, Kurosawa Hikaru quickly made a choice, then leaned over to her ear and whispered.
The words that are close to your ears will flow into your heart and touch your soul.
"You call me Guang in public and Master in private, but what about in bed?"
His heartstrings were touched, and Shifengyuan Mirai's delicate body stiffened. She looked up and saw his smirk, then she stood on tiptoe, leaned close to his ear, and asked in a whisper.
"elder brother?"
"Owner?"
"Or should I say, Dad?"
Then, she presented the options word by word in a seductive voice.
These examples of addressing made Kurosawa Hikaru's breathing quicken and his eyes become hot.
This is too exciting. Which man can withstand such a test
Seeing the cunning smile on Shifengyuan Mirai's beautiful and cold face, Kurosawa Mitsuru wanted to kill her on the spot, but when he looked back at Akai Sayaka beside her, he knew that was impossible.
"Which one do you want to choose?"
Being stared at by his burning gaze, Shifengyuan Mirai smiled cleverly.
Seeing that she had an expression that said, "You can't do anything to me, and you deserve a punishment," Kurosawa Mitsuru couldn't bear it anymore. He simply clasped his hands together, bent down, and kissed her tender lips.
This kiss was strong, irresistible, and overbearing.
Faced with his forceful kiss, Shifengyuan Mirai was more than happy to accept it, her beautiful eyes curved and a smile appeared on her face.
Seeing this scene, Sayaka Akai, who was standing not far away with an expressionless face like a robot, silently closed her eyes and turned a blind eye.
A kiss is worth a thousand words.
The 10-second kiss leaves one wanting more.
A 20-second kiss can make a person fall in love with you both physically and mentally.
A 30-second kiss that leaves you breathless.
"Hmm..."
Even though Shifengyuan Mirai knew how to breathe through his nose, he still felt a little breathless after continuing for so long and wanted to struggle.
However, even though she had been practicing Kyudo since she was a child and had developed very strong arm and wrist strength, in front of Kurosawa Mitsuru, the difference between her and others was like that between an adult and a child, they were not even on the same level.
It took a full minute before Kurosawa Hikaru withdrew his lips.
"Breathe... inhale... exhale..."
Finally, they stopped, and Shifengyuan Mirai found a gap to catch his breath. His body was limp, and he leaned his face on his left shoulder, breathing in fresh air continuously, his breathing was very disordered.
"If Miss Sayaka wasn't watching, I would drag you to the bed right now."
After a passionate kiss that lasted for a minute, Kurosawa Mitsuru acted as if nothing had happened. Seeing her flushed face, fragrant breathing, and limp body, he also made some harsh remarks.
"Then you drag it."
Shifengyuan Mirai, who was still adjusting her breathing, raised her head and rolled her eyes at his threats and warnings.
"you… "
Kurosawa Mitsuru didn't expect that she would not admit defeat and even dared to fight back, and he was stunned.
The next moment, Kurosawa Hikaru's expression froze, and he was about to kiss her dishonest mouth again.
"No, I give up."
Seeing that he was about to kiss her again, Shifengyuan Mirai, who was still taking a breath, immediately gave in and struggled hurriedly.
"Hahaha."
Seeing her twisting her body in his arms, Kurosawa Mitsuru was very satisfied.
"What a bad guy."
Realizing that she couldn't beat him, Shifengyuan Mirai punched him in the chest with her fist and snorted.
After playing around for a while, the two went to the wall of the dojo and sat down to rest.
"What are you going to do next?"
Because he was wearing a Kyudo hakama, which considered him a transformation into a warrior, Shifengyuan Mirai didn't care too much about being elegant and simply sat on the smooth wooden floor with his back against the wall.
"I will shoot arrows with you and play with you all day long."
Sitting next to her, Kurosawa Hikaru said without thinking.
"That's not what I'm asking. What are you and Miki Baiyu going to do next?"
"We'll talk later. I want to accompany you today."
"I want to know what you're going to do."
I noticed that he was quite particular about details at times like this and didn't want to talk about other women, Shifengyuan Mirai said coquettishly.
"Send her a message and apologize."
Seeing that she liked to interfere in his affairs with other women, Kurosawa Mitsuru pondered and said.
"And then? Should we let her become the fourth one?"
“I don’t know yet.”
Kurosawa Hikaru had no idea about this.
You can't be too careless about emotional issues, you must be cautious.
"What does she look like? Are there any pictures of her?"
Finding that he couldn't think of an answer for the time being, Shifengyuan Mirai thought for a moment and asked.
"How can I have a photo of her... But there are videos of her previous figure skating competitions online. Do you want to take a look?"
Kurosawa Mitsuru shook his head subconsciously, then remembered something and added.
Unlike ordinary people, Shiraha Miki was a former figure skating genius and a well-known celebrity in Hokkaido, so her information can be found on the Internet.
"Of course."
Realizing that there was a video to watch, Shifengyuan Mirai immediately became excited.
Most of her time was clearly arranged, and she could only play with her phone freely at school... But even so, because school was a social circle and her classmates all wanted to build a good relationship with her, she had no chance to go online.
Now that I can go online, and be with Kurosawa, I’m naturally interested.
After getting her affirmation, Kurosawa Hikaru took out his mobile phone from his pocket, opened YouTube, and entered the keyword "Miki Shiraha", and many results came out.
"You're so young? Guang, are you a lolita complex?"
Because of the privacy screen, no one nearby could see it. Sifengyuan Mirai leaned over to his chest to look at the phone, and saw a cover, and was a little surprised.
On the cover, there is a super cute and childish profile, with white hair tied up, beautiful light blue eyes as clear as the sea, and delicate and beautiful facial features, like the incarnation of an angel.
"This is a video of her first competition when she was ten years old... And didn't I say that she is a junior at the University of Tokyo, probably only one year younger than me."
It was also the first time that Kurosawa Hikaru saw this cover. He felt extremely cute, but based on what happened yesterday, he was also aware of it and explained.
"I know, I'm just kidding." Shifengyuan Mirai smiled.
Then, the two of them started watching the video.
This is an official video of the competition. The camera is locked on Miki Shiraha appearing from the sidelines. She is wearing a purple-black skating suit and her hands are covered with sleeves as thin as black silk. Her skin is soft and fair and her figure is small and petite.
Although she looks like a loli girl, her skating posture is so beautiful that it looks like art. She skates smoothly towards the midfield, and every move of her hands and feet seems as if she is riding the wind.
As we arrived at the center of the field, the lights dimmed and the spotlights shone on the ice.
Under the light, her already snow-white skin became transparent and bright, as if covered with a layer of dreamy color, turning her into an elf on ice.
"Princess Miki, I love you!"
"Miki, you are my angel!"
At the same time, as she waited in the center of the ice, waiting for the game to begin, the audience was very lively and there was constant cheering.
“Is the atmosphere at a figure skating competition so lively?”
Seeing this scene, Shifengyuan Mirai couldn't help but sigh.
Perhaps on the day of the national finals of the Kyudo Competition, Kurosawa Hikaru's appearance caused the entire audience to cheer, the sound was like thunder, and it seemed to break through the roof.
But only Kurosawa Hikaru enjoyed that kind of excitement. In most cases, kyudo competitions were silent.
"You haven't seen it before?"
“I can ski and skate, but I’ve never watched a competition.”
"So can you figure skate?"
"I know a little bit. When I was twelve, I went on vacation to Hokkaido and skied for a week. I had a teacher to teach me."
"Let's skate together later."
"With her?"
"I'll go with you."
During the conversation, background music sounded in the video and Miki Baiyu's body began to move.
As she danced, in just a moment, she attracted the attention of two people. They stopped chatting and focused their attention.
Because Miki Baiyu's movements are so beautiful, it seems as if he is riding the wind when he raises his hands and feet.
Under the starry night sky and the moon, the ice surface is covered with silver.
A white shadow danced in the wind, like a startled wild geese soaring into the sky.
Maybe she is still young, but her peerless beauty, overwhelming beauty, dreamy and fairy-like charm have already been revealed and are about to astonish the world.